However, what did she do just now, it took a lot of effort for Han Yifeng to ask about Pei Zongche's news, how could it be like this when they met now, didn't she already tell herself if she mustered up the courage? She obviously wants to atone for her sins, wants to admit her mistakes, and wants to continue to walk with Pei Zongche, just like Xi Yuming and Ruan Xiyao, don't wait for the next life, just hold hands again in this life, she also wants to tell Pei Zongche that she has not been moved by Xi Yuming, everything is just an illusion, she thought about it a lot, and thought that even she herself was going to be moved, but how could this be the result?

She covered her hot face, her tears had completely broken the embankment, when she saw the environment here, when she saw Pei Zongche's plain clothes, thinking that Pei Zongche might live a monastic life like this, she couldn't accept it, she didn't believe that Ruan Xiyao's death would have such a big impact on him, and her past with Pei Zongche was ruthlessly forgotten! !

Looking at Pei Zongche's eyes, there was hatred for her, she wanted to beg Pei Zongche's forgiveness, and wanted to say that she would start over with Pei Zongche, but she couldn't! She couldn't do this! How could her dignity be trampled on by herself like this?!

"You'll regret it!!" Jiang Fan said crying.

"If I see you again in this life, it will be the thing I regret the most!!"

Jiang Fan ran away, she spent nearly a month thinking about the bits and pieces between her and Pei Zongche, all of which came to naught in an instant, she planned to spend her life repenting of all the wrong things she had done, but she didn't expect that hatred filled her entire heart in an instant, she felt that she loved so seriously, loved so little self-esteem, why couldn't Pei Zongche look at her heart, why didn't she look at her appearance?

didn't pay attention to how Jiang Fan ran away, and he was no longer in that mood.

Pei Zongche looked at the flowers on both sides of the path, the flowers and plants were planted a little late, this season has come to an end, I don't know if they will sprout in the spring of the next year? Will they continue to bloom in every spring in the future? Looking up at the plum tree, he thought, every spring in the future, every winter will accompany you, no matter whether you bloom or not. At least I want to touch myself, because I love you, so it's not about growth, it's not about spring, summer and autumn. After death, it will turn into a wisp of plum soul, and this room will be waiting for you on a snowy day, and will not let you fall alone in the ice and snow world.

I have entered that dream of yours, whether you want to walk in and see it or not, this bamboo house, this garden, this me, are all waiting for you here. One day, I will choose an auspicious day to bring you a stream of water to walk through the door, and when you hear the sound of spring water, you may be able to find music all the way, and everything here will be perfect.

If there is a next life, I want to tell you selfishly, can I say goodbye to the person in my dream, because there is another one I am waiting for you, although my love cannot be compared with him, but I can learn to be eternal with the sun and moon, with the stars, with the four seasons of reincarnation, with birth, old age, sickness and death to talk and laugh.

There is a grass pavilion on the side of the bamboo house, and there is a wooden table in the pavilion, on which there is a plum blossom broken Jiuxiao Peihuanqin. He walked over slowly, looking at this familiar and unfamiliar guqin, and his thoughts could not be stagnant.

When I saw that portrait, I cried, I loved so much without regrets, but I didn't paint my appearance, why? Did you already know the truth? So, why didn't you leave me as decisively as Xi Yuming did? I don't know how this piano will be here, remember that there is pen and ink in the dragon pool, but now I have not found, from now on, I will spend the rest of my life in this bamboo house, begging to meet you one day a turn, just like in the back garden of the Buddha Temple, that peerless turn to amaze me you, you rest assured, I will not be lonely, you said, there is music where the heaven is, it will be full of excitement, piano and plum blossoms, by you.

In every beautiful day like a flower, blooming for you like a flowing year, every piano song caresses my thoughts of you, alarming the wine under the cold moon, rippling in my heart, until gently pushing towards you, I don't know if you can see, I just want to be alone in this thin figure, looking at the direction of the stars and waiting for you, just to hold hands with you in pairs. If I bring a stream of water in front of the door, if my thoughts of you become a river, will you come in a boat? At that time, if you let go of the red dust, would it be better to live in seclusion with me?

And I made a mistake, I am here to apologize to you, I'm sorry, I love you.

I'm sorry I let you miss a thousand years, and now you can't stay together, I'm sorry, I overheard your vows of love, I'm sorry, it's all because I love you.

A few times the flowers sat down and gave a, and the red wall of the silver man looked into the distance. It seems that this star is not last night, for whom the wind is exposed and the midnight is upset. Lingering thoughts and pulling out the cocoon, like a sad heart peeling banana. In March and May of three or five years, the poor glass of wine never went away.

A few days ago, I went to the meditation room where you lived in Xiangfoji Temple, and when you left, you took everything with you, and this meditation room is your memory. I don't dare to get too close to you, thinking that I told you before that I want to find a place to live with you in the mountains and live our lives quietly, so I found this place at the foot of the mountain on the back of the Buddha Temple, surrounded by mountains on three sides, I don't know if you like it?

In my spare time, I will take care of the flowers and plants here, and I will meditate and chant when I have nothing to do, and the music will be my lifelong companion.

On that day, I closed my eyes in the incense mist of the prayer hall and suddenly heard the mantra in your chant. That night, I listened to the Sanskrit chant for a night, not for enlightenment, but for a trace of your breath; in that life, I climbed 100,000 mountains, not to cultivate the next life, but to meet you on the road; at that moment, I flew into an immortal, not for immortality, but for blessing you with joy and peace.

At this time, I just want to calm down and recite all the Buddhist scriptures for you, just so that you and the person in your previous life can meet and know each other again.

Jiang Fan was extremely angry, she didn't expect Pei Zongche to really break the contract with Jiang Xia, give up everything and come to this deep mountain to live a hard life as a mountain villager, she didn't expect him to put on Buddhist clothes for Ruan Xiyao, and only chant sutras and chant Buddha every day, she didn't expect him to declare to the world that he chose to retreat because of the loss of his beloved, she didn't expect him to bring all the music to this wilderness, and she didn't expect her love to be so lowly.

was extremely depressed in her heart, and took out her mobile phone to tell the media that Pei Zongche was here, but in the end, she dialed Xi Xiaofei's phone and asked Xi Xiaofei about Xi Yuming's situation. told Xi Yuming a lot of things.