Chapter 12: Seventeen Years Later (Part II)
Forget Scar and her father left here, she would turn back frequently, Xiu Yuan stood there, so lonely, against the light, Forget Scar couldn't see his face clearly, but he could feel that he was very lonely, standing there alone. Shubaoang.yaochi
Luo Yan took Forgotten Trace's hand and held it tightly, Forget Trace saw Luo Yan's frowning brow, "Are you unhappy?"
When they got to the woods, Forgotten Trace finally asked the exit, Luo Yan let go of her, and then stopped, Forgotten Trace stood in front of Luo Yan, "Am I upsetting you?"
Luo Yan couldn't bear to blame his daughter, he just looked at her, everything today, he could still see that his daughter was already a gift, he was careful not to break it, but today, he was really scared, he was afraid of Li Xiuyuan, afraid that he would snatch everything from him, including his daughter, so the last thing he wanted to see was that Forget Trace would have something to do with him.
"Nope. ”
"You lied to me, you're just angry. Forget the trace knew that it was himself who made him unhappy.
Luo Yan looked directly into her daughter's eyes, "What are you going to do with him?"
"I wanted to ask him why he did that to my mother. ”
"Forget the trace," Luo Yan paused, "never have anything to do with this person, understand?"
"Why, I'm just curious. Oblivion raised his voice.
Luo Yan couldn't say anything, the thing was stuck in his throat, and his heart was stuffy, "There's nothing to be curious about, it's gone, your mother is gone, this person has nothing to do with us from now on, do you understand?"
Forget to turn his head and bite his lip, "I know I upset you, but I'm really curious, I've been following him these days, observing his every move, I don't understand, everyone likes him so much, and he is also so kind to everyone, but why, is it that such a person can make my mother so bruised just because she is a fox demon?"
Luo Yan sighed, he looked at the forgetfulness, and understood how curious his daughter was about their past, but what could he say.
"Forget the trace, don't ask again, your mother is gone, don't dwell on the past anymore, okay, let's live well from now on, I will make up for the love you lacked because I was not there before." ”
Forgotten Traces was dumbfounded there, she walked over and slowly leaned into Luo Yan's arms, "I'm sorry I made you sad." ”
Luo Yan 'touched' his forgotten hair, and he squeezed out a smile, "It's okay." ”
Xiu Yuan didn't know how he returned to Lingyin Temple, and when he saw that his face was pale, he walked over, "Are you okay, master?"
Xiu Yuan waved his hand and squeezed out a smile, "It's okay." ”
"Master," Xiao Yao looked at him, "What's the matter with Forgetting to find you?"
Xiu Yuan turned his back to him, and he looked up to the sky and took a long breath.
"What question is she asking you?" Xiaoyao wanted to know, and he walked up to Xiu Yuan's side, "Are you hiding something from me?"
Xiu Yuan turned his head sideways, and he couldn't hide his sadness, "Forget the traces, she is the daughter of Long Buswerving." ”
was stunned for a moment, the news was like a thunderbolt, and he froze in place, "What did you say?"
"The first time I saw her, I wondered, why did she look so similar to Long Busui, it was exactly the same, I thought it was God joking with me, testing whether I was really dedicated to the Buddha, and now I know that she is Long Buswer's daughter. Xiu Yuan smiled bitterly, he patted Xiaoyao's shoulder, "You ask me, have you put down that fox demon" Xiu Yuan opened the placket on his chest, the swastika glowed on his chest, burning the skin around him, and it could be clearly seen that the skin around the word had left indelible scars because of the long-term burning, layer after layer.
"I think of her once, and it hurts here once," Xiu Yuan pointed to his chest, "She killed my whole family and rinsed her mouth, I hate her, and when I hate her, it hurts here, do you know why? ”
Xiaoyao helped Xiu Yuan, and he trembled a little.
Xiu Yuan looked at the pool in the temple, his face was reflected in the water, he no longer had any sorrow, and his identity was already shown on the top of his head, "I am a monk, I thought I had already lost my heart." Xiu Yuan began to smile bitterly, "I buried her, I had already buried her seventeen years ago, buried in a place that no one knew or could see, until I saw that she was so much like her, so like" Xiu Yuan began to smile bitterly, and he staggered back a step.
Xiaoyao looked at Xiu Yuan incredulously, he had never seen him like this, "Master, are you okay?"
Xiu Yuan waved his hand, he turned around, he just wanted to be alone for a while so he left slowly, Xiaoyao didn't stop him, just looked at Xiu Yuan's back, he felt sorry for this man.
Tiantai Mountain
"You said that Forget the Trace actually went to find Li Xiuyuan?" Keba looked at Luo Yan with wide eyes.
Luo Yan was holding a cup with a soft amount of sake, he drank during the day to numb his sober mind, Keba snatched his cup, "Don't drink it, what kind of wine do you drink in broad daylight." ”
Luo Yan didn't resist, he stood up and walked outside the cave, "I don't want Forgetful to have anything to do with Li Xiuyuan anymore." ”
Keba crossed his chest, "I don't want it either, what did she ask Li Xiuyuan?"
"I don't know, when I arrived, she was just about to ask, and she was very emotional," Luo Yan paused, "Li Xiuyuan knows that she is my daughter and Unswerving." ”
"So what, he is already a monk, he is the embodiment of justice in the eyes of everyone, he chose this path by himself seventeen years ago, if he hadn't been like this, he wouldn't have died. Keba blamed Xiu Yuan for his mistakes.
Luo Yan knew that if Xiu Yuan hadn't made this choice at that time, there would have been no trace of forgetfulness at all.
"Okay, okay, I'll tell my mother-in-law about it, and I'll look at it in the future, and we won't let her have anything to do with that person anymore. ”
Luo Yan nodded, he walked back, looking at his limping leg, Luo Yan frowned.
In that dream, Xiu Yuan saw it again.
It's still that scene, it seems that she lives there unswervingly, she doesn't die, she doesn't leave, * just lives in that place, in the dream of cultivation, appears from time to time, quietly waiting for him.
Xiu Yuan looked at the unswerving silhouette, her legs were in the river, slowly stirring the ripples, Xiu Yuan frowned, he couldn't call her name.
Unswerving slowly turned her head and saw Xiu Yuan, she smiled, Xiu Yuan faced that smile, his chest was tight, and he subconsciously covered that place.
"Xiu Yuan" unswervingly opened his mouth slowly, the scarlet lips opened, Xiu Yuan hadn't heard her voice for a long time, and when he heard it again, he was already full of tears, "I'm waiting for you, I've been waiting for you." ”
Xiu Yuan didn't look over his head, he didn't dare to look at her eyes, he slowly stood up and walked to him, the breath she exhaled was in front of Xiu Yuan, Xiu Yuan lowered his head, he couldn't look at her.
"Xiuyuan, I'm waiting for you, all the time, I'm cold, it's really cold where I live. ”