Chapter 30: No Voice, No You

Hmph, this group of people probably doesn't know that the happiness between me and Dong Qianlan is only a big difference.

The time was set for the next day's school, because the teachers didn't know where to go, so the discipline of the school was needless to say, and the next morning, there were all kinds of melon-eating people who took a chair and sat in front of the school building!

Because the solo place where I made an appointment with him is right in front of the school......

That brother's news can spread, there are already so many people.

Heh, I'm sorry, if it was the timid Su Ruoyin before, then this trick might still be a little useful.

But I'm very upset right now!!

The thought of me running a country that disdains me makes me not want to be king for a moment.

Eh......?

Why did I become king? I ...... For what? What use do I want for such a country, such a vexatious citizen?

I...... What is it for training those people who don't know what to do?

Why should I help the country......? I'm not from this world.

Why?why?why?

Why did you land into this world...... To do these unnecessary things?

At the beginning, it was to avoid those voices, but those voices, those injuries, are still in my body, and I can still hear them.

Then what am I doing living in such pain?

Why cheer up? Why sing?

I was already on the stage when I was thinking about it.

There was no doubt that I lost. Their happiness value is not much different from mine's happiness value, only a dozen, but they are the ones with the highest happiness value. I dragged Fang Mo Nian down, and my happiness value was negative. Our happiness has fallen to an all-time low: 5,000. But they got a little more than 5,000.

So, I don't have to be this king either.

Maybe yes, Dong Qianlan may become the head of the country, and he should be able to manage the country better than me.

Great, I finally don't have to run this troublesome country.

Since then, he has lived in another world normally, falling asleep all the time, falling asleep all the time, and never waking up.

Darkness gradually invaded my eyes, as if to say that people with black hair and black eyes see things in black and white.

Eh...... I've been in black and white since before I took the stage.

Why, in black and white......

No matter, after closing your eyes anyway, the world is completely dark.

I depend on the dark world, because of this, I don't know anything, nothing is clear.

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I woke up and saw a black and white world.

Be...... Fang Mo Nian's home is also my home, right?

I'm lying in bed right now, there's nothing on the table, no breakfast, no notes.

This world ...... Something is wrong? Something seems to be missing.

I went to school without breakfast, and I guess he didn't make breakfast.

When I got to the classroom, it was full. It's strange that there's no trace of his place.

Who is he......?

Forget it, I sat in my place, no one next to me was cool, and I put my bag under the table next to me according to common sense.

Airplanes......

Head, what's wrong??

By the way, the hottest group today seems to be T.O.P, a trio, three boys from the country of la.

Why did I suddenly think of this?

I don't know, it's my brain that reminds me of this.

I wonder when our country, the DO country, will produce a democratic king?

Alas, isn't our country the last in every year, and even the king doesn't know who it is.

All day long, I don't know what I've been doing, or even what sustains me, I don't know.

I've thought about killing myself countless times, but I don't know how, and when I want to kill myself, I always feel like someone is holding my hand and doesn't want the dagger to cut my neck.

Also, when I was about to get hit by a quarter note, I always felt like someone was pushing me.

Maybe...... I look too much like a female ghost, so the ghosts are here to protect me, right?

Day by day, I don't know what the teacher is talking about, I just see her lips opening and closing, and I don't know why my classmates like T.O.P, maybe, because they open their lips in a neat rhythm, right?

Chasing stars, listening to lectures, I don't care. Even life. If I hadn't died, I would have died.

Today is also a very boring day.

When I got home, I looked at the familiar dishes and chopsticks, from two pairs, to one pair in my eyes.

Belch...... How could there be two pairs of chopsticks? Obviously, I was the only one all along.

Eat well, wash and sleep.

As always, I fell into a dark dream.

"Little ...... Sound...... If the sound ...... "like a tape breaking......

Sound...... What is a sound?

What is my name?

What am I?

"Su Ruoyin!!"

I woke up, it was him!

The world is still black and white in my eyes, but I can feel that someone is around me!

Suddenly, a figure flickered in my eyes, I didn't see clearly, but I could feel it!

I groped for the walls, looked at the black and white world in my eyes, and suddenly felt a little scary!

Where is this!??

Why am I in this world?

My breath was suddenly short, I touched my chest, and I was a little overwhelmed by the black and white world.

What was I doing before?!Why didn't I ever care that this was a black and white world!!

"Ah......h

Eh......?

Can't hear me?

My hearing is still my vocal cords...... Gone!

"Ah...... Ahh!!h

Airplanes......

Damn it!!!

My heart grew irritable, and my head felt like it was going to explode......

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ใ€็ฉใ‚„ใ‹ใซๆšฎใ‚‰ใ—ใŸใ„ใ€‘

I want to live my life in peace

ใ€ๅ›ใจใชใ‚‰ๅ‡บใ‚‹ใฏใšใ€‘

Could have been made possible with you

ใ€ใ„ใ‚„ใงใใชใ„ใ‹ใชใ€‘

No, it may not be the same

ใ€ใงใ‚‚ๅ›ใจ้Žใ”ใ›ใŸใ‚‰ใ€‘

But if I can spend the rest of my life with you

ใ€ใใ‚Œใ ใ‘ใงใ„ใ„ใจๆ€ใ†ใ€‘

I really feel that this alone is enough

ใ€ใƒ”ใƒณใƒˆใŒใšใ‚ŒใŸใ‚ˆใ†ใชใตใŸใ‚Šใ ใฃใŸใ€‘

We used to be strangers who had completely deviated from the same track

ใ€ไปŠใ‚‚ใŠใ‚“ใชใ˜ใ‹ใ€‘

Is the same true now?

ใ€ๆ‚ชใ„slaveใ‚’้ป™ใ‚‰ใ›ใซ่กŒใ“ใ†ใ€‘

In the future, we will also embark on the road of silence for the wicked

ใ€ใใ‚“ใชใ“ใจใ‚’็นฐใ‚Š่ฟ”ใ—ใฆใ„ใŸใ€‘

And so on and so forth

ใ€็„ก่Œถใชใ“ใจใฐใ‹ใ‚Šใ ใฃใŸใ‘ใฉใ€‘

Although the past is full of unreliable deeds

ใ€ใใ‚“ใชใซๆ‚ชใ„ๆ€ใ„ๅ‡บใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ„ใ€‘

But the memories of the past are not so bad

ใ€็ฉใ‚„ใ‹ใซๆšฎใ‚‰ใ—ใŸใ„ใ€‘

I want to live my life in peace

ใ€ๅ›ใจใชใ‚‰ๅ‡บใ‚‹ใฏใšใ€‘

Could have been made possible with you

ใ€ใ„ใ‚„ใงใใชใ„ใ‹ใชใ€‘

No, it may not be the same

ใ€ใงใ‚‚ๅ›ใฎ่ปฝๅฃใ‚’่žใ‘ใ‚‹ใชใ‚‰ใ„ใ„ใจๆ€ใ†ใ€‘

If I can still listen to you talk and laugh, I will feel satisfied

ใ€ไธญ้–“ใ‚‚ไผผใŸใ‚Šๅฏ„ใฃใŸใ‚Šใ€‘

The companions are much the same

ใ€ใ‚‚ใฎใฎใฟใ”ใจ ใฉใ“ใ‹ใšใ‚Œใฆใ„ใŸใ€‘

Nuances are inevitable

ใ€ๅƒ•ใฎใŠใ‹ใ—ใชๅฆนใจใ‚‚ใ€‘

and my spooky sister

ใ€ใใ‚Šใ‚ƒไธญ่‰ฏใใ‚„ใฃใฆใ„ใ‘ใ‚‹ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ€‘

I guess we can get along

ใ€ใ„ใคใ‚‚่ชฐใ‹ใจไธ€็ท’ใซๅฑ…ใŸใ€‘

There's always someone by your side

ใ€ใใ‚“ใชๆŸ„ใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ‹ใฃใŸใฎใซใ€‘

Obviously, I never had that qualification

ใ€็ฉใ‚„ใ‹ใซๆšฎใ‚‰ใ—ใŸใ„ใ€‘

I want to live my life in peace

ใ€ๅ›ใจใชใ‚‰ๅ‡บใ‚‹ใฏใšใ€‘

Could have been made possible with you

ใ€ใ„ใ‚„ใงใใชใ„ใ‹ใชใ€‘

No, it may not be the same

ใ€ใŸใ ๅƒ•ใฎๅ‘Š็™ฝใŒๅฎŸใ‚‹ใ“ใจ็ฅˆใฃใฆใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ€‘

But I still pray with all my heart that my confession will come to fruition

ใ€็ฉใ‚„ใ‹ใช้ขจใŒๅนใใ‚ใฎๆ˜ฅใซๅธฐใ‚ŒใŸใ‚‰ใ€‘

The warm spring breeze is blowing lightly, and I want to go back to that spring

ใ€ใใ†ๆ€ใ†ใ‘ใฉใ€‘

Even though my heart desires this

ใ€ใ‚‚ใ†่ชฐใŒๅพ…ใฃใฆใŸใ‹ ๅพ…ใฃใฆใ‚‹ใ‹ใ€‘

But who else will wait for me?

ใ€Forget ใ‚Œใฆใ—ใพใ†ใ€‘

I forgot about it before I knew it

ใ€ๆณฃใ‹ใ›ใฆใ‚‹ ใ”ใ‚ใ‚“ใ‚‚่จ€ใ†ใ€‘

I made you cry and said countless sorry me

ใ€ใ‘ใฉๅ›ใ‚’ๆ€ใ„ๅ‡บใ›ใชใ„ใ€‘

But I just can't think of you

ใ€ใŸใ ใฒใจใคใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใ€‘

The only thing that is known is one thing

ใ€ใ“ใฎๆ–‡ๅญ—ใฏๅ›ใฎใ‚‚ใฎใ ใ€‘

This passage belongs to you

ใ€la la la la la...ใ€‘

La-la-la-la...

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My mind grew clear to the music and I hummed along. Although I can't hear my voice, I can still hear that this song is theirs.

My smile widened, and I felt no fear at all in this black and white world.

Well, there is a ...... I want to ignite the colors of this world!

Kernakon is a world that was originally said to be black and white, but later, it was dyed beautiful gold by the song of angels, and became the most beautiful music world.

I am an angel.

I started singing out loud, singing the ......

What I want to convey to them, the voice......

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ใ€ๆ˜Ÿๅฑ‘ใฎไธญ็พฝใฐใŸใ„ใŸใ‚ใฎ็™ฝใ„้ธŸใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใซใ€‘

If you can be like the white bird that spreads its wings under the starry sky

ใ€ไฝ•ใ‚‚ใ‹ใ‚‚ใ‚’ๆŠ•ใ’ๅ‡บใ—ใฆ้ฃžในใŸใชใ‚‰ใ€ใ€‘

Ditch all soaring skies

ใ€ๅค‰ใ‚ใ‚‹ใฎใ‹ใช?ใ€‘

Will it change?

ใ€ไฝ•ๅ‡ฆใซใ‚‚่กŒใ‘ใšใซใ€ใพใ ใ€ๆญคๅ‡ฆใซใ„ใ‚‹ใ€‘

I'm not leaving, I'm still here

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The sound gradually went from small to small, from small to crisp......

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ใ€ใŸใ ใ€ไผšใ„ใŸใ„ใ€‘

Just wanted to see you

ใ€ๆตฎใ‹ใถ่จ€ๅถใฏใ„ใคใ‚‚ๅผฑใใฆใ€ใ€‘

The words that come to mind are always not firm enough

ใ€ๅค‰ใ‚ใ‚‰ใšchest ใ‚’็„ฆใŒใ™ใ‚ˆใ€‘

As it used to torment my heart

ใ€ใญใˆใ€ใ‚‚ใ—ๆ„ฟใ„ใŒๅถใ†ใชใ‚‰ใ€‘

If a wish can come true

ใ€ๅคœ็ฉบใ‚‚่ถŠใˆใฆไผšใ„ใซใ€‘

I just want to cross the night sky before

ใ€่กŒใใ‚ˆใ€‘

I'm going to see you

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Behind me appeared golden wings, taking me across the continent.

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ใ€Dark ใฎไธญ่พ‰ใ„ใฆใ€ๅ’ฒใ่‚‹่Šฑใฎใ‚ˆใ†ใซใ€‘

If only it could be like the flower that blooms in the dark night

ใ€ไฝ•ใ‚‚ใ‹ใ‚‚ใŒ็ˆฑใ—ใใฆใ€ใ„ใคใพใงใ‚‚ใ€‘

Everything was so lovely no matter when

ใ€ๆŽขใ—ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ€‘

I'm going to look for it

ใ€ไฝ•ๅ‡ฆใ‹ใงไผšใˆใŸใ‚‰ใ€ใพใŸใ€smile ใ‚“ใงใ€‘

If I could meet somewhere, I would smile again

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The world I passed through was all colored, and the golden notes floated in the air.

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ใ€ใŸใ ใ€ไผšใ„ใŸใ„ใ€‘

Just wanted to see you

ใ€ๅ›ใฎ็ฌ‘้ขœใฏไปŠใ‚‚่ฟœใใงใ€ใ€‘

Your smile is still far away

ใ€ๅค‰ใ‚ใ‚‰ใšๅคœใ‚’็…งใ‚‰ใ™ใ‚ˆใ€‘

Brighten up the night

ใ€ใญใˆใ€ใ‚‚ใ—ๆ„ฟใ„ใŒๅถใ†ใชใ‚‰ใ€‘

If a wish can come true

ใ€่ฟทใ‚ใšๅ›ใซไผšใ„ใซ่กŒใใ‚ˆใ€‘

I will not hesitate to rush to meet you

ใ€ใ†๏ฝžใ€‘

Let's ~

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I saw people looking at me in amazement, and my smile was bigger than ever, because I had created this colorful world

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ใ€ๆ€ใ„ๅ‡บใฎๆ‘ใ‚„ๆ‡ใ‹ใ—ใ„ๆ•™ๅฎคใ‚‚ใ€‘

The park in the memories and the classroom in the nostalgia

ใ€ไปŠใงใ‚‚ใ‚ใฎๆ—ฅใจๅŒใ˜ใพใพใ‹ใช?ใ€‘

It's still the same as it was back then, right?

ใ€ๅฏ‚ใ—ใ’ใช่ก—็ฏใจๆœ€ๅŽใซ่งใŸ้ง…ใฎใƒ›ใƒผใƒ ใ€‘

The lonely street lamp is the last station I saw

ใ€้€ธใ‚Œๅ‡บใ™ๆ™ฏใซๆ‰‹ใ‚’่พฐใ™ใ€‘

Reach out and touch the overflowing landscape

ใ€ไผšใ„ใŸใ„ใ€‘

I really want to see you

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My timbre gives people different hair colors and eyes, and I see people hugging people so happily, and I also shed tears of happiness, yes, golden.

Golden tears had passed through the corners of my eyes, and then turned into a palm-sized balloon of water, which I threw into the air, the white clouds were golden and the sky was blue.

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ใ€ๆตฎใ‹ใถ่จ€ๅถใฏใ„ใคใ‚‚ๅผฑใใฆใ€ใ€‘

The words that come to mind are always not firm enough

ใ€ๅค‰ใ‚ใ‚‰ใšchest ใ‚’็„ฆใŒใ™ใ‚ˆใ€‘

As it used to torment my heart

ใ€ไผšใ„ใŸใ„ใ€‘

I really want to see you

ใ€ๅ›ใฎ็ฌ‘้ขœใฏไปŠใ‚‚่ฟœใใงใ€ใ€‘

Your smile is now too

ใ€ๅค‰ใ‚ใ‚‰ใšๅคœใ‚’็…งใ‚‰ใ™ใ‚ˆใ€‘

Still illuminating the night in the distance

ใ€ใญใˆใ€ใ‚‚ใ—็ฟผใŒใ‚ใ‚‹ใฎใชใ‚‰ใ€‘

Na, if I had wings

ใ€่ฟทใ‚ใšๅ›ใซไผšใ„ใซใ€‘

I will not hesitate to rush to meet you

ใ€ๅคœ็ฉบใ‚‚่ถŠใˆใฆไผšใ„ใซ่กŒใใ‚ˆใ€‘

Across the night sky, I'm going to see you

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Gradually, I could see a blurry color picture, and in front of me stood five figures obscured by the sun, and it was them!

I couldn't help it, I always felt that they had a sense of dรฉjร  vu.

The wings behind me seemed to know where I wanted to go, so I flew over them, and their faces became clearer......

Be......

It's you!!All.Universe!

My whole universe! My most important whole universe!!

I flew and pounced, and I couldn't hold back the tears in my eyes anymore......

It's weird...... Why does it feel like I haven't seen them in a long time?

But it doesn't seem to matter now?

It's good to have you! No matter what the king is, I'll always remember you!

Remember your smiles, your songs, your looks.

It's like it says in the lyrics.

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I just want to see you.

Your smile is still far away

Brighten up the night

Now, if a wish can come true

I will not hesitate to rush to meet you(s)

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I won't forget you again.

Absolute......