Chapter Eighty-Three: How to Be Strong
A crisp sound of "pop" burst out, and the wine gourd in Ye Yin's hand fell, smashed on the ground, and smashed on his own heart.
"Hah!" he laughed, looked at Feng Yin in disbelief, and then stretched out his hand to her, wanting to say something, but for a long time, he just maintained the appearance of smiling that was not sincere, and said nothing, and finally, he tilted his head and closed his eyes, and laughed a few more times, but the smile sounded poignant and distressing.
Feng Yin felt that his appearance at the moment was more distressing than crying, and his heart couldn't help but tremble slightly. Sighing, she took a small step forward and whispered comfortingly: "In this matter, you are only a victim, and you have not done anything wrong from beginning to end." So, stop torturing yourself with it. ”
"What's wrong?" Ye Yin closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, her eyes were already dyed scarlet, "Back then, if I was strong enough to beat my grandfather, strong enough to rush out of the Demon Realm, then I would be able to bring her back again, maybe, it wouldn't be like this." ”
Feng Yin couldn't guess the specific plot of this old incident, but he could hear the twist and the remorse in his words. It turned out that he was not only complaining about others, but also about himself. Moreover, it is very likely that the one he complains about the most is actually himself.
"That's why you're like this, blaming yourself, torturing yourself, and suppressing the pain and guilt in your heart in this way?"
"Is there one?" Ye Yin felt that he was in a trance, had he ever done this?
Feng Yin looked at him with deep sympathy in her eyes, and she sighed and said, "But even if you torture yourself like this, what can you change?"
Ye Yin snorted and weakened his tone, "But what else can I do?"
"Live well. ”
Ye Yin looked at her, frowned and did not speak.
"Live well. "I don't know what happened in the end that made you so resentful of yourself, but I don't think you're the one responsible for the tragedy you are in. You're trying to stop the tragedy from happening, but you can't. But just because you didn't succeed, do you have to take all the blame on yourself, and you don't know who the culprit is, why should you bear all the blame for him?"
Ye Yin thought of the past, thought of those so-called "culprits", and the yin owl and fierceness covered the whole face in an instant.
Feng Yin looked at his expression but smiled, and said, "Look, you remember." That's who you should resent and hate, not yourself. ”
Feng Yin turned his head and looked at the room carefully, and his smile warmed, "Look at this room, you have spent so much thought, I think your mother must have been very happy at that time." She begged for kindness, with that marriage, with this house, and you, she must have been the happiest person in the world at that time. ”
Ye Yin fell into his memory with the words of the wind, and his eyes were fixed on the void, as if he saw the simple and carefree smiling face of his mother.
"So, it's all about her happiness. Feng Yin breathed a sigh of relief and looked at Ye Yin again, "In the end, although she lost that marriage, she at least still has you and this room." I think losing one was enough for her, and she didn't want to lose both. ”
Ye Yin looked at her again, his eyes were cold and warm, confused and sober, and there was a faint light shining and burning.
Feng Yin did not avoid his gaze, and then said, "You must have been happy at that time. Therefore, in order for her to have peace of mind, you must also live well, and live happily as before. In this way, all her efforts will not be meaningless. ”
For a long time, Ye Yin kept staring at Feng Yin, as if he was looking at her, but he seemed to be looking at others through her.
Time passed in such a quiet gaze, so long that Feng Yin felt a little uncomfortable being looked at by him, Ye Yin finally moved, and then, he smiled, although the smile was very faint and very short, but Feng Yin knew that he was smiling from the bottom of his heart.
At this moment, Feng Yin felt very relieved, and said in his heart, fortunately, so much effort was not in vain.
That's right, and she must be looking forward to it. ”
Ye Yin turned his head to look at Feng Yin, as if he moved his lips, but he didn't say anything in the end.
Feng Yin felt that he knew what he was going to say, thinking, with his temper, it would be scary to say it, so it would be better not to say it like this, anyway, he knew it, and he just understood it. Thinking of this, Feng Yin's heart became more and more relaxed, and he sighed as relieved and smiled sweetly.
At this time, Ye Yin stood up, didn't speak, and walked directly towards Feng Yin.
Feng Yin stared straight at him, not knowing what he was going to do, but seeing that his face was fine, he was not afraid.
Ye Yin, who seemed to be a little drunk just now, walked very steadily at this time, he walked in a few steps in front of Feng Yin, looked down at her, turned to look outside the house, and said, "Let's go, I'll send you back." ”
"Huh?" Feng Yin didn't react for a moment, but was stunned.
Ye Yin showed no signs of impatience, only glanced at her, and said, "Isn't it that you want to go back?" ”
"It's here......" Feng Yin frowned, biting her lip and nodded.
Ye Yin walked in front, and Feng Yin followed a step behind him, always feeling that something was still wrong, his face changed, and it was inevitable that it was too fast.
"Ahh
She looked up at Ye Yin, who had suddenly stopped, and wondered, "Why did it stop, is there anything else?"
Ye Yin turned around and lowered his head to look at her, "You are willing to come with Luo Anhua to see me, but what else do you want to say?"
Wind Moan's eyes blinked, biting her lip, but she didn't speak.
Ye Yin was not annoyed, and added very patiently, "This is the last time you and I will meet, if you have anything else to say, just say it, in the future, even if you want to say it, you won't have a chance." ”
As soon as he said this, Feng Yin suddenly felt a trace of reluctance inexplicably welling up in her heart, and when she reacted, she was startled.
She settled down, quickly drove the reluctance away, and said, "It's nothing, I'm just ...... I don't understand what you said that day. She looked up at him, her face full of doubts, "You say, to be strong, don't just think about relying on my uncle, let alone relying on others." I don't understand, why do you want me to be strong, and how can I be strong?"
Ye Yin paused, as if he had organized his words, but in the end, the words he said were extremely direct: "As the daughter of Jiu Lie Li, you have always been a burden to Feng Wenyue and Wu Jichen, and also a burden to the entire General's Mansion. ”
Wind Groan's body trembled and lowered his head, "I know. ”
Ye Yin sighed and said, "It's also a burden to Wu Jifeng." ”
As if this sentence hurt the wind more than the previous one, she jerked her head up at Ye Yin, her eyes covered with a layer of moisture.
Ye Yin's face changed, and the hand behind his back moved, but he still didn't lift it.
"You must know that you have the blood of the demon clan in your body, and the Great Zhou Court is afraid of you. Therefore, in order to protect you, Feng Wenyue, Wu Jichen and Wu Jifeng are all at great risk, if you have nothing to do, once there is any storm, the court will not only get rid of you, but also take the three of them for questioning. ”
Feng Yin had never known these things before, and he only thought that the only thing he was afraid of was his father and mother who were close at hand. So her eyes widened at this point, and she had an expression of disbelief.
Ye Yin didn't give her time to digest, and then said: "Among the three of them, Wu Jifeng has the deepest feelings for you, if it really goes to the point where the imperial court wants to get rid of you, it is difficult to guarantee that he will not do anything drastic for you, then at that time, the General's Mansion may not be as simple as punishing crimes." ”
Feng Yin's lips trembled, and he said, "That's why you said, don't just think about relying on my uncle, do you think I'm going to hurt him?"
Ye Yin nodded, "Not only will it hurt him, but it will also hurt yourself." ”
"The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear. Wu Jifeng has been trapped in the bureau for too long, and he has long lost his usual sobriety. He is constantly in conflict with your father and mother for you, and there is no guarantee that there will not be a day when he will completely lose his proportion. ”
Feng Yin's body trembled, and he muttered, "No, uncle...... It has always been very measured. ”
Ye Yin stretched out his hand to support her shoulder, and said, "Don't be afraid of ten thousand, just in case." ”
Feng Yin looked at him and asked, "That's why you said you want me to be strong?"
Seeing that she was standing firm again, Ye Yin withdrew her hand, "Only when you are strong yourself, can you not rely on others everywhere." Maybe when it matters, you can protect the people you care about. ”
The look on Feng Yin's face was a little eager, and she grabbed Ye Yin's arm and said, "But, how can I become strong?"
Ye Yin frowned and looked at his arm, and Feng Yin realized that he was too excited, and timidly withdrew his hand, but his eyes were fixed on his eyes.
"The Demon Clan is an incomparably powerful clan, you have great power in your body, but you just need to recover slowly, and the Feng Clan has the spirit of Pangu and has a supreme position in the human world, whether you want to use it depends only on your own mind. ”
Feng Yin seems to understand whether he understands or not, and it is difficult to sort out for a while, "These ......"
"These were also the reasons why we wanted to take you back to the Demon Realm. ”
Feng Yin didn't care about that now, and asked, "Is this enough?"
"Not enough," Ye Yin grasped her wrist, "I still need to train a strong mind, so strong that I am not afraid of anything, and that mind is the absolute power that supports everything." ”
Feng Yin looked at him, "Then I ......"
Yayin sighed, "You didn't. This kind of ambition is not something that anyone can cultivate. ”