Chapter 45: Sadness in the Heart

As if sensing the disappearance of a person, Liyan and Ziqiu both stopped their movements and looked towards the world.

Leaving the death rarely revealed a lonely expression.

Ziqiu thinks about it, the people here are really strange, everyone outside the cave wants to live a long life, but these people I meet here seem to regard death as relief.

She is already tall among women, but in front of Liyan, she is still a little worse.

"Isn't this all expected by you? They have been liberated, so why should you be sad? ”

"It's expected, but you can't ignore it. "The death quickly reined in the loneliness.

"Can't you turn a blind eye, or do you envy them for letting go of all their relief?"

It's envy, envy that they don't have to live for others anymore, envy that they can restore themselves. At least, whether it is a death or a world, there are things that cannot be let go.

"Now, we can only wait for the next step of melting. ”

Yexian has been a little idle recently, and under the busyness of the night and day, those official documents are finally over, and at this time, the four seas are leveling, and I am afraid that there will be no official business to deal with for a period of time. As for the wedding, Qingdai has to see it in person, except for the occasional uncertain will come to ask Yexian, there is no other thing to worry about Yexian.

Nightstring doesn't want to meddle either, this kind of thing, Qingdai likes it. All he had to do was show up in the groom's place on the wedding day.

When he has nothing to do, he cultivates and takes care of the plants in the temple, otherwise he is the handiwork of making bamboo.

In the hall of Night Strings, there are only two people, him and Fu, and there are never maidservants to serve, although there are many fairies who want to be this maidservant.

In Nightstring's hall, there is only one kind of plant, bamboo, although Fu wanted to put some other plants in after he lost his memory, but they were all lost by Nightstring.

Nightstring himself didn't know why, he just felt that this palace could only have bamboo, and there was no room for plants next to it, as if the plaques in the courtyard of this room were not inscribed, which was also a matter of course. He takes care of these bamboos every day, trying to make them grow tall and big, but in fact, everything grows by law, and he shouldn't have more expectations, which is really obsessive.

There are some behaviors of the night strings, which can be understood by the Fu family, and some of which cannot be understood, but whether they understand or not understand is just different from how much they know about the Fu family. Even if he didn't know it, Fu also knew that these existed because of that woman.

Even if Nightstring didn't remember the woman, his habits were still there. Millions of years of persistence and habits can't be changed for a while.

Nightstring naturally didn't know what Fu was thinking. Although it feels like Fu wants to change his current habits intentionally or unintentionally. But at his insistence, he didn't intervene again.

He did these things for nothing. It's just that when the time of the wedding is approaching day by day, he always feels sad in his heart. Obviously, getting married should be a happy thing, although even now, his feelings for Qingdai are only the feelings of his junior sister, but in this fairy world, he has always only asked for granted, he is the emperor, and he should have married the princess of the mermaid clan. Qingdai is the person who has been with him since the teacher, and how much he has paid for him, a name is a matter of course.

Yexian only thought that the sadness in his heart was because he had insisted that he would not marry someone he didn't love, so he didn't want to be the emperor. Now he is swayed by fate and has no choice but to feel guilty. He knew that he had promised Qingdai that he should not have such thoughts again, so he deliberately suppressed this sadness. And when taking care of the bamboo forest and making handicrafts, this sadness will naturally disappear. That's why I like to do it more and more.

Because once this sadness is regenerated in his heart, he will feel even more guilty about Qingdai.

If his memory has not disappeared at this time, he will know that his sadness is not the guilt of Qingdai, but the guilt of the woman, the guilt of breaking the promises made for her, and the sadness of the feelings for the woman in his heart.