Xi Jing looked at Xi Zhan, who had a bad face, and felt a little uncomfortable.

Anyone can do it, but that person is Qin Xiao's son, and since ancient times, the underworld and the white path have not intersected deeply, not to mention the complicated entanglement between the two.

Once this relationship is exposed to the sun one day, no matter which family it is, it will not be easy to accept it.

And that Qin Yan ......

Thinking of this, Xi Jing looked at the silent person sitting opposite, and his intuition told him that Rong Lang's stay in Kyoto for several years must have something to do with this person.

"What do you plan to do in the future?"

What are you going to do? Xi Zhan's eyes were a little scarlet, he was most afraid of others asking this question now, obviously everything was fine before this, he thought that Rong Lang was about to like himself.

But the reality gave him a slap in the face, and it hurt as if his head was about to explode.

Rong Lang, I don't want this to be the end of us......

"I hope you think about it carefully, Rong Lang is amnesia now, yes, but he will remember it one day, maybe if you are lucky he can still remember you, but what if he forgets that there is you Xi Zhan in this world if he is not careful?"

Xi Jing sighed as he spoke, looking at Xi Zhan's increasingly pale face and feeling a little unbearable, but he still gritted his teeth and continued.

He had to make it clear to him what was at stake.

"I think you know the sequelae of amnesia, even if he still remembers you, is he still the Rong Lang you know?

Xi Zhan's eyes widened suddenly, and this sentence was like a needle, piercing the softest and deepest part of his heart, and his whole body spasmed with pain.

Even though he was willing to give up everything and follow Rong Lang, he was not confident that the other party would take his hand......

He remembered what Rong Lang had said to him in a dream not long ago.

Xi Zhan, in my heart, my family is much more important than you, if there must be a choice between the two, I will not hesitate to give up on you......

That person had never been surprised, and watched him sink to such an extent that he couldn't extricate himself from it.

Frustration, helplessness, and confusion appeared on Xi Zhan's face one by one, pitiful like a husky who was only abandoned by his master, in fact, he never wanted much, but now it seems that everything seems to be a luxury.

How can this be......

Xi Jing looked at the person who had lost his sharpness all of a sudden, and he was angry and depressed in his heart, and he couldn't wait to throw the information on the table in the other party's face, he knew that this was the result, and he shouldn't have promised him to check it in the first place.

"Brother, you let me calm down for a while, I don't want to, I really ......"

"I don't want to ...... either"

Xi Zhan rubbed his eyes, feeling that God had really played a big joke on him, and wanted to smile at Xi Jing, but he couldn't laugh, he felt that he must be very ugly now, and laughing must be more ugly than crying.

It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but he has red eyes for Rong Lang more than once......

I love the mountains and seas, and the mountains and seas are not flat.

But he really doesn't want to give up, Rong Lang doesn't know anything now, as long as he stays by his side and doesn't leave him, will he not leave him in the future.

"What's wrong with the brothers?"

A cold voice sounded, and Zhou Juan stood at the door with two glasses of water, looking at the two people in the room with a slightly wrong face.

"Mom, you're here. ”

Xi Jing was the first to open his mouth and kicked some people who were not in a state, but his heart was falling infinitely.

He knows Xi Zhan's character too well, the kind who doesn't hit the south wall and doesn't look back, he is afraid that he will scar himself by then and become extreme and broken.

"Are you bullying Xiao Zhan again?"

Zhou Juan put down the cup and glanced at Xi Jing with slanted eyes, quite a little blamed.

Xi Jing sighed helplessly, he really didn't want to carry this pot, he really didn't do anything to him this time, but he was afraid that Zhou Juan would ask more, so he could only take the cup and drink sullenly.

This gesture, in Zhou Juan's opinion, is a tacit acquiescence.

"You too, don't always throw Xiao Zhan to the army when you have the opportunity, since he likes to do business, let him be. ”

"Well, I know, okay, Mom, why did you come back so early tonight? Didn't you go to see your grandfather with your dad?"

"Your grandfather didn't live at home and painted a few more paintings, and the old man didn't have a good rest before he had physical problems, nothing serious. ”

"Where's Dad?"

Xi Zhan next to him finally opened his mouth, looking no different from usual, but Zhou Juan knew that this son was in a bad mood, and if he didn't say anything like this, she wouldn't ask more.

"There's been a lot of going on lately, isn't it about to change the term? ”

She said lightly, there are too many things like this, and it will happen every five years, and people who are usually gentle will be a little anxious at this time.

The three people in the room didn't speak for a while, and Zhou Juan looked at his little son, who was pale and obviously a little silent, and sighed.

"Xiao Zhan, if you have something, go first, I have something to say with your brother. ”

This sentence reached Xi Zhan's heart, he knew a lot of news tonight, which made his whole body stiff and didn't know what to do, he really wanted to stay alone for a while, he didn't have to think about anything, just sleep......

——

After Xi Zhan's back disappeared completely, Zhou Juan looked at his restless eldest son with a hint of seriousness in his eyes.

"Say it. ”

Xi Jinghu's body shook, and the hand on his knee slowly tightened, he was not used to lying to people, and everything he did was straightforward, but now he obviously couldn't tell the truth.

"Mom, what did you say?"

"When you are nervous, you will involuntarily straighten your back, since you don't say it, then I'll ask you, who is Rong Lang?"

Xi Jing frowned, what did he say, he was silent for a while, and then sighed and said, "Xi Zhan, he is not a child......"

Zhou Juan looked at the expression of her eldest son, and knew that there was something in it, but she never thought about it, after all, the Xi family had never had such a situation.

"Forget it, I don't want to ask more about your young people, it's just that Xiao Zhan is a little wrong with him, his character, if someone hurts him, he will definitely bite back with red eyes like a leopard, how can he be as panicked and silent as he was just now?"

"Persuade him if there is anything. ”

Zhou Juan got up, closed the door after leaving the room, and only Xi Jing was left alone in the room.

Xi Jing sighed, straightened his back and put it down little by little, rubbing the corners of his forehead with a little headache, how could he not know that Xi Zhan was wrong, but he couldn't interfere in this matter at all.

I hope nothing happens to Rong Lang's side, otherwise he really can't guarantee what will happen to Xi Zhan......

——

The wind at night was cool and whizzing, blowing on his face like a knife, but Xi Zhan was unconscious, and the things rolling in his heart completely overshadowed the senses of his whole body, walking numbly, and his hair and clothes were sprinkled with thick snowflakes.

When he came back to his senses, he realized that he had arrived at the koi.

Now Rong Lang is estimated to have slept, the lights in the villa are not on, he actually doesn't want to see him now, but he can't control his feet.

He stood quietly for a while before opening the door, changed his shoes in the hallway, entered the house gently, took off his snow-stained coat, and waited for his body to warm up for a while before walking to the bedroom.

The light cast from the window was a little dim, and when he opened the door, he found that there was no one in the room, and for a moment he felt a little panicked, and somehow the uneasiness covered him like a net, firmly grasping his heart......

Xi Zhan's messy steps anxiously opened the door of the study with hope, and finally even lifted the curtains, and the big action turned over several potted plants.

No, there is no study!

The more Xi Zhan looked for it, the more frightened he became, his hand when he opened the kitchen door trembled a little, and the scarlet in his eyes couldn't be covered......

There was no one in the house, and his last hope was disappointed, he looked at the empty kitchen, as if he had suddenly fallen into boundless darkness, and the light cast from the window seemed to be cool, stabbing his eyes hurt, and finally his heart hurt, his whole body hurt......

"Rong Lang!"

He hurriedly turned around and searched all the places he could hide.

"Rong Lang!"

The voice was full of panic and fear, did he remember something, and then just left him and left, without asking a word, how could he ......

Long......

Xi Zhan sat on the sofa in the room with his face covered in a daze, the surroundings were messy, as if he had been ransacked, but he didn't care, his mind was full of himself being abandoned by Rong Lang again.

Because in the dream, he also abandoned himself like this, no matter how much he yelled and made trouble, he didn't come back, is it the same this time?

He had always thought that the place where there was Rong Lang was his home, but now he suddenly felt that he was homeless.

A self-deprecating grin, a little self-loathing, threw himself into the couch, one arm covering his eyes.

He felt that he was really useless, every time he met Rong Lang, he was as fragile as a woman, and he looked down on himself like this, but next time, he would still be like this......

Why is it love that creates so many regrets......

That man won't come back......

......

"What are you doing lying here at night?"

Xi Zhan's hand on his eyes paused, thinking that he might be having auditory hallucinations, and pulled the corners of his mouth in some frustration, only after disappearing for a while, he had already begun to miss auditory hallucinations.

Rong Lang looked at the room that he had finally cleaned up tonight with black lines, this is?

Have you been robbed......

It was obvious that the thief was someone lying on the sofa, and he turned on the switch in the living room with some headaches, and suddenly the dazzling white light dazzled him.

Xi Zhan sat up in a daze, looking at the person at the door who had just woken up, and his mind still couldn't turn around.

It wasn't until Rong Lang walked to his side that the high heart that was carried suddenly fell into his stomach, and his eyes were red.

"I thought you ......"

Gone, I'm scared......

Rong Lang looked at Xi Zhan, who was pale, but he couldn't open his mouth anyway.

"After you left, I found out that there was a small greenhouse next to the garden, and I accidentally fell asleep, what's wrong?"

Xi Zhan didn't know how to react, so he could only hug the waist of the person in front of him, bury his face in the other party's stomach, close his eyes, and slowly tighten his hands.

It seems that the fear and anxiety that lingers in my heart disappear all at once, as long as this person is around, as long as he is ......

"It's nothing, it's just that I miss you all of a sudden......"

Rong Lang twitched the corners of his mouth, thinking that he could make the house like this? Knowing that the other party was not telling the truth, he didn't want to ask more, touching the head on his waist, and sighed a little.

Xi Zhan, what are you afraid of?