Chapter 192: The Queen Mother's Thoughts
"It's good to know, from now on, you can learn Chinese medicine from your imperial uncle to diagnose diseases, as for those who dance knives and guns, let the two of them continue to learn, our Mo family's daughter-in-law doesn't need to learn those useless things." The Queen Mother looked at Xu Yue'er and was rarely obedient, and her tone eased a lot.
"You guys come with me, and I really have something to say to you. The emperor beckoned a few people to leave the back garden with him, and several of them followed closely with discernment.
At this time, there are only two people left in the back garden, the queen mother and the ghost chief, you look at me, I look at you, where are you staring at you with big eyes.
"How has the imperial sister-in-law been doing in the past few years?" the ghost Taoist smiled awkwardly and spoke first.
"It's not good, there is no one else now, you still call me the imperial sister-in-law, why I can become your imperial sister-in-law, you know better than anyone else!"
"Yes, I'm sorry for you, all these years have passed, and I still feel very guilty in my heart. The ghost chief was a little ashamed to be asked, and couldn't help but apologize slightly.
"You still know guilt, and if you really knew guilt, you wouldn't have transferred me to him as easily as transferring a commodity, so you might as well leave without saying a word, leaving me alone to face the love that doesn't belong to me, and to face the cynicism of people in the know. The queen sank like water, full of hatred.
She didn't know how she survived those unbearable years. She was supposed to be the princess's life, but fate played a big joke on her, and overnight she became an inconspicuous concubine of the first emperor. She not only has to compete with the concubines for favor, but also has to fight wits and courage with the queen mother.
At that time, she was simply living in dire straits, but the dead and alive man she loved left him without saying a word, and silently chose to quit, and the man who got her was among the different beauties who circled around every day, and his enthusiasm for her was only three minutes of blood.
Fortunately, her belly is more competitive, and she gave birth to two sons in four years, and in these four years, she has also changed from an innocent and straightforward little girl to a vicious woman full of resentment.
How could the ghost Taoist not know her situation, at that time, he was thinking about her all the time, and he also heard from others that her life was not good, and the queen mother was very prejudiced against her at first, because her appearance the queen mother and her favorite son had not seen each other for a few years, of course, this hatred was recorded on her head.
It wasn't until later that she overcame all the obstacles and defeated all her opponents to ascend the throne of the queen, at this time he was completely relieved, he knew that she had completely changed, and it was no one else who made her so transformed, it was he who ruthlessly pushed her into the abyss of fate, it was he who changed her life that should have been plain but very happy, and he owed her a lot, so that he couldn't make up for it in this life.
"Xinyue, it's me who is sorry for you, I am only sorry for one person in my life, and that is you. I don't dare to beg for your forgiveness, but I want to beg you to take care of you and protect you silently for the rest of your life. "The ghost road is long and secluded.
"Hehe, the mourning family now has no enemies peeping, and there is no need for anyone's protection, the son of the mourning family is the ninety-five, so the mourning family is the winner. The Queen Mother said proudly.
She could finally raise her eyebrows and say to this man that she was strong enough now that she no longer needed him, not now, and not in the future. Because he chose to abandon her when she needed him.
"Yes, it's not good for me, when you need me, I chose to leave you and let you face those difficulties alone, I know that I owe you all my life, you can't forgive me for the rest of my life, and I don't dare to ask for your forgiveness, but I hope you can give me a chance to let me silently guard you. "The ghost path chief is extremely ashamed.
If I had heard this sentence twenty years ago, the mourning family would have been so excited that they could die. If they had heard it ten years ago, the mourning family would have been grateful, but now that they heard it, the mourning family felt like they had heard a joke and laughed it off. The Queen Mother's face was full of sorrow, what she needed now was no longer the sweet words of her youth, nor the earth-shattering vows of ghosts and gods, she wanted a man who could warm her and warm her heart that had long been frozen with practical actions.
In the face of the guilt of the ghost leader, she no longer feels heartbroken, because she feels that she no longer owes anyone, she is now living for herself, she has been living for her son before, and now the two children no longer need her protection, they have started a family, and she has begun to live well for herself.
The reason why she didn't like Xu Nuo'er was because she knew that Xu Nuo'er was originally a woman that both sons liked, and this woman's fate was too similar to her. She was afraid, he was afraid that Xu Nuo'er would also take away her son. But now she understands that his son will not be like the negative person, pushing the promise to the person she doesn't love.
The more this is the case, the more jealous she becomes, why her life is not as good as that of Promise. Xu Nuo'er can live for herself without worry, because Mo Xingchen helped her sweep everything away.
Seeing the bitter smile of the Queen Mother, the ghost Taoist felt a throbbing pain in his heart, thinking that his heart was dead, but he didn't expect it to still live for her, but he has always been unwilling to face it, and has always chosen to escape.
"Xinyue, I know the sins you have suffered for so many years, and I also know that you resent me and said goodbye, I know that my mistakes are unforgivable and cannot be remedied, but please give me a chance to get close to you, I don't ask for anything else, I just hope that I can share some sorrows for you in the future, keep the country for Xingyu, and keep the foundation for the Mo family. The Ghost Dao Chief swore an oath.
This time he finally figured it out, and it was also a complete compromise, he knew that he had missed so many years, and every time he chose to escape, he was not responsible at all, he didn't look like a man at all, he didn't blame Xinyue for not forgiving him, and no one would easily forgive him.
"The past is all in the past, you can say that you can assist Xingyu to keep the country, I am very grateful to you, you can say that I am also very moved to keep the foundation for the Mo family, I hope that you, the Mo family, can lead by example, can do what you say, and set a good example for the younger generations." The Queen Mother felt that this crying had really worked, and he was indifferent the first two times, but finally left secretly, which broke her heart.
"Xinyue, don't worry, this time I will do what I say, I will no longer choose comfort, I will choose to escape, I need to face it sooner or later, it is impossible to live in isolation from the world for a lifetime, and there is no point in living like that. "The ghost path is meaningful.
During this time, he finally realized a truth, it is indeed not easy for this person to live for a lifetime, and it is even more difficult to live a lifetime frankly.
"Okay, we're not young anymore, just remember what you said, anyway, the children are older, the past can be passed, so hard days have passed, what else can't be over. The Queen Mother sighed inaudibly, she felt that she was much more comfortable when she said it, for so many years, she had been holding it by herself, bearing it alone, like a mountain that made her feel breathless sometimes.
The two talked about it, and they felt less embarrassed, and the children were able to give them the space to deal with the relationship alone, and the two were still very grateful to the children.
When the two came to the front yard one after the other, they saw the children drinking tea and chatting together, like ordinary people's homes, unrestrained, with rare smiles on their faces, these harmonious and happy pictures deeply touched these two seniors, and they wanted to live such a life in the second half of their lives.
"Queen Mother, Uncle Huang, you are back, hurry up and sit down to drink tea and chat with us, it is rare for the big guys to get together so leisurely today. Mo Xingyu greeted the two seniors with a smile, letting them also feel this harmonious and happy family.
"The queen mother is tired, you young people can play, the queen mother will go back to the palace first. The Queen Mother squeezed out a wry smile, waved her hand, and drove back to the palace with the palace maid and eunuch.
Only the ghost chief was left looking at the slightly thin back of the queen mother, and sighed secretly.
"Uncle Huang, did you promise to stay this time?" Mo Xingchen asked with a smile.
"Well, how did you guess?" asked the Ghost Dao Chief, looking surprised.
"Of course it's the queen mother's expression and behavior, if you don't agree to stay, will she be so willing to give up and take the initiative to return to the palace?" Mo Xingchen knows his queen mother no more, the queen mother has always been a woman who will never give up until she reaches her goal, and she has a heart that is actually very fragile under her strong appearance, and this heart is even more thorough when she sees the imperial uncle.
About the past of the queen mother and the emperor's uncle, they have more or less heard some, although they don't know very well, but they also know a rough, for the emperor's uncle's personality, they know better than anyone else, they don't fight for fame and profit, they regard money as dung, and they are chivalrous, they are an out-and-out hero, such a man, not to mention women, even they feel that they like it very much, so they can understand why the queen mother can't forget it for a long time.
"Well, you still know her, I don't know her well enough, don't blame her for complaining about me, I really can't live with her. The Ghost Dao Chief said with a wry smile.
"Uncle Huang, in fact, the queen mother should have forgiven you a long time ago, but her mouth refuses to soften, so it depends on your future performance, as long as you can treat her sincerely, she will abandon her previous suspicions and accept you again. "Mo Xingchen is serious.
"Thank you, child, Uncle Huang really can't stand you, Uncle Huang will compensate you little by little in the future, and will help you take care of your queen mother!"
"Uncle Huang, don't say that, you also have something unspeakable, we can understand you. Mo Xingchen comforted him empathetically.