Chapter 534 She and Him
In the third life, she was born as a rabbit.
Thinking that she could get rid of the emotional entanglement between demons and people, she was busy foraging for food and escaping all day long, frightened, and couldn't sleep day and night, even if she had a different wisdom from ordinary rabbits, she escaped death several times, and lived much longer than ordinary rabbits, but she was limited by the shackles of the rabbit itself, and after old age and decay, she was slow to move, and finally died of the wolf's kiss and was eaten by the wolves in the winter night.
In the fourth life, she was born as grass.
Hiding in the vast grassland, rooted in the soil, through the sun and rain, wind and frost, tenacious growth, even if the cattle and sheep on the grassland, pikas gnawed, still strong to live, until one day the sky rains fire, the grassland within a radius of more than ten miles turns into white land, the water is dry and the mud is cracked, she and a lot of wild grass turned into ash.
In the fifth life, she was a tiger and lived by eating meat.
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Time has lost its due effect, and in the cycle of reincarnation again and again, many of Hu Mei's original insistences have gradually become blurred, she has been a tiger, a rabbit, a tree and a flower, a fish and shrimp, a bird and a worm, all the heavens and everything, she almost took turns to do it again.
From the beginning of impatience, enthusiasm and kindness, gradually turned into numbness and selfishness, selfishness and indifference, and in the end, even she forgot who she really was, in this endless reincarnation, everything seemed to become meaningless.
What is life and what is death?
If life is the beginning and death is the end, then in samsara, death becomes the beginning of life, and what about life, isn't it the end of death?
Is life life or death?
Is death death, or is it life?
What is existence, what is the meaning of existence, and what is the value of existence?
In this way, the reincarnated creatures of Hu Mei gradually became ordinary, the spirituality in their eyes gradually lost, and they became the same as the other groups to which they belonged, the same habits, the same routine, the same life and death, and countless reincarnated souls.
"This is the death of the heart after numbness?"
And Zhao Han, as a bystander, watched it with relish, perhaps because he was not a party, just a bystander who experienced it from a first-person perspective, and he always maintained his true heart, and it was not surprising that he had not experienced reincarnation.
On the contrary, if he observes the reincarnation of this life after life from another angle, he has tasted the birth, old age, sickness and death, joys and sorrows, killing and being killed, hunting and despicability, chasing and fleeing, etc., which also gave him a kind of enlightenment.
I finally understood why the gods in the myths and legends of the previous life, or the many powers of the martial arts in this life, all demanded to take the path of transcendence and get rid of reincarnation.
It's really because reincarnation is too bitter, bitter makes people desperate, in that endless reincarnation, the glory and wealth of a lifetime, the soaring prosperity of a lifetime, and the success and fame of a lifetime, are just a dream bubble, which is extinguished when touched, whether it is an emperor, a beggar, a pig, a dog, a cow or a sheep, grass, wood, insects, fish, etc., when it comes to reincarnation, who can really tell who is the real who?
A creature that has been reincarnated through insects, fish, birds, beasts, humans, demons, plants and trees, do you say he is a human or a demon, a flower or a grass, a tree or a bird, an insect or a bird?
He both, but he wasn't.
Reincarnation after life, Zhao Han's soul is not only not covered with dust, but more and more clear, more and more powerful, every life he uses a limited time to understand the habits and preferences of living beings in this life, and from the perspective of this living beings to understand heaven and earth, mountains, rivers, other living beings, and even the whole nature.
The reincarnation of one lifetime, the superposition of one lifetime, different angles, different heights, and different dimensions of the changes of the years, the whole heaven and earth, and the whole natural style are presented in three dimensions in front of you.
This is the Tao, which can only be understood, not spoken, and can only be understood with the heart, and cannot be defined. ”
Finally, I don't know how many lives I have been reincarnated, Zhao Han felt that his soul seemed to have reached a perfect state, and the world in his eyes seemed to have vaguely come to an end.
In this life, she was born with jade, named Nalan Mei'er, and she was the princess of the richest Nalan tribe in the Xingbo grassland.
She is naturally intelligent, with a strange fragrance, kind and enthusiastic, beautiful and moving, and is known as the pearl of the grassland.
One day, the prince of the Elite Kingdom passed through the Nalan tribe and happened to see her who was already slim, and he was shocked for a while and launched a passionate pursuit.
She also recognized him at a glance, even if she didn't know how many times she was reincarnated, even if she had been a pig, a dog, a cow and a sheep, a bed bug and a mouse, a man and a demon, the initial memory had been blurred, she still remembered the hurried side of the three waters, the young man named Wu Ge.
The love affair broke out completely, and the two fell in love like a fire, and held a grand wedding in the capital of the El Dorado, which is famous all over the world.
Because of its strange fragrance, it was canonized as Taixiang Concubine, Taifei.
After marriage, the two loved each other very much, and since then the spring night in the hibiscus tent has been warm, and the king has not been in the early dynasty since then.
However, under the greed and oppression of officials, the people rose up, and the beacon fire burned the whole country in ten months.
But he didn't know, and he didn't want to know, he just wanted to be immersed in her tenderness, only willing to be immersed in her beautiful and absurd dreams, smelling her fragrance, and pillowing her weak and boneless jade arms to enjoy her love.
Until one day, the beacon fire burned to the national capital, and the golden city, known as the unbreakable city, fell, and the rebels rushed into the city to burn and loot, all the way rampant, and finally came to the palace of the concubine pond where she was.
Indulging in boundless desire, she and him seem to make up for the search and miss in countless reincarnations in the past, entangled all the time, even if it is death, they must die together, so that your blood and mine blood will blend together and never be separated.
"The lord of the country, the ancient holy emperor has a man and a demon, as the lord of a country, he knows the law and violates the law, and he favors the demon concubine alone, and the crime is unforgivable, and he should be punished!"
At this moment, a celestial sound pierced through the void, like a spring thunder exploding, shaking the entire palace.
Immediately afterward, thousands of thunderbolts like angry dragons fell from the sky, as if the world was destroyed, and the tyrannical lightning submerged the entire Golden City. But in the end, they were stopped by a golden light net that rose from the Golden City, and both of them were annihilated.
In the dust, Zhao Han heard her mournful cry like a cuckoo's blood: "Why? Why is it so difficult for me to be with the person I like?"
"I'd rather endure the pain of endless reincarnation, the pain of being a pig and a dog, a cow and a sheep, a bed bug, a mouse, and all the lowly and inferior creatures, just to love him for a lifetime, why can't I?"
"Why?"
"Look closely, he's the one you like?"
The voice that was high above and looked like a god suddenly became erratic, and it was even vaguely mixed with a trace of complex emotions.
"What?"
When she looked up, she saw a pair of scarlet eyes that were unfamiliar, but never forgotten, on that familiar face.