Chapter 16: The Secret of the Sea (7)
Suddenly, an arrow shot over, faintly, flickering, she only felt her heart was deeply touched, she didn't know why there were so many sad things in the world, and she didn't know why happiness came naked, and she wanted to go back naked, gradually, she sank into the secret of Cupid's arrow.
There are two kinds of arrows in the love cupid: one that brings noble love, and the other that brings strong desire. The arrow that brings eternal love is made of gold, and it needs to be carefully sharpened so that it can penetrate the hearts of both lovers and embed themselves in it. Lovers who are shot by golden arrows will go through three stages to receive eternal love – desire, tolerance and attachment, and deep friendship. Cupid's other arrow is made of lead, which can hit the target but cannot penetrate the atrium, let alone be embedded in it forever. Lead arrows evoke fleeting passions, full of lust and sensual stimulation. It is said that Cupid's eyes were tied when he shot an arrow, so people said that love was fate.
Jingliana looked at the dark and deep night, her eyes began to flow with more and more melancholy, the night could not penetrate her eyes, let alone penetrate her heart, her heart was covered with layers of white ice. Jingliana brushed away the dark veil, turned back and looked at herself in the night, as if she saw the sky before dawn, the color of the sky was covered by more color, her eyes were full of blood-red dawn, the bright red color reflected the world, and at the same time shone into her heart, gradually, the warmth of the heart field gathered into a flame to hold up a bright sunny day.
Then the looming arrow shook before her eyes again, and she felt the ends of her heart tremble like dew drops on the leaf petals. She didn't know whether her soul was comforted by the golden arrow or bewitched by the desire of the lead arrow, an indistinguishable current of thought came to her heart and she didn't know where to go, she kept asking herself, wanting to see through the sky to reach the secret of her heart, but no one could tell her, she could only wander and wander between wakefulness and sleep......
At this time, Jingliana heard two voices from the depths of her heart, and the golden arrow said, "Love is a blazing flame, and to have it is to have happiness." ”
Lead Arrow said: "Love is the grave of emotions, and falling in love is equivalent to losing your dreams." ”
Golden Arrow said: "There is no distance between love and love, and there are fairy tales of love at the ends of the earth." ”
Lead Arrow said: "In the middle of love is longing, and longing is a heartbreaking chronic poison." ”
Jin Jian said: "Love can make lovers become relatives in the end, and happiness will accompany them for a lifetime." ”
Lead Arrow said: "Love can turn people who are destined to turn against each other, and let pain torment their souls." ”
Jin Jian said: "Love is like an evergreen pine and cypress, from breaking the ground to dying, it is looking for the eternity of love." ”
Lead Arrow said: "Love is like a brilliant firework, beautiful but short-lived." Jingliana felt that her love was full of ups and downs, she knew that love needed two people to cherish, she could keep a humble promise, but she was afraid that she could not keep a fickle heart.
At this time, sorrow was buried in her heart, and the pain fled behind her, and she said to herself: "Arrow, you can see the smile on my face, but you can't see my trembling heart, and my tears have long since blurred the whole world after they burst the embankment. What did love bring me quietly, what did it take away, and happiness came so fast and went fast? My thoughts have no beginning or end, and I feel more and more that my life is a burden. Why does God always like to add a little more pain when others are suffering, why is it darker after the night, why does the person who loves each other have to put more loneliness into the loneliness that accumulates loneliness? I know that there is no dawn in this dark night, and our love is a dream with no ending. ”
If happiness is a temptation, then pain is magnifying the temptation countless times and then suffering it alone until you forget who you are. It turns out that love is a kind of thing, whether you accept it or not, it will be there, you can hold it with both hands like the stars holding the moon, or you can snub it as if it is just a legend. Indeed, joy is pain once it is lost, and if joy dies, love can live on its own.
Jingliana's eyes were full of sadness, her heart was full of sadness, there were no extra tears, there was no excessive heartbreak, some were just the boredom of sleeping and never wanting to wake up again. Her tears drowned the damp bottom of her heart, and also drowned the world of two people, the waves in her heart were like a whirlwind, her heart was like a knife, and the whirlwind blew her to pieces. At this time, her eyes were stung by the black lightning, and a bleak cloud floated in her ears, as if she felt that her world was one dark night after another assimilated by pitch black. Suddenly, her mind flew back to that dark day that she was afraid of not wanting to talk about again.
The darkness is the endless dawn, like the sky at this time, as if the precursor of light always comes first with a lamp that goes out, the cold is the endless wind, which gropes around with the tail of dust, but still cannot find a trace of bright red left in the sky; the earth is a coffin that contains gloom, it hides the paleness and indifference, but it does not hide the lonely soul from the bottom of the abyss; the tears of the angel on the stamens and leaf petals fall into the darkness before dawn, and turn into a jet-black turbidity.
Dugu Arrow walked out of the wooden house, his body was still strong, his eyes were still bright, and he walked unhurriedly in the direction of the stable, and after a while, he led the white horse to the path in front of the wooden house.
At this time, Jingliana pushed open the wooden door and chased out, she was still so beautiful, still so gentle, she held a blood-red scarf in both hands, and walked to Dugu Jian's side, she wrapped the scarf around Dugu Jian's neck, and said kindly: "Arrow, when I woke up in the morning, I felt cold and swishing, I knew that the sky was cooling again, so I deliberately took out this scarf, I hope you can feel warmer when hunting." ”
Dugu Jian looked at the blood-red scarf, hugged his wife into his arms, and said affectionately: "Na, I will take care of myself, with this scarf with me, I can feel your presence everywhere, the blood-red silk thread is your love, it always warms my heart." He stroked Crystal Lena on the shoulder, and then said, "You must take care of yourself at home, when I am not by your side, the burden of taking care of your parents falls on you alone, as their son, I am really unfilial." ”
A warm crimson tide floated on Jingliana's face, and she smiled and said: "Arrow, as long as we are all happy, it is worth doing so much, my parents have worked hard all their lives, and they should also enjoy half a lifetime of happiness, and my contribution is a matter of course." ”
Dugu Arrow let go of Jingliana's hand and rode on the white horse, he looked into his wife's eyes, which glittered with love, and he looked back again and again, hoping to enter her world. Jingliana stood there, the flame of love burned in her heart, and suddenly a ray of pitch-black light crossed her eyes, and then there were countless dark and heavy undercurrents in her heart rolling, her eyes seemed to feel the approach of darkness, and each time it was tighter and tighter, at this time, the pitch black in the sky became heavier and heavier, and large and small black spots began to appear in Jingliana's eyes and flew into the distance......
A gloomy mist hung over the jungle, dark forces surged to the horizon like a raging tide, and the wooden houses buried the sleeping people like an empty mound isolated on the earth. When Crystal Lena returned to the cabin, her sensitive mind forcing her to fantasize farther away, she seemed to remember something, her lips closed together, and she uttered words that sounded like a dream.
"Arrow, you always say to me that I am very tired and tired in life, I have to take care of you and my parents, I say that I am very happy to live like this, I am creating a small happiness for everyone, and these small happiness together constitute a great happiness, this great happiness is love, a precious great love. "Crystal Lena's eyes are like stars in the sky, reflecting her kind heart.
"I have no regrets for this family to give everything, in order to pay in proportion to your happiness, I suddenly feel that I am the happiest woman in the world, life is plain, but this is the true nature of life, we came to this world in a hurry, and left this world in a hurry, what is left behind? I think it is an ordinary story, these stories are left to their own is love. Crystal Lena's face bloomed with happiness like a flower, and the nectar of the stamens flowed to the bottom of her heart.
"When I see that every time you come back from hunting, not with tiredness, but with a smile, I know that simple life is also a kind of happiness; when I see the figures of my parents and parents close to the figure, shoulder to shoulder, sitting in the twilight to share my old age, I know that simple life is also a kind of happiness; when I do extraordinary things in my ordinary life, and I see that I know how to cherish the happiness in front of me more than before, I know that simple life is also a kind of happiness. ”
A bird in the sky took a bouquet of olive branches and threw it into Crystal Lena's dream, and she came out of her hazy meditation, her eyes resting on the silver cup in the center of the table, from which she gazed at it, and saw the glittering silver cup swaying in the night like an immaculate pearl of the night, and when she looked down, she saw that it shone like the wings of a star, and its shining luster seemed to be chasing the moon before dawn, and from a distance, the silver cup looked like a pen holder made of green bamboo, and the vivid greenery seemed to flow out of the bamboo, and when she looked closer, it was like an ark full of hope, sailing towards the unknown shore. Crystal Lena picked up the silver cup and gently stroked the carved patterns with her hand, gradually coming back to her memories of the previous days.
It was Jingliana's twenty-fifth birthday, Dugu Jian went to the downtown not far away early in the morning to catch the market, he was going to choose a unique gift for his wife, when he was dazzled by the dazzling array of items, he was stung by a silver glittering white light, so he followed the light and walked over, when he found that it was a beautiful silver cup, he felt that this cup made him fall in love as much as their love made him admire.