Chapter 537: There is a kind of friendship called the high shore as a mountain
"Nope. ”
"So, why not come out and take a walk?"
Princess Wen Yinhuan has long suspected that my relationship with Xuan Shitian is tired, but we have no ambiguity at all, just a dependent relationship.
Why do you depend on it, because Xuan Shi was born to protect me, this is an established fact that there is no way to change, we can't get close, getting close will make people feel ambiguous, but we can't deliberately distance ourselves, which makes people feel even more problematic.
"Girl, in fact, happiness and sadness are the same, a person has an unexpected joy, spread this happy factor to the rest of the dozen or so people, the rest of everyone will not be able to close their mouths, if a person tells the hidden pain in his heart to ten people the same, it will be easy, you give it a try. ”
The girl's meaning, but I still hesitated, I don't know why, after experiencing the last thing, what I can't face is not Wen Feiyu, but Xuan Shitian. Wen Feiyu can't make any sacrifices for me, but Xuan Shitian will do any sacrifice for me.
Wen Feiyu disdains to grovel to the ghost king's punishment for me, and for my safety, Xuan Shitian would rather be humble and respectful, Xuan Shitian has been in his heart for so many years, and this is something that no one can change.
If this is love, then what about the princess? What is it? is the responsibility?
"There will be a long time to live together in the future, you can avoid it for a while, is it good to go on like this for a long time?" Xuan didn't beg me not to go out for ten days, but to comfort me with a big reason, I think about it, I am not afraid of shadows, the more I hide, the more I have a problem.
I was sad and anxious to need an outlet, I wanted to let people know about my grievances and pain, I was hoping that I would get better, a feeling that I had never felt before, I stepped forward and opened the door.
Tonight, it was indeed moonlight, the moon was bright like a green gauze tent, and such a clear light fell on Xuan Shitian's body, making Xuan Shitian look so clear, like a phoenix tail bamboo in the moonlight, and his hair was still silver-white.
I remembered that many years ago, Xuan Shitian was heartbroken and had gray hair, and when I thought about it, I realized that I would never be the most miserable unlucky person.
Xuan Shitian's brother was treacherous and made Xuan Shitian a half-dead, Xuan Shitian wanted to take care of his brother while hoping that his brother would immediately turn the corner and get better, but he was sad, his brother always calculated himself, and it was a hidden danger to get better.
Although his relationship with his brother was contradictory and antagonistic, until the day before the death of Xuan's brother, Xuantentian did not give up taking care of his brother.
It's affectionate.
In love, Xuan Shitian's love is simply a thousand turns, he has feelings for me, but I turned a blind eye, he finally fell in love with Princess Gaoyang, Princess Gaoyang unfortunately died short-lived, and now, Xuan Shitian finally had a lover with Princess Wen Yinhuan and finally became married, but ......
But is Xuan Shitian really happy? If you talk about the sins of the past few years, Xuan Shitian has more than anyone else, but Xuan Shitian, under the guidance of positive energy, still survived.
Regarding the matter between me and Wen Feiyu, in fact, Xuan Shitian is an insider, and now Xuan Shitian looks so lonely, I looked at Xuan Shitian's dark eyes, and I was moved by a kind of compassion.
"Get outside...... Let's go?" Xuan Shitian's voice was not very sure, there was a tremor in the gentleness, and the desolate voice made the autumn wind blow away quickly, I nodded, and followed behind Xuan Shitian, and the two of us walked one after the other.
The demon clan, at night, like a treasure moon on the Qionglou, the white marble is shining, the moon in the pool is bright and abnormal, full of clear light jade fences, the people in the world look up, there is an excessive coldness, I feel a little cold, hold the placket, lift it up.
"If you want to say it, if you want to hide it, even if you don't have to tell me, I'm not the kind of person who has a strong desire to snoop, what has happened recently?" Xuan Shitian said.
I rescued me from the ghost king's punishment, and told Xuan Shitian about using Neidan to regulate me one by one, Xuan Shitian's eyebrows were furrowed, why the evil ghost king's punishment would do that to me, Xuan Shitian didn't know, what was wrong with this, in fact, I didn't know it myself.
Now, I look at Xuan Shitian, and Xuanshi Tian, after listening to everything I have said, I have a very uncertain feeling. "The ghost king's punishment cannot be trusted, you should understand. ”
"I know. "I know that the ghost king's punishment can't be believed, but obviously, the ghost king's punishment wants to get my heart, and there are many opportunities, but it's useless, is the ghost king's punishment really ignored?
"Or, what we think is good is not good, what we think is bad is not bad, there are not only black and white but also gray in this world, right? gray exists between black and white, it is excessive color, as if the ghost king's punishment is such a color. ”
"Li Zhiyao, I have to remind you, if you believe that the ghost king's punishment is a good person, you have fallen into the devil's path, you can think about it from another angle, the ghost king's punishment is your enemy, and it is also my enemy, the ghost king's punishment killed my sister. When I heard this, I shuddered.
Yes, the ghost king's torture killed Xuan's sister for ten days, and the crying and mournful face of Xuanying immediately came to my mind, and I have forgotten this deep hatred and hatred in the time I have been with the ghost king's torture, I ...... I found a sentence to justify my carelessness.
"Don't be like this in the future, ghosts are ghosts, if it's really good, there won't be so many invasions and battles for thousands of years, you should understand, Lizhiyao. He said, I nodded, my eyes were wet, I was wrong, I was very wrong, after a long silence, I pointed to the Lang Yuan in front of me.
In the Lang Garden, except for the plum blossoms, there are no other flowers, it looks even more deserted, on the verandah, there are patrols from time to time, and they see that this side is me and Xuan Shitian, and they are far away.
The two of us got to the verandah, and as I walked, I looked at the reflection of the moon in the water, for a long, long time.
"Now, what should I do?" Xuan Shitian also looked at the water, and when I looked at the moon, the moon on the water seemed to have become a tearful face of Xuanying, and when I looked at the rest of the place, I don't know why, there were all kinds of strange hallucinations.
I shouldn't have coexisted peacefully with the ghost king's punishment, I should have immediately drawn my sword with the ghost king's punishment, but I didn't, I actually did such a ridiculous thing, I mistakenly thought that the ghost king's punishment was a good one, and I actually let the ghost king's punishment take care of me, and I still had a relationship with the ghost king's punishment.
Now that I think about it, the most unpassable hurdle in my mind is Xuanying's, the previous Xuanying, and my relationship was so good, did I promise to avenge Xuanying, so I have no faith in my words?
When I look at it now, I suddenly feel that I have done so many things that even I kind of look down on myself.
I shivered, not because of the cold wind, but because of so many things in my heart, I waved my hand, trying to expel the hallucinations in my head and the auditory hallucinations in my ears, everything, but I couldn't succeed, everything was like a strange dream.
A kind of fear of bewitchment, constantly shaking my mind, yes, what Xuan Shitian said is reasonable, I am a member of the demon subduing clan, I am still the carrier of that heart, no matter what, I and the ghost king's punishment are opposites, we can't be friends.
The ghost king's torture has hurt so many of my friends and killed so many innocent people, and now in the end, I say forgiveness and forgive the ghost king's torture like that, is this what I should do? This is the death of the ghost king, right? I shuddered, and a kind of cold that covered my face had invaded my heart.
"You...... Are you okay?" Xuan Shitian approached me, his gentle palm carefully landed on my shoulder, and the petals of plum blossoms left the branches and went towards the water, shattering the surface of the lake like an emerald mirror, and I looked at the lake like broken glass, and then gradually came to my senses.
"I'm sorry, my mind is out of order. I said.
"It's okay, just hello. Xuan Shitian said, I turned around and looked at the Xuan Shitian in front of me, Xuan Shitian is still Qi Yu Angzang, it has been so many years, and it is still the same as before, "You are right, I have let this evil demon be bewitched, I should understand that the ghost king is our enemy." ”
"That's right. Xuan Shitian nodded.
"You haven't seen anyone since you came back today, so why don't you ask? Xuan Shitian said, I sneered, Wen Feiyu has lost his memory, a person who has lost his memory, do you still want to avoid me, I don't know how I feel now.
I only felt that my chest was very depressed, and there was a mixed feeling, which made me very sad, and after a long, long time, I trembled a little and moved my stiff calf, "I don't want to see him, I don't live a good life without Wen Feiyu now, is there anything wrong?"
My words made Xuan Shitian smile and snort: "Although I can't understand what you mean, I want you to be happy." ”
I forced a smile. "You don't have to worry, I'm living a good life, how can I be unhappy?"
"From the bottom of my heart. Xuan Shitian said, I immediately nodded, and said categorically: "Is it fake, it is naturally from the bottom of my heart." I looked ahead with a smile, and the moonlight had entered a dark cloud, as if there were many unresolved raindrops in the lead cloud, and I felt tired.
"Okay, it's been more exposed, you and I need to disperse, we will meet again tomorrow, how is the human race recently?"
"Everything was fine. Xuan Shitian nodded, Xuan Shitian really saw that I was sleepy, I was embarrassed, I didn't want to talk anymore, such an empathetic person couldn't even be found with a lantern, or Xuan Shitian was an example to me, as for others, I haven't studied it deeply.
The human race is safe, that kind of security is innate, the environment here is full of a very powerful yang energy, so, wherever I go alone, I will not encounter danger, after I said goodbye, I went straight to my side, and Xuan Shitian, as every time before......
My eyes were still looking at me in confusion, I didn't look back, I went to the deep part of the courtyard, it was very quiet, and the sound of a falling leaf could clearly knock on the eardrums.