Chapter 84 Uneasiness
In the side room next to the main hall of the Tianyi City Palace, the monarch's mother sat on the chair next to the table of the Eight Immortals facing the window, wiping her tears constantly. Behind him stood a burning dress.
On the other chair across the Eight Immortals Table to the left of the Jun's mother sat Burning Tho.
Behind the two curtains on the right hand side of Jun's mother is an eight-step bed where Yuhua is lying.
"I sat alone on a round bench between the two curtains, quietly waiting for Yuhua to wake up. Half an hour ago, a doctor had already checked Yuhua's pulse. Consistent with what Ran Xiang said, the doctor also claimed that Yuhua was just overly angry and that there was no big problem.
"When it was almost noon, Yuhua woke up.
"As soon as she turned her head, she saw me first, and said in a weak voice, 'Buddha, can you come closer to me.' ’
Hearing Yuhua speak, Junmu and Ran Xiang both stood up, and later saw that Yuhua was calling me, and they both sat down slowly.
I stood up, moved the stool into the first curtain, and sat down at the head of Yuhua's bed.
Yuhua stretched out a hand from the side of the quilt, and I held it tightly with both hands.
"Yuhua stared at me with straight eyes and asked, 'Buddha Dai, tell me the truth, did you really want to be with me when you brought me out this time, or did you really want to be with me, or did you want to be entrusted by someone?'
At this time, her eyes were no longer as cold as before, but they contained warmth. After asking me, there were a few more expectations in his eyes.
"I said, 'The last time I went into the mountains, the Mother of the Monarch did ask me to bring you back to the land of the Dry Fish. I wanted to see you, and then tell you the reason, and then do something to persuade you.
"But since I came back from the mountain, I haven't had a chance to meet you, and then a series of complicated things have happened, and I have forgotten about it.
"'Yesterday I heard you say that your mother had placed a trail on you to track our escape, and you asked me if there was a place where your mother could not go or dared not go.
"'I first thought of Shouyang Mountain, where I studied art, but when I thought about it, going there might cause a dispute between Ximu and Shouyang Mountain, which would affect the peace and tranquility of the world.
"'In a hurry, I suddenly thought of what my mother had entrusted me.
"'The monarch is your biological mother, and the land of the Drought Tribes is not under the jurisdiction of the Him. I thought to myself, when you get here, even if Aunt Zhen comes after you, you have a reason to stay here, even if Aunt Zhen is unwilling, she will not easily provoke a dispute between the Wa royal family and the drought clan.
"'At that time, I thought, when we reach the land of the Dry Fish, I will slowly explain to you your relationship with the Dry Fish and the Monarch Mother. Of course, it is best if you can recognize the monarch, if you can't recognize each other, you and I can also temporarily live in the land of drought and become husband and wife, and then find a way to make Aunt Zhen accept the fact that we are in a boat.
"'But who would have thought that as soon as he entered the dense forest, he was attacked by the Huandou people, and then Aunt Zhen chased after him so quickly. I didn't have a chance to explain my thoughts to you.
"'I hate the Buddha and can swear to the heavens, if I have a half-day false affection for you, I will ......'
"Speaking of this, Yuhua shook my hand vigorously, turned his head back and forth slightly, and said, 'I'm sorry, Buddha. I shouldn't have doubted you. I was so excited, my mind went blank, and some words seemed to come straight out of my tongue without going through my brain. ’
After Yuhua finished speaking, he looked behind me, and I immediately got up and glanced at the monarch and stood aside.
The monarch's mother understood, walked to Yuhua's bed in three steps and two steps, and sat on the round stool.
Yuhua glanced at the monarch and cried.
"The monarch held back her tears and comforted: 'Son, you have suffered. ’
Yuhua shook her head and said, 'You are the one who suffers. Please forgive me for being reckless. ’
Jun Mu looked at Yuhua affectionately and shook her head.
After a moment of silence, Yuhua said slowly, "Can you give me some time to get used to our relationship?" Although I know the cause and effect of the incident, deep down, I still can't treat you as a mother right away. It all came too suddenly for me. ’
"The monarch turned her head and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, bit her lip and said, 'As long as I can look at you every day, you can treat me like anything.' I've been waiting for fifteen years, and I'm not afraid to wait. ’
There was another long silence.
"Ran Xiang stepped forward, stood outside the double curtains, and said, 'Your Majesty, now that the princess has woken up, let her rest well, and you should also go back to the palace to rest.' Since you left the palace yesterday night, you haven't closed your eyes yet. ’
When the monarch heard this, she stood up and said to Yuhua, "I will come to see you tomorrow morning, and you must recuperate with peace of mind." It's a quiet place, and no one will bother you anymore. ’
After saying that, he walked straight out the door, and the two sisters and their entourage all followed out of the room.
"I went over and sat down on the round stool again, and said to Yuhua, 'Are you hungry or not, I'll go and ask them to get you something to eat.' ’
"Yuhua didn't answer my words, but said with a solemn face: 'Buddha Dai, I want to marry you immediately. ’
I didn't know how to answer for a moment.
Yuhua saw me staring at her blankly, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth for the first time.
"She stretched out her hand and straightened my collar, let out a sigh of relief, and said, 'I don't want us to be like my mother and my biological father, two people who love each other, and suddenly they will be separated one day. Time is the scariest thing. My mother waited for three years, in exchange for the disappearance of her lover and the pain of a lifetime. So don't wait any longer, I'm going to deliver me into your hands while I can still see you. That way, no matter what happens in the future, I won't have any regrets. ’
"I said, 'Yuhua, don't think like that. I will always be by your side, and I will definitely never leave you in this life. ’
"Yuhua said, 'I know, I know you won't abandon me. But no one can predict the changes in the world, and no one can stop them. ’
"Thinking that we have just arrived in this drought realm, people and land are unfamiliar, and if we want to live here forever in the future, there are many things to deal with, and it is too early to get married.
Yuhua suddenly rushed to bring this up, I think it may be that the changes encountered in the day today are too abrupt and heavy for her, and she can't bear it for a while, so she will think about it crankily.
"But I couldn't object directly to her face, so I deliberately diverted the topic and said, 'You left here when you were six years old, do you still have an impression of this place?'
Yuhua shook her head.
Then she looked at the carved flowers on the top of the bed, and said earnestly: 'I can't figure out why she was opposed to me and yours when she was engaged to my biological father's private engagement back then. I used to think that she didn't understand things between men and women, so she couldn't understand my feelings. Today I learned that she can do incredible things for the sake of her feelings. Tell me, is she schizophrenic?'
"I was stunned and asked, 'What split?'
"Yuhua said: 'Schizophrenia!, that is, a person who has two different ideas living in one's body, which I read in a book called 'The Philosophical Treatise of Gezhi' when I was a school in the city. ’
"I couldn't understand what she was saying, but I knew she was condemning Aunt Zhen's actions.
"I said, 'You can't say that, Aunt Zhen, she's a victim. ’”