Chapter Eighty-Eight: Love Is a Very Exhausting Thing
Lin Haihai's mood was a little gloomy, in the Lin Mansion, she always felt unnatural, as if she had sad memories everywhere, no matter where she went, she didn't feel at ease. Lin Yuguan is a child born to the second mother, and she has inexplicable fear and guilt for Li Meilian in the main room, and at this moment she wants to be the third party of the sixth child and Miss Chen, Lin Haihai suddenly became afraid.
When he went out to the outhouse, Imperial Doctor Chen was administering needles to Lin Yaokuan, Lin Haihai gave two orders, and then said goodbye to Yang Hanlun. She had a depressed feeling in her heart, and she didn't want to stay for long.
There was silence all the way, Yang Hanlun looked at her secretly, and his heart was full of pity. Just don't say a word and quietly enjoy the time that belongs to them. Now he doesn't dare to bring up any topic easily, and even gets along cautiously. I'm afraid that she will think of that person, and all his efforts will be in vain. And what is the little tense face in front of him, what is going on in his mind?
"Sixth, how are the preparations for the marriage going?" Lin Haihai asked casually, the sun was already quite powerful, and there were already fine beads of sweat on her fair forehead, and she gently raised her handprint.
"Do you really want me to marry Birou?" Yang Hanlun stood still, staring straight at her.
"Why not? You already have a marriage contract, and now you are out of marriage, how do you want a girl from someone else to live?" Lin Haihai also stood and said in a light tone. Yang Hanlun did not argue, after all, Chen Birou still has a certain status in his heart, and it can even be said to be very important. But if you want to choose one of the two, he is inclined to Lin Haihai.
Lin Haihai raised her eyebrows, things were out of control, in her opinion, whether she liked the emperor or the prince, she was a complete junior. And she Lin Haihai, who was educated since she was a child, told her that it was a shameful thing to break up other families. This Yang Hanlun can't like it himself, otherwise, this will be another painful war.
"Do you really mind?" Yang Hanlun's words are very selfish, but he has no choice, one is affectionate and the other is righteous, no matter how he chooses, it will not be perfect. Lin Haihai chuckled, "Be your groom with peace of mind, don't think about other things yet!" I hope that if he marries a wife, Lang's concubine will be sweet and sweet, and he can forget the relationship between them that has not yet budded.
"I know it's superfluous to say anything at the moment, and I don't want to say big things, I'll use the days to prove my feelings for you, believe me, okay?" Yang Hanlun felt an inexplicable panic, Lin Haihai's reaction was too indifferent, what was she thinking in her heart?
"Well, I believe it!" Lin Haihai nodded carelessly, "Go back, I want to talk to my senior brother!"
"Okay, I'll go back with you!" Yang Hanlun thought of Li Junyue and Lin Haihai's intimate actions, and felt a little uncomfortable.
"No, you go and see what else you have to prepare for the wedding! I'll go back by myself, after all, it's your own wedding, how can you leave everything to others!" Lin Haihai hurriedly stopped. Yang Hanlun thought about it and stopped insisting, so he instructed: "Okay, I'll go and see, be careful yourself!"
Lin Haihai nodded, a breeze blew, a few leaves drifted lightly, and the sunlight shone directly into her eyes like this, Yang Hanlun looked at her, and she stood in the sun with a warm smile, as kind as a fairy and as sacred as a fairy. For a moment, he lost his mind, and his heart was empty, as if a very important thing was about to be lost.
Lin Haihai turned around and left, living for more than 20 years, for the first time she felt that love was a tiring thing, and secretly decided in her heart that she would never fall in love easily in this life, that was not her specialty! Those emperors and princes should stay away! She just wanted to be her doctor in this time and space.