The medicine bowl I had just drunk was still in my hand, and I looked at Xue Yutian who appeared at the door, and it was there.

"Me, I just finished drinking. I said dumbfounded.

Xue Yu poured out a breath, threw the medicine in his hand on the ground, rushed up in three steps and two steps, snatched the bowl in my hand, and roared: "What did you drink?

There was a gurgling sound in my stomach, and I hiccuped a few breaths, but I couldn't vomit even if I wanted to.

Xue Yutian dipped the medicine residue in his hand and tasted it in his mouth, and his face turned green in an instant.

"Who gave you this thing to drink?!" Xue Yu was furious, his voice trembling and he shouted uncontrollably.

"What is the opinion of Dr. Xue?" The Queen Mother also drank her bowl of medicine, and Aunt Ruoyang waited for the Queen Mother to lie on the bed.

Xue Yu leaned around and knelt down in front of the Queen Mother, "Queen Mother!

The Queen Mother didn't look at Xue Yutian who was kneeling on the ground, but said calmly: "Doctor Xue, you are broad-minded, not your own flesh and blood are willing to accept it, but paper can't hold the fire, and the blood relationship is something that keeps cutting, General Qin will have a child with Longhui, and you, the mourning family can give you the master, you and Miss Mingxiu will soon be able to have children between the two of you." ”

Xue Yutian's head hung between his arms, his body trembling but he couldn't say a word.

I stood stupidly on the side for a long time, I drank the bowl of medicine, and I didn't feel any discomfort until now, but after listening to the conversation between the Queen Mother and Xue Yutian, it seems that my child will not be able to be saved.

I slowly approached Xue Yutian, slowly squatted down, reached out and shook Xue Yutian's shoulder, "Doctor Xue, what's wrong?"

Xue Yutian ignored me.

I became more and more panicked in my heart: "Xue Yutian, you speak, what's wrong with that bowl of medicine, what's wrong with my child?"

It took Xue Yu a long time to raise his head, his eyes were red, full of resentment and sadness.

"Mingxiu, let's go home. After saying that, Xue Yu stood up dejectedly, took my hand and turned around to leave.

I shook him off, shook my head and said, "I won't go, if you don't tell me what happened, I won't leave, if something happens to my child, I can also know who the creditor is!"

"Presumptuous!" Aunt Ruoyang on the side shouted in a sharp voice: "Who are you when you are?!! What reason do you dare to splash in front of the Queen Mother?!"

I'm not afraid of her: "Reason with people, what reason is there to talk to others?!"

"You!" Aunt Ruoyang probably had never suffered such a loss, and her eyes glared as if she was about to breathe fire: "You wild girl dare to say that the Queen Mother is not human? I tore your mouth!"

"You dare!" Xue Yu leaned in front of me, and with a stretch of his arm, he pushed back Aunt Ruoyang who had pounced on her.

I was about to explode with anger, but suddenly I felt something gurgling out of my thighs between my legs, and then there was a throbbing pain in my lower abdomen, and I exclaimed: "Xue Yutian!" and then my stomach felt like someone had beaten me with a stick, and I fell to the ground with a heart-rending pain.

"Mingxiu!" Xue Yu rushed over to support me, "Mingxiu!

I was shocked by the sudden severe pain, and my consciousness was blurred for a while, and in a trance, I saw Xue Yutian leaning over to look at me anxiously, and the voice of the Queen Mother came from my ears: "Move her to the warm pavilion, don't dirty the place where the mourning family is located." ”

I was in pain with a burst of black and white in front of my eyes, the cold sweat on my body soaked through my close-fitting clothes, and I couldn't help but start to shiver when the cold wind of early spring blew.

Later, I can't remember how I spent that day, during which my consciousness recovered several times, all I saw was a vague figure with Xue Yutian frowning, only once, my painful whole person bowed into a shrimp, a person approached me and touched the dark pocket in my arms, which contained the pills that Don Rick had given me before, although I didn't believe his nonsense, but he said that he could save my life, so I kept it close to my body, the man took out the pill and stuffed it into my mouth, I swallowed it subconsciously, and vaguely heard a sentence: "Don't really die, or that person won't go crazy. ”

I had a long, long dream, in which I kept chasing a back, but no matter how much I chased and begged, that back refused to stop, nor did it look back at me.

"You don't deserve it. The back said, "What qualifications do you have to stand shoulder to shoulder with me?" ”

The eyelids are like a thousand gold. I struggled to open my eyes and stared blankly at the curtain above my bed for a long time.

This is...... Xue Yutian's home.

The door creaked open, and the cicada walked in with the food, gently placed it on the table, pushed the sleeping person lying on the table, and said softly: "Doctor Xue, eat something." ”

Xue Yutian woke up as soon as he was touched, his face was haggard, his beard was unkempt, Mu Ran nodded, and let the cicadas sing to wait for him to clean his hands and wipe his face.

"After eating, the slave will shave your beard. Cicada Ming looked at Xue Yutian's eyes full of distress, since Mingxiu's accident, Xue Yutian accompanied him day and night, and he hadn't rested for half a month.

That day, Mingxiu was covered in blood and was carried back, and the cicada was still terrified when she thought about it, so much blood seemed to be exhausted.

Xue Yutian seemed to have lost his soul, and stumbled back with the team carrying people, babbling in his mouth: "Mingxiu is gone, Mingxiu is gone." ”

Just looking at Xue Yutian's appearance made the cicada can't help but cry, she jumped up and hugged Xue Yutian's legs, crying: "What do you mean that my sister is gone? What's wrong with her?!"

The first time Cicada Ming saw a man crying like that, Xue Yu fell to his knees on the ground, clenched his fists, his eyes were bloodshot, he was silently shedding tears, and Cicada Ming's heart was almost broken into powder.

"Doctor Xue, people still have a breath. A little eunuch who carried people back walked up to Xue Yutian and said.

The little eunuch Cicada Ming knew him, it was Linyuan, and the man still looked expressionless, and his speech was cold and indifferent.

Xue Yu listened, and looked up at Lin Yuan in disbelief, "What did you say?"

I said, "One still breaths." Lin Yuan left with this sentence.

Xue Yu leaned over for a moment, and then rushed into the house like a madman.

Thankfully, Mingxiu really saved his life, but he was motionless like a vegetative person, and it has been half a month since today.

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Xue Yu ate a few bites of food absentmindedly, but his eyes were dumbfounded, completely lacking the chic energy of the past.

"Xue Yutian. "I let out a weak cry, not as loud as a mosquito.

But Xue Yutian was stunned on the spot, he turned his head to look at me in disbelief, and then threw down the dishes and chopsticks in ecstasy and rushed to my bedside, seeing that I was indeed open, he was speechless for a long time in surprise.

"What's wrong. I hoarsely tried to raise my hand and pull his cuffs, but I found that I had no strength.

The corners of Xue Yu's mouth moved stiffly, and his eyes turned red, "Mingxiu, you, you're awake, you're really awake!"

"Hmm. I blinked weakly: "I'm so tired, I don't have any strength at all." ”

"Don't move, I'll ask someone to cook food for you, be lighter, cicadas chirp ......" Xue Yu's voice did not fall, and the cicada was already in tears, and ran down to cook porridge happily.

"Mingxiu, it's been half a month, I thought you wouldn't wake up, you don't know how I got over this half month. As if he was afraid of hurting me, Xue Yutian simply knelt beside the bed, gently took my hand, put it to his mouth and kissed it.

I looked at Xue Yutian's surprised appearance, my head was still like wood, and suddenly a trace of pain appeared in my stomach.

"Shhh......hh This pain gradually awakened my memory.

I remembered the bowl of medicine I drank in the Queen Mother's house that day, the conversation between Xue Yutian and the Queen Mother, and the overwhelming pain since then.

My memories flooded into my head like a tidal wave, by the way, my child, what about my child?!

I struggled to squeeze Xue Yutian's hand and asked in a panic, "Xue Yutian, where is my child?"

Xue Yu's face was stunned, and then he fell lonely in an instant.

I panicked and asked in a trembling voice: "Speak, you speak!"

"Mingxiu," Xue Yutian said in a hoarse voice, "The ghost saffron is poisonous, adults and children, only one can be saved, you let me, let me choose." ”

My tears welled up in my eyes, "So you, you abandoned my child?"

"Mingxiu...... I ......" Xue Yutian seems to have thousands of words, but he can't say it.

"Why, because that's not your child. ”

"No, Mingxiu, I said that I would take care of your mother and son, how could I mind this. ”

Tears flowed uncontrollably from the corners of my eyes, and my chest rose and fell violently, and my internal organs seemed to be tied into a dead knot.

"You get out. I want to be alone for a while. "I almost squeezed the sound out of my throat, whimpering and unable to help myself.

"I'll accompany you!" Xue Yutian said immediately.

"Not necessarily. I said, "No need, let me stay by myself, please." ”

Xue Yutian hesitated for a while, nodded silently, reached out to wipe my tears for me, and left.

The tears that had been wiped away were instantly replaced by new tears, and I cried silently, the great hatred in my heart spreading.

I hate myself for being too naïve, and I hate myself for being too small, so I let those so-called county lords, generals, queen mothers, and emperors wantonly trample on my body, drink my blood, take away my flesh and bones, and do whatever they want.

I stayed motionless until the dead of night, and when Xue Yutian finally couldn't bear it anymore and cautiously pushed the door in, I sat alone in the dark with no light.

The tears have dried, and I haven't shed a single tear since.