In fact, to put it in my heart, I didn't feel that kissing Chen Yaoyao was a betrayal of Liu Manman, because in my heart, if I asked Liu Manman and Chen Yaoyao to let me choose, I would definitely choose Liu Manman without hesitation. It's just that men like beautiful girls, and some people don't want to be sexual, the key is that they don't have the opportunity to give him sex.

Now the opportunity is in front of my eyes, how can I miss it in vain? Seeing Chen Yaoyao standing there with a red face and helplessness, I walked over and hugged her in my arms, Chen Yaoyao exclaimed, and struggled at first, but when we looked at each other, this little girl obediently snuggled in my arms, and she didn't struggle, seeing her Yin Tao's small mouth, I didn't think about it impulsively, and leaned over my lips should be above her Yin Tao's small mouth.

In the end, it's the first kiss, this girl's kissing technique can be said to be a mess, my tongue wants to go in and have a tongue kiss with her, who knows that this little girl is clenching her teeth, I can't get in at all. At this time, I frowned, I was holding her waist with one hand, and the other hand happened to be doing nothing, seeing her clenching her teeth, I squeaked her, and Chen Yaoyao smiled all of a sudden.

When the two tongues were intertwined, I obviously felt that Chen Yaoyao's body froze there, and I laughed secretly in my heart, calling you dishonest, you have to be honest if I take out the killer weapon?

Just as I was reminiscing about the feeling of kissing Chen Yaoyao, a scream sounded, and Chen Yaoyao's lips immediately parted in fright, and when I looked at the voice, my head banged and went blank.

At this time, Chen Yaoyao also came to her senses, snuggled in my arms and looked at the place where the sound came from, and she was also frightened at this time, and directly covered her small mouth, looking at a loss.

Who else could there be? Who else could there be besides Liu Manman? To be honest, even if it was the principal at this time, I wouldn't have such a big reaction.

At this time, Liu Manman's eyes were red, tears flowed, and he kept covering his mouth with his little hands to prevent himself from crying. From her eyes, I saw sadness, anger, and even despair, and when I stood there in a daze, Liu Manman covered his mouth and left the grove without looking back.

After Liu Manman left, Chen Yaoyao and I were stupid, the two of them stood there and looked at each other stupidly, after a long time, Chen Yaoyao pushed me away, and muttered in her mouth, it's over, it's over, and then she didn't care about me, she stumbled out of the woods, and after Chen Yaoyao left, I was the only one left in the woods, my legs were weak, I sat on the ground, I knew how much of a mistake I made, carrying Liu Manman behind my back and messing around with other girls here, and this person is also Liu Manman's best friend, Liu Manman's character I know, the result of my doing this is unacceptable to her no matter what, Liu Manman is soft on the outside and rigid on the inside, something like this happened, and it is estimated that my relationship with her has come to an end.

One afternoon, I sat alone in the grove, thinking about some messy things, during which the phone kept ringing, but I didn't pay attention to it, where am I still in the mood to answer the phone?

The three of them probably knew about me too, but the fat man walked up to me without speaking, patted me on the shoulder, shoved a cigarette in my mouth, and lit it for me. After that, the three of them sat there with me.

After a cigarette, at this time Fat Zitao finally spoke, who knew his words, let me stand up from the ground immediately, Fat Zitao said, Brother Xiao, Liu Manman is going to transfer schools...

Hearing Fat Zitao's words, my whole body was like a lightning strike, Liu Manman was going to transfer to another school, Liu Manman was going to transfer to another school, muttering this sentence in my mouth, the next second I ran out of the grove like crazy, Fat Tao They shouted behind me and I didn't care, now the only thought in my heart is that I have to find Liu Manman no matter what, I want to tell her, I know it's wrong, I love her, I can't let her leave me!

Although I was already in a state of madness, I still knew that I ran to Liu Manman's dormitory first, and on the way I called Liu Manman's mobile phone over and over again, but the answer to me was always the voice prompt that the other party had turned off the phone.

Breaking into the girls' dormitory, at this time the dormitory manager aunt was also there, she asked me not to go in or anything I didn't listen to at all, and sped up to Liu Manman's dormitory, when I saw that Liu Manman's bed was empty, my heart was suddenly cold, it seemed that I was still late, at this time the dormitory manager aunt had rushed over, saying that you are a classmate like this?

I was already in a state of extreme madness, where did I have time to explain to her at this time? I yelled and got out! Then I left the girls' dormitory building directly under the surprised eyes of the dormitory manager, at this time I still had a glimmer of hope, hoping that Liu Manman was in the class, but the result was the same, Liu Manman was not in their class at all.

Originally, I wanted to go to Liu Manman's house to have a look, but reason told me that I couldn't do this, not to mention whether Liu Manman would listen to my explanation, I didn't have the courage to meet her parents, after all, for a student with good grades like Liu Manman, her parents would definitely not accept early love.

I returned to the class in a daze, and when I returned to my seat, I saw Chen Yaoyao lying there, and when I saw her shoulders shaking, I knew that she must be crying, and for a while I was very disgusted with myself, Zhang Xiao, Zhang Xiao, what kind of sin did you say, you not only hurt yourself, hurt Liu Manman, but also hurt the innocent Chen Yaoyao, originally people had a deep sisterhood, but now that you are doing this, other sisters will definitely not be able to do it!

That night, my brain was never so messy, just like a mess of paste, after confirming Liu Manman's transfer, I suddenly felt that my school career had no meaning, I don't know how I passed that night self-study, Chen Yaoyao kept crying there, during which we didn't say a word, and when I was studying next night, they still pulled me back to the dormitory.

Lying on the bed in the dormitory, I was smoking a cigarette in those eyes, and the fat man Tao and several of them took turns to enlighten me, but I didn't listen to a word, and they were tired at twelve o'clock, seeing that I was still smoking indifferently there, they sighed helplessly, and went to bed and began to rest.

It's late at night, I don't feel sleepy at all, the cigarette has run out, I lie on the bed, I can't sleep over and over, as long as my eyes are closed, the scene of me with Liu Manman will appear in front of my eyes, until this time I don't know, Liu Manman is so important to me, now that she is gone, I feel that I still have no meaning to stay here, suddenly, the idea of leaving here surfaced in my heart, I have always been like this, I do whatever I want, and it is because of this bad habit that I directly made this mistake today。

As the idea of leaving became stronger and stronger, I quietly put on my clothes, and I couldn't see the fat man Tao and them in the dark, only silently said sorry to them in my heart, and after the clothes were dressed, I resolutely left the dormitory.

In fact, now that I look back, I think about how I was not responsible for what I did at that time, I left alone, the worries of my parents, my friends and brothers were completely ignored, and after I ran away, a series of terrible encounters occurred, if it wasn't for my own life, I doubt that there is still such a person as me, of course, these are all future encounters, which will be expressed one by one later.

After leaving the dormitory, I easily climbed over the school wall, aimlessly walking on the street, at this time there happened to be a taxi passing by me, the driver stopped and asked me if I wanted to take the car, I didn't think about it and sat up, the driver asked me where to go, I was stunned for a moment, yes, where am I going? After thinking about it, I said go to the train station, the driver may have also found out that I was wrong, she asked me, see you are still a student, right? Why are you going to the train station so late? I told him perfunctorily, went to pick up a friend, and then sat there with my mouth shut and stunned.

The driver looked at me and didn't speak, the train station is still relatively close to our school, after a while, the car drove to the train station, paid to get off, aimlessly walked into the ticket hall, looked at the big screen showing the train at various times, I didn't know where to go, so I chose a train to depart, two o'clock in the morning, Nanjing to Guangdong.

I made a train ticket to Guangdong at the window, and only then did I find that the cash on my body was only more than 100 yuan, but fortunately, I still had a few thousand yuan in my card, so that I was not afraid to sleep on the streets in Guangdong.

While waiting for the bus to leave, I went to the toilet and pulled out the SM card from my phone and threw it into the toilet, I don't know why I did it, I just knew that I was going to leave this sad place, I was going to forget everything here!

I bought a hard sleeper ticket, it is a small room with 6 beds, three positions on the left and right sides, respectively, three beds, when I found my position, there was already a passenger on the lower bunk opposite me, it was a fat man of about forty years old, his face was very kind, and he was like a Maitreya Buddha when he laughed, and we were in a small room with two of us, and when I went in, this fat man greeted me warmly, it was this fat man, this fat man who looked like a good old man, and almost killed me at the first stop of my runaway。。。。。