Chapter 245: Dilemma

The tents of the tribe were built on rocky mountain formations to avoid strong cold winds as much as possible. There is no regularity in the division of dozens of large tents. Fang Shi and Su Jia entered the territory of the Beth tribe, everyone nodded in a friendly manner, and those who knew Su Jia would come forward to say hello. However, on the whole, the morale of the tribe is very low, and after a year of isolation, they are purely for the sake of survival. And the materials they rely on for survival are still airdropped by the Alliance, not created by their own capabilities.

Valkyrie's house is on the side of a mountain, a kilometer from the tribal settlement. Below the house are misty cliffs. The house is very simple, not even a tent, just a cave, a cave that has been transformed by the Valkyrie. The cave is not deep, about ten meters, about ten meters high, the ground is covered with warm blankets, there is a fireplace and a stone bed, there are quite a few things, and there is even good wine and coffee. There is a large stone at the entrance of the cave, and when the wind and snow blow into the cave, the Valkyrie blocks the entrance to the cave with the stone.

The Valkyrie sat quietly on the edge of the cliff next to the cave, a stone jutting out two meters from the cliff. When the martial god heard the footsteps, he didn't look back, and said: "Su Jia, your footsteps are more than steady, but your agility is insufficient, and martial arts practitioners practice both soft and hard, how can you be a girl who cultivates hard skills so domineering." ”

"Dad. Su Jia smiled, put her backpack aside, walked behind the martial god and stood, looking down at the cliff, below is Bess Mountain, in the gap of the sea of clouds, you can see the monsters moving in Bess Mountain.

Fang Shi approached: "Hello uncle." ”

"Yes. The Martial God replied, opened his eyes and looked down, and said, "With the help of the Alliance, the most difficult thing in Liva Mountain is fire." "The altitude of the Leva Mountains is too high, and the plants are mostly shrubs. And because the tribe almost gave up grazing, there was a lack of animal manure. The most scarce thing in the Leva Mountains is wood or coal that can be burned.

Fang Shi said: "Isn't it people who are the most difficult? Along the way, it is difficult to see everyone's smiles, and most people are very silent. Even Su Jia's acquaintances, when they greeted them, they barely squeezed out a little smile, with some stammering. ”

Martial God sighed deeply: "Yes, isolated from the world, it is not Peach Blossom Township, and resources are scarce. Doing nothing every day, even if you are ready to receive airdrop materials and divide airdrop materials. Earlier, everyone was very grateful to the Alliance for the rescue, and then slowly began to complain about the supplies airdropped by the Alliance. While holding and eating, he scolded. ”

Fang Shidao: "Before we came, we talked to the officials of the alliance, and they thought that the plan to pick up three or four hundred people from Liva Mountain was very unrealistic. But if they insist, they can find a way, but first they need to build an improvised runway. ”

Wu Shen said: "The mountain wind is too strong, and even if an improvised runway is built, the risk of the plane landing is very high...... I know that taking these hundreds of people can be done for the Alliance, but they don't want to waste resources here. In the past three months, the frequency of airdrops has changed from once a week to once every six months. If I'm not mistaken, there are differences of opinion within the alliance on whether or not to continue to support Levard...... What do you think?"

Fang Shi said: "If it is your uncle, you come forward to ask for it, the alliance will definitely be able to solve this matter." However, uncle, you owe such a great favor, if you live in seclusion again, you can't say anything if you have no desires or desires. As for airborne supplies, it has nothing to do with human favors, it is a condition of my trade with some people. ”

Martial God said: "I know that Bob has ordered ten neutral masters, and I hope that these ten people can become the reserve personnel of the decapitation team." Bob contacted me and asked me to go out of the mountain without me taking any risks, but to support him openly and assist him in his management work. ”

Fang Shi: "What does uncle mean?"

Martial God said: "I told him that I don't like to deal with outsiders, and I can't do management work." But I can investigate the monsters individually. I contacted a woman named Mija, who was in charge of the investigation of monsters, and she wanted to meet with me and explain in detail the current methods and methods of human detection of monsters. ”

Fang Shi said: "It means that uncle, you have to enter the area where the big monster is entrenched alone and investigate the big monster alone." ”

Valkyrie nodded: "Well, Mi Jia asked me what I wanted, and I said if I could find a way to pick up the people from the Beth tribe, Mi Jia replied that there was no problem, and the day after tomorrow the Alliance would send a transport plane to pick them up." ”

Su Jia: "Dad, you seem to have something on your mind." ”

The Martial God looked at the Beth Grassland and said, "When they leave the Beth Mountains, it means that the Beth Mountains are gone." Bess Mountain is a place where we have lived and cultivated for generations, and has also experienced wars. But this time Bess Mountain is gone...... If it's gone, it's gone, anyway, I don't want Su Jia to live in isolation in Beth Mountain...... Fang Shi, boil water, make tea. ”

Coal is used to boil water, and the alliance seals several boxes separately for each airdrop, a box dedicated to the Martial God, which contains a lot of luxuries, high-quality blankets, scarce fuel, and even a few bottles of good wine each time. The martial god is not virtuous, he did not distribute these luxuries to the people of the tribe, firstly, this material is not enough at all, and secondly, it is not poor but equal, and the uneven distribution of materials will cause contradictions within the tribe.

Fang Shi took the stove outside the cave to light the fire, boiled water, made tea, and said, "Uncle, is there anyone in the clan who not only does not thank his uncle, but also ......?"

"Well, there are some people who think I should give everything to everyone, and there are others who ask me to talk to the Alliance and increase the supply of supplies, especially fuel and food. Martial God said: "After the monster invasion began, I persuaded them to go south immediately and leave the country. And they were so enthusiastic that they didn't want to leave the land. The biggest mistake is my fault, I shouldn't have told them that monsters wouldn't invade Leva Mountain. ”

The tribe had planned to set up pastures in the area around the Livar Mountains, which logically worked. However, there was a problem in the operation because the environment around the Leval Mountains was very harsh, and it would be very difficult for the people who were assigned to live outside the Levar Mountains. In contrast, the grass that grows from the stream is very rich in Levar Mountain, and everyone wants to stay in Levar Mountain.

In the end, it was not possible to decide who would move out of Levar Mountain, so everyone stayed, and the pasture in Levar Mountain could not provide a large number of livestock. At first, everyone would discuss and ask for various ways to select people who left Liva Mountain, but later everyone didn't have the heart to wait for airdrops.

Wu Shen said: "Although the living conditions in the three pastoral areas outside the Liva Mountains are relatively difficult, they are not too bad. The problem is that everyone wants to stay in Lyvar Mountain. At first, it was the patriarch who named a few families, but several families did not do anything, saying that the patriarch favored his immediate relatives, and they thought that as the patriarch should make sacrifices. Later, the lottery began again, and the people who won the lottery began to spill, and a woman committed suicide by jumping off a cliff to protest that the lottery was problematic. Actually, there was really something wrong with the draw. In the end, except for two families who moved, everyone stayed. ”

"These two families now have a lot of sheep in captivity, and some of them planned to follow their example and move away, but a few of the tribe were hungry and went to steal the sheep, and were found by the owner and killed the owner. They kept the sheepfold open, and several of them fled for their lives. ”

The martial god was about to say, Fang Shi said softly: "Uncle......"

"Huh?"

Fang Shi: "You're old. "This martial god is completely different from the previous martial god, and it is all these trivial things.

The martial god was stunned, and after a long time, he smiled: "Well, I'm old, this year, I think about trivial things in the tribe every day." I don't want to be the leader, but everyone has to come and talk to me if they have a little grievance, and they talk about it, haha...... It's ridiculous that I've been trapped by mundane things for so long. When I see you, I can't wait to tell you all the troubles I have encountered. ”

Fang Shi opened his backpack and took out the barbecue grill to build: "Barbecue, barbecue, drink in a big bowl, and eat meat." ”

Martial God said: "You are doing this in the green forest." ”

Fang Shi said: "No matter what the pie is, it's good that my uncle is happy." ”

Su Jia finally spoke: "Dad, it's too dangerous for you to investigate the big monster alone." ”

The martial god didn't answer, and looked at Fang Shi and said, "How about the sailing technique?"

Fang Shi knew what the Martial God was going to say, and replied, "It's okay, I didn't understand it at all at first." Gamble was also stunned, and when he encountered a big storm, he actually put me at the helm and almost buried the Poseidon. Once, twice, three times, unless there's a superstorm, I'm still able to handle it. ”

Valkyrie asked, "What about a superstorm?"

Fang Shi replied: "It's also me, but Gamble is watching from the side, and he won't take over until I make a few mistakes." In order to train me, I deliberately took the B line, which is a dangerous passage in the Sea of the Gods, and let me be fully responsible. After five days on that channel, I lost twelve pounds. ”

Su Jia looked at the two men, as if she understood or not. Fang Shi explained: "What Uncle means is that the flowers that grow in the greenhouse can't withstand the blow of wind and rain. Uncle investigates the big monster, not only to do things for humans, but also to challenge himself. ”

Su Jia: "It's dangerous?"

Fang Shi nodded: "Yes, there must be danger." ”

The martial god walked to the fire, touched Su Jia's head, sat aside, and said, "Su Jia, what do you say is the meaning of my existence? Is it to live for your comfort, or to improve the quality of life for yourself? Now I can say that I have no worries, and I want to do something that I have always wanted to do, but have not done. ”

The martial god told Su Jia that his cultivation had reached a bottleneck. The last time he broke through the bottleneck was because he abandoned his children's personal affairs and was lonely in Bess Mountain. If he wants to make a breakthrough this time, he must bravely face a strong opponent. In his life, he was born because of martial arts, and he was martial all his life. Just like a painter, he has been breaking through himself, outsiders don't know what he wants to achieve, only the painter himself knows that the breakthrough is endless. His joy in life lies in sublimating himself and improving his artistic realm. Like a martial god, he doesn't practice martial arts for the sake of defeating some people, he doesn't practice martial arts for the sake of reputation, he pursues the limit of martial arts, the limit of what he can achieve. Walking on this path, he died without regrets.

When Martial God asked Fang Shi about his sailing skills, Fang Shi knew what Martial God was going to say, and already knew what Martial God was thinking. Gamble told Fang Shi that his ideal was to cross the seas. It's a pity that one person can't drive the Poseidon, he must be responsible for the life and safety of the crew. Therefore, he gave up his ideal of becoming the king of the sea of gods, and concentrated on keeping the success, pursuing material satisfaction in the calm A-line voyage. also gave up his ideals, which led to spiritual emptiness, so he married three wives. He hopes to achieve in other fields and comfort his unattainable ideals.

In the middle of the night, Fang Shi lay on the edge of the cliff and looked at the bright moon, and asked himself a question, what is his ideal? All living beings are different, but most people have the same life pattern, they may also have ideals, but they can't or can't pursue them. There are also a small number of people who are called crazy, and they have a persistent spirit to pursue their dreams.

Something is unknown to ask Huang Ye.

After listening to it for five minutes, Huang Ye replied: "You don't have to think too much, you just have to be a layman, just eat and drink well and marry a few wives to live happily for a lifetime." You can have bullshit ideals in that realm. The martial god is different, people can be lonely for martial arts for decades, and you will run away immediately within two days. ”

"Hey, it's true, but can you be tactful? I also have self-esteem. ”

"Oh, Brother Self-esteem, what is your ideal?"

Fang Shi was speechless and asked rhetorically: "What about your ideals?"

Huang Ye paused for a while and didn't speak, Fang Shi was about to laugh, Huang Ye said leisurely: "Live with heaven and earth, and be the first person in the universe of the flood universe." ”

This ideal...... I don't even understand it, I don't understand it. Fang Shi said: "It is normal to be born, old, sick and die, heaven and earth have the same life, cut." ”

"I believe that man will conquer heaven, and if heaven will overcome me, I will also go against heaven. My life is up to me, not to God, even if I fail, I will not regret it in this life. ”

"......" Fang Shi asked: "Have you seen too much?" Many of the protagonists are very bullish and will say this, the only problem is that when they say this bullish words, they have no capital at all, and they are purely bragging. Of course, because it was the protagonist who succeeded in the end. Objectively and rationally, only one hundred million people are qualified to say that they want to earn 50 million in half a year, but those who only have 100 yuan say that they want to earn one billion in half a year...... There is no other way but to open the hanging. The so-called opening is the behavior of detaching itself from its own conditions and relying entirely on countless unexpected factors to succeed. In Fang Shi's opinion, at least he must have the strength beyond ordinary people to have the capital to brag. There are ten losers behind a successful person, and the reason why a successful person is successful is that in addition to bad luck, he must have the strength of more than ten losers, or he must have the capital to succeed. Capital includes minds, hard work, and so on.

Fang Shi thinks that Huang Ye is indeed different, his temper is different, and his strength is also different. If Huang Ye said that he wanted to become the number one master on the planet, Fang Shi felt that this ideal was reliable, because Huang Ye had this potential and external strength. Huang Ye said that he wanted to live with heaven and earth, and he did not hesitate to go against the sky...... That's bragging. In Fang Shi's opinion, perhaps the God of Apocalypse was barely qualified to say this.

"Look at your sister...... When I go to sea, I will go to the temple of the goddess again. Huang Ye didn't want to discuss this topic with Fang Shi.