87. In this life, he lives only for her
Leng Junqing muttered, the hand on the window was strong, and the green tendons burst out. Fang Yan didn't hear what he said because he was far away, and Leng Junqing continued,
"I've arranged a way back for her, and she'll be safe when I'm gone. After I'm gone, you can help me take care of her a little more, if..."
There was another fishy sweetness in his throat, Leng Junqing forced the discomfort, and continued,
"If she has someone she wants to marry, she must help me check it well, and make sure that the man treats her sincerely, so that she can be handed over to him, otherwise, I really don't feel at ease..."
"I can't do it! If you leave, I won't help you watch Hua Qin! Your own woman, why should I take care of it!"
Fang Yan's reaction was very big, he couldn't control his emotions a little, if it wasn't for Leng Junqing's physical problems, he really wanted to go up and beat him!
"I knew you would. There is no need to persuade me, my own situation, I know very well in my heart, there is no room for maneuver, there is no way to deal with it, sometimes, the beginning, represents the end. "He violated the will of heaven, this is the punishment given to him by God, he is a mortal body, how can he escape? In this life, it is also a gratifying thing for him to have these memories with Hua Qin.
If you want to ask him if he is satisfied? The answer is definitely not satisfied, how can he be satisfied? He didn't see Hua Qin happy with his own eyes, he didn't protect her for the rest of his life, how could he be satisfied? However, he did not regret the choice he made. If he was asked to choose again, he would cut off the connection between Hua Qin and Mu Yan from the very beginning!
Fang Yan frowned, this situation was something he had never thought of, and the seriousness of the matter did not seem to be something he could imagine. According to this state, Leng Junqing will become more and more serious in the future. Is it really as Leng Junqing said, this is fundamentally a dead end.
"I don't have much time, as long as I figure out what the hell Mu Yan is doing, it's when I leave. When the time comes, Hua Qin, it will be handed over to you. I'm afraid I won't be able to attend your wedding, but don't worry, I'll give you a big red envelope. ”
"You're still kidding!
Fang Yan was angry, he really didn't know how he knew this man!
"One more point. Leng Junqing continued,
"Don't tell Hua Qin to reveal half a word, not even Anning. ”
"You, you're really ruined in her hands!" Fang Yan hated that iron could not become steel, thinking about how heroic Leng Junqing was at the beginning, and how powerful he was, but now, for the sake of a woman, he destroyed his future.
Leng Junqing glanced at him, his eyes full of disapproval. Fang Yan was helpless and didn't say more.
Leng Junqing stood leaning against the window, and for a long time, Fang Yan seemed to hear a voice,
"For her, it's worth it. ”
The warmth he felt in Hua Qin in his previous life was something that Fang Yan couldn't understand. In that life, he was a ragged and skinny dirty child, and she was a gorgeously dressed and pampered princess. She does not dislike her dirty mess and saves herself from dire straits. In that life, the only warmth was given by her. He prayed to Heaven to let him reincarnate for her kindness.
In this life, he only lives for her. Even if you go to the soup and fire, you have to repay her kindness. Even when a moth fights a fire, he is not afraid. He came for her, just to protect her for the rest of her life.
"Where are you going in the future?" Fang Yan asked. Even if you have to leave, you have to have a place to go.
"If you can live, you can go anywhere. It's not impossible to hide incognito around you. ”
Leng Junqing's bland appearance made Fang Yan's eyes almost red,
"What are you talking about? If you die, I won't help you take care of Hua Qin, I'll put it here, and I'll do what I say!"
Fang Yan was a little excited, stood up, opened the door and walked out. A door separated the two of them, and a sigh came from the room. Fang Yan met An Ning, who was coming out of Huaqin's house, and An Ning sensed that Fang Yan was wrong, and took his hand and walked out of the villa together.
"What's wrong? Bad conversation?"
Fang Yan hugged An Ning and rested his head on her shoulder,
"It's good to have you, Anning. "Thank you.
"Hmm...."An Ning put her hand around his back and patted him gently, giving him silent comfort.
"I can't say, can An Ning understand me?"
An Ning nodded slightly.
There are some things, Fang Yan doesn't say, naturally he has his reasons. Sometimes, it's not good to know too much. What he wants to say, he will naturally say, and sometimes, he doesn't have to force it, just go with the flow.
"Let's go home. An Ning took Fang Yan's arm, let Fang Yan sit in the co-pilot, drove the car by himself, and the two left together.
Leng Junqing watched this scene by the window, with a trace of envy in her heart. Fang Yan's relationship has finally come to fruition, and in this life, the flowers have bloomed perfectly. And he, emotionally, is still displaced, and even, even getting close, is a luxury.
A gust of wind blew, and the drawing paper on the table fell with the wind, and if you look carefully, the outline on it is the woman named Hua Qin.... Leng Junqing approached, picked up the drawing paper, looked at the outline on it, and the tenderness in his eyes almost overflowed.
Leng Junqing sat at the table, re-preparing the paper, lifting the pen, the dragon flying and the phoenix dancing, I don't know what to write....
Huaqin room. The woman on the bed had tear stains in the corners of her eyes, her long eyelashes trembled unconsciously, and she didn't sleep soundly. She had a very strange dream, she dreamed of the child, the child she saved, and she dreamed that he said that he was about to leave, thank her for saving him. The picture suddenly changed, she dreamed of Leng Junqing, a familiar scene, she dreamed of Leng Junqing standing against the light again, surrounded by fog, and she couldn't see it really. Hua Qin approached him step by step, with each step, he would become more illusory, a gust of wind blew, the fog flew away, and suddenly, Hua Qin saw that the corners of Leng Junqing's mouth and chest were covered with blood, and the black hair instantly turned into silver threads, fluttering with the wind. She saw that Leng Junqing was smiling at her, still so doting, and reluctant.... Hua Qin shook her head violently, couldn't believe it, stretched out her hand to get closer, but no matter how hard she tried to get closer to him, she could only stand still, two lines of tears kept falling, Hua Qin stretched out her hand, wanted to grab him, but couldn't get close.
She saw Leng Junqing shaking her head at her, asking her not to waste any more effort, but the appearance of him covered in blood made Hua Qin cry a little breathless, she used all her strength and rushed towards him, finally, she was only a finger away from him, and finally could touch him!
Hua Qin breathed a sigh of relief, and just as he was about to touch him, Leng Junqing suddenly dissipated and went away with the wind.... Only the bloodstains all over the ground reminded Hua Qin that it was not illusory.