Chapter 1: Lose Him
"Okay, I'll marry. ”
The man agreed quickly, and Rong Lang's words of persuasion came to his lips and swallowed again, and he looked up at the person sitting opposite.
The father wants his sister to marry the second young man of the Xi family, who in Kyoto doesn't know what it means to be on the Xi family, the father's heart is too big, thinking that he can climb the big tree of the Xi family by relying on a daughter.
In fact, Rong Lang is very self-aware, his family is not enough for the Xi family, ants and elephants, Hao is incomparable.
Xi Zhan lowered his eyes, took a sip of coffee, tried to restrain his hands from trembling, and smiled miserably.
"Rong Lang, is this what you want?"
His eyes were a little red, from childhood to adulthood, there were always a lot of people who wanted to have a relationship with the Xi family to send him, but the person in front of him, he poured out his heart and lungs, and he couldn't wait to hold his hands in his palm every day, but people were not rare.
Xi Zhan saw that Rong Lang didn't speak, he only felt that a nerve was torn in his body, and he was screaming pain all over his body.
When he didn't see this person, he deceived himself into thinking that the scars in the past were about to heal, but as soon as he heard this person's name and saw this person's face, all those new and old wounds were twisted up, even the belt bones, and he just wanted to dig out this heart.
In the past, when he sprinted to the extreme in his body every night, he thought that the other party was just like himself, and his happy soul was trembling.
But every time it was over, Rong Lang would calmly push him away, silently go to the bathroom to wash himself, silently refused, and poked him with blood all over his body.
At that time, he was thinking, this man, probably doesn't like himself.
He actually knew why Rong Lang was with him at that time, his father had made a lot of benefits outside under the name of the second young man of the Xi family.
Although he felt disgusted in his heart for this act of selling his son, the sad thing was that when Rong Lang came to him, he was as happy as if fireworks had bloomed all over the world.
That night, he pulled Rong Lang to do it, and he was so happy that he couldn't wait to rub the person in his arms into his bones and blood.
The more beautiful the dream, the more desperate it is when it is broken, their relationship only lasted for a month, Rong Lang took the initiative to break up, his expression was light, as if he had never existed at all.
In the past, some people always said that he was cruel, but in his opinion, Rong Lang was much more cruel than him, and he scolded and made trouble that night, and his voice was hoarse, and he was never so embarrassed.
But what about Rong Lang, yes, he calmly took out a knife and put it on his neck, the red silk on the snow-white neck was unusually dazzling, and he lost his voice at the time of the stab, and it was not until Rong Lang left that he covered his face and squatted in the entrance and cried.
Rong Lang, it's much more ruthless than him......
The café was quiet, and the sunlight from the window hit the two of them, and they were warm for a while.
Rong Lang lowered his eyes, he didn't want Xi Zhan to show this kind of expression, desperate and panicked, he should be a man who was flamboyant and domineering, enthusiastic like the red Manzhu Shahua.
"If you don't want to, you can refuse, speaking of which, this family business is our family's high climb. ”
Oh, every word is heart-wrenching.
Xi Zhan's hand holding the cup was a little pale, staring at Rong Lang without speaking, it turned out that in his heart, he had always thought so, closed his eyes a little sour, and said in a dumb voice: "I will marry, Rong Lang." ”
As long as you want, I will do it, he has never liked someone so much, and he even forgot his last name if he likes it.
Rong Lang breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and agreed to it, at least on his father's side, he could explain it well, and before he came, the eldest brother told him that this family business must be successful no matter what, because this is the first step for them to step into the circle of powerful people in Kyoto.
His personality itself is relatively indifferent, and he has no friends, but he is always his family to refuse, and even uses his own body to ......
Thinking of this, he looked at the man opposite uncomfortably, and his face was a little strange.
He didn't care about that month, but he couldn't convince himself to be with a man, from an unknown actor to an actor who won various awards in a year, living in various spotlights every day, every move was under the surveillance of the public, what it meant to come out, he understood better than anyone that his family could not bear the pressure of public opinion.
He doesn't have the courage of Xi Zhan's moth to fight the fire, to be precise, he doesn't love him enough, in his heart, his relatives are much heavier than Xi Zhan's.
When the two walked out of the café, it was already evening, Xi Zhan pursed his lips and didn't speak, looking at the back of the person walking in front of him, and suddenly had the illusion that they had been together.
Rong Lang was a little uncomfortable stared at by that substantial gaze, turned around and pretended to be relaxed and asked, "Are you drinking the tea that was sent to you last time?"
Xi Zhan lowered his eyes, and there was a deep terrible sadness suppressed in his eyes, like peonies with petals falling one by one in the dark night, beautiful but desolate, pretending to smile easily, and replied: "Well, did you buy it yourself?"
Rong Lang's hesitation was only for a moment, and he nodded affirmatively.
"Of course. ”
The man's face suddenly became very pale, even his lips were a little trembling, the expression on his face was frustrated and desperate, he barely covered his mouth with his hand, rubbed his red eyes, what was he expecting?
It's just these, Rong Lang who turned around didn't see it.
Rong Lang pressed his baseball cap, black sunglasses covered most of his face, and was about to say goodbye, but the person behind him pulled his sleeve violently, and fell into the other party's arms without warning.
There were too many pedestrians on the street, he didn't dare to resist too much, he originally thought that Xi Zhan just wanted to say a final goodbye before parting, but now, this man's trembling body was obviously wrong.
Looking up at Xi Zhan in a panic, his face was pale, red blood flowed from his mouth, his eyes were overflowing with despair, he smiled dismally, but his tone was as coquettish as usual.
"Rong Lang, I'm in so much pain......"
The world seemed to suddenly fall silent, Rong Lang couldn't hear anything, only felt that he had sunk into the sea thousands of meters deep, and the heavy pressure almost crushed his body inch by inch.
"Rong Lang, I don't blame you......"
Xi Zhan's unbridled eyes darkened, like black diamonds that had suddenly lost their luster.
Many people around discovered the situation here, but Rong Lang was ignorant, stunned and hugged the person in his arms, and the well-wisher helped call an ambulance, and suddenly an exclamation from the crowd: "It's Rong Lang!" Then the crowd went crazy.
His mind was very messy, buzzing, and when the ambulance took Xi Zhan away, he seemed to be numb, his hands and feet were weak, and the crowd was pushing each other......
He was squeezed around like a soulless doll, looking at the ambulance in the distance with empty eyes, and suddenly burst into tears.
Later, that person left like that, the police handcuffed him directly, what poisoning, murder, his father couldn't wait to break off the relationship with him, for fear that the Xi family's anger would burn to the Rong family.
I have forgotten how he spent the trial, but I remember that the words were repeated in my mind, imprisoned for life, and my head was about to explode, why did that person die.
When the eldest brother Rong Qirui came to visit the prison, he understood that the bag of tea, the tea he personally gave to Xi Zhan, was brought back by his father from abroad, and it was he who killed Xi Zhan.
Later, no one came to see him again, ten years in prison, disappointed, uncomfortable, panicked, his body was rudely injected with a syringe again and again strange things, he rolled in pain, many times and even got used to it.
Lying calmly on the cold ground and looking at the ceiling, his dying body could not raise the slightest strength to resist, allowing the needles to pierce his body.
Rong Lang smiled a little self-deprecating before falling into the darkness, the person in this world who really treated him sincerely, but he lost him, from the beginning, that person has been hurting, and in the end even lost his life stupidly.
In his life, the most sorry person is Xi Zhan.