Chapter Seventy-Nine: Kill Me
"I thought it was going to go on forever! How did you find out?"
Since this is already the case, there is no need for the fake Zhao Xinling to continue acting, but it can be seen that he is still very unwilling in his heart, and he did not answer Luo Haoran's question immediately, and the fake Zhao Xinling is very curious about how Luo Haoran found out that she is not the real Zhao Xinling.
"I was deeply suspicious when I saw you eat that half of the carrot, but I always hoped that it was just my cranky thoughts, until I handed you this bunch of peonies, and I had to firmly believe that you were not the real Xinling. ”
Although Luo Haoran was puzzled a long time ago, Luo Haoran never doubted that Zhao Xinling in front of him was not fake, even after eating carrot, although he had doubts, Luo Haoran still didn't want to believe it, especially during this time, he really felt that he was with Zhao Xinling, and he kept telling himself that maybe it was just his own crankiness.
Luo Haoran wanted to use the matter of picking flowers to tell himself that everything was just his own problem, and the person in front of him was his Xinling, but unfortunately the final result was very cruel, but he also had to accept the fact that the Zhao Xinling in front of him was not the real Zhao Xinling.
"Isn't this all normal, what's wrong?"
Regarding the half of the carrot he ate and the flowers sent by Luo Haoran, the fake Zhao Xinling didn't feel that there was anything wrong, but why did Luo Haoran determine that he was not the real Zhao Xinling from these!
"That's right, it's normal for ordinary people, but it's not normal for the real Xinling at all. ”
Fake Zhao Xinling is right, these are not inappropriate for ordinary people, but for the real Zhao Xinling, they are fatal.
"First of all, Xin Ling never eats the center when she eats carrots, she always picks out the carrot hearts for me to eat, but you eat them yourself, and every time she sees me picking flowers, Xin Ling will stop them, even if she doesn't stop them, she will not accept the flowers I picked and give to her, but you accept them gladly, and you are not angry at all, this is the difference between you and the real Xin Ling. ”
Under the fake Zhao Xinling's seemingly bewildered expression, Luo Haoran explained to her the abnormalities of these things one by one, so that she could understand why she was sure that she was not the real Zhao Xinling.
"I see!"
After listening to Luo Haoran's explanation, the fake Zhao Xinling also understood Luo Haoran's problem of exposing himself, although he was unwilling, but he was also relieved; at the moment when Luo Haoran looked away, a seemingly poignant smile appeared on the fake Zhao Xinling's face.
"Now you can tell me, who the hell are you, and what is this place?"
What the fake Zhao Xinling wants to know, Luo Haoran has already said what he should say, and now what he is most concerned about is who the fake Zhao Xinling in front of him is, why is he so like the real Zhao Xinling, and since this Zhao Xinling is fake, then this primordial realm is also fake, so what is this place.
A series of questions came out one after another in Luo Haoran's heart.
"Who am I? I am her! I am not her! Or I am an avatar of her, an accessory of her, I was born of her and made of you, that is, neither false nor true! The same is true of this primordial world, it is neither true nor false, it is just another way of being in the primordial world, maybe in a way, I am her, she is also me. ”
In the face of Luo Haoran's question, fake Zhao Xinling has been asking herself all the time, who is she? And now she finally understands that she is just a part of Zhao Xinling, this is also her desire and unwillingness, for Luo Haoran to know, she told him everything without a trace of concealment, this is the only thing she can do now.
"But you're never her! ”
In an instant, Luo Haoran saw a trace of sadness in the eyes of the fake Zhao Xinling, maybe what she said was right, but even if she was born because of Zhao Xinling because of Luo Hao, but she was not the real Zhao Xinling, this cannot be changed.
Now these are not so important to Luo Haoran, since this is not the person in front of the primordial realm and not Zhao Xinling, then Luo Haoran must set foot on the road to Zhao Xinling again, only when he reaches the real primordial realm, can he see the real Zhao Xinling.
"You're right, it's a fact that can't be changed, but if you want to see the real her, you must first get out of this world, and there is only one way to get out of this world. ”
Luo Haoran is right, no matter what, she is not the real Zhao Xinling, this is an indisputable fact, things have developed to this point, Luo Haoran is bound to embark on the road to find Zhao Xinling again, this is something she can't stop, and she didn't think about stopping it.
"Tell me, whatever it is, I'm going to do it. ”
Hearing that the fake Zhao Xinling knew the way to leave here, Luo Haoran instantly became very eager and eager in his heart, urging the fake Zhao Xinling to quickly tell him the way to leave here, only by leaving here could he meet Zhao Xinling, so no matter what the method was, he had to complete it.
Although Luo Haoran has such a determination now, when he knows the way to leave here, he can't do it himself.
"It's a simple solution! Kill me, kill me, the world will disappear, and you will pass this test and leave here. ”
This world originally had a symbiotic relationship with the fake Zhao Xinling, and the appearance of the fake Zhao Xinling created this alternative primordial world, and the formation of this primordial world evolved into a fake Zhao Xinling, this world only has an entrance and no exit, and this world and the fake Zhao Xinling are specially designed for Luo Haoran.
If Luo Haoran wants to leave this world, he must kill the fake Zhao Xinling in front of him, as long as he kills her with his own hands, all this will no longer exist, and Luo Haoran will naturally leave here.
When the fake Zhao Xinling said the way to leave here, Luo Haoran was stunned, he began to trance, on the one hand, he killed the fake Zhao Xinling in front of him, he could leave like this, and continue to get close to the real Zhao Xinling; on the other hand, if he didn't kill the fake Zhao Xinling in front of him, he would never leave here, and he would never see the real Zhao Xinling again; at this moment, he could no longer choose, and he was no longer as decisive as he was at the beginning.
"Do it! She's still waiting for you. ”
When Luo Haoran lost his master, a dagger appeared in the hand of the fake Zhao Xinling, and she handed the dagger to Luo Haoran, as if to make him make up her mind, looking at Luo Haoran's overwhelmed appearance, the fake Zhao Xinling also pointed out that the real Zhao Xinling was still waiting for him in the primordial world, as if she wanted to arouse Luo Haoran's determination.
Hearing the words of the fake Zhao Xinling, Luo Haoran also had a trace of resoluteness in his heart, the fake Zhao Xinling was right, the real Zhao Xinling was still waiting for him in the primordial realm, he had no choice but to keep moving forward, and then took over the dagger in the hand of the fake Zhao Xinling.
"I bless you. ”
Seeing Luo Haoran take the dagger, the fake Zhao Xinling closed his eyes with a smile on his face, quietly enjoying this last moment, recalling the bits and pieces of Luo Haoran during this time, a blessing to you is full of sincerity and pain and helplessness, Luo Haoran at this moment has a little feeling about this.
Holding the dagger in his hand, with that hint of resoluteness, he slowly approached the fake Zhao Xinling's chest, but when the dagger was five millimeters away from the fake Zhao Xinling, he stopped, looking at the fake Zhao Xinling's closed eyes and smiling, Luo Haoran couldn't do it no matter how ruthless he forced himself.
Just like the fake Zhao Xinling said, she was born because of Zhao Xinling because of Luo Hao, and to some extent, she is also a part of Zhao Xinling; at this moment, killing her in Luo Haoran's eyes is like inserting a knife in Zhao Xinling's chest.
Let him personally insert the dagger into Zhao Xinling's heart, how could Luo Haoran be able to do it.
"No, I can't kill you, there must be another way, yes! There must be another way. ”
In the end, Luo Haoran still couldn't get down, and threw the dagger in his hand to the mountain stream, he didn't believe that there was no other way except to kill a fake Zhao Xinling, there must be some other way to let him get out of here.
"No, if you don't kill me, you will never leave here!"
Hearing the sound of the dagger being discarded by Luo Haoran, the fake Zhao Xinling slowly opened her eyes, Luo Haoran's actions were beyond her expectations, she didn't imagine such a result, hearing that Luo Haoran wanted to find other exits, the fake Zhao Xinling clearly and firmly told Luo Haoran that there was no other way to let him get out of here except for killing her.
"Hurry up, kill me, just kill me, you can see her, kill me, if you don't kill me, you will never want to see her, kill me, you are here to meet her, right? So you have to kill me, take the dagger, and stab me so you can see her, what are you hesitating about? Kill me............
Seeing that Luo Haoran was still struggling there, a dagger appeared in the hand of the fake Zhao Xinling again, handed the dagger in his hand to Luo Haoran, pointed to his chest, and kept hinting to stimulate Luo Haoran, wanting Luo Haoran to lose his mind.
"I'm not going to kill you, please, don't push me anymore............"
Stimulated by the fake Zhao Xinling's words, Luo Haoran began to have a trace of madness, but he still kept his senses, did not take the dagger in the hand of the fake Zhao Xinling, just covered his head with both hands, and pleaded with the fake Zhao Xinling crying.
"Pick up the dagger and kill me, listen, your Xinling is crying, sad, she misses you very much, she needs her Haoran brother by her side now, kill me, you can go to her side and accompany her, so that she won't cry, won't be sad, won't be lonely, what are you still struggling with? I'm just fake Zhao Xinling, fake, kill me, do you hear? This is what she asks of you............"
Seeing that Luo Haoran had not completely lost his mind, the fake Zhao Xinling pressed Luo Haoran, constantly stimulated him with words, constantly hinted at him in his heart, and roared loudly at Luo Haoran to kill her, and even the last roar was mixed with the sound of crying.
"Brother Haoran, Xinling misses you so much, Xinling is so lonely, I'm so afraid! Come and accompany Xinling, Brother Haoran, you will kill the person in front of you............"
Under the stimulation and hint of the fake Zhao Xinling, Luo Haoran began to have auditory hallucinations, he heard Zhao Xinling's crying to him, and felt the loneliness, helplessness, loneliness and fear in the voice.
"Xinling...... Xinling ...... Don't be afraid, wait for me, Brother Haoran will come to accompany you soon!"
At this moment, Luo Haoran finally lost his mind, looked at the fake Zhao Xinling in front of him with red eyes, snatched the dagger in her hand, and stabbed it in the chest.
Seeing this scene, the fake Zhao Xinling smiled again, and after glancing at Luo Haoran, who came from the assassination, he opened his hands and closed his eyes tightly, with a happy face full of relief.
"Oh! no...... What am I doing? I can't do this, Xinling won't let me do it, won't ......."
Feeling that the clothes on the fake Zhao Xinling's body were pierced by the dagger, suddenly Luo Haoran saw the fake Zhao Xinling with a sweet and happy smile, his blood-red eyes instantly returned to normal, and the dagger in his hand that had pierced the fake Zhao Xinling's clothes was thrown into the distance by him.
Looking at the clothes that were punctured by himself, Luo Haoran roared instantly, regretting everything he had just done, blaming himself for almost doing something that he couldn't forgive himself.