066 Old routines, hurtful hearts
Listening to Xue Yutian's words, my heart instantly dropped to the freezing point. What he is doing now, what he says, seems to have subverted the Xue Yu I knew before.
"I don't believe it. I looked at Xue Yutian, who bowed his head and gave me an injection: "I don't believe it, you look at me like this." β
Xue Yutian stopped what he was doing, and only looked up after a long time before he said, "What do I think of you?
"If you really looked down on me, you wouldn't be sitting here right now. β
Xue Yu was stunned for a moment, and said coldly at random: "I am a doctor, and it is my duty to save people, so I can't watch you faint at the door and take care of it." β
Before I lost consciousness, I was outside Qin Yuefeng's house.
"You didn't go with me, how could you find me fainting there," I said quietly, "You've been following me, haven't you?"
Xue Yutian was hit by what I said, and his eyes looked away and stopped talking.
"You sent me here?" I asked tentatively.
Xue Yutian acquiesced.
The sadness in my heart was even worse, I fainted outside Qin Yuefeng's door, but it was Xue Yu who sent me over, which proves that after I fainted, Qin Yuefeng in the house did nothing.
"General, he ......" Speaking of Qin Yuefeng, the scene I saw before I fainted swept over, like a dream.
I fainted for this, and I really didn't have any chance.
I laughed at myself, but my eyes dimmed instantly.
"General Qin has a beautiful woman by his side, where is there any time......" Xue Yutian hadn't finished his words to hurt me, and his words came to an abrupt end when he saw my bubbling tears.
He watched me cry in silence, and when I finally couldn't help crying, Xue Yutian frowned and sighed: "I should have thought that this would happen, what are you asking for." β
What am I asking for? How hard is it for me to want a husband who loves me wholeheartedly?
"Give me a needle. "I cried enough, and when my emotions stabilized, my voice became cold.
Xue Yutian obviously hesitated, but he didn't refuse me and silently pulled out the needle for me.
I struggled to sit up, and after several twists and turns, it was a miracle that the child in my belly was still fine.
Looking at his huge belly, a huge emptiness spread in the bottom of my heart, my child has not been born yet, and the child's father has already cheated, what is my life.
"What are you thinking?" Xue Yutian couldn't help but ask when he saw me staring at his belly in a daze.
"I thought, if only I didn't have this child. β
I looked up at Xue Yutian's surprised eyes, and said lightly: "If there is no such child, things will be much simpler, I have no reason to stay here, Longhui will not regard me as a thorn in the side, and I can be a little less nostalgic for Qin Yuefeng." Do you say?"
"You want to go?"
I shook my head with a smile and gently stroked my belly: "After going through so much, my children are still there, how can I go." If he lasts for a day, I can hold on for a day. β
I struggled to get off the ground, moved my hands and feet, and said to Xue Yu: "No matter what you think of me now, thank you for saving me once." With that, I raised my feet and prepared to leave.
Walking past Xue Yutian, the moment I passed by, Xue Yutian grabbed my hand, and as soon as I broke free, he grabbed my fingers tighter and broke my fingers one by one until they were tightly clasped with him.
"Doctor Xue, what are you doing here?"
Xue Yutian's expression suddenly became very strange: "It's just a general, why does that person touch you too, if he can, then can I too?"
I listened to Xue Yutian's words, and opened my mouth wide in surprise, what bastard did he say just now?
I tried hard to break free of Xue Yutian's hand, but as soon as his fingers were slightly forced, I couldn't break free at all.
"You let go!" I yelled. "Who do you think of me?"
"Then why can he touch you?" Xue Yutian's eyes became redder and redder, "Why! Don Rick can touch you?!Why?!" Xue Yutian roared out of control.
"He's a brute!Are you too?!" I was annoyed and a little scared, Xue Yutian in this state, I really saw it for the first time.
Xue Yu was blocked by me, he gasped for breath, his face was flushed, and it took a long time for him to calm down his emotions, and the strength in his hands was also relaxed.
"Your body was already weak, and now that you are stimulated, it's best not to walk around. Xue Yutian spoke in a cold tone, as if the person who had just lost control was not him.
I shook off his hand and walked straight ahead. I'm going to ask Qin Yuefeng, and I'm going to hear him tell me in person what he's doing with Long Hui.
When I pushed the door out, I happened to meet the cicada chirping with a basin of hot water, she was startled when she saw me coming out, hurriedly put down the things in her hand, and came up to support me: "Sister! Why are you up now, you should lie down." β
"I'm fine," I said, grimacing.
"How can it be okay?!! My sister has been seeing red, and Dr. Xue is in a hurry. "The cicada chirped a few buttons that I had loosened, and there were still faint traces of Xue Yu's needles on my neck.
"He?" I felt a tightness in my heart, originally Xue Yutian was the most reassuring person for me, but now I also have a mustard, and his words and actions that he humiliated me and forced me to force me have become scars in my heart that I can't erase.
"Cicada Ming, what kind of person is Dr. Xue, I'm afraid that now I know better than you, he may have treated you well, but it doesn't mean that he is a good person, you can think clearly. β
Cicada Ming heard that I was nodding her, but she didn't nod her head as usual, but said hurriedly: "Sister misunderstood Dr. Xue!"
"Misunderstanding?" I wondered. "How did you misunderstand him?"
After my sister fainted, Dr. Xue checked my sister's pulse and said that the whole body must be acupuncture, but there is a difference between men and women, he refused to damage his sister's reputation and went to find the county lord of Longhui, but after looking for it several times, the county lord of Longhui said that he was sick and refused to come out of hiding in the general's room. Sister, don't misunderstand Dr. Xue!"
The words of the cicada made me stunned, the person in the cicada's words is indeed more like the Xue Yutian I know, but if this is the case, why did he still humiliate me with words when he faced me just now?
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Xue Yu sat on the chair and watched Mingxiu rush out of the room without looking back, he clenched his fists, and finally didn't stop her again.
He couldn't keep this man.
Mingxiu's tears were like flames, burning Xue Yutian restlessly.
Originally, when there was a fire that day, he saw that General Qin was not with Mingxiu, but carried Longhui, who was slightly injured, back to the room, so he panicked to find Mingxiu, who knew that he saw Mingxiu being held in his arms by another man, and what made him even more devastated was that the man turned out to be Don Rick - the demon who once ruined his family.
At that moment, the hatred in Xue Yu's heart awakened again, as if all the things he cherished would be touched by that incomparably arrogant demon, and he didn't know if this was fate or calamity.
ββ
I didn't respond to the words of the cicada, she did say that it moved me, after all, I have been with Xue Yutian for so long, I don't believe that his previous kind appearance is a disguise, but at the moment I can't care about that, compared to Xue Yutian, I want to know what happened to Qin Yuefeng.
I haven't walked to Qin Yuefeng's room yet, I only went to a small garden near his room, and I saw Qin Yuefeng's figure from a distance, he was telling a little girl something, I listened closely, and only heard him say: "Don't put sugar in dim sum, the county lord doesn't like sweet." β
After that, as soon as Qin Yuefeng raised his eyes, he saw me next to the flowers.
I didn't intend to hide, I just stood there and watched him, he came to me, untied his cloak and put it on me, my body instantly warmed, but my heart was cold.
Qin Yuefeng didn't speak for a long time, as if he was thinking about what to say to me, I waited quietly for him to give me an explanation, but my eyes were already involuntarily filled with tears.
"Xiuxiu, don't cry," Qin Yuefeng said hurriedly: "Don't cry, I'm sorry for you." β
"I don't want to hear sorry, I want to know why. I wiped away a handful of tears, not wanting to look like a resentful woman.
Qin Yuefeng lowered his eyes and hesitated for a long time before saying: "You also know that in the past, the status of military generals was very low, and my family has always relied on the support of the Longhui family, if I lose Longhui, my family will be finished." β
Oh, political marriages. It's a very old routine, but it still pokes people's hearts.
"So you're going to abandon me and your children?"
"I never wanted to give up you and the child, I also wanted to keep you by my side and take good care of you, and I also wanted to give you the only love you wanted, but Mingxiu, I really can't do it. Qin Yuefeng's eyes dimmed, and his brows furrowed tightly.
I don't know why, I was relieved when I heard this.
Originally, it was my wishful thinking, I wanted the so-called only love, I had nothing, and I wanted to dominate the best generals in the empire.
It's naΓ―ve.
I thought I was going to cry again, but when I reached out and touched my cheek, it was dry.
I chuckled: "I understand you, General Qin, I also said that I will never pester you." But at that time I was alone and light, and now," I touched my huge bulging belly, "Now, I am still pregnant with Rui'er, should you give him an explanation." β
"Of course I'll be responsible, Xiu'er, if you are willing to stay by my side," Qin Yuefeng's eyes lit up, "I will love you and love you as before, and Rui'er." Would you like to?"
Seeing that I was silent, Qin Yuefeng's eyes dimmed, and he said in a low voice: "If you don't want to, you can say a place to go, anywhere, and I will arrange another garden for you......"
"That's enough!" I interrupted Qin Yuefeng and sneered, "The general is really generous to our mother and son. β
I looked at Qin Yuefeng with an embarrassed expression, and the bitterness in my heart spread uncontrollably.
"General, I really feel like I was making a mistake now. β