044 Letters
For many days after Tang Rick left, I was very anxious, I always felt that my mind was full of things, but I couldn't figure it out, one day I actually saw red, Qin Yuefeng was shocked when he found out, and hurriedly called Xue Yutian.
"I said General Qin, it's not that I don't want to see it, but Mingxiu's symptoms need to be injected into the body, you say I'll get it for her, Mingxiu can you be willing or can you be willing? You still have to kill me." Xue Yutian waved his hand again and again, refusing to say anything.
"But is there any other way?" Qin Yuefeng looked nervous, put a soft pillow behind me, and tucked the corners of the quilt for me, since he knew that I was red, Qin Yuefeng didn't allow me to get out of bed and walk around, and I had to personally ask about my every move.
"There is a way, I can use medicine to stabilize her first, if it is good, it will be good, if it is not good, I am afraid that who needs to give the needle. Xue Yutian looked at me strangely, and frowned at Qin Yuefeng.
Who? I'm upset, it's okay to have something to say.
"Okay, I see, you go and decoct the medicine first. Qin Yuefeng obviously received the information that Xue Yu was frowning.
After Xue Yu left, I then grabbed Qin Yuefeng's arm and asked, "Then who is who?"
"It's a doctor. Qin Yuefeng looked as usual, but he avoided my eyes and didn't look at me.
"Female?"
"The female doctor can give you an injection," Qin Yuefeng said: "Don't worry, she is a very good doctor, and the child will be fine." After that, Qin Yuefeng stood up, "It looks like I have to leave for the capital earlier, I'll go and prepare." ”
"Good. I smiled and nodded, and when Qin Yuefeng went out, my smile collapsed suddenly, just now Qin Yuefeng said that the child will be fine, not that I will be fine.
I can feel it all the time, Qin Yuefeng's concern for the child in my belly, any words of his concern, his eyes that fall on my lower abdomen intentionally or unintentionally, every time he wakes up, he must be stroking my hand in my lower abdomen, and even when he is emotional, he no longer presses me, but loves to let me be on it.
He said that he was willing to give up his self-esteem of "good men are not below" for the sake of me, and he also said that he liked me because of children.
But the details of his countless actions gradually made me unable to believe him.
What's more, he also has a childhood sweetheart who is waiting for him in the capital, everyone knows, and can even influence the emperor's holy decree - Longhui County Lord.
I may not be smart, but I am not stupid, although I feel that everyone is equal in my heart, but in this dynasty, I am bound by my status everywhere.
I stared at the doorway for a moment, and when I retracted my gaze, I vaguely saw a few pieces of paper lying next to the bed.
That was the place where Qin Yuefeng was sitting, but first he was absent-minded, and when he left in a hurry, he inadvertently fell to the ground.
Thinking of Qin Yuefeng's expression just now, my heart was not happy, looking at those few pieces of paper was inexplicably unpleasant, thinking about it again and again, and finally bent down to pick it up.
This time I picked it up, but something fell out of the middle of a few folded sheets of paper.
It was some tiny petals, and it looked like an orchid.
Because it has been air-dried, the petals will be broken when touched, folded in the paper, but there is a special interest, Qin Yuefeng is an out-and-out machismo, usually flowers and plants do not look at it, which makes me have more bad premonitions about these papers.
When a few pieces of paper came into my hand, there was naturally no reason not to look at them, so I took a few deep breaths, stabilized my mind, and opened the papers.
The first word is: wind.
Seeing this word, my hand shook involuntarily.
As for the content, it is just the gentle words of the daughter's family who misses the expedition in the foreign affair, and the final payment:
Longhui.
There are a total of five letters, and Qin Yuefeng has been on the expedition until now, exactly five months, one a month, which is quite stable.
And Qin Yuefeng has always carried the letter with him, and he has never even discarded the broken petals inside.
After reading the letter, I suddenly had a feeling that the things I had been trying to hide were placed on the table, panicked, but also relieved, between me and Qin Yuefeng, Longhui has always existed, but Qin Yuefeng never said, I also pretended not to know, just pretending to be stupid with each other until now, and now, the appearance of these pieces of paper has put Longhui in front of my eyes, and it has become an existence that cannot be avoided if you want to.
When Qin Yuefeng came back, I was eating honey cakes, and my taste changed after I became pregnant, especially my sweet tooth, which was almost the same as Xue Yutian, who loved sweets.
So as soon as Qin Yuefeng came back, he saw Xue Yutian watching me eat honey cakes one by one with a disgusted face, and his mouth was not idle: "Ouch, eat slowly, can you look better when you eat?!" Then it became: "Mingxiu, you eat less, you will become stupid if you eat more, you see that you are not very smart in the first place." In the end, it became, "Don't eat it, leave me some! I'm my treasured stock!"
I fried my hair next to me by Xue Yu, ignored it, and was proud: I'll eat, can you still grab it for me when I eat it?
Xue Yutian can't move*, but Qin Yue has wind energy.
Qin Yuefeng stepped forward, his tone was angry, but he tried his best to restrain himself: "Xiuxiu, you have eaten too much, put it down and eat it tomorrow." Seeing that I didn't listen, he reached out and pinched my chin, forced my mouth to open with a slight force, and then lowered his head directly, snatched half of the honey cake I had eaten, and took most of it with him.
"Hmm......" Guarding Xue Yutian, I was embarrassed, and slapped Qin Yuefeng with my teeth and claws.
Xue Yu was quite calm, he glanced at the two of us, then moved his gaze to other places, and coughed lightly: "The general is back, Mingxiu is not bored anymore, then I will leave." "Before I could respond, I disappeared.
"Hmm...... What are you doing!" I easily pushed away Qin Yuefeng's oppression, patted my chest and smoothed my breath, just in front of Xue Yutian, I was embarrassed and ashamed, Qin Yuefeng didn't mean to stop, so my breathing was messed up.
"Doctor Xue is here, what is the general doing? I frowned and dissatisfied.
"I also want to know why Jade is here. I should have ordered that no one but Atsuki should be allowed to come to this room. Qin Yuefeng raised his hand and swiped the honey crumbs on the corner of his mouth, and his tone couldn't hear the waves.
"I want to eat something sweet, please ask Dr. Xue to bring me a snack. ”
"The Zhou Mansion is so big, dim sum is not only available in Yutian. ”
"But Dr. Xue's dim sum is particularly delicious. "Without waiting for Qin Yuefeng to finish speaking, I pushed back.
I didn't expect that I would talk back, Qin Yuefeng frowned, and said after a long silence: "If you want to eat sweet, you have to have a degree, you have such a way to eat, right......"
"It's not good for children, I know, that's why I let Dr. Xue be next to me, and he will solve problems if there is a problem." ”
Qin Yuefeng was completely annoyed by my confrontation again, he reached out and picked me up from the stool, supported my back with one hand, gritted his teeth and said angrily: "No matter what, he is also a man!
I knew that Qin Yuefeng was jealous, but I pretended to be stupid: "It's just a honey cake together, why should the general be angry." ”
"Shouldn't I be angry? Qin Yuefeng not only didn't let go of me, but instead used force in his hands, causing my body to stumble forward and hit his strong chest. "Shouldn't I be angry?
"Ah, it hurts. My expression was distorted, I frowned and rubbed my lower abdomen, Qin Yuefeng was startled, and his arm suddenly loosened, but he still didn't mean to let go.
"Let go of me, the general hurts me. I writhed uneasily.
Qin Yuefeng looked at me, and he couldn't get angry in the end, so he changed his strength, gently hugged me in his arms, and rubbed my hair.
I smelled the smell that Qin Yuefeng was all too familiar with. In my mind, I couldn't help but think of the person in front of me, this body, when hugging me, hugging me, and asking for me, there was still the gentle words of another beautiful woman.
Thinking of this, my body began to resist Qin Yuefeng's intimate actions.
My body stiffened and pushed Qin Yuefeng away, "I want to breathe." ”
Qin Yuefeng naturally saw my intentional alienation, but he was already angry because of Xue Yu's coming to my room, and he had the intention to show softness and coax me, but I didn't appreciate it, so I flicked my sleeves and turned around to pour tea.
So he saw the letters I had folded on the table, and I even collected the broken petals that had been spilled and put them back in their original form.
Qin Yuefeng, who saw the letter, seemed to be a little confused, he subconsciously touched the hidden pocket on his chest, and then opened his mouth as if he had come back to his senses.
"The general left in a hurry in the morning, and that one fell to the ground, and I was afraid that you would find it, so I put it away for you. I said lightly.
"You, have you seen it?" Qin Yuefeng's voice trembled slightly.
I didn't deny it, but said, "If the general minds, punish me." ”
Qin Yuefeng didn't move those letters, he stepped forward and grabbed my shoulder: "Xiuxiu, but because of these letters, you are angry?"
I chuckled and shook my head, "Nothing to be angry about, I ...... Don't get angry. ”
Qin Yuefeng didn't seem to know what to say, he opened his mouth several times, and only said after a long time: "Longhui, she ......"
"Don't say it!" I snatched Qin Yuefeng's words, stared at Qin Yuefeng and said: "General, I'm not angry, but it doesn't mean that I want to hear it, I'm sorry for your story with others, I don't want to know." ”
As I spoke, my eyes staring at Qin Yuefeng were involuntarily covered with a layer of mist, and in the blink of an eye, tears fell down in large pieces.
I cried, but I held back all the sad expressions.
Qin Yuefeng lowered his head, kissed my eyes gently, and stretched out the tip of his tongue to suck away my tears little by little.
He kept kissing and sucking, until I stopped crying, Qin Yuefeng sighed lightly and said in a deep voice: "Xiuxiu, I won't fail you, I really won't fail you." You believe me, you believe me, okay. ”
I didn't respond, I didn't believe it, I really didn't believe it, I seemed to feel something in my heart taking root and spreading uncontrollably.