Chapter 143: A Door
Qingchen naturally heard Xiao Yi's voice as well. She stood still. There was no intention of walking in. But I didn't want to just turn around and leave.
"Senior brother. Feng Xiran's stubbornness towards Xiao Yi. Very helpless. I want to persuade. But he didn't know where to speak.
Although he was not the one who was so seriously injured. But he could understand Xiao Yat's inner feelings. If now. It was replaced by his wind and the poison in his body. All martial arts were lost. The meridians are broken. The face is ruined. Lying half-dead in bed like this. Rely on the strength of others to stay alive. He certainly didn't want to be seen by the people he loved the most.
"Yat Shaw. You really don't see me. Qingchen heard Feng Xiran's persuasion. She knew that Xiao Yat could hear her. So he took two steps forward. asked.
Qingchen's voice fell. The entire neighborhood fell into a deathly silence. No one spoke. Even Xiao Yat himself. It was only an open mouth. But nothing was said. He hung his head in despair.
Feng Xiran sighed. Put Xiao Yat back on the bed and lie down. looked at Xiao Yat in front of him.
The limbs don't have any strength yet. Lying on the bed on a soft stomach. Can't hold up any strength. face because of the explosion of the Holy Land before. It's all staggered scars. Some of them were still turning over carrion. The wound did not scab over. Flesh and blood blur. It's scary to look at.
When I first saw Xiao Yat like this. Feng Xiran was also shocked. He didn't expect it. An explosion. Yat Xiao turned out to be like this. The cynical Prince Yi at the beginning. That has been in the Celestial Star Country for ten years. But he was made a boy like a martial arts wizard by his master. In the end, it turned out to be like this.
But it's been a long time. He slowly got used to it. But he didn't know. Qingchen saw such a face. Will not be intimidated.
"Good. You can't see me. But you can't stop me from talking. Qingchen saw that Xiao Yi didn't answer. Then he spoke to himself. "Yat Shaw. Before today. I've imagined countless times in my head that you might still be alive. But today. I know you're really alive. I just want to say one thing to you. I hate you. ”
"Listen up. Yat Siu. I hate you. I hate you for not telling me anything. Fight everything by yourself. I hate you. I hate you for taking matters into your own hands and using your own life to lure jade without being fooled. Hate you for not valuing your life. I hate you. Hate you for thinking of me for everything. Wanting to give me the best for everything. The antidote to Zhilanrui was given to me. Even Yu Wuyuan wants to help me solve it. I hate you. I hate it...... Hate you the other day and suddenly tell me you're dead. Only a broken arm remained. Let me guard a severed arm that may not belong to you. So much time has passed in thoughts and regrets......"
"I hate you. Hate you for showing up so unexpectedly. Disrupted my plans for my life. Broke into my world, my heart. Let me get used to having your presence and your company. I got used to it, and there was an extra person named Xiao Yat in my life. But you...... But he always said goodbye. Always leave ...... without noticing."
"I hate you. Hate your self-righteousness. Hate you, plan ahead and win a thousand miles, and control everything. But he can't even control his own life. I don't want you to use your life to pave the way for a stable life in the future. I just want you to live well. Did you hear that? ”
Yat Siu...... I know you can hear you. You don't see me. I can even imagine how badly injured you were. It doesn't matter. Those injuries will always be healed. I'll keep waiting. Wait until the day you will see me. ”
"I'll tell you. If you dare not tell me anything. Make your own decisions. Then I will never forgive you for the rest of my life...... It's this life. ”
Qingchen also ignored Zhao Yan and looked at her tomorrow. Regardless of the fact that there was still wind in the house. Bento in front of everyone. All the words that had been suppressed in her heart during this time were spoken.
The moment her voice fell. Tears burst the embankment. Slipping off the eye sockets. It seems to be fragile that has been suffocated for so long. Suddenly, there was an outlet. The resentment and anger squeezing in the chest. Sadness and joy. A wide variety of emotions are intertwined. She couldn't bear it for a while. A mouthful of blood spurted out of his mouth.
"The landlord. "See you tomorrow. Be terribly alarmed. His face also turned pale.
He knew it. The previous calm was just Qingchen deliberately suppressing it. When the emotions she had been holding back in her heart could no longer be suppressed. It will be like this.
Tomorrow's exclamations reach the house. Reach Xiao Yat's ears. He was shocked. Wondering what's wrong with Qingchen. But I moved my body. only to find that there was nothing they could do. He is no longer the Xiao Yi who can feel it as soon as Qingchen encounters danger every time.
Whether it is the military camp of the Heavenly Star Country or in Mobei. Or Southern Xinjiang...... Every time when the dust is in danger. Yat will always show up just right. Then solve some things that dust can't solve. But this time. He couldn't even stand up and face the dust......
A door. cut off the sight of Qingchen and Xiao Yi. Two people can't see each other. But they can hear each other's voices. Qingchen didn't know what Xiao Yi's current struggles and sufferings were. And Xiao Yi didn't know what happened to Qingchen.
Listen to her words. Did you still decide not to see her? "After a long time. Feng Xiran asked. "I think. She doesn't mind you. ”
"But I don't mind. Xiao Yi interrupted Feng Xiran's words. interface channel. "Senior brother. Let her go. Don't come again. I won't see her. ”
Xiao Yi's firm and resolute voice reached Qingchen's ears. She couldn't help but smile bitterly.
She was such a smart woman. How could I not know what happened to Xiao Yi. At that time, it was in the medical book that Huai Jin was reading. I know that this person's symptom is a complete loss of martial arts. The meridians are broken. And the face is ruined. Later, he sent Mingyue to investigate the pharmacy at the south gate of the city. It was found that Zhao Yan bought these medicines.
Now. Here I learned that Xiao Yat was still alive. So who are these medicines for. It goes without saying.
In her heart. No matter what Xiao Yat becomes. She didn't care. I don't mind. Because Yat is Yat Shaw. It was the first time we met in earnest. And he kept her behind him. The man who didn't let the killer hurt her in the slightest. It was also the one who did not hesitate to turn his empty door away from the enemy in the vast mountains. but the man who will save her.
Yat has done a lot. I used her at first. That's because they don't know what they want from each other. Wait until later. When Xiao Yat understood thoroughly. Clear the dust for him. A more important time than the moon and the mountains. He had already made his choice.
Qingchen led his troops to attack Ningyue. He asked the Moon Soldiers to retreat and not resist. even gave up the entire southern county, and Qingchen was going to Mobei. He followed him to Mobei. to deal with the relationships between those tribes. Regardless of his own safety, Qingchen wants to go to southern Xinjiang to solve the mystery. He set up a bureau to go to southern Xinjiang. He even wanted to risk his life. to change the stability of the dust after cleaning.
These things. Qingchen knew it very well in his heart. The heart that was originally betrayed and hurt by Xiao Ling. It is also Xiao Yat who repairs it again and again with sincerity. made her choose to believe in the feelings of the world again.
But. Why would God be joking like this? Why when the dust settles. She can join hands with her beloved, when she doesn't ask about the world. But let Xiao Yat suffer such a pain.
"Yat Shaw. You'll see me someday. ”
Qingchen is supported by tomorrow. Steady yourself. stared directly at the bamboo house where Xiao Yat was. Despite being cut off from view by that door. But Qingchen still seemed to see Xiao Yi. So said.
The people in the room still didn't speak. Came here from Qingchen. Until now. Xiao Yi didn't officially say a word to Qingchen. All the words were said to Feng Xiran. but was heard by Qingchen.
"It's okay if you don't answer me now. It's okay if you don't see me. Qingchen said. "I know what you look like. I also know that you won't be able to stay up for long. You're going to die someday. So you can't stop seeing me on Huangquan Road. Wait until I'm done dealing with that mess in the Moon Country. I don't care what happens to you. I'll first try what Meng Po soup tastes like. ”
That's it. Qingchen turned to leave. Didn't stop at all. Not even the desire to see Xiao Yat again. It was as if the person inside was not the person she had been thinking about for so long. It's not the person she loves deeply in her bones.
Qingchen left the bamboo house when he left. Removed the small porcelain vase from his waist. Then discard aside. The little porcelain vase that accompanied her into her dreams during these months. It's like being dusted and treated as waste. Thrown in the creek next to the bamboo house.
Where the stream flows. Qingchen didn't know. All she knew was. This small porcelain vase does not belong to Xiao Yat at all. Even if she sleeps with it every day. Nor can they sleep peacefully. can't let Xiao Yi fall asleep. Because Xiao Yat didn't die at all.
The dust is decisive. But her last words shocked Xiao Yat and Feng Xiran.
Because Qingchen said. Yat is always going to die. And Xiao Yat couldn't stop seeing her on Huangquan Road. Wait for her to clean up the mess of Ning Yue Country. She went to taste what Meng Po soup tasted like.
That is to say. Qingchen had already thought of a way out. Her retreat was. Die with Xiao Yat. He gave birth to her. He died, she died.
Feng Xi came out of the bamboo house. Look at the back of the dust fluttering away. There was a pain in my heart. Sigh. Frowning. There was a deep thought in his eyes. But it's fleeting. No one saw it.
He...... Loved her for so long. How could she be willing to die like this?
In her experience the annihilation of the family. After the pain of betrayal by the lover. I finally had a chance to start over. I finally found the person I loved. How could he be willing to let her die like this?
So. Dust removal. Whether you want it or not. The rest of the thing. I'll do it for you......
I sighed faintly in my heart. Feng Xiran went back to the house. Looking at Xiao Yi, there were faint tears flashing in his eyes. His eyes were still fixed in the direction of the doorway. It seems to be watching Qingchen leave. I couldn't help but speak:
"Huai Jin has found a cure for you. You can rest assured. ”
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(Tianjin)