Chapter 13: Redemption
"Let go, let go, let go of me, I, I, I'm fine!" After struggling a few times, he found that his strength was not enough to break free from my embrace, an inexplicable flush appeared on his face, and he hurriedly asked, "No, you have to promise me that I will never do anything stupid!" "After seeing too many lives and deaths, I know very well that if I let go now, that kind of thing will definitely happen! A person with the will to die must divert his attention
"I promise you, I won't do anything, you let go of me" Luo Bing was red to his earlobes, and Chenxi, who was hugging him very tightly, did not notice this, but continued to enlighten Luo Bing according to the methods he understood, because he thought that what Luo Bing said now was said when his brain was not awake, and Luo Bing must be made to understand that living is the best gift for the dead
Luo Shasha, who had been silently watching all this from the side, secretly took out a crystal after Chenxi hugged Luo Bing, chose a suitable angle to hold it in her hand, tilted her head and whispered to communicate with people, Sasha's expression gradually changed from a smiling expression to a solemn expression, and finally listened to the instructions over there seriously, and looked up to see that Chenxi and Luo Bing were not separated
"Okay, okay, hug and hug, hurry up and separate, don't you see Luo Bing working so hard?" Sasha stepped forward and separated the two with gentle force, "Brother Chen, don't you enjoy it very much, come, let my sister hug" Without waiting for Chenxi to react, she hugged Chenxi, Chenxi felt a warmth, and her eyes were blocked instantly, "Woo, woo, woo" Chenxi felt that her soul was about to go out of her body
It took a lot of effort to finally break free from Sasha's embrace, his face was red, and he exhaled loudly as soon as he broke free, God, he almost suffocated to death, Chenxi said a few words to Luo Bing, and left quickly, Chenxi was afraid that if he stayed any longer, he might die of excessive bleeding. When the morning light left the field of vision, Sasha looked at Luo Bing, at this time, Luo Bing's face was ruddy, and the flush in his ears had not disappeared, and he was exhaling in small gulps
The smile on Sasha's face disappeared, she stared at Luo Bing coldly, and said: "There are some things that you can't touch, take a good look at your position, I hope this is the last time I say this" Luo Bing adjusted his breath, and then said: "Don't worry, I have no intention of fighting for anything, what I need is a little warmth that he can give me, you don't have to worry about anything"
Sasha nodded, "The one who knows the times is Junjie, I'm very happy to meet you, I believe that in the next few days, we will have a very happy life, I am Luo Shasha, Chenxi's assistant, please come with me, I will take you to a resting place", without waiting for Luo Bing to answer, Sasha led the way in front, Luo Bing's mood was very low, his eyes were like bottomless blue pools, as if water would soon flow out
After leading Luo Bing to find a room to rest, Sasha gave Luo Bing a salute and left, Luo Bing sat on the bed in a daze, the past scene appeared in front of her eyes, the scenes were like slides and as if they had just happened yesterday, Sasha unconsciously shed tears, and the emotion of begging for death recurred again, "Oh, these delicious tears, no matter how many times you taste them, they are so bitter, do you say?"
"Who is it?" Luo Bing became alert for a moment, it was really terrifying to be able to come to Luo Bing's side quietly, if the other party was hostile...... The most basic desire to survive and vigilance have not been lost, and it seems that there is still salvation, Chenxi thought secretly in her heart and spoke
I have been watching you here since you entered the door, I thought you would find me soon, but I didn't notice it when I walked to you, and I had to remind you to do so."
"It's you, what's the matter with coming to me?" Luo Bing asked while wiping away tears with his right hand, "If I don't come, won't I lose one of my most important family members, and I'm such a beautiful beauty!" Chenxi quipped, "Who is family with you, I'm just here to work, not to sell my body" Luo Bing's heart sank, how did he see it?
"Don't dare, don't dare, I believe that my sexual orientation is still normal, although you are really beautiful, but you are still not a woman, I don't want to marry a man who is more beautiful than a woman" Chenxi looked at Luo Bing while waving her hand, such a perfect body and face, but unfortunately it is a man, what a waste, shaking her head and sighing
It turned out to be a stupid person, Luo Bing sighed at Chenxi's performance, and his mood was better, Chenxi saw Luo Bing's face softened, knowing that Luo Bing had calmed down and could communicate well, both of them looked at each other, expecting the other party to speak first, "you", "you", "you say first", "you say first", the two of them said to each other almost at the same time
The scene was very embarrassing for a while, and Chenxi was the first to speak: "Can you tell me your story?", Luo Bing's eyes lit up, and then dimmed, silent, and looked down at the ground
"My parents left me, my adoptive parents died because of me, my master also left me because of my hard work, and all those who were good to me suffered misfortune, why did fate do this to me? What did I do wrong?" Luo Bing roared in pain
"No, you have done nothing wrong, no one has done anything wrong, because fate itself represents a kind of hope" Chenxi replied in a deep voice, with a trace of vicissitudes in her eyes, which was a contempt for fate
"Why don't you think so, because fate you met your parents who loved you dearly, because fate you met your adoptive parents, because fate you met your dear mentor, and because fate you met your handsome husband, I," said Dawn in a low voice
"Hee-hee, the last sentence is a joke, don't worry about it"
"What a fool," Luo Bing said softly
"If you haven't experienced despair, you'll never know what it's like," Dawn said with emotion
"It's like you've experienced it, how old are you," Luo Bing snorted and laughed
"Despair is an extreme emotion that makes people angry and regretful, that is the feeling you have never had, there is no time in despair, there is no space, there is just you, lonely you, small as a speck of dust, and in front of you is an endless gray torrent, even if you bring thousands of troops, in the end you are the only one to face the gloom, the gloom stains the sky and the sea, forcing you to slowly retreat, until you have no way to retreat" is like a whisper, and want to whisper from ancient times, revealing the endless vastness
"When you find that you have no way to retreat, the gray tide forms a giant beast, prostrate in front of you, look at you, stare at you, keep watching you, you are eating, you are sleeping, you are entertaining, it is always with you, like your other half" like a rakugo like a gritted tooth