Chapter 11: The Secret of the Sea (2)

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The soft sunlight is like a bright red moon through the iron window into the night of sleep, the night is set off by the stars with smooth wings; the cold ground does not know how many bodies have been imprisoned, how many lonely souls have been released, so that one perfect phantom after another is swallowed up little by little by the indifference of reality; the dilapidated prison door has long lost its former firmness, and under the ruthless washing of the years, it is like a dying and struggling sick man without **, leaving only unforgettable scars.

Jingliana looked at the warm rays of sunlight, and it was as if a round of sun appeared in her heart to illuminate the darkness in front of her. She stretched out her hands and touched the sun, as if trying to grasp an unattainable dream, and there was a bright light flowing quietly in her eyes, which was the desire for happiness that flowed from the depths of her heart. At this moment, her lips twitched slightly, and a strong desire encouraged her to speak of the ideal of love that her eyes admired.

"Arrow, do you remember the promise you made to me when we walked together into the kingdom of love? You said that you only love me in this life, you said that we will live happily ever after, and you said that even if there is no tomorrow, we will always be united and heart-to-heart. Do you remember all of this?" a cold white frost ran through Crystal Lena's eyes, and a faint pain broke into her heart and touched the most sensitive nerves.

"Arrow, although we are temporarily separated by the end of the world, but I believe that the distance extends to eternal feelings, we will eventually regain the memory of love on the day when happiness comes, I can feel your breath, I can hear your heartbeat, every footprint of yours, every kiss is buried deep in my heart. I will always be here for you, waiting for your eternal love. Do you see the sun, which is as red as a blooming rose? It is blessing us both in the sky, and it is bringing our hearts closer to each other. At this moment, Crystal Lena's eyes were filled with tears, which overflowed from her sockets and slid down her cheeks, and a sour taste flowed down her nostrils into the heart filled with sorrow, and she lay limply in the lonely corner held up by herself, as if everything was just an illusory dream, with no beginning and no end......

Crystal Lena closed her eyes, and in the dark world, her tears flowed like an ocean. The sea penetrated the loneliness in her heart and stretched out to the loneliness of the other person. At this time, she stepped on this lonely river and flowed through the sadness of this bank, the beautiful scenery on the other side warmed her heart, she seemed to see Dugu Arrow standing there to cast her expectant gaze, her steps were like light catkins flying on the sea, the waves were like white and flawless lilies blooming on the sea, she opened her hands, wanting to embrace the lover she missed every day, but she couldn't reach anything, her feet wanted to step on the land on the other side, but the sea water flooded the land at the bottom of her heart. Her tears flowed quietly in the sea, and the figure on the other side could never return to her side, the sea water and tears blended together, and a heart-wrenching despair reminded her of butterflies and the sea.

Butterflies are simple and innocent, yearning for a simple life, the sea is deep and calm, and has experienced thousands of years of wind and frost. The butterfly saw the sea on the way to a trip, and the sea was boundless, all of which made her yearn, but the sea did not pay attention to her, because she was too small. No one can figure out Canghai's heart, nor can he know where Canghai's heart is, only Canghai understands that after thousands of years of wind and rain, he has long lost his complete heart, only a deep and hard empty shell.

Due to the loneliness of the heart, Canghai slowly paid attention to the butterflies, the butterflies told the sea the warm spring birds and flowers, the green of midsummer, the fruits of the golden autumn, the ice carving of the cold winter, I don't know from which day, Canghai began to like butterflies, Canghai in the days of loving butterflies, often looked at her with pity, watched her dance beside herself, but sighed in her heart for her lightness and weakness. Gradually, Canghai was tired of butterflies, but butterflies still loved Canghai with all her might, but she couldn't recall the favor she once had, and she saw the coming end in Canghai's indifference. When the dawn came, the sea was still the sea, his heart was deeper, the butterfly was still a butterfly, but she lost her heart, she put her heart in the vastness of the sea, when the heart was melted, she finally understood a truth: butterflies can't fly in the sea.

When Crystal Lena opened her eyes, a faint layer of sadness rose in her heart. Sorrow, sorrow, sorrow is still sorrow, and farther than sorrow is more sorrow. She buried her head in her arms and wept quietly, she had to bear the wandering of her heart alone. When a person is in pain, she really wants to seek comfort in happiness, so the more she suffers, the more she wants to be happy, the more she wants to be happy, the more she suffers, happiness and pain are always two parallel lines that are alone, and there is no day when they intersect and are not far away.

Crystal Lena endures unfulfilled dreams and leans lonely against the corner. Suddenly, a joyful bliss appeared before her eyes, instead of the cold prison. Her eyes were watery, like a flowing spring, and gradually, she was pulled into a dream by a ray of sunshine, in which she relived the happiness of love.

The days after marriage were the happiest days for Jingliana, at that time, she was baked in the flame of love, and a feeling that flowed into her heart but could not be tasted lingered in her mind. Every woman is like this, she is happy before marriage, and she still hopes that happiness will continue after marriage, and she is undoubtedly the darling of happiness, every day of every year, enjoying love as happy as flowers.

During the day, when she looked at the quaint shop windows and carved lanterns, she knew how happy their love was, when she sat on the sofa with her hands on the stove until her face was red, and how happy their love was when she placed the crystal ball in the living room to attract guests.

In the dark night, when she lit the candles and had dinner with her lover knocking on the silver glittering utensils, she knew how happy their love was, when she got into the quilt and slept with her lover and made love, she knew how happy their love was, when she held the 99 roses that her lover gave her in the palm of her hand and slowly sank into the ocean of love, she knew how happy their love was. She shared the happiness in happiness, and more happiness poured into her heart like a tide.

A ray of light penetrated into Crystal Lena's eyes, and she felt that the cold waters in her heart were quietly dyed with a layer of bleak red light. At this time, she opened her eyes, the sun reflected in her eyes, and a feeling of happiness slipped from the bottom of her heart to her fingertips, and when this happiness filled her heart, the beautiful moments that had once invaded her eyes again.

With the first glimmer of light from the morning light, the sky opened a layer of bright new clothes, and the warm wind caressed the hearts of the fields, happily exuding bursts of refreshing fragrance. Jingliana walked beside Dugu Arrow, and in front of them was a large green barrier, as if entering a paradise wrapped in greenery. They looked up at the sky, which was clear and translucent, like a bride's face, with a light layer of makeup in her shy face, and they looked down at the land, and the black soil reflected in their eyes, and suddenly they felt as if they were exactly the same as the clean black soil.

In a world decorated with greenery as an oasis, the two of them quickened their pace, and as they held hands, shoulder to shoulder, toe to toe, a source of happiness flowed quietly through their hearts. At this time, they walked into a verdant grass, which was full of clusters of clovers clinging to each other, the stem of the clover was weak, like a weak straw, but it was precisely because of this thin stem that the broad leaf petals were propped up, the leaf petals were green, one next to the other, making up a green dream, and the edge of each leaf petal had a light milky white circle, and these three leaf petals were clustered together to form a complete heart shape.

At this time, neither of them spoke, for they knew how to find the loving four-leaf clover for each other. Dugu Arrow walked to the end of the clover bush, he bent down, and played with the layers of leaf petals with his hand, the clover trembled at his fingertips, and leisurely transmitted this slight tremor to the other side of the earth, his fingers were dyed with a layer of pale green, like a paintbrush on the paper to outline a beautiful picture. Crystal Lina came to the other side of the clover, she crouched down, her big eyes like fifteen moonlight illuminating the turquoise water, she gently stirred the grass, like caressing a baby lying in swaddling clothes, the clover pulsed on her fingertips, the hazy impulse all the way into her mind.

Suddenly, as if they had found something, the two of them stopped turning like mandarin ducks with a heart, and stared into each other's eyes quietly, a new green luster blurred each other's eyes, and suddenly they felt a steaming flame rolling in their hearts, and this kind of fire smeared with love brought them into the legend of the four-leaf clover.

There used to be a pair of lovers, they really loved each other, and lived together in a beautiful peach forest, but they had an awkward quarrel because of a particularly small thing, and they refused to give in to each other, and finally one day, the god of love couldn't stand it, and he floated to the peach forest where they lived, and quietly told a lie: he told them that all parties would be in trouble, and only by finding the four-leaf clover in the deepest part of the peach forest could they save them, and they all pretended not to care after hearing it, but they were still worried about each other, and it rained heavily that night, but they still secretly went to the deepest part of the peach forest to look for four-leaf clover, and when they knew that each other cared about themselves, they were so moved, decided to let Clover witness their love, and Eros smiled. This is a joke made by the god of love, because she doesn't want happiness to come too easily, only those who care about each other and cherish each other deserve happiness, so the four-leaf clover represents the testimony of love!

Darkness crept up on Crystal Lena's eyes, and once again her heart was clouded with a dark shadow, and happiness crept in and out, without bringing a single piece of light, without taking away a trace of sorrow. Crystal Lena curled up like a soulless shell, she stroked her hair with her hands, as if sorting out her scattered thoughts, her eyes were as dull as the eyes of a wooden fish, and no one could see into her thoughts.