62. Little peace of mind
The doctor nodded, helped An Ning get off the operating table, An Ning smiled gratefully at the doctor, tidied himself up, and hung up the number of obstetrics and gynecology. An Ning looked at those pregnant mothers who came to the prenatal check-up accompanied by her family and husband, and was envious and sad, once upon a time, she would envy others?
The doctor said that her fetus was developing a little slowly, and asked her to eat something nutritious and supplement her nutrition, except for this, everything else is fine. An Ning touched her stomach and laughed softly, what kind of guy would be this? Don't worry, your mother will protect you, you have to develop with peace of mind, your mother is looking forward to your arrival....
An Ning tries to regulate her emotions as much as possible and does not bring negative emotions to the baby in her belly, and the doctor said that emotions are also crucial to the development of the fetus. So, she is doing well now, although it is hard, but also satisfied. Because she has a baby in her belly with her....
Fang Yan made her bank account have a lot of money as promised, even if she doesn't go to work, it will be enough for her to eat for a lifetime. So, now that she is not working, when she was eight months pregnant, An Ning began to prepare various things for the child..... She was overjoyed to look at these little things every day. The doctor at the hospital told her that it was a baby girl in her belly, so everything she bought was pink... She is looking forward to the birth of her child, looking forward to her first meeting, looking forward to her calling herself mother....
When the child can move in five or six months, she feels so happy, full of maternal love, the happiest thing every day is to watch the belly bulge one by one, and when the month is old, she can still see her little footprints in the mirror!
Soon, the little one was born. An Ning never thought that giving birth would be such a pain! Heart-rending pain! From a faint slight pain to a regular labor pain, from the opening of one finger to the eight fingers being pushed into the delivery room by the doctor, with the help of the doctor, taking a deep breath and exerting force.... With a cry of "Wow!", Xiao Anxin was born.
"Congratulations, you're a little princess. Six pounds and six taels. ”
An Ning's face was pale because of weakness, but he couldn't hide the joy in his eyes. She looked at the little man in the doctor's hand, wrinkled, cried with her eyes closed, and the smile that appeared on the corner of An Ning's mouth couldn't fall down.
The doctor put the little guy next to An Ning, who looked sideways at the little girl's undulating little body, and maternal love was overflowing. Stretched out her hand and hooked her little finger, who knew that the little guy seemed to have a sense, holding one of An Ning's fingers, the soft touch made An Ning can't help but redden, child, I hope you grow up healthy and happy, and be a carefree princess.
An Ning hired a sister-in-law to take care of the two of them. I have to say that the confinement sister-in-law she invited was really conscientious, and she also took care of Xiao Anxin, so that An Ning had a good mood in the confinement. To be honest, confinement is very difficult, and the confinement meal with almost no salt has already made An Ning cry, but fortunately, there is this little guy with her, and she will feel so happy every day when she sees the bright little face of the little guy.
Xiao Anxin grew, and between his eyebrows and eyes was Fang Yan's shadow. So that every time An Ning saw Anxin's little face, she would be very scared in her heart, she was afraid that if Fang Yan saw Anxin, she was afraid that Fang Yan would rob her of peace of mind. Although it is said that it is Fang Yan's child, but Anxin was brought up by her, from birth to the present, she has lived with her, how can she be willing to give up? Anxin is her life!
So, since then, An Ning has been more cautious, and when she senses that something is wrong, she immediately moves and changes jobs. So much so that when Xiao Anxin grew up, she always asked herself why she always changed places to live, and she could only say that she wanted to take Xiao Anxin around and better understand the world.... She is guilty of peace of mind, other children at this age have their fathers to play this and that, peace of mind is not. Other children will ride on their father's shoulders, directing their father to go here and there, and there is no peace of mind. Mom and Dad will pick up other children when they get out of school, and they don't have peace of mind. Even, she also entrusts her peace of mind to the kindergarten. Just to keep Fang Yan from knowing about her.....
She raised Anxin alone, how much suffering she suffered in the middle, how many white eyes she suffered, she didn't want to mention it again, no matter how others understood it, she had no scruples, peace of mind was her life. Say she can, but don't say a word of peace of mind!
Anxin also asked her, she said Mom, why do others have fathers, but I don't?
At that time, she was stunned for a long time, and when she saw that her mother was unhappy, she threw herself into An Ning's arms and comforted softly, Mom, I don't ask, I just see that other children will call Dad, I haven't shouted since I was a child, so I will ask my mother.... Mom, don't be unhappy, peace of mind and don't ask anymore. An Ning came back to her senses and hugged Anxin fiercely, this girl really poked her heart too much.... She's so sensible, how can she be worthy of her mother? Her father, don't mention it.... Here's what she said to Anxin at the time, she said:
"Baby, Dad went to a far away place and can't come back for the time being, will Mom bring it to you later?"
Anxin happily kissed her and nodded heavily! Well, that's it~ Mom pulled the hook ~~~~~
Since then, Anxin has never mentioned his father's affairs again, and Anning doesn't plan to ask, so it's good....
I'm sorry, peace of mind, mom can't give you a dad now, but mom will protect you for a lifetime, and mom will make up for the missing part of you....
"Ma'am, here we are. The driver's voice came, pulling An Ning's thoughts back.
An Ning thanked him and got out of the car. Stand at the entrance of the kindergarten. Look at the building in front of you. She funded this kindergarten. She used part of the money Fang Yan gave her on this kindergarten, and she needed a kindergarten to help her take care of Anxin. That money was used for peace of mind, and she took it for granted. Anxin has other Fang Yan's blood flowing in her body, and she should use it on Anxin. She calms herself and uses the money she earns from her part-time job, and even after Anxin was born, all the food and clothing are used with the money she earns. Her daughter, she raised herself.
Fang Yan, I hope you will never know that you have a child in this world..... I love you so much, and I hate you so much!
Coming back to his senses, An Ning quickly ran to the kindergarten, and heard Anxin's heart-rending cry from a distance. An Ning's heart seemed to be pinched tightly and breathless.
"Peace of mind!" An Ning picked up An Xin from the teacher's hand, gently patted An Xin's back with one hand, and said softly:
"Mom is here, peace of mind~~~ Mom is here~~ Don't cry, don't cry~~~~"
"Mom! Woo woo woo, I miss Mom so much!"
An An's little hand grabbed An Ning's shoulder tightly, crying and saying that he missed his mother. Listening to the cry of peace of mind, Anning's heart was broken,
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my mother told you I'm sorry, my mother won't be like this anymore, my mother comes to see you every day, okay?"
"Don't, don't, Mom, I want to live with Mom! Woo woo~~~~~ I don't want to sleep here anymore, here, no Mom here!~~~~~~~~~~~"
An Anxin is like a knife, what has he done to Anxin without conscience!
"Peace of mind, peace of mind don't cry, mom told you. An Ning put peace of mind on the seat and gently wiped the tears from her little face.
"Crying nose, peace of mind is not good-looking?
"I'm not a little cat!
"Okay, good, mom hates it, Anxin never wants to see mom again?
Anxin stopped crying, and looked at An Ning pitifully with big eyes,
"Mom~ Anxin doesn't want to sleep here by herself, Anxin wants to sleep with her mother. ”
An Ning told Anxin about the current situation, told her that she was now living in an aunt's house, and discussed with her if she could wait for her mother any longer, and her mother would come to pick her up when the time came.
In the past, Anxin would agree with her words, although she was reluctant, but there was really no way to be peaceful. She has to work part-time, and she can't see Xiao Anxin, so she can only be sent to kindergarten..... But today's peace of mind is determined to go with her, she doesn't agree to peace of mind and cry, and it's an unreasonable way to cry.... She was already guilty and felt sorry for the peace of mind, but now she was crying like this, and she was also uncomfortable, so she said hello to the teacher and said that she would come back in a few days. Take a few days off first. The teacher said no problem. Let her be with her and play with her more.....
An Ning stood at the door of the kindergarten with An An's arms, An An's face was a triumphant smile, An Ning saw it clearly, and his teeth were itchy,
"Okay, you little girl, you still dare to pinch your mother now!" An Ning put An An on the ground, the smile on An An's face quickly put away, pursed her lips, and tears slowly began to accumulate in her eyes, An Ning sighed secretly, this guy really can't do anything about her.
"Okay, don't cry, mom will take you to see an aunt. ”
Of course, Anxin has no opinion, as long as she is with her mother, she is willing to do anything.
Soon, the taxi stopped downstairs in the apartment, and An Ning went upstairs with Xiao Anxin in her arms, apprehensive in the elevator.... How would Hua Qin react when she saw Xiao Anxin? She hadn't mentioned a word before......
An Ning stood at the door with Xiao Anxin in his arms, Xiao Anxin looked at his mother,
"Mom, come in, isn't Auntie at home?"
An Ning smiled at Xiao Anxin, opened the door and walked in, poked his head to see if there was a shadow of Hua Qin, carefully put Anxin down, helped Anxin take off his shoes, Anxin walked towards the house curiously, walked to the kitchen, and paused. An Ning, who followed behind, saw Xiao Anxin stop there, didn't know what he was looking at, walked forward, and was stunned in place.