Qin Emperor Allen sat in the living room, looking at the National Teacher's Mansion with a curious expression. When he heard the national teacher Tobias ask, the whole person's expression instantly sank.

Tobias, the national teacher, stared closely at the emerging king in front of him, expecting him to come in search of him. As for the time, only God said.

As a monarch, Alan has many missions on his back. The expectations of the people, the admiration of the government and the opposition, the attention of the world, and the prospects of the empire.

Here, Alan couldn't be as simple and studious as he was when he was in the Demon Spirit Academy, and he couldn't be as witty and brave as he was in the wild forest. Ascending to the throne means the restraint of the body.

Allen's every move, thought and deed has a profound impact on the trend of the entire era...

With so much pressure on him, Tobias knew Alan's feelings deep down. Although he was not in his position, he felt the same way.

When I was in the main shrine, I had to cater to the tastes of the believers to prepare for the course, and on the other hand, I had to be careful about the scope of information in my heart. Coupled with the double favor of Bishop Theodore, Tobias did not dare to slack off for a moment.

If it weren't for that, he wouldn't have secretly sought out a courtesan to free himself. Because growing up in that environment is accompanied by aura and thorns at the same time.

"I..."The first generation of emperor Allen, like a wronged child at this time, lowered his head and said lightly: "I don't know. ”

Tobias could imagine Allen's complicated state of mind at this time, drew closer, and said comforting words: "Brother Allen, when you get to the eldest brother, don't control yourself, just like in the wild forest. ”

With Tobias' encouragement and comfort, Alan let go of himself in an instant and said the truth: "I feel lost. After speaking, he held his head in both hands and kept massaging his head to relieve pressure.

"Your Majesty!" National Teacher Tobias first reminded Allen's identity, and then said lightly: "I can deeply understand all your feelings..."

Eren pulled his forehead out of his hands and stared at Tobias in front of him, his eyes full of anticipation...

Tobias used psychological techniques to tell Allen's situation: "Your Majesty must feel that he is very confused, there is a lot of pressure from the outside world, and he has experienced a lot of things, and he doesn't know where to go in life. ”

Hearing Tobias's analysis, Allen's eyes lit up instantly, and he looked at him with wide eyes

"And, you're tempted to escape. While analyzing, Tobias stared at Alan and said, "You want to escape from your current situation, away from this place, away from your current environment..."

"Yes. Alan looked deep ahead and said distractedly.

"You find that the world is not as pure and immaculate as you once wished, but full of killing, death, cruelty, and strife. Tobias continued to describe, trying to close the distance between the two hearts.

"That's right!" Alan looked at Tobias steadfastly, his teeth clucking.

"I didn't get what I wanted. Things that I never thought of, but one after another. Tobias recounted his own experiences and continued to depict: "Even forgetting the original intention... Lost in myself..."

"Yes!" Alan clenched his hands tightly, his nails digging deep into his flesh. Bright red blood flowed out, expressing inner feelings.

"Hey—" Suddenly, Tobias let out a long sigh and said with a confused gaze, "I used to be just like you. Growing up in the main shrine, I was very excited about the understanding of the god. So much so that I forgot about myself..."

"Until one day, Bishop Theodore asked me to prepare a lesson to be given to all the faithful on the Sabbath. I was so excited that I could finally do something for God. ”

So I prepared carefully and carefully studied it. Sure enough, on that Sabbath, I played to the fullest. Suddenly, the whole hall burst into applause, and thunder shook in all directions. ”

"My heart was so bad that I immediately gave glory to God. However, deep down, there is more or less snickering. ”

"Back in the bedroom of the main church, Bishop Theodore came to me and told me: 'Xiao Si, you have great potential, continue to work hard and train you to be the next bishop in the future. ’”

After saying this, I stayed up all night when I went back. On the one hand, there is the teaching of the Lord, humility, and on the other hand, the bishop's deliberate cultivation, which is in a dilemma. ”

"For fear of offending the Lord, I don't dare to approach the bishop too much. Afraid that this was the will of the Lord, he prepared himself all day long, hoping to become the next bishop one day. ”

In this way, unconsciously, the whole person fell into endless pressure. Even as he grew up, he found that many of the so-called clergy were sinning behind their backs. ”

"So, I degenerated, and became a pseudo-clergyman who wandered around the flower street and willow lane all day long. I don't think God will blame me, because all this is God's will. ”

"But I was wrong, and the gods rebuked me deeply, and that was after meeting you. Tobias described his past and wanted to express the same sentiment as Alan at this time: "You know what happened next. ”

Alan listened carefully to Tobias's heart, and in his words, he found a trace of resonance. No longer claustrophobic himself, speak his heart...

"Actually, I don't want to be an emperor at all. ”

"Growing up in the home of a wealthy person, these halos are not lacking at all. However, between the affection of my relatives, I was a little disgusted. ”

"I hate my father's attitude towards my mother and ignore it. ”

"I hate my mother's attitude towards me and my brother, partiality. ”

"I hate my mother's attitude towards the nurse, and I am jealous and hateful. ”

So, during a summer party, I met a little girl with the same temperament as me - Anne. ”

"However, happiness is always short-lived. Because of our different statuses, I must return to the nobleman's mansion, the place I hate. ”

"Fortunately, we met again in the Demon Spirit Academy later. But because of an accident, everyone left me and jumped into the cliff alone. ”

"I didn't die, I met you, and you know what happened next. As he spoke, Alan stared at Tobias and said something else: "However, it is not my wish to be embraced as emperor. ”

"But when the responsibility has been entrusted, I have to move forward one step at a time. Shouldering everyone's expectations, we will strive to move forward..."

"However, slowly a lot of things have happened..."

"Originally, I was only devoted to Anne, but I met Princess Marie's deliberate care, and the Ice Princess's Ice Palace traveled alone, and my mood slowly began to loosen..."

"For the sake of profit, the fifth king of diamonds and the first tycoon of the Rosewood Empire can disregard people's lives, wantonly exploit the value of people's lives, regardless of the safety of the people, and even disregard my identity. ”

"When I was on Turtle Island, I saw the corruption of human nature. Rape, self-mutilation, polygamy, crazy sacrifices, there is no human morality to speak of. ”

"Although I hate Ben La Dng, I really don't want to kill him. Because he was also responsible for his son's death. ”

"All of this... It's really annoying and annoying... I can't figure it out..."Finally, Alan fell into deep thought again and threw all the questions to Tobias.

"Actually, it's all the same. Tobias uttered an incomprehensible sentence and went on to explain: "Each of us is the same, the whole world is the same, all humanity is the same. ”

"In the Word of the Bishop of God, it tells us that the world is no longer perfect. In the beginning, when God created the worlds, everything was perfect. ”

"It is only because human beings disobey the commands of God that they eat things that they should not eat, and they are finally driven out of the presence of God. And the culprit of all this is the proud and complacent demon god. ”

"The demon god Lucifer is arrogant and wants to sit with the god lord, and was beaten down to the highest realm by the god lord. A part of his power remains in the human world, so much so that it tempts humans to sin. ”

"All these troubles we are experiencing today are caused by the fact that the power of the demon god still exists in this world, and that human beings sinned against the god in the first place. ”

"What we see and experience is the result of an incomplete human nature. Even you, even me, can't break free from this unchanging shackle..."

"Every one of us is the same, with mutilated crimes, doing incomplete things, thinking about things we don't want to think about. So much so that I feel that I am free, but I have invisibly fallen into the tricks of the demon god and become his prisoner..."

"Anger, adultery, murder, disobedience, humiliation, indignation, sarcasm, judgment, comparison, fighting, complacency, doing whatever you want... These are the remnants of the Demon God's power. ”

"We are all sinners," Tobias said again to Allen, referring to what he had said to the believers on stage. After so many years, when I mentioned it, I became more and more aware of the meaning.

Alan didn't pay too much attention to the thoughts of those god bishops, he was concerned about what he should do, and said urgently: "Then how can I break free from the shackles of the demon god?"

Tobias glanced at Allen, and once again said what he had said: "Only by accepting the Son of God, believing that He became incarnate, and crucified for the sins of mankind, we can be delivered from the power of the demon god Lucifer." ”

"Again. Alan listened and felt like he was being pulled into the trap again. Every time Tobias conversed, it ended up being his set of teachings.

For his part, he is not willing to believe in any so-called 'God'...

However, through the conversation with Tobias, he seemed to want to open up a little. At least they know their own shortcomings, and everyone is guilty, so there is such a loss.

"Alright. Emperor Allen stood up, glanced at Tobias with a smile, and said, "Thank you Brother Tobias for your puzzle today, if I figure it out in the future, I will come back to you." ”

After saying that, Alan walked out of the National Teacher's Mansion...

Looking at Allen's departing figure, Tobias shook his head helplessly. The understanding of the Lord is getting deeper and deeper, and I also find that the human heart is becoming more and more difficult to conquer...

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'We're different, we're different...

Everybody's in a different situation...'