Chapter 128: Winter Honey
It snowed for three days in a row, turning the valley into a white world.
The tall trees were covered with white feathers, and even the weeds were covered in crystals, and the whole world seemed to be frozen.
Today, the snow finally stopped, and it was rare for the sun to come out, Fan Xiaotan only felt that the haze in her heart had also been swept away, she pushed open the door, and took a big breath of cold air.
"It's not cold. Fan Xiaotan heard this, turned around and just wanted to reply, a cloak was put on his head.
Lin Qiyi directly helped her tie the belt: "When the time comes, you will cry and cry when you are frostbitten, but don't expect me to serve you." β
Fan Xiaotan wanted to talk back, but when he looked down and saw Lin Qiyi's fingertips helping him tie his belt, he couldn't say a word again, and there was warmth flowing in his heart.
"Alas...... I don't know what happened to Changjue?"
Lin Qiyi's fingers stiffened, and he suddenly had an awkward feeling: "You really care about him." β
Fan Xiaotan was stunned for a moment, and then he tasted something from his tone: "What do you think, I'm worried about Phantom Wu and Chang Jue." β
Lin Qiyi: "Oh. β
"You're not jealous, are you?"
"Don't put gold on your face. β
Fan Xiaotan originally wanted to wait to see Lin Qiyi's annoyed and embarrassed appearance, but he never wanted to be refuted by him so coldly and directly, his nose was sour, and he also played a trick at the moment, and threw the cloak into Lin Qiyi's arms as soon as he untied it: "I still can't afford this cloak, the old man in the province is said that I have no skin and no face, and it is better to be frozen than to look at people's eyes." β
"You!"
"What are you, don't worry, I won't let you care if I freeze to death!" Fan Xiaotan ignored Lin Qiyi, and stepped on the snow that was not up to his ankles and walked out of the yard.
"Stinky Lin Qi Liao! Pig Head Lin Qi Yi! I hate you!" Fan Xiaotan scolded while kicking the snow. The snow was fluffy, and she kicked her out of the way.
It wasn't until the evil anger in his heart was expressed that Fan Xiaotan stopped. The four fields are open, and the eyes are white and snowy, the snowflakes are so clean, but they can contain everything, whether it is hard stones, or plants and trees of different shapes, they can be wrapped in her arms.
Winter is the time when snow rules the heavens and the earth.
Fan Xiaotan grabbed a handful of falling snow, and when the snow melted into water in his palm, his fingertips were also frozen red.
She smiled bitterly, she is indeed not such a good girl, she is mean and willful, and it is normal for no one to like it, what is there to be sad about......
Fan Xiaotanwu was spontaneously stunned, didn't see a red figure approaching quickly, grabbed her hand and lifted her out of the snow.
"What are you crazy about?!" Lin Qiyi was still holding her frozen red hand, splitting her head and covering her face was a scolding, but after yelling, she regretted it, was he too fierce?
Fan Xiaotan hung his head and sniffed: "Lin Qiyi." β
Lin Qiyi was screamed by her so seriously, and suddenly a little afraid to hear what she was going to say.
Fan Xiaotan didn't care about him, and then said: "Phantom Wu told me that we live in this world, 'happiness' is not the only goal, love is not the only pursuit, some things are even more important than life. Maybe what she said was right, blindly seeking love that didn't belong to her, losing her dignity and embarrassing others. β
"You're saying you don't hate me, but you don't like me either. It's all my own passion, and I always feel that I am special in your heart...... But I'm awake now, and maybe Changjue is sober too, so he let go of the illusion and left here...... But I've only been here for half a month, and I'm starting to be reluctant, and I'm thinking that if I grow up, I should be very sad. But what's the use of being sad, no one cares about being sad, it's just making yourself more humble. β
"I also said that I was going to travel to the Central Plains, in fact, I just thought about you, I wanted to see you before I came here, in order to see you, I left home alone, gave up my face, and told a lot of lies, it's so stupid to think about it now......" Fan Xiaotan's eyes were red, but the tears never rolled down, she stubbornly raised her head and looked at Lin Qiyi:" So Lin Qiyi, I have decided to leave here now, perhaps, as I said at the beginning, to really travel to the Central Plains, to see the life I didn't understand, instead of letting the obsession in my heart trap me and become more and more annoying. β
Lin Qiyi thought that Fan Xiaotan would continue to make trouble unreasonably, but she didn't expect her to say what was in her heart so calmly and indifferently, and said that she was leaving. He suddenly felt a panic that he had never felt before, and he grabbed her hand: "No, you can't go." β
Fan Xiaotan looked at him puzzled: "Why can't you go?"
"I just can't say no!"
Fan Xiaotan only felt extremely aggrieved, she was so aggrieved, and she said so much, she had already admitted her failure, but he didn't let go of herself, is her embarrassed appearance so ridiculous?
"You let go, you scratch me!" Fan Xiaotan just wanted to leave quickly at the moment, she didn't want to see him again.
As soon as his hand was loosened, Fan Xiaotan held back his tears, turned around and was about to leave, but suddenly fell into a warm embrace.
"You can't go, you said you liked me, you can't just talk about it. β
Fan Xiaotan was hugged by Lin Qiyi and couldn't say a word.
Lin Qiyi felt that the person in her arms suddenly struggled, and hugged her harder and harder: "If you want to travel to the Central Plains, I can accompany you! Don't leave alone, you can't be so irresponsible!"
"Let go of ......"
"No, I'm not going to let go!"
"I ...... Coming soon...... Suffocation...... ......" Fan Xiaotan hammered Lin Qi hard before his head came out: "Stupid to you! You want to murder me!"
Lin Qiyi listened to the rejuvenated voice, and the corners of his mouth provoked: "I'm not, haven't I hugged anyone?"
"Huh?" Fan Xiaotan felt his face a little hot.
"You're the first girl I've ever held!
"You're stupid...... Fan Xiaotan couldn't control the corners of his mouth and muttered quietly. She waited for Lin Qiyi to return the favor, but she didn't expect to wait for a long time, until Lin Qiyi said: "Yes, I'm just a fool, so I almost let you, a little fool, slip away from me." β
In this cold and bleak winter, a trace of sweet warmth finally gushes out.
It's been less than ten days since the New Year's Pass, and after Chang Jue left, Phantom Wu was not so busy.
She seemed extraordinarily calm, sitting in the courtyard all day long.
Ge Sheng and Qing Yi both came to ask, and Phantom Wu sent them away with just a few casual words: "He has grown up, I have completed what her mother told me, and it is normal for him to leave." β
It is easy to deceive others, but it is the hardest to deceive yourself.
After being angry with her, there was no news from Chang Jue. Isn't this what she's for? Even if the Heavenly Tribulation won't kill her, as long as Luo Zhao is resurrected, she will have to give up her own life.
That painting is raised with his own aura, and he can only use his own Neidan to make that painting have real vitality.
Reviving a god of war who can maintain the peace of the Six Realms is much more useful than a dream doctor like her, who can only eat and wait for death.
In addition to the deepest feelings she has ever had for her master in her life, she has always avoided being intimate with others, and she only treats everyone as a passerby in her life.
didn't expect to meet a long-term jue, and she couldn't help falling in love with him.
She tasted true love, not the kind of entangled attachment to Master that she had once thought.
True love is to learn to let go. is like Master's infatuation with Luo Zhao, but Master never thought of taking Luo Zhao for himself, he just wanted to make her happy.
Phantom Wu didn't understand it before, but knowing the appearance of Changjue made her truly understand the master's state of mind.
She can be desperate to be with Chang Chang, but what about after that? As long as she has a good life, people will inevitably have deeper delusions.
She may be reluctant to give up her life and give up resurrecting Luo Zhao to get temporary pleasure. But after a few years, will she regret it? She has never been a person who takes one step and thinks three steps, she is not willing to guess based on her current situation that in the future, if there is another big war in the Heavenly Realm, without Luo Zhao, will more people die?
Will her master die because of this? Master gave her life, even though she loved her for a long time, but Huiming was always the person she cared about the most.
Master is not only Master, but also a relative who has loved her all her life.
If it really comes to the moment when she regrets it, will she have demons in her heart and blame all this on her love, or even on Changjue?
The evil of human nature cannot be underestimated.
Even if he is always determined to resurrect Luo Zhao, then where should Changjue go, on one side is her, on the other hand, his mother, Changjue in the middle of this scale, no matter what choice he makes, it will be like Ling Chi's pain for him.
Seeing himself dying, what kind of mood will he use to face his reborn mother in the future?
Since we all have to suffer, it is better to stop this pain now and keep it to ourselves.
She paced through the valley and returned to the banyan tree, where she stood on the ground, looking up through the layers of green leaves, a wisp of red spikes looming.
The unwillingness she once had because of Master Huiming was completely annihilated at this moment, and her unwillingness was because of selfishness and because of her lack of love.
And at the end of her life, she was satisfied that she could have true love.
She took out a small box from the hole in the tree, and in it was a small clay figurine, which was not very good, but this was a birthday gift for herself.
Chang Jue also insisted that this little clay figure was himself. Phantom Wu curled the corners of his mouth and poked his finger at the villain's head - "Ah Wu, how are you?"
Poke the villain's hand again - "Unhappy? β
Poke your stomach againβ"Ah Wu, do you miss me? β
"I miss you too, Ah Jue. β
Phantom Wu felt that even if she would forget her in the future, be with other women, get married and have children, she would no longer be sad and unwilling.
Because she hopes from the bottom of her heart that she can live well.