My name is An Jinyun, An is my father's surname, Jin is sorting, and Yun is my mother's surname.

As a child, I always thought I was a very happy child, until my father, he accepted a new person into the door, and my mother moved out of the main courtyard.

I don't know what happened that day, but then, occasionally, I figured out what it was all about.

The mother is the daughter of the Yun family, she has her pride, and she is unwilling to serve a husband with others.

This idea of my mother is problematic in the eyes of many people, but I still remember my mother putting her arms around me and saying to me, "Love is inseparable".

My mother told me that if you really have such a person in your heart, you will not share your love for her with others.

At that time, I didn't understand what my mother's words meant, but I still swore in front of my mother that I would definitely be devoted to my wife in the future.

I was very serious about that vow, because I was afraid that my mother would be unhappy.

But it wasn't until later that I met Lin Yanniang.

On the day my mother died, I was designed to get out of the capital, and when I returned to the capital, what was waiting for me was my mother's cold corpse.

I watched my father take other women to be presumptuous at my mother's funeral, and I wanted to speak, but I was held down by Aunt Yun, who had been protecting me.

Aunt Yun grew up with her mother, and Aunt Yun took me out of the capital after my mother's death.

Aunt Yun didn't tell me what I was going to do, but after going around and around, Aunt Yun took me back to the capital again, but this time, there was another child.

Aunt Yun took care of me a lot, so after Aunt Yun passed away, I started to take care of her son.

Yun Qiang is very stupid and has a tendon in his brain, but he is extremely sincere to me.

My father, in conjunction with his step-family, plotted me to take the throne of my son, and even scared my three fiancées away, and one night, when the killer broke down the door of my yard, I chose to leave.

In order to survive, Yun Qiang offered to help me attract the pursuers, and if he could survive, he would go to me.

I didn't want to, but Yun Qiang knelt down and begged me to leave.

I left, with humiliation and unwillingness.

I don't know where I'm going, I can go as I want, and I don't forget to leave a code for Yunqiang along the way.

One day, I came to Wankou Village.

Yan Niang, she is an ordinary rural girl, but every time she looks at me, there is light in her eyes.

I seem to have been bewitched when I first met her, and this sinking is a lifetime.

I opened a school in Wankou Village, teaching the children in the village to read every morning, and helping Yan Niang work in the afternoon, every day is very comfortable, but I can't forget the humiliation and unwillingness to leave the capital.

I flinched a little when Yun Qiang came here, I thought I had adapted to this kind of life, but when Yun Qiang came again, I realized that sometimes retreating can't make the opponent let you go.

Then in that case, I'll fight!

When I found out that Yan Niang was strange, I was curious about why my Yan Niang was so smart, and when I decided to go to the border city, she really revealed some of her secrets.

I don't want to find out what Yan Niang is hiding from me, because I am convinced that my Yan Niang also loves me.

The days in the border city were very hard, and I could only survive by thinking about Yan Niang and the children every day.

Because of my relationship with my eldest brother, I was quickly arranged by my eldest brother to do a lot of things, and little by little, I learned all of my eldest brother's plans.

For the sake of my eldest brother's plan and for me to return to the capital better, I promised my eldest brother to become his right-hand man.

On the battlefield of the border city, I was seriously injured twice, and I was afraid that I would never see Yan Niang again, so I fought my last breath and survived.

When Yan Niang came with her two sons, I was very happy, but when I saw another man next to Yan Niang, I was really unhappy.

I know that Yan Niang loves me as much as I love her.

But......

I still can't accept a man pestering Yan Niang all day long.

Yan Niang has only been in the border city for a year, and I found out about her changes, and her changes surprised me so much that I couldn't help but hide her.

After the war in the border city, our family was ready to go back, and at this time, Yan Niang had already given birth to another son for me, although I wanted a daughter more.

I know that Yan Niang has changed, she has become more attractive.

When I knew that my biological father had dug up my mother's coffin, I wanted to rush up and kill my biological father, who was inferior to the beast.

But Yan Niang told me that she came forward to do this.

On that day, Yan Niang argued with people at the city gate and protected me, I knew that she didn't want me to bear the infamy of unfilial piety.

My Yan Niang is becoming more and more dazzling day by day, and I am slowly telling her about the things around me.

thought that with my protection, Yan Niang would not have an accident.

But after I learned that Yan Niang was almost killed, and that she was likely to have a miscarriage if she had a fetal gas, I really panicked.

At that moment, I regretted it, why should I put Yan Niang in danger, I am really not a good husband.

Yan Niang insisted on keeping the child after learning that the child's condition might not be good, I thought at the time, no matter what happens in the future, I will only recognize Lin Yanniang as a woman in my life.

After the news of my eldest brother's poisoning and coma came from Nanyan Border Pass, I arranged everything in the capital in the fastest time.

Originally, I was going to leave the capital secretly, but I didn't expect to be blocked by Yan Niang at the gate of the city.

Yan Niang told me that she would wait for me to go back.

With this belief, I went to the Nanyan border pass.

Even though I encountered a lot of assassinations along the way, I still arrived at the Nanyan border pass.

After confirming that the eldest brother was really seriously poisoned, I promised Uncle Xia that the eldest brother would use a secret method to turn him into a living dead.

On the day I became regent, I didn't sleep all night, and I knew that the words I had promised to Yan Niang had been lost again.

"Yan Niang, I'm sorry. ”

I looked into Yan Niang's eyes and wanted to see something in her eyes, but Yan Niang just gave me a smile back.

"An Jinyun, I know this is a burden on your shoulders, so I'll wait for you. ”

Or this sentence.

My Yan Niang, she said wait for me.

I know Yan Niang's heart for me, so in the ten years I have been in power, no matter who sends me what kind of woman, I will refuse all of them.

Every night, no matter how busy I am, I will return to Yan Niang and take her into my arms.

Finally, the day of leaving the capital came, and I discussed with Yan Niang for a long time before confirming that I could really leave.

My only precious daughter has regained her senses, and I have forgotten my daughter's sixteen-character proverb and just want my daughter to live the life she wants.

My Yan Niang, who married me when she was sixteen years old, has been paying for me in her best years.

I took Yan Niang to finally go back after leaving Wankou Village for more than ten years, but my father-in-law and mother-in-law have passed away, this is my guilt for Yan Niang, because of me, my Yan Niang has no way to come back to send my father-in-law and mother-in-law on the last journey.

When I returned to Wankou Village, I found that many of the old people in the village had left one after another, and the people who hunted with me back then were also dying.

I walk and cook with Yan Niang every day, there is no one around us to serve, and every New Year we go back to the capital to see the children.

Later, Yan Niang and I were both old, and the children wanted to take us back to the capital, but I refused.

I don't know how long I can live, but I still want to make up for what I owe to Yan Niang before.

I knew that I was much older than Yan Niang, and I guessed that I would leave the world one step earlier than Yan Niang, but when this day really came, I was afraid.

Because, it was Yan Niang who wanted to leave me first.

Looking at Yan Niang lying on the bed, I cried for the first time in front of the children with gray hair.

That day, I told Yan Niang a lot of words, and I watched Yan Niang start crying.

"Yan Niang, if there is a next life, I must not be so much older than you, we must accompany each other since childhood. ”

"Yan Niang, why is this life so short, I haven't had enough with you, you wait for me. ”

"Yan Niang, the most right thing I, An Jinyun, have done in my life is to come to Wankou Village to marry you. ”

"Yan Niang, in the next life, are you still willing to marry me?"

Yan Niang cried, she told me, "An Jinyun, I will marry you in the next life." ”

I was very happy to hear Yan Niang's words and wanted to hold Yan Niang in my arms, but at this time Yan Niang began to cough.

In a daze, I heard someone calling me, I slowly opened my eyes, only to find my eldest son, An Hao, kneeling beside my bed.

"What's wrong?"

I opened my mouth to ask a question, but I saw my beloved little daughter running to me crying.

"Dad, my mother is not good. ”

When I heard this, I closed my eyes, told the children to go out, and then took my things and walked to the next room.

At this time, I knelt on the ground with Yan Niang's children and grandchildren in the room, I strode to Yan Niang's side, looking at her angry, I lay down beside Yan Niang under the surprised gaze of my children and grandchildren.

The children and grandchildren may have guessed what I was going to do, but I didn't move, I reached out and held Yan Niang's hand, and waited until the poison I had just drunk slowly set in.

The moment I couldn't hear Yan Niang's breathing next to me, my eyes were also plunged into darkness.

In my last conscious moment, I seemed to hear the cries of my children and grandchildren.

I wanted to tell them, "Don't cry, I'm happy." ”

I am really happy to be able to leave the world hand in hand with Yan Niang like this.

I'm afraid that I won't be able to find Yan Niang in the next life.

I'm afraid someone on the bridge will separate us.

Therefore, I can only hold Yan Niang's hand tightly and accompany her to leave the world at the moment when she loses her breath.

Postscript: The regent of the Eastern Jin Dynasty had countless achievements in his life, and the most commendable thing about him was his loyalty to his wife.

After his wife became seriously ill, he stayed by his bedside.

When his wife died, he immediately followed.

Not a moment!

Even if you and I have agreed for a hundred years.

If anyone dies at the age of ninety-seven, he shall wait three years on the bridge.

Even if you and I have agreed for a hundred years.

I only hope to stay together for a long time, but I wait for a thousand years on the bridge.

Even if you and I have agreed for a hundred years.

I am not afraid of eternal reincarnation, I only wish to be in love for eternity.

Even called, you and I agreed for a hundred years.

Don't envy the West Tianle endlessly, only envy the mandarin ducks and not the immortals.

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