Author's personality Q&A (masochistic to cautious

It feels so good to dissect yourself. Here's everything you want to know about me.

1. Why do you like to draw?

- Drawing can be traced back to the first time I took a pen to paint something, a year and a half years old. Enlightenment becomes preference, preference becomes habit, and habit is cost. Just as a wolf howls when it sees the moon, I can't help but draw something with a pen and paper in front of me. Painting is no longer something I like to describe to this extent, it is as necessary as eating and sleeping, and sometimes even more than them.

- Then why did you choose original art / why did you learn CG?

-The most direct reason, of course, is that I think it looks good, hanging...... I especially like the Legend of the Crypitys card. A combination of realism and fantasy. I used to see that the original painting could be painted like this, and I thought it was incredible. Of course, the most primitive reason is natality.

- What is your natal life?

- Lanaya.

-Who is she?

- The name of a hero in Dota and Dota 2, the Templar Assassin.

- What does she have to do with you learning to draw?

- I wrote a novel with her as the main character. One day I had the idea of illustrating a novel, but at the time I didn't even know what the difference was between an illustration and an original art, or what a conceptual original art meant. At that time, I just felt that I was definitely not good at this level, and I had to learn better.

- Wait, you've also written novels?

- More than 1.7 million words at the moment.

- How's the grade?

- Terrible.

- Then how can you write such a long one?

-I said that the heroine is my destiny.

-How much does this life mean to you, and why do you like her so much?It's just a game character, don't you think it's naïve for you to indulge in this kind of virtual stuff?

- The naivety you said contributed to me writing for so long and for so long, I am proud of such naivety, and I am grateful that I can have such naivety. It has given me many valuable assets that are difficult to measure with money.

For example, readers who also like Dota and TA, as well as authors who write together.

The process of writing is also wonderful, you are creating a world. Although sometimes it can be painful to get stuck, when you think about your life, the discomfort will pass.

I really don't know why I like my life so much, maybe it's just a subjective influence of others. When I first came into contact with DOTA, I didn't know how to play any heroes, and when I didn't know which one to play, BF told me how powerful this hero was. At the time, I thought, it's just her.

Later, I asked him for no reason which hero in Dota my personality resembled in DOTA.

He said Lanaya.

However, I didn't remember the name at all, and asked him if it was VS, and it was only after explaining it that I understood.

Later, I don't know what's going on, I like it more and more.,Even when I was in high school, I wrote poems and songs.,This novel was born in college.,Doujin art has never stopped.。

When I was playing the game, I didn't just focus on using her to kill people, I started to pay attention to her eyes, her every move, every word she said, every backstory in her accessories.

Super God Rage, Empty Blood Counter-Killing, Extreme Escape, I Will Tremble with Excitement, and I am very likely to cry when the screen is gray.

Light Sakura is the name I came up with in 13 years. At that time, Dota 2 had just started its internal beta, and the blue and black leather armor was covered with light and dust, light and fluttering like cherry blossoms.

In a world I would never have touched, she woke up and then bloomed. The enemy was breathless, and she was unscathed.

"You don't need a reason to like someone" is the worst answer. She has subtly influenced my personality and attitude towards life. I wouldn't be alive without her, but as long as she's here, I'm going to be even better.

I even boast that there is no one in the world who loves her more than I do.

-Back to the original topic, in fact, you write novels and learn to draw because of your destiny?

-Right.

- Have you considered fame and fortune?

-Of course. What is written and drawn, only if others are willing to buy it, is a recognition of one's own ability. I didn't expect to make a living in this area, and although my future work has a lot to do with painting, it's all about the content of my work. Fame is expected. I keep telling myself: you're so special, someone always notices.

2. - What are your strengths?

- Don't get angry. Even if you are really unhappy, you will not break out, and you must be holding it alone.

Can you really do it without revealing it at all?_

-No. But I'm definitely not going to get angry for no reason, and some of the expressions and attitudes I can't hold back can probably make him realize that I'm giving him face, and what he's doing wrong.

- That is, you are not good at controlling your emotions?

- Yes, I laugh when I'm happy, cry when I'm sad or moved, and even cry when I hear a certain lyric. Except that anger can be largely unrevealed, nothing else.

- What are your shortcomings?

- Stubborn, rebellious.

- What kind of stubbornness, rebellion?

-I will stick to everything I believe I will stick to to the end, and what others think I can't accomplish, I will definitely finish it for him. I will make him regret the denial of others.

- What if you really can't make it?

- I don't boast about Haikou when I'm not very sure. Even if I fail, I am better than those who laugh at me in the pit, because those who are stronger than me disdain to laugh at me. Then it depends on whether the situation is to give up completely, or to reflect on it and pick it up and continue.

3. - What do you think of Mu Xiu being destroyed by the forest wind?

- Have you ever heard a song that has the lyrics that say keep walking in the direction of the wind?

4. - What is your motto?

-do what you want。

- But reality won't let you do whatever you want.

-I used to take science in high school, and I studied finance in college, but my parents didn't let me study art, and I felt unreliable and unproductive. When I was in my junior year, I suddenly realized that I had given up almost everything I had before, and I devoted myself to painting. I'm just motivating myself to do what I really want to do and keep improving.

- Do you even ignore the opposition of your family?

-Right.

- You are not filial.

-When they also begin to drive me, oppose me, and insult me, then I will break away and become independent. With the comparison, I don't think there's anything too much about my approach. Besides, it's not like I didn't give them a chance to apologize and redeem themselves.

And I think if I really go to live a life I don't want to live, then I might as well die.

In addition, I am not addressing you, I am dissatisfied and sad about the concept of family education in China. If what is wrong is said to be right by the world, then I stick to my principles.

- Your principles are not all right either.

- To be right, people are selfish, and my principles are all good for me.

- Do you know why you don't have any friends?

-I'm sorry, but I think I'm most productive when I don't have friends to disturb me. Working together, that's not a friend, it's a colleague.

5. - Do you chase stars?

- I'm really embarrassed about that.

I used to never chase them, but recently I suddenly wanted to chase them, and that band is called evanescence, and when I can finally spell this word out without mistakes, I've been listening to them for a year and a half.

Traced back to the origin, it was because I watched the TA issue of the Voice of the Hero Dream of Dota 2, and I really liked BGM, so I searched for it. I'm the kind of person who likes a song so much that I listen to all of that singer's songs.

Poisoning is chronic. At first, I may just like the melody, the singing and the drums, and then I will pay attention to the lyrics and their meanings, and then I realize that their songs are really special for me......

I won't go into details, if you are interested, you can listen to it, and if I have the ability in the future, I will try to use some of the songs to do Xuan (huan) biography (deng) cg (pian).

When I decided that as long as the band came to China for a concert, I went around the post bar and soon learned a desperate news.

They disbanded.

Disbanded.

Scattered.

Finish.

Excuse me?!

......

But I still like their songs, so much so that after listening to this, I was taken to search for gothic metal from other bands.

6. How long is the novel going to be written, and when will it end?

-I don't know about this (laughs.)

Maybe this will become a lifetime series that few people know, and the clear answer is that I will take this novel seriously, only the newly conceived brain holes, and no plot that I forcibly cut.

I'll tell you everything that comes to mind.

But those out there who choose 100 million, die, although I know you do it on purpose.

It's possible to draw 100 million strokes on a pen tablet......

As far as the current outline is concerned, the length is about 400w (didn't you say 380w before?!), and if you maintain the update of one chapter a day, then it will be the end of the first half of 18.

That's just the current outline. I can't guarantee that my brain hole will suddenly blow up again one day, and then expand the length to 500w.

I don't want to look back even if I can finish it, let alone a reader who will be willing to do something like wasting time (laughs).

7. Can you reveal the ending?

-Of course you can.,The old-fashioned male and female protagonists live a life of sexual happiness of eating and waiting for death.。

- (∑ inexplicably spoiled face)

- So since you know the ending, it's time to disperse, right?

Jokes aside, fiction is different from anything else, it focuses on the process. I know that this book is a long elementary school essay in its entirety, but I personally feel that there are still a few chapters in the past (laughs).

It's not a traditional routine online article, and I have a lot of personal emotions. There are overwhelming people on the Internet who pretend to slap their faces to practice flirting with girls, to be honest, in fact, I also write hhh, but I can't call it a cool article. There is a lot of emotional weight, and it can't be said to be an abusive article, some readers said that they lied to him a lot of tears, yes, it's a boy...... Because the theme is not tragedy or destruction, but the feeling of a sunny day after a rain.

Some people may also guess that in the later stage, sugar will definitely be issued, and it is a lot of hair, and single dogs should be cautious.

The pit is so big and there are so many, I will fill it slowly, and you will see it slowly.

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