Chapter 169: Departure
Tsing Yi said: "The immortals laughed, if ordinary people say that immortality is very good, I will believe it, but you, immortals, see through the red dust, and if you say these words, you will laugh at me a little." ”
The Qingfeng Immortal laughed and said, "What's the matter?" What the old man said was wrong?"
Tsing Yi smiled lightly: "What's good, I've seen it, I've experienced one joys and sorrows after another, right and wrong, watching my closest lover leave me, and I don't know who I am, whether I'm crossing the spirit or venting." There are too many helplessness, Du Ling just helps him fulfill his last wish, what can't be changed is the truth. Those who leave will not come back, and the past is sad. ”
As he spoke, he lowered his eyes, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was a little bitter.
Qingfeng Immortal changed the topic with interest, and said: "Tomorrow, leave Peach Blossom Valley, the sky and the earth are big, and there will always be a place for you to go." Tsing Yi, where do you want to go?"
"I ......"
"No, you can't leave the palace. Feng Cinnabar, who had been silent, suddenly roared sharply.
Tsing Yi frowned and said, "Nuan Nuan, what's wrong with you?"
Feng Cinnabar's eyes were red, the corners of her mouth moved, and she said sadly: "Mother, mother was killed by someone." Yi'er, you can't help but go to the palace. ”
Tsing Yi pursed her lips, symbiotic spirits, Feng Cinnabar naturally knew what she wanted. Indeed, she didn't plan to return to the palace, after leaving the Peach Blossom Valley, just like the Qingfeng Immortal said, the sky and the earth are big, and there is always a place to accommodate them.
The palace, she doesn't like it, and she doesn't want to get involved in the world.
"I really don't want to go back to the palace, Nuan Nuan. After hesitating for a while, Tsing Yi decided to say what he thought.
"You...... Yi'er, you can't do that. Feng Cinnabar had red eyes and a sharp throat, and her small body curled up together in the hazy eyes of tears, covering her head: "My mother was deserved to death by a wicked person, I don't know who that person is, I don't have the face to see my mother when I die, Yi'er, you just listen to me once." ”
"Nuan Nuan, don't cry. ”
"Girl, but what did Nuan Nuan tell you?" Tsing Yi was a little unbearable, and his face was embarrassed. Qingfeng Immortal saw that Yun Wan's expression was wrong, and he was saying something inexplicable, so he thought that it should be Hefeng Cinnabar.
"I don't cry, I don't cry what can I do, I can't do anything. Feng Cinnabar sobbed in a low voice.
"Warm, warm. Even so, Feng Cinnabar didn't say a word of resentment and dissatisfaction with herself, comforting people that she never understood, and she felt a little guilty in her heart.
"Immortal, I don't want to go back to the palace. Tsing Yi hesitated, and his voice became lower and lower.
Qingfeng Immortal raised his eyebrows and understood what he meant: "Nuan Nuan wants to go back and investigate the matter of Concubine An Ran, but you refuse." ”
Tsing Yi nodded: "Immortal, am I very selfish." ”
The Qingfeng Immortal curled the corners of his lips and smiled, shook his head and said, "Not really." The body is different and the soul is different, a person is a living body, has different experiences, different origins, different purposes, different paths to take, different things to do, and different results. No one can force anyone to do what they don't like and live a life they don't want, everyone has the right to resist and not obey the right. Nuan Nuan knew a few years ago that Concubine An Ran was not an ordinary illness and died of illness, so she made up her mind to find out who was behind it, but unfortunately this girl had this idea, but she was incapable, her mind was too simple, and it was a kind of luck to survive in the palace of Eryu and me, so how could she take revenge. Besides, Concubine An Ran just wants Nuan Nuan to grow up safe and sound with me, and she doesn't want to take revenge. ”
Tsing Yi clenched the corners of her skirt and said, "It's good to be warm." ”
"The old man's apprentice is naturally good, girl, this is still up to you. ”
The breeze fairy blew his beard and smiled: "That's it, girl, the old man will tell you a story, and after listening to it, you will decide whether to go back to the palace or not." ”
"Good. ”
"Concubine Enron's talent is average, and she can't cultivate Qingcheng again with only green eyes after cultivating half of her life, in fact, it's not that Concubine Enron is unwilling, in fact, Concubine Enron is very smart, as long as she is willing to learn, as long as she puts in a little effort than ordinary people, she can reach others in five years, ten years. ”
"Young An Ran is arrogant, like an ordinary boudoir lady, she will find a hero to spend her life with in the future, and she must like it, otherwise she will not marry. ”
I don't know what I thought, Qingfeng Immortal raised his eyes slightly, and said with a smile: "Later, I met the emperor, and I entered the palace as a concubine." At first, she was reluctant, but she had to enter the palace for her own liking and for the sake of her family. What kind of place is the palace, eating people without spitting out bones, the abyss of all evil. An Ran's heart is as simple as Nuan Nuan, where is that pickled place suitable for her to stay, even the emperor has a heart to protect, after all, the court has something to do, the overall situation to take into account, where can she protect An Ran for a lifetime. In a year, An Ran learned to forbear, even if he was slapped in the face, he knew how to smile and respond, and when he was warm, An Ran's body had reached the end, and the imperial doctor said that if he gave birth to Nuan Nuan, An Ran himself would ...... Ay. In the early winter, a cry startled half of the palace in the early morning, and Nuan Nuan was born. Because it is the wax moon, the winter of the lark country is too cold, and Enron will give the warm milk the name, Nuan Nuan, Nuan Nuan, as the name suggests, a lifetime of warm care. ”
Tsing Yi's mood was inexplicably complicated after hearing this, and others heard that this story might just be an ordinary encounter for a woman in the palace. But to the ears of the neighbors, immersive, as if they could feel that An Ran had never entered the deep world, for the sake of the family children became a forbearance woman, like those concubines, spoke carefully, and weighed again.
This is helplessness, helplessness from the bottom of my heart.
"Immortals, forgive Tsing Yi for asking more. What is the relationship between you and Concubine Enron?"
"This Buddha dust is a gift from Enron. Qingfeng Immortal touched the Buddha dust in his arms: "An Ran is an old man and sister, a childhood sweetheart." ”
The story ended here, Yun Juan didn't continue to ask, and the Qingfeng Immortal didn't plan to say more. After all, it's in the past, and it's boring to dwell on it, so why bother.
At night, Tsing Yi tossed and turned and couldn't sleep for a long time. Covering his head and lifting it again, Tsing Yi's hands couldn't exercise too vigorously, and shouted in a low voice: "Nuan Nuan." ”
"What are you doing?" Feng Cinnabar's voice sounded a little weak.
Since talking to Qingfeng Immortal until now, Feng Cinnabar has not said a word, and she is in a bad mood.
Tsing Yi pursed her lips and said, "Why don't you sleep yet?"
"I can't sleep, I'm a spirit and I don't need to sleep. ”
"Well, I know. ”
"You know why you ask?"
"I ...... I miss you a little. Tsing Yi's white and tender earlobes flushed a little: "That, how did you know that I didn't want to go back to the palace?"
She thought she had hidden it well, but now her face was hot and she felt strange, so she changed the subject.
Feng Cinnabar was a little surprised, and for the first time she heard this kind of meaty love words from Yun Xuan's mouth, she was also a little shy for a while.
She coughed dryly twice and said, "I thought of it when you helped Senior Brother yesterday." ”
"Help Senior Brother?" Tsing Yi asked puzzled, then thought of it a little, smiled in a low voice, and said: "Why did I forget, you told Qianyu at the beginning, if you want to go back to the palace, you have to take him, I look for mint to cure Qianyu's hemorrhoids, and prepare some pills, which means that I don't want to take Qianyu out, and if you don't go out, you won't go to the palace." ”
In this way, everything made sense, Feng Cinnabar's mood suddenly changed, and Bacheng suddenly understood.
Feng Cinnabar smiled embarrassedly and said, "Actually, I was also at fault just now, I lost my temper so much, I worried you, I'm sorry." ”
"Silly girl. Tsing Yi turned sideways, put the hand that was resting on the futon back into the quilt slightly, and gently stroked the position of the dantian, in the corner where Feng Cinnabar could not see, Tsing Yi's eyes were red.
"Sleep, get up early tomorrow. ”
"Okay, you sleep, I can feel it. ”
Early the next morning, Qianyu went to the top of the mountain to find some melons and fruits, and came down from the mountain with a basket on his back. Entering the courtyard, the clouds and smoke have not yet dispersed, and the layers of clouds are not far away from the morning sun.
Qianyu lit a fire, washed the prepared melons and fruits and put them in the basket, and after the water in the pot boiled, she got up and put the melons and fruits into the cauldron.
When the Qingfeng Immortal came back from morning exercise, he saw that the kitchen was already full of smoke, and he paused in the courtyard and walked to the kitchen.
"Qianyu. ”
Qianyu was staring at the fire in the pot in a daze, and was stunned when she heard the words: "Master." ”
Qingfeng Immortal entered the house by himself, glanced at the pot stove that was emitting white smoke, and said with a smile: "What are you doing, it's really fragrant?"
"Some melons and fruits, from the mountains. Qian Yu smiled shyly, and said, "Why didn't Master go to meditate when he came back from morning exercise, what did he do in the kitchen?"
"What's the matter, I can't come to see what delicious food my big apprentice has prepared, I smell a fragrance from afar on the mountain, so I whip up my horse and run down all the way down to this fragrance, isn't it just to taste, see, what delicious food my big apprentice has prepared. ”
"Master. Qian Yu glanced at the Qingfeng Immortal angrily, and said, "Master, your old man likes to tease me." ”
The Qingfeng Immortal raised his head and smiled, his temples and beards trembling, but he was a little more stubborn.
The match "crackled" continuously, and Qian Yu saw that the fire was a little too small, so she added two more matches into it: "Little junior sister didn't wake up, right?"
"Nope. Qingfeng Immortal sat down on a chair next to him and replied, "Nuan Nuan doesn't like to lie in bed, and I'm tired when I think about it." ”
"Master. Qian Yu paused, gritted her teeth and said, "What happened to the little junior sister yesterday, could she be so seriously injured?"
"I don't sleep all night, and I get up so early in the morning to worry about this?"
Qianyu nodded, her slightly drooping eyes became more and more obvious: "Ask Master, Master, you don't want to say, Master won't let me see her after the little sister wakes up, what happened to the little sister, what happened to the little sister, what happened, I don't know anything about the apprentice." ”
Qingfeng Immortal sighed and said sophisticatedly: "Qianyu, you like Nuan Nuan, Master knows." This thing is not very common, and there is no need for you to hide it. It's just Qianyu, you should also know that you can see that Nuan Nuan just treats you as a senior brother, that's all, just a senior brother. ”
"I know. Qianyu lowered his head more and more, the pot stove was in front, and the spark that jumped out faintly wanted to jump on his inky hair, he was laughing, but the corners of his grinning mouth became more and more bitter: "Master, I didn't say anything, and I didn't ask." ”
"Well, Master understands. ”