I'm sorry.

Forgive me, I can only say I'm sorry. I don't want to say more about what it means to be on the shelf, many authors will say such a large paragraph, feeling that the code word is hard, and finally survive to the day of the shelf, you can get a meager manuscript fee, and readers are not willing to spend money to subscribe. I'm just very guilty now, I broke my promise that all the books would be free.

Since it is a breach of trust, I will say before that all those who have read this novel, want to read it, are reading it, and have finished reading it are my dearest readers. As long as you are a reader of mine and you want to watch the following VIP chapters for free, tell me and I can pay you to keep chasing. The group number has been written on the announcement, and by the way, I sell myself and boast about it, the group owner is very cute!

How long will this event last, let's tentatively set the deadline for the end of the book, and in addition, this activity is completely the author's own will, and has nothing to do with the website.

So why should I put it on the shelves?

I'm pushing myself to write better.

After more than seven months of free and nearly 800,000 words, I think that this novel is still flawed in every way, and even some of the whole free novels of millions of words are many times better than mine. Writing a novel is nothing more than to let more people read it, and I once said something to myself:

"Since it's written for others, let others applaud it! If it's only written for yourself, then don't send it!"

In the past, I really silently coded 200,000 words on my mobile phone by myself. But now I want to be applauded, and I want to write a novel that most people find good. Because, only if you think it's good, it must be a one-sided evaluation, and there is an element of narcissism in it. If you keep working behind closed doors and don't send out the book until it is finished, and you are stuck in your phone, the book will definitely not be successful. Since they are all posted on the platform, you have to follow the rules of the platform so that most people like to watch it.

I think that I am only responsible if I can write something that others think is good. Not just for the readers, but for the book.

Here is a quote from another author, which means something like this, but I forgot who it was......

"When a reader comes to me and tells me which protagonist is particularly handsome, it feels better than winning the lottery......"

So I really like the cute readers who interact with me......

In order to perfect the book, I completely changed the previous parts several times, that is, the parts that I coded on my phone at the beginning. Many of the chapters are completely new and not a single word has been copied from the original. I'm not afraid to tell you that I used to be too blind because of the previous black history, and whenever someone asked me what the title of the book was, I was embarrassed to speak. Because everyone is looking at it from the front.

If it is on the shelves, maybe there will be more opportunities for recommendation, and more people will click in to read this book. In order not to disappoint readers, but also to encourage yourself to at least reach the average level of pen power of many VIP works, pen power or something, probably refers to the excitement of the plot, rhythm and sense of substitution.

It's still a bit vulgar, and the online articles are all for a money word. Visually judging me as a champion in the streets, I wrote this book in two years, and I guess I can't even pay the phone bill...... In order to reply to book reviews in a timely manner, many of them use their mobile phones to open traffic on the web page. It seems like the topic is back, and everyone doesn't want their efforts to go unrewarded, do they?

=Dividing Line=

The following was written at 8 p.m. on July 31, 2015. It's just whining, let's just take a look and laugh it off.

Something personally unpleasant just happened. I write novels, which is something that my parents are very opposed to. I'm a sophomore and a junior year at the beginning of the semester, and because the university wasn't very good, my mom gave me two choices, either to go to graduate school or to take a second major.

Everyone scolds me for not wanting to make progress, because I don't want to do both, I just want to mix up with this third-rate university, graduate from it, and then write this novel well.

Today when I was in the codeword, my mom came in to look for anti-inflammatory medicine because the drawer was next to me and she saw me in the codeword. These days are a bit special, my three-year-old nephew runs to the house to play, and I can't concentrate on coding words for a large part of the day. The little nephew is more noisy, the kind of movement outside that can make people cover their ears, I said, I have to write more than 7,000 words or something today, my mother gave me a roll of the eyes, said, "Boring." ”

......

It turns out that the more than 770,000 words of free chapters I wrote in the past two years are just because they are boring.

I hesitated for a long time to put this decision on the shelves, until I slowly began to prepare, because the first month of the shelves happened to be my birthday month, and it was a lot of summer vacation, and several readers who have been chasing it have also said that they will support me, which is simply the right time and place.

Then someone said it was boring.

More than 20 days ago, I planned how to update, in which days to explode, and what plot I could probably write in a month, and then I was told that I was bored.

I estimate that if I change to another author who is in the same situation as me, the one with a better mentality may be able to hold out for a while, and the bad one will be directly tj.

Guess what I'm going to do.

I didn't say anything, went downstairs, bought four packs of coffee, boiled water, and coded all night tonight.

In fact, it is not only this time that I was opposed by my family, but I have gone more before. Perhaps, just like the routine of writing online articles, the core of the plot of the novel is the contradiction, the generation of contradictions, the intensification of contradictions, the outbreak of contradictions, and the resolution of contradictions.

Now, the contradiction is about to erupt.

I'm such a person, and when I wrote this book, I just loved a game character. But what should I do if someone stops me?

There is a saying that if you don't hit the south wall and don't look back, then I'll break it, and if my head breaks first, it's a big deal.

That's who I am.

I didn't think that I was going to make money by writing online articles, but now that someone looks down on me, I have this heart.

In fact, I envy those children who have parents who support writing online articles, and some who are willing to follow along, I am really envious. I don't know if the parents of those children are as happy as their children when they sign up for a hot sale on the shelves, as if their children were admitted to key universities or found good jobs. Yes, I don't know, and I'll never have such an experience.

I was also wondering if my mom had become a habit of frustrating me. To give an inappropriate example, those who have studied geography in high school have the impression that fruits with a large temperature difference between day and night are sweet. The scorching sun during the day is exposed to the cold wind at night, after several years of rain and drought, and then after a spring, summer and autumn, flowering and fruiting, the fruit that bears fruit, the taste is good. If I think so, I do have to thank those who look down on me.

In fact, I also know that parents are not for the good of their children, I learn board painting and say that I don't do business, I write online articles saying that I don't do business, these can be understood from another angle.

It's my fault, I just don't like to learn, I'm just willing to learn board painting, and I'm willing to write online articles.

Since I am willing to spend my time in this place that may be my main source of income in the future, please give me back a lot of my time.

I'm only a junior and I still have the opportunity to try a different path.