222 Return to Beijing

"Since you are so persistent, I will follow you!" His sentence "You have never loved deeply" made her heart bleed, she has never loved deeply, how can she abandon ten years of youth for him?

"Qiujing, you don't have to follow me, you should have your own life, I've been dragging you down for too long!" Xuan stared at her, with deep guilt in his eyes!

Not loving you is a kind of guilt! Qiu Jing understood the meaning in his eyes, but she had no choice, just like she had no choice back then, she could only push her sister onto the road of harmony!

Her face turned pale, and she still couldn't replace her sister for ten years, so what else did she have to say? It's just that her sister is now the queen, even if they have never forgotten their love, how can they break through the obstacles and get together again? She still has a glimmer of chance, doesn't she? As long as there is a glimmer of opportunity, she will not give up, and what has made her persist all these years is this glimmer of hope!

Lin Haihai turned around gloomily, she couldn't bear to witness the pain in Xuan's eyes, others may not understand him, but she understands that when you have been separated from a person for a long time, your heart is broken, and you can't wait to exchange the only thing around you for that meeting, even if this side is angry or relatively speechless, you are willing!

"Pack up your things, we'll be on the road tomorrow!" Lin Haihai lightly dropped a sentence, for Xuan, she was not worried that he would not go, he would not let go of any opportunity to meet Qiuyang, as for the misunderstanding between them, she didn't want to say it, leave it to the three of them to settle it one by one!

Qiu Jing looked at Lin Haihai's back, there was more resentment in her eyes, she naturally knew who this woman was, all these years, her detective has been lurking in the capital, she is clear about anyone who appears next to her sister, the only miscalculation is that she actually came to the door, but the news of the detective has not arrived, how did she know that Lin Haihai's speed is much faster than that of the detective!

Forget Chen and Zheng Feng were waiting at the door, seeing Lin Haihai come out with a gloomy face, they didn't dare to ask in detail, Forget Chen asked worriedly: "Is the pain again?" In the past few days, they have been scared, Lin Haihai will experience the pain of life and death every day, Zheng Feng looked at his heart like a knife, but he couldn't do anything, he hated this helpless feeling!

"No, it's not time yet!" Lin Haihai's face changed slightly, thinking of the abrasive pain, she was already frightened now, now that her stomach was only three months, there were still seven months to go, would she be able to get through it?

A few people walked silently towards the inn, the autumn wind swept through everyone's fingers, taking away the meager temperature and moisture, the wind swept across the long street, blowing the bamboo at the end of the East Street, the silent sorrow, so that everyone's heart was filled with a kind of sadness, as if in the unknown road ahead, there were terrifying and sad things waiting for them!

The wind stopped abruptly, and the fall floating in the air seemed to have lost its trace for a while, Lin Haihai looked at the visitor quietly, his heart seemed to be bitter and sad, "I've been looking for you for a long time!" She said quietly, "Zheng Feng, you take Wuchen and Su Qiu back!"

Zheng Feng looked at the woman in front of him, and was about to speak, Lin Haihai roared in a low voice: "Go!" Zheng Feng's face sank, and he said to Wangchen and Su Qiu: "Let's go, go back to the inn first!"

"What are you looking for me?" The woman's face had an indifferent expression, her white clothes were slightly turbulent, and there was no wind at this time!

"I want to ask you, is there a medicine that makes people forget their loved ones after taking it!" Lin Haihai asked. , BE, () There is a resolute determination in the eyes!

"Yes, are you sure you want it?" a hint of coldness appeared on the woman's lips, and the feelings in her eyes gradually became cold!

"Sure!" Lin Haihai replied weakly, she was sure she wanted it, she definitely wanted it!

"Until the last step, it's best not to use it, because once he eats it, he will never remember you, and he can't remember the bits and pieces you had, this medicine should be used with caution!" The woman took out a red vitamin-like pill from her arms, and with a wave of her hand, the pill flew out, and Lin Haihai continued, silently saying, "Thank you!"

The woman turned around, and not far behind her, there was a man waiting for her, his warm smile was like the warm autumn sun, driving away all the gloom and gloom!

Lin Haihai looked bitterly at the backs of the two of them who were drifting apart, the scarecrow's hand was always on the shoulder of the passerby, and he never let go of half a point!

And she used to have such a dream, but now it is a luxury!

Zheng Feng went out alone and got drunk at a wine shop in the town, Lin Haihai returned to the inn and didn't see him, so he asked Wangchen to go out to find him, and Wangchen stopped talking, and finally went out silently!

Lin Haihai put away the pills, Su Qiu had already gone home, and she would gather again tomorrow, she was sitting alone in the room of the inn, and the autumn sun faintly came through the open window, reflecting her jade-like appearance. Zheng Feng suddenly pushed the door and broke in, his mouth was full of wine, Lin Haihai frowned and looked at him, a little angry in his heart, just for her heavy words, he went to drink and buy drunk, what kind of system?

As soon as Lin Haihai wanted to speak, Forget Chen rushed in, she grabbed Zheng Feng, her face was full of sadness, "You said, there is no room for turning around between us, do you really want to do this?"

Zheng Feng was shocked, looking at the sad face, a trace of pain crossed his heart, Lin Haihai saw this and asked, "What happened?"

Zheng Feng looked at Lin Haihai complicatedly, he knew that she had an accident recently, she didn't say why she was in pain once a day, and she didn't tell the problem and everyone helped solve it, she took everything into her body, and she, with them out, just did it for the emperor to see, to give the emperor peace of mind? He was angry, very angry, angry at her distrust, angry at her arbitrariness, angry at her self-righteousness, couldn't she see that the more she didn't say it, the more worried the people around her became?

"What the hell is going on?" Lin Haihai slowed his voice, and there was a trace of worry between his eyebrows!

Zheng Feng had a trace of revenge in his heart, he looked at Lin Haihai coldly and said, "It's okay, it's none of your business!" After speaking, he turned around and went out, Wangchen looked at Lin Haihai, knowing Zheng Feng's good intentions, he wanted Lin Haihai to know how hurtful his actions were, but seeing Lin Haihai's stunned expression, she felt a trace of unbearability in her heart, she was reluctant to say, naturally because the problem she had to face was that none of them could help, facing so many things alone, she must be physically and mentally exhausted to the extreme, but she was still running around for the people around her, did she really live for herself?

Lin Haihai sat on the chair weakly, she understood Zheng Feng's abnormality, her heart was moved, and at the same time she was sad, because in the future, she was going to leave not only Yang Shaolun alone, but all of them, their care and care, she was used to it, once lost, how could she adapt to a person's day?

Forget Chen sighed and wanted to go out to find Zheng Feng, but Lin Haihai stopped her, "Forget Chen, let me talk to him!"

Zheng Feng ran to the river in a fit of rage, picked up the stones on the river bank and threw them into the river, in the crystal clear river, the fish were scattered, Lin Haihai quietly came to his side, and asked softly: "Zheng Feng, I'm sorry!"

Zheng Feng turned his head to look at her, she burst into tears, bit her lip, and looked at him faintly, Zheng Feng felt a pain in his heart, her pain in the past few days had forced him to the brink of collapse, watching her roll on the ground, he felt pain in his heart, and he couldn't wait to replace her pain, every time she asked her, she always didn't say a word, put all the things in her heart, and didn't spit out a word, but you know, as a bystander, how uncomfortable and painful it is?

"What the hell is going on?" Zheng Feng looked at her, with a hint of pleading in his words, hoping that she could say it, knowing the cruelty of the truth is better than his blind guessing!

Lin Haihai smiled bitterly and said to Zheng Feng: "Actually, I didn't mean to hide it, I just thought that saying it was just adding to my troubles, this matter has been bothering me for a long time, I don't want you to worry about me!"

"If you don't say it, we're more worried about our random speculation!" Zheng Feng looked at her and said!

Lin Haihai sat on the grass, hugged her knees and looked at the grass at the bottom of her feet, this is a tenacious vitality, now she is a half-yellow body, and she is about to grow old, but next spring, she will definitely glow with new vitality, her heart is slightly sour, and she told Zheng Feng everything that happened during this time, including her own origin, without hiding it at all!

Zheng Feng was stunned, the fruit in his hand fell to the ground behind him, Lin Haihai and Zheng Feng turned their heads to look, Forget Chen was full of tears, looked at Lin Haihai with a complicated look, turned around and ran.

Lin Haihai hurriedly chased after him, grabbed Wangchen's sleeve, forgot Chen's tears, and said, "No matter what, there is always a law, I won't let you go!"

"Fool, I'm leaving, you still have Zheng Feng," Lin Haihai's voice trembled, almost crying, she looked at Zheng Feng, "Forget Chen is my brother, you have to take care of her in the future, don't let me worry!"

"I will!" Zheng Feng's face turned pale, but he still answered her with certainty!

Lin Haihai showed a smile with peace of mind, every concern in this time and space, she will definitely be properly placed!

Forget Chen looked at Zheng Feng, and then looked at Lin Haihai, his heart suddenly felt sad, even if there was Zheng Feng, he couldn't replace Lin Haihai. She has a special meaning to her!

On the second day, Xuan casually packed some clothes, and followed Lin Haihai and others on the road, Qiujing naturally followed, Lin Haihai didn't say anything, these are the grievances between the queen and her, she has no right to ask!

All the way, Lin Haihai was silent, basically didn't speak, and often held the red pill in her hand, that was all her happiness, now, she wants to let go with her own hands, her body will ache for an hour every day, but her heart is hurting sharply all the time, and it hurts her heart!

Because he brought two more people, so all the way, he used a carriage to travel, Zheng Feng often looked at Lin Haihai gloomily, and he had a lot to say in his heart, but he knew that he couldn't say a word!

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