"Why are you here," Xue Yutian frowned slightly, and said to the cicada: "Didn't I tell you ......"

"Don't blame the cicada, I have to ask her to take me to see you, otherwise, how can you see me. ”

"What's the matter?" Xue Yutian said in a cold tone, his eyes looked away, "If not, I still have something to do, I don't have much work here, just ask Miss Cicada to accompany you back." ”

"Doctor Xue, I have something I want to ask you, please tell me. "I subconsciously took a step forward.

"If there is anything, the general will tell you personally," Xue Yu said, "I don't know much more than what the general told you." ”

I listened to Xue Yutian's tone, and I made up my mind to deliberately distance myself from him, although I understood him, but the last way to find out the truth was so gone.

I was a little frustrated for a while, sighed and said: "Does it have to be so, I just want to know what's going on, it's too sad to be used as a pawn." ”

Xue Yu opened his mouth, but he didn't say a word.

I was sad: "I wish I had never met you, guarding a few acres of thin fields to live a poor life, it is much better than now, maybe I can have an honest husband and have a child." ”

"Excuse me, Yutian," I called Xue Yutian's name for the first time, "I'm sorry for you all along, really...... I'm sorry for you. With that, I turned and left.

"Mingxiu," Xue Yutian stopped me, and I could clearly hear his sigh, as if he had lost to me, and said softly: "What do you want to know, just ask, don't cry." ”

I didn't shed tears in front of Xue Yutian, but when I turned around and was about to leave, I cried silently, even so, Xue Yutian could know.

At that time, I cried even more, the most gentle Xue Yutian in the world, he deserves the best girl in the world.

There were a few chairs in Xue Yutian's courtyard, Xue Yutian asked me to sit down, and the cicada poured tea for the two of us, and then retreated far away, no longer disturbing our conversation.

"Just say it in this courtyard," Xue Yu said, "If I invite you to sit in the big tent, the general will definitely rush over without half a cup of tea," and then thought to himself: "His obsession with you is deeper than mine." ”

He took a sip of tea and turned his gaze to me: "Just ask, if you want to ask, since you promised to tell you, you won't hide it anymore, I'm secluded here, and there are few patrols, so you can ask with peace of mind." ”

I nodded, sorted out my thoughts a little, and said: "At the beginning, I followed Tang Rickke to leave Yiyang, Yiyang was in the hinterland of the empire, we walked on the road for more than a month, and the land of the empire, for so long, was not hindered in any way, and now that I think about it, it is indeed very abnormal." ”

At the beginning, I was dead to the empire and Qin Yuefeng, and I only thought about leaving the sad place, ignoring too many things that seem very unreasonable now.

Xue Yu nodded, and suddenly said, "Don Rick must be very good to you." ”

Seeing that I was at a loss, Xue Yutian continued: "Actually, the answer to your question is easy to think of, but you don't think about it at all. The reason why no one stopped you is because except for General Qin, no one in the court knew that the leader of the Youta clan only ran to the hinterland of the empire with a few dozen people, otherwise even if he was an immortal, he would have died a long time ago, General Qin has been forcibly suppressing this matter, and the court thought that Yiyang was just disturbed by the Youta clan. ”

"Why did the general ......?"

"Because," Xue Yu said, "Don Rick left a message for General Qin, if someone stops him, he will kill you." ”

"What?" I was shocked, recalling the days when I followed Don Rick on the way to the Ta Clan, and he cared for me every day, and I was a little speechless for a while, it turned out that I had thought that I had found a backer at that time, but I was actually taken hostage.

"Don Rick was originally a human being with no humanity, no, not even a human being. Xue Yutian's tone was as cold as ice, and his eyes were covered with a fog of hatred.

"General......," I whispered, "it seems like a different person, so why did you decide to do the opposite?" ”

"Mingxiu, you often say that you can't help yourself, what about General Qin, the status of military generals in the past was very low, General Qin has suffered far more than you think since he was a child, for many years, he had to rely on the Hou Mansion to live, before you appeared, his most valued mother was also raised in the Hou Mansion, and the Hou Mansion was a relative of the emperor, so originally General Qin would be the most loyal courtier of the imperial court. ”

I nodded, I understand this, I also thought that Qin Yuefeng would be the most loyal courtier in the imperial court.

"But the court that the general has always been loyal to not only used his mother to force him to marry the lord of Longhui, using him as a tool of political checks and balances, but also almost tortured his most beloved woman and killed his child, Mingxiu, that child is not only your child, he is also the child of General Qin. ”

"At this time, you told him that you had followed his enemy, his own brother," Xue Yu said: "Mingxiu, you still have a choice, you can choose to leave regardless of your suffering, but General Qin, he still has his mother, and there are hundreds of thousands of soldiers of the Qin family who rely on him to live, plus the decline of the imperial court, he can only choose a more difficult road." ”

I suddenly felt like a sinner through the ages, I used to be stubborn and couldn't listen to anyone's advice, and seeing Tang Rick was like seeing the only way of revenge in life, but I really forgot that Qin Yuefeng had endured more than me.

"Mingxiu, I believe in General Qin, too...... Trust me too. Xue Yutian coughed a little unnaturally, and his voice suddenly became very soft: "If it weren't for General Qin's sincerity to you, I would never let go......"

Along the way, countless people have said this to me, believe in General Qin, what kind of willfulness should I have to get to this point.

"Sister," the cicada trotted all the way over, "the general is back, and he is looking for his sister everywhere." ”

"Let's go back," Xue Yutian stood up and entered the big tent alone.

I followed the cicada back to Qin Yuefeng's big tent, and as soon as I entered, Qin Yuefeng had already changed into his regular clothes and was drinking tea.

"It's back. Qin Yuefeng said softly: "Go and see the jade tilt?"

"Chatted a few words. ”

I saw a few strands of broken hair under the corner of Qin Yuefeng's sideburns, with a little dust rubbing on it, and his expression was obviously very tired, but he still looked at me with a smile.

"It's better for you to go and see Yutian," Qin Yuefeng said: "Now that Yutian is becoming more and more silent, I may be able to say a few more words with you." ”

I couldn't help but feel sorry for Qin Yuefeng, so I stepped forward to fix Qin Yuefeng's hair, and said softly, "Do you still have to go to the meeting at night?"

Qin Yuefeng nodded: "Well, the front is busy, Sima Yang is not here, and Jiang Yitang can't be busy alone." ”

"There's still some time," I turned to beckoning to the cicadas, "go get some hot water." ”

The cicada went out in response, and I turned my head to Qin Yuefeng and said, "I'll wait for you to take a bath, you see that you are disgraced, where is there still a general." ”

Maybe my transformation was too sudden, and the surprise in Qin Yuefeng's eyes did not disappear.

"What did Jade Tilt tell you?"

At that time, I had already finished serving Qin Yuefeng and was fighting against a button on his coat that couldn't be fastened well, Qin Yuefeng smiled and pulled away my hand and fastened the button himself, "It's still Yutian who has a way, these days I can't think of a way to look at you with a sad face all day long." ”

But my heart was heavy, and I patted him on the chest and said, "If you don't hide everything from me, make me think wildly, and can only guess, then I won't spare such a big detour and suffer so many crimes." ”

"I was wrong," Qin Yuefeng was a little moved, and held my hand, "In the past, I was always unwilling to influence you, I have already caused you to suffer so much, where is I qualified to influence your choice, now it seems that I have hurt you again." ”

Once again, my tears flowed uncontrollably, "Who told you to despise my heart for you so much, that you think that it can be given to others at will." ”

"It's me who is wrong, it is me who is wrong. Qin Yuefeng hugged me all of a sudden, letting my tears wet his newly changed clothes, "Xiuxiu, in the future, we know everything about each other, don't hide it, don't let the other party guess, I can't afford to lose you again." ”

I only felt as if my heart was torn apart, and I cried incoherently all of a sudden: "What should I do, Qin Yuefeng, I can't let go of Tang Rick anymore." ”

It has been three days since I talked to Qin Yuefeng about my thoughts on that day, and during this period, Qin Yuefeng has not come back, and during this period, my mind has always been the appearance of him facing away from me before leaving that day.

"Xiuxiu, you think about it, come to me again after thinking about it, the last time, I will choose by you, and if you choose, there will be no way back. ”

In the past three days, my mind has been chaotic, and I keep thinking about all the fragments between me and Qin Yuefeng and Tang Rick, each of which is heartbreaking and unforgettable.

"Sister, you can say something, even if you cry. The cicada shook my arm lightly, "If you go on like this, your body will suffocate." ”

I gently touched my face when I heard this, it was dry, and I rubbed my eyes again, and there was not a trace of tears.

Scold......

I didn't cry, but why was my heart so bitter?

It wasn't until sunset that the tent became dark again, and I heard shouts outside.

"Cicadas," I finally said, "what's going on outside?"

"Sister," Cicada heard me call her, hurriedly stepped forward, and said happily: "Sister, you can speak, outside, outside this is gathering, as if there is some task." ”

I suddenly remembered that Qin Yuefeng had said before that he was going to raid the team transporting iron ore from Chaoqing in Tanglikke, counting the days, it should be tomorrow, and when my mind was clearer, I stood up and said to the cicada: "Cicada Ming, freshen up for me, and then bring my coat, I will go to see the general." ”