These days, the Qin Mansion is so lively, and everyone in the whole mansion is preparing for Qin Yuefeng and Longhui's marriage ceremony.

After my fever subsided, the whole person was still weak, my arms and legs were weak, and I could lie down for four or five days before I could get out of bed, and the cicadas chirped to let me breathe, and when the sun was good, they set up a chaise longue in the corridor outside the house and helped me to lie down.

Knowing that I was sick, the emperor issued a decree allowing me to live in the Qin Mansion before Qin Yuefeng's wedding, and I was dragging my sick body to kneel on the ground and accept the decree with a smile, and I had to say 'thank the emperor for his grace' against my will

I thanked him for his size, he deliberately wanted me to see Qin Yuefeng and Long Hui getting married in the Qin Mansion.

That day, the fire did not hurt, the queen mother was not injured, after recuperating in the Qin Mansion for two days, she left me to go back to the palace, and before leaving, she also issued an order, saying that Longhui was busy with the marriage ceremony, and the matter of taking care of the queen mother in the future was all handed over to Xue Yutian, so Xue Yutian needed to enter the palace every day to take care of the queen mother.

"There are so many imperial doctors in the palace, why must it be Dr. Xue. Cicada Ming took a thick quilt and put it on my lap, and put it next to me, and said dissatisfiedly: "I know that my sister is weak, and I also transferred Dr. Xue to the palace, and the county lord of Longhui is like that, it is impossible to treat my sister sick, it is too inhuman." ”

"Alright, let's say a few words. I frowned and interrupted the cicada's chirping: "I know you don't like the Queen Mother, but she is the Queen Mother after all, be careful when you speak, don't let someone take the handle." After that, I flicked the carbon fire that jumped on the flames, and said, "It doesn't matter what my body is, doesn't Dr. Xue rush back every night to see me, besides, there are pharmacies on the street, and some are doctors, and they can't see a doctor." ”

"How can my sister let those Jianghu traveling doctors see a doctor. The cicada pouted, looking unhappy.

When I saw it, I smiled: "Cicada Ming, which family are you Miss Jiao of when I am? I grew up in the wild in a hard life, and I have never seen what a doctor looks like before. ”

Hearing this, the cicadas held my hand distressedly, I lost a lot of weight, I was originally as thin as a monkey, and now my hands are distinctly jointed, and even a little scary.

"Sister, you have to hold on, your good days are ahead. The cicada choked up as she spoke, tears rolling in her eyes.

I smiled silently on my cheeks: "Don't worry, this is not the hardest day I've ever experienced, I can hold on." ”

As he was talking, a large group of people passed by in the small arch not far away, each holding a big red lantern in his hand, the bright red was particularly dazzling in the snow, and the minions holding the lantern were smiling one by one, full of joy.

On the other hand, the small courtyard where I lived seemed to be isolated, deserted, and there was no festive red.

What a contrast.

I have been sick for the past few days, and almost no one has come to disturb me, but my mind has precipitated a lot, looking back on all the twists and turns since I got to know Qin Yuefeng, and coming to this point is like an infinite expansion of a mistake, if there is no me, the current Qin Yuefeng will happily marry Longhui, everyone is satisfied, everyone is happy, but I am here, like a thorn in everyone's throat.

Maybe it's because I want too much, in the past, my goal in life was to live, knowing that meeting Qin Yuefeng was like falling into a swamp, originally I just wanted to save my life, but now I am getting deeper and deeper.

In the swamp, if you keep sinking, you will really die.

I don't want to die, I want to live, no one wants to live more than me, I am the regenerated bones of Mingxiu who was frozen to death, even if I live like a dog, I want to live.

I closed my eyes tiredly, took a nap in a daze, and suddenly felt someone gently caressing my face.

I snorted, opened my eyes, and saw Qin Yuefeng's face appear directly above me, looking at me with an unpredictable expression.

I wanted to get up, but was stopped by Qin Yuefeng: "Lie down, your body is so weak, don't move." ”

I didn't have anything to be polite about, so I lay back on the recliner with peace of mind, turned my head and looked around, but I didn't see the figure of the cicada, presumably it was taken away by Qin Yuefeng.

Qin Yuefeng sat next to me close to me, and his slender fingers rubbed my face one by one: "How can you be thin like this, is the food unappetizing?"

"No, there are four dishes and one soup for each meal, there are meat and vegetarian dishes, it is very delicious, I eat two bowls of rice. I had a smile on my face and gestures.

Qin Yuefeng's expression didn't get better, "The food is brought back almost unchanged every day, if you really eat two bowls of rice, I won't worry so much." ”

"You know. I stuck out my tongue: "I don't have much appetite." Eating too much is uncomfortable. ”

Qin Yuefeng didn't speak again, and beckoned to a house slave standing not far away, who immediately brought up a food box and opened it, two meat and two vegetarian meals, as well as steaming meat porridge, all of which were my favorite things in the past.

Qin Yuefeng asked people to bring a small table over and take out these foods in the same way.

"Eat a little with me. Qin Yuefeng gave me a bowl of soup, handed it to me hotly, thought about it and snatched it back, "I'll feed you." ”

I sat up and reached out to take the bowl in Qin Yuefeng's hand: "No need, I can do it myself, I'm not so weak." ”

Qin Yuefeng refused to give it to me in the end, insisted on feeding it into my mouthful, and watched me eat up a bowl of porridge with his own eyes, his expression softened a little, and wiped the corners of his mouth with his thumb: "Is it delicious?"

I smiled and nodded: "It's delicious, thank you General." ”

"I'm going to have at least one bowl of porridge in the future, you know, I'll look it up. ”

"Okay, no problem, I'll eat two bowls. I nodded in cooperation, thought about it, and simply raised my hand and swore an oath.

Qin Yuefeng grabbed my hand, put it on the mouth and kissed it again and again, but his expression was deeply worried: "Xiuxiu, why are you so well-behaved?"

I was amused when I heard it: "Isn't it good to be good?" ”

"It's not good, it's not good at all, you used to be so troublesome. Now he behaves like a kitten. Qin Yuefeng's body suddenly trembled: "Do you know, you make me scared like this." I'm really afraid. ”

I touched Qin Yuefeng's face, the little blue stubble on his face that used to be blue everywhere was now trimmed extraordinarily neatly, and there was a burst of sadness in my heart, but there was still a smile on my face: "The so-called person who knows the times is Junjie, originally the emperor said that he would let you get married until you won the battle of the Youta clan, but now I can't wait to get married in advance, this is a holy decree, where is my part to speak, besides, I can't always be ignorant, what's the point of making trouble by myself." ”

When Qin Yuefeng heard this, his arm suddenly grabbed my waist, and he said hurriedly: "You want to leave me, aren't you?"

I was hugged by him, patted him lightly on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "The child is not born, where can I go, I really figured it out and accepted it, General Qin, I sincerely bless you, really." ”

Qin Yuefeng was indeed indescribably bitter: "If you really figure it out, how can you torture yourself and lose weight like this." ”

The smile on my face couldn't hold it anymore, and I collapsed unconsciously, Qin Yuefeng and I, two people who were too familiar with each other, what details could escape each other's eyes.

So I restrained my smile and said: "General, you once promised me the only one, but now I can't fulfill it, you have your reasons, I understand, and I don't blame you, but you also have to give me the right to choose, I love you, but I can't accept polygamy, if I can't do it, I can't do it, instead of leaving me in the house and making each other uncomfortable, it's better to let me go, at least I don't have to guard this desolate courtyard every day, watching the bustle and prosperity in your compound." ”

Qin Yuefeng didn't wait for me to continue, he lowered his head and kissed me, his kiss was not as before, neither domineering nor gentle, but it was tightly attached, pried open my teeth, reached in and sucked greedily, leaving no space.

"Hmm......" I was so kissed that I couldn't breathe, but I still didn't see Qin Yuefeng stop, and suddenly, I tasted a salty taste in my mouth, and my lips were also wet.

Qin Yuefeng cried?

When I thought of this, I opened my eyes in surprise, only to see that Qin Yuefeng was also looking at me with his eyes open, at such a close distance, there seemed to be countless stars in his eyes that shimmered with tears, shining but full of sadness.

I quietly endured Qin Yuefeng's kiss, and after a long time, he slowly let go of me, raised his hand to wipe the tears on my face, didn't say a word, got up and left.

I looked at the back of Qin Yuefeng leaving, and my heart seemed to be emptied, and I was enveloped by a huge sense of emptiness.

Qin Yuefeng and I are going farther and farther away after all.

In the evening, Xue Yutian came back from the palace and saw that I was still sitting outside, and he became angry.

"Mingxiu, don't you want to live anymore? If you don't want to live, just say it, I won't care about you. Xue Yu was so angry that he blew his beard and glared at him.

I looked at his dusty appearance, he must have just been released by the Queen Mother, so he hurried here in a hurry, and said apologetically: "I've been lying for many days, I want to breathe outside, don't be angry, Doctor Xue, I'll go back." ”

With that, he got up and prepared to shout the cicada and go back to the room.

Who knew that Xue Yu stood up excitedly, walked a few steps irritably, and simply stepped forward and hugged me, I was so shocked that I shouted: "You, what are you doing." ”

Xue Yu even took the quilt to pick me up, with an impatient look: "You are hot in the quilt, this suddenly came out, you are not sick again, stay obediently!"

My relationship with Xue Yutian has eased a lot, these days, he has been taking care of me wholeheartedly, and I have also talked to him without a word, gradually breaking the embarrassment and returning to the previous state of gags.

I was hugged back to the bed by Xue Yutian, frightened, my heart was beating suddenly, and before I could come back to my senses, I heard Xue Yutian say again: "Mingxiu, I'll take you out of here, you follow me home to live." ”