Chapter 12: She Doesn't Love Me

Human 'nature' is selfish.Shen Yan can understand his mother's preference and care for him.So how much he sometimes hopes that the third brother will beat him.Or scold him a few words.This is also good to relieve the dissatisfaction in his heart.But whenever he feels that he can't go.The third brother smiles and shakes his head.Always saying that it's okay.Just like now.He thought that the sadness that flashed in Shen Li's eyes was because of his father, the queen mother.But he didn't guess.In Shen Li's heart.,For these things have already been seen through.

The affection he had longed for for a long time, no one gave him, the warmth that was within reach, but it was destroyed by his own hands, and the reason why he was willing to come to the border was because of the request of the summer queen, and because of himself on the other.

He returned to Beijing for three days, stayed in his palace study for three days, and as soon as he closed his eyes, the slender figure would jump into his mind.

"Third brother, don't be angry, I'll listen to you, pack up and go back to Beijing immediately."

Shen Yan noticed that Shen Li's expression was wrong, thinking that he had provoked him to be unhappy, so he quickly apologized first, and then turned around and went straight to his residence.

He really missed his mother, he left in a hurry, and he didn't have time to say goodbye to her. He knew that the queen mother must be 'worried' for him, so it was good to go back and see.

The border city is remote, there is not much good place to live, the local county official learned that the seventh prince was in charge of coming here, and he had prepared the best and most spacious courtyard for him to rest.

Now the third prince has also come here.The county magistrate heard the news.And went to see him with apprehension.I had heard that the seventh prince was kind and easy to dismiss.But the third prince, who was his elder brother.It was not the case at all.The county magistrate was depressed all the way.Frightened.After finally seeing the third prince in the courtyard.Before he could kneel down and salute, he was driven to the study.He said that he would listen to him talk about the situation of the border city later.

The county magistrate was a little confused, but seeing that the third prince didn't seem to mention this courtyard, he suddenly felt a lot brighter. I heard that although the third prince and the seventh prince had different temperaments, they were both raised and raised by the virtuous and virtuous Xia Hou. Although the two were not born to the same mother, they received the same education, and they were not violent and cruel lords. The county magistrate couldn't help but start rejoicing in his heart. Fortunately, it was the third prince and the seventh prince.

"Third brother, then I'll go."

Shen Yan carried a simple bag and said goodbye to Shen Li in the courtyard. In fact, he wanted to stay one night.

"Ayan."

Suddenly, Shen Li called her, Shen Yan stopped and quickly turned around, his face and eyes were full of expectation.

"What's the matter?"

Shen Li knew what this kid was thinking, but unfortunately he was going to disappoint him again.

"It's nothing, the third brother just wants to ask you, if you can turn back time, will you rush back to give me a wedding gift."

Shen Li's words were subtle, but the meaning was very clear.Shen Yan likes Mu Yan.It's a pity that Mu Yan likes him.So if he didn't come back at the beginning.Is it now that he doesn't feel regretful in his heart.

Shen Yan was stunned when he heard this, although he didn't understand why Shen Li would ask him this sentence at this moment, but he thought about it for a while, and replied with a smile: "Of course I will come back.

Shen Yan smiled a little heartlessly, Shen Li thought that he didn't understand the meaning of his words, and just wanted to explain, but heard him continue: "If I don't come back, how can I meet Mu Yan, if I don't come back, how can I see the other side of the third brother, if I don't come back, how can I know that the third brother is good to me."

Shen Yan never had falsehoods or lies in front of Shen Li, he trusted Shen Li incomparably, except for his father and mother, Shen Li was his most firm belief.

"There may be some words.You will be a little unhappy when you say it, the third brother.But I don't want to hide it from you.I really like Mu Yan.But.That girl is very sharp-eyed.I know that the third brother is good.I know that the third brother is better than me.In fact, for more than these years.I know that the third brother has been very lonely.So.I see Mu Yan accompanying the third brother.I am indeed much more relieved.This is also a very important reason why I will give up Mu Yan.I want to see Mu Yan happy.I want to see the third brother happy.As long as you are both happy.Then I am already very happy.What else is there to regret. .”

In this sinister world, especially those born in the royal family, in fact, there is no innocence at all.

But Shen Yan is an outlier.This is also thanks to the fact that he has a mother like Xia Hou.Shen Li has no worries since the death of his mother's concubine.He lives silently.Without reassuring anyone.Naturally, he will not be hurt in any way.But whenever the young Shen Yan looks at him with his clear eyes.He can't be ruthless.

He used to think about how long these eyes could be clear, after the world, through the vicissitudes of life, after the vicissitudes of life, after tasted the taste of helplessness, then it wouldn't be too long, these eyes disappeared without a trace, but, day after day, year after year, until now, until now, those eyes still haven't changed.

Shen Li closed his eyes and opened them again, muttering in his mouth: "I was wondering if she would have been happier if she had been with you in the first place......

He shrugged his shoulders and smiled, but Shen Li was sighing at something, and he didn't care.

Her eyes had already betrayed her heart.Shen Yan was not a fool.Naturally, she could see through the wood.The heart of the wood had long been filled with someone's shadow.Can't get rid of it.Naturally, she can't accept other people.

But, who knows, even so, she won his heart......