"How can you endure this group of sparrows?" asked Lin Haihai with palpitations.

"Do you know? My country is a small country with a population of only 300,000, but it is a place where every country must fight, because our topography is connected to the east and west, and if we want to attack other countries, we must use our country. My father was afraid that my territory would sooner or later be invaded by a country with wolf ambitions, so he married me to the Daxing Dynasty early and sought protection through marriage. The queen said quietly.

"So you can't lose the position of queen, because you are the queen of the Daxing Dynasty for one day, and other countries will not dare to act rashly!" Lin Haihai said clearly.

"This palace is like a cage, if you have a choice, who wants to be trapped here?" the queen squeezed a smile that was more ugly than crying.

"That's why you agreed to be my technical advisor, because you can run around the world!" Lin Haihai said with a smile.

"Of course, the emperor has given me permission to leave the palace, I don't have to look at the false faces of those women in the future, I will leave the palace very early in the future, and then return to the palace when the lights are opened, you have to eat for me!" said the queen with a smile.

"Of course, you are our master, and the people below rely on you to teach you skills!" Lin Haihai nodded vigorously.

The two walked with laughter, and before they knew it, they walked to the garden, Lin Haihai looked at the queen and stopped talking, and the queen asked, "What do you say?"

Lin Haihai thought for a moment and asked: "Those concubines just now, is the emperor's favorite concubine Li?" In fact, she shouldn't ask such a question, but she couldn't control her emotions.

"May I call you Haihai?" said the queen gently.

"Yes, of course!"

"Do you like the Emperor?" asked the Empress in a low voice, her eyes flickering with worry.

Lin Haihai raised his head and looked at the queen, and his brain slammed! Does she like him? Lin Haihai turned his head in embarrassment and said, "Nothing!"

"It's really good if you don't have it, you know, you are the sixth princess, you are impossible!" the queen said earnestly.

"I know, I didn't think about it, really, I never thought about it!" Lin Haihai explained, the bitterness in her heart overwhelmed her.

"Well, I believe you, I know you won't think like this, but if you really think like this, you have to swing your sword and cut it immediately, because this matter is related to the reputation of the royal family, and a woman's life is very cheap, and in any case, she will always be the one who is sacrificed!"

"Have you ever encountered anything before?" Lin Haihai heard the sadness in her words.

"Why do you ask that?" the queen lowered her head and plucked the dead leaves of the osmanthus tree, it was not the season for osmanthus to bloom, but the queen was still very careful to take care of it.

"Feeling! My feeling tells me that there must be a sad story in your heart!" Lin Haihai looked at him distantly, as if he was guessing the story of the queen, and as if he was tasting his own bitterness.

The queen stopped what she was doing, walked in front of the mandala, and asked, "Why do you have these flowers?"

Lin Haihai took a look, there are several kinds of mandalas here, she knows that each different color of flowers has a different flower language, she saw the queen's eyes staring at the black mandala, so she said: "The black mandala refers to the unpredictable darkness, death, and wandering love, this is desperate love, why do you want to plant desperate love here?"

The queen stared at her tightly, there were sparks in her eyes that ignited and went out, sighed heavily, and the whole person fell into memory, and her low voice seemed to slowly overflow: "I was eight years old that year, and I saw Wenxuan for the first time in the Hundred Flowers Banquet, he was two years older than me, and he was the righteous son of my father, and he was full of knowledge at a young age, and my father called our brothers and sisters to him and said, Wenxuan is your brother from now on, you must treat him like a relative, and no one can bully him!" In fact, none of us would bully him, because in addition to being knowledgeable, he was also polite to others, and after honoring his father and mother, he was humble and studious! We all liked him very much!" The queen's face was covered with a layer of brilliance, and Lin Haihai had never seen her such a sweet expression.

"I think I've been in love with him since the day I met him, and he loves to play with flowers and plants, to the point of being obsessed. In order to cater to his interests, I began to learn from him how to grow flowers and raise flowers. I sensed that he liked me too, but he made me wait until I was sixteen to confess to me! But I'm not the only one who falls in love with him, there is also a royal sister who is a year younger than me. She heard the agreement between me and Wen Xuan in the Imperial Garden, and then went back to instigate Concubine Hui, and also made a proposal to her father and sent me to the Daxing Dynasty to make peace. For the sake of the stability of the country, my father had no choice but to accept the opinion of Concubine Hui!

In order to beg his father to take back his fate, Wen Xuan knelt outside the palace gate for three days and three nights in heavy snow, and I was placed under house arrest by my father in the palace, and only my palace maid Xiaoman passed me a lot of news about Wen Xuan from the window. My heart is like a knife, but I am helpless, I want to find a short-term view, but I can't let go of the announcement!

The imperial sister came to me, and she told Wen Xuan that she was dying of freezing, but she still refused to get up and crawled in the snow. If this continues, your life will be lost!

The royal sister asked me to write a letter to Wen Xuan, persuading him to let go and find a chance to meet again in the future. But I know that he and I will never see each other. Wen Xuan received my letter, and he ordered someone to bring me a black mandala, and sent me a letter, which only wrote one sentence: Unpredictable darkness!

On the day I got married, Wen Xuan followed the wedding procession all the way to the border between the two countries. I met him from afar during the break, and he was dressed in black, and his shirt was flying, and he looked like a black mandala from afar! That was the last time I saw him, and I couldn't even make out the expression on his face.

Two years after I got married, I received a letter from the imperial sister, saying that Wen Xuan jumped off the red mandala mountain the day after I got married, which was full of mandalas all over the mountain, and the terrain was dangerous and steep. Bearing the safety of the country, the lover is dead, but he is still alive, what a sad thing!

Lin Haihai's eyes moistened, she gently patted the queen's shoulder, and said, "Cry, just cry!"

"I haven't cried all the time, he's gone, and he has taken my heart away, my heart has always been missing, numb, and empty!" The queen grabbed Lin Haihai's hand, and the grief in her eyes was revealed!

"Has your father ever looked for him?" "After all, he is a royal person, and the emperor will not leave it alone!"

"I can't find it! Everyone says there is no chance of survival!" The queen forcibly suppressed the bitterness in her heart and tried to squeeze out a smile, but that expression made Lin Haihai feel sad!

"Since you can't find the body, it proves that there is a possibility of survival, Jiren Tianxiang, you have to be hopeful!" Lin Haihai said bitterly, she remembered that Li Junyue said that her family was very painful about her death, and during this time, she was thinking about the plantation, and she should let Li Junyue go back!

"I don't dare to hold out hope, for fear of more disappointment, then I will not have the courage to live!" the queen exhaled and said lightly.

Lin Haihai didn't speak again, looking at the bewitching and weird mandala in front of her, she suddenly felt that the feelings in the world were actually the most difficult thing to grasp.