I shook the water from my face and looked at myself carefully, but I was not yet a little girl of 18 years old, but I didn't have the demeanor of a little girl, and my young body had already experienced many times that others might not experience in their lifetime. When I was a child, my poor days made me suffer from the hunger and pain of my flesh and skin, after meeting Qin Yuefeng, in addition to physical suffering, there were many mental and emotional collapses, until now I am not crazy, to be honest, I still admire myself.

And what really gives me a headache is how I will live my life in the future, and when will the fate of being at the mercy of others end.

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At that time, Qin Yuefeng left the room where Mingxiu was, and couldn't help but look back at Mingxiu before going out, the extremely thin girl and wooden man sat on the bed in a daze, and her eyes did not shine at all.

Qin Yuefeng suddenly felt as if there were tens of millions of tons of stones pressing on his chest, and a nameless fire became more and more intense, his eyes were sharp, he raised his hand to summon the guards standing aside, and told a few refreshing side dishes that Mingxiu loved to eat, the porridge must be lean porridge without a little fat, and the side dishes should also be sweet and sour, not too salty.

After giving the order, Qin Yuefeng sighed again and turned around to go to the barracks, but his heart was still full of Mingxiu's skinny figure.

The shouts in the barracks shook the sky, the troops of all parts were training in an orderly manner, the current Qin family army was more than 70,000 at the beginning, because of Qin Yuefeng's fame and strong military power, the army under his command had already exceeded 100,000, among the four major generals of the empire, in terms of strength alone, no one could compete with him, but the other three already had a situation of alliance with each other, coupled with the tiger eyeing of the Youta clan Tang Likke, it can be said that Qin Yuefeng is now in internal and external difficulties, but he is not worried, these days, Qin Yuefeng feels more and more that he has never felt a stronger and stronger anger in his heart, he did not panic, but began to enjoy himself now。

Qin Yuefeng strode into a big tent, a strong smell of medicine came to his face, in the corner, Xue Yutian was carefully grinding the dried herbs into medicinal powder, hearing the movement, Xue Yutian stopped the movement in his hand slightly, as if he knew that someone was coming, and said softly: "Mingxiu is awake?"

"Hmm. Qin Yuefeng responded, and then seemed to know what Xue Yutian would ask, "Don't ask, Xiuxiu is not good, very bad." ”

Xue Yutian snorted lightly without any emotion: "Is Mingxiu very bad, or is it the general that you are very bad." ”

This was said politely, Xue Yutian's tone was even more unceremonious, Qin Yuefeng heard this, and frowned slightly: "What do you mean." ”

Xue Yu put down the medicine in his hand and didn't look back, "The general himself should understand, do you still need me to break it?"

Qin Yuefeng's temples instantly burst out, but he finally endured it, and said in a deep voice: "Xiuxiu has suffered, I must get it back for her a thousand times, except for me." She doesn't need to rely on anyone. ”

Xue Yutian finally stood up and turned around. His already white complexion turned even paler in the dim light of the big tent, he looked at Qin Yuefeng fixedly, and spit out a sentence for a while: "The best general is really for Mingxiu." ”

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I don't know how long it took, I withdrew my unfocused daze eyes, slowly walked to the table, looked at the meal in front of me, picked up the spoon and took a sip, it tasted very good, just because it was cold, I couldn't help but have a stomach ache after drinking it.

It just so happened that Qin Yuefeng pushed the door in, and saw me frowning and covering my stomach.

"What's wrong? Xiuxiu?" Qin Yuefeng stepped up to me in one step, and his big hand gently stroked my stomach and rubbed it.

"It's okay, the porridge is cold, and it is cold to the stomach after taking a sip. Just wait a minute. I patted Qin Yuefeng's hand and grinned to say that it didn't matter. "The general came back so soon, I thought it would take two or three days to go back and forth to the barracks. ”

Who would have thought that Qin Yuefeng would suddenly become angry, and the anger in his eyes would come as soon as he said it: "What are those subordinates doing? Don't you know how to change the food when it's cold?!! I have to kill them!"

I was so shocked that I grabbed Qin Yuefeng's hand and stopped: "What is the general doing, I refuse to eat it while it is hot, it has nothing to do with them, I refuse to eat, they can't pry open my mouth and stuff it to me, why should the general be angry." ”

Qin Yuefeng took a few breaths and said, "I can't bear you to suffer a little more, not at all." ”

Qin Yuefeng's words made me not know what to say, they were silent for a while, Qin Yuefeng's tone finally softened, he held my shoulder and rubbed it gently, and said, "Rest early, Xiuxiu, your body is still very weak." ”

Although I was not in good health, I slept intermittently for a long time, and I was not sleepy at this time, and besides, I was not in the mood to sleep at the moment.

"Qin Lang, I want to ask you for one thing, can you promise me. I looked down at my toes

I originally thought that Qin Yuefeng would agree without thinking about it, but he hesitated and didn't respond for a long time.

"Qin Lang?" I raised my eyes and looked at him. Qin Yuefeng's voice was low: "No, I can't agree." ”

This made me choke and laugh out loud: "I haven't said what it is...... yet"

"I think you're going to say you want to leave me. Qin Yuefeng quickly returned with the dust and dust, and there was still the smell of dust on his body.

I was so cold by the cold wind he brought in that I couldn't help but sneeze, and my body shook involuntarily.

I don't know if Qin Yuefeng felt the sense of distance that I unconsciously showed, although he lowered all his stature and followed me almost humbly, but although I was indeed standing less than half a foot beside him at the moment, there seemed to be an invisible gap between the two of us, which could not be made up by a few words of his mountain alliance and sea oath.

"No, not this. I smiled unnaturally and turned my gaze away. I really wanted to tell Qin Yuefeng to let me leave this place, but his expression and refusal made me unable to say it anyway, this time when I came back, Qin Yuefeng had indeed changed a lot, and the anger and coldness that he couldn't hide in the corners of his eyes seemed to subvert the existence of Qin Yuefeng in the past, although he was cold in the past, but it made people feel reliable and upright, and now, the aura he exuded was more terrifying and frightening.

Hearing me say no, Qin Yuefeng's expression relaxed, sat on the chair next to me, gently held my hand in the palm of his hand, and said, "Whatever Xiuxiu wants, I can get it for you, you can mention it." ”

"Uh...... Nothing, I don't have anything, nothing more to say. ”

Qin Yuefeng's originally drooping eyes suddenly looked at me.

I gave myself a big ear in my heart. Isn't that an indirect admission that I just wanted to leave?!

"I ......" I opened my mouth and wanted to explain, Qin Yuefeng sighed, did not continue the topic just now, but said: "You rest early today, rest well, I will take you to the Qin family's army base camp tomorrow to have a look, after leaving this for a long time, I guess you also want to go back to have a look." ”

“...... Good. I hesitated in a low voice and agreed, Qin Yuefeng gently stopped me, rested his chin on my shoulder, and whispered: "Let you go and see it so that you can believe me." ”

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The next day, I followed Qin Yuefeng to the long-lost Qin family army camp, and the road was not slow, but thinking about my body, it was already completely dark when I arrived at the camp.

Although I had already thought about it before I arrived, I was still shocked when I actually arrived at the camp.

This camp, the scale has been more than twice as large as before, as soon as it gets dark, the torches lit everywhere set off the camp incomparably grand, in the past, when I was a cooking soldier, it was only half an hour to walk from the edge of the camp to the central camp, and now, I rode a horse with Qin Yuefeng, and I walked far away for more than half an hour, and I passed at least three passes in the middle before I arrived at the big tent where Qin Yuefeng was.

"As you can see, Xiuxiu. Qin Yuefeng's eyes narrowed slightly: "I'm very strong now, so strong that you can rely on it with confidence, confidence, and confidence." ”

Qin Yuefeng said the important things three times, and it took three reassuring words, and I finally understood the meaning of Qin Yuefeng asking me to come here.

At that time, I wandered on the death line several times because I couldn't rely on Qin Yuefeng, and I lost everything, and because I wanted to take revenge, I went to Don Rick, who could help me more.

Qin Yuefeng was proving to me that he could already be my support, and he made me break my mind of leaving.

It's just that I look at this situation, Qin Yuefeng's previous sentence "I want to be the opposite, it's really not just talking." ”

"Qin Lang......" I hesitated, "Do you really want to rebel?"

The corners of Qin Yuefeng's mouth hooked slightly, took my hand and took me into the big tent, and said as he walked: "I used to think that as a general of the empire, I was enough to protect you, but who knew that it would bring you suffering, since this is the case, I will go to a higher position and no longer be controlled by others, in this way, who can still control me, who can still bully you, no one, no one can." ”

My heart suddenly became extremely heavy, and I asked softly, "Have you ever thought about the price?"

"What price, the court is like that, it's not that I will have someone else, even so, it's better than me. "Qin Yuefeng said it so rightly that I couldn't even think of words to respond for a while.

Just thinking about it, he suddenly heard the footsteps outside, Xue Yu walked in with a folding fan in his hand, his pale and handsome face showed a trace of tiredness, and when he saw me, his eyes flashed with a trace of concern.

"It's getting late, is there anything wrong with Yutian?" Qin Yuefeng stood up, holding my hand but didn't let go, "After a day of walking, Xiuxiu is also tired, I wanted to take Xiuxiu over to see you tomorrow." ”

Xue Yutian shook his head slightly, did not look at me again, but took out a letter from his sleeve pocket and said, "The second prince has a letter." ”