Chapter 11, you know it by looking at it

"Huh?"

When I was a freshman in high school, I didn't know how to answer Li Yaoguang's question at all, because for me, religion was just a formality, and I had no interest in understanding it from the beginning.

After seeing me speechless, she apparently lost interest in continuing the conversation, and in the end I couldn't figure out why she was reading the Bible or whether she believed in God herself.

After getting along for a year, even I made one or two friends, one of whom was the class leader Zhang Min, and the other was a boy named Song Mingze. He may be the world's often said bad friend, I will be addicted to the Internet and become an Internet addict teenager, he has contributed greatly. But he's the kind of person who won't affect his grades even if he plays games, and I'm different, my grades have regressed more seriously, and I was once taught a lesson by my aunt. This also has something to do with the fact that I am more likely to become addicted.

But Li Yaoguang, who I have been secretly following, is completely different, and no one has been able to get close to her for a year. Because she always gives people a sense of alienation, even if she musters up the courage to talk to her, there is a high chance that she will be ignored, and she rarely shows interest in others, no matter how beautiful a person is, people will only be respected and disliked by people if she continues to treat people coldly. By the time I realized this, I was the only one in the class who longed for her but didn't know her that wanted to try to talk...... She's special...... It's beautiful, it's beautiful, it's beautiful, it's lonely...... That's my superficial understanding of her.

A year later, the result of the placement test was that I could no longer be by her side, and for me, the whole year ended in nothing.

Then I thought that maybe she really lived in the clouds, and she could only look up and not touch it...... I didn't take the initiative to talk to her after that, even though I knew her immobile routine, and even took good notes on where she would appear, but giving up was surprisingly easy.

Song Mingze knew my affairs very well, but he never persuaded me to continue to work hard, even if we both knew that I couldn't forget that person at all...... It feels hard to even think about it, and I don't know how to approach that unreachable light......

That's right, I've always avoided touching Li Yaoguang again as much as possible, but this time, only this time I must see her as quickly as possible, and the shadow of the nightmare makes me have to accept this reality, that is, I really care about her more than I imagined......

Between noon and before class in the afternoon, she will only appear in four places...... Only now do I feel like a stalker jot down so many inconsequential details!

The first possible place to be was the classroom, and she was naturally in the best class in the grade, although I had never been there, but of course I could find a place and ask the other students to find her and the result was that I didn't see her today.

The second place...... It's a gazebo in the garden! Without saying a word, I sped up my run, and even he and she occasionally skipped class...... Unfortunately, I only saw two junior girls chatting with snacks.

The third place is my aunt's office, her learning content is too advanced, it just happens that my aunt is not there in the morning, and the possibility of coming here is the greatest...... But the result was still not there, but I was pressed by my aunt to take the medicine prescribed in the morning. My whole tongue became numb after I finally left, because it was too bitter, but I still picked up my pace and ran to the last place.

Finally, this place is a rooftop that ordinary people are forbidden to enter, although it is cleaned very clean, the vision is wide, and the air is also very good, but because there is no protective net, it will definitely be scolded after being found secretly running, and it may be punished by suspension of class, so even some unscrupulous students will rarely go, but I have seen Li Yaoguang walk up without care, I didn't want to go there, because it is likely to cause trouble to my aunt, but at this time it is difficult for me to hide the uneasiness in my heart, and I rushed over almost without hesitation。

On the way, I also met Song Mingze, who greeted me with a smile as usual, and asked, "Hey, brother, why did you ask for leave in the morning...... Wow, are you alright? What are you running? Why are you in such a hurry? Hey, hey, !! that direction?!Are you going there?!Are you going there?!"

However, I didn't have the time to chat with him at all, so I hurriedly replied, "Help me keep it a secret!"

He watched me run to the only way to the top rooftop with a blank expression, and then yelled: "What are you kidding?!What kind of wind are you smoking?!How can I keep it a secret when you move so much??!!!Ahhhh

However, although he said this, he still stopped a few passers-by nearby and began to ask them to keep it a secret......

Although I was a little sorry for him, I rushed up anyway, and for the first time in more than two years, I stepped on the roof of the main teaching building, which covers an area of nearly 2,000 square meters......

"Wow...... It's so high...... It's so cool!"

At the moment when I pushed the door and walked onto the rooftop, a rare gust of wind blew my hair, the blue sky was within reach, and most of the field of vision was not obstructed, and the green campus was very different, the tall buildings in the distance looked like the building blocks were piled up in the general pocket and cute, the clouds in the sky were soft and glutinous and as plump as marshmallows, I suddenly had the urge to take a bite, and looked downstairs after walking forward for a while, the people were small and beetles, and the flowers and trees that I was used to seeing had a different scenery and layering, it was this height that was very different from the usual one made me a little weak, maybe I had a slight fear of heights......

But I quickly shook my head and restrained my curiosity, the reason why I ran here at the risk of punishment was not to see the scenery or enjoy the natural wind, although the scenery of the sky and the tall buildings made my gloomy mood much better, but it was still a few levels worse than the violent beauty of the fishy insect wilderness in my dream, and it would not shock me too much.

Li Yaoguang, you must be here......

There are several small separate buildings on the rooftop, as well as a large area of silver-gray solar panels, so it's perfectly normal to find them at first glance...... I comforted myself and walked around this place three times, but I didn't see Li Yaoguang at all......

The suppressed uneasiness broke out instantly!

That happened in my dream last night...... And she didn't come to class in the morning...... I can't find it anywhere yet......

And not only did I not tell anyone else at the first time, but I kept telling myself that she would definitely be fine!! that there should be a limit to stupidity, why am I so naïve!! if something happens to her, how can I forgive myself!!

After a sour nose, my perspective easily blurred, and the hot liquid couldn't help but burst down, but fortunately, no one saw it, so I quickly reached out and wiped it off......

"I went around three times, and then I started crying...... What are you doing here? Lele?"

A familiar and unfamiliar voice sounded behind me...... Li Yaoguang?!

After turning around, through the wet field of vision, I saw a vaguely slender figure, someone about the same height as me would appear here, who else but her!

I couldn't help myself with excitement, and I cried and threw myself to hug her, but I was easily avoided and threw myself to the ground, although the fall hurt a little, but I calmed down because of this, and simply sat on the spot and cried while talking.

"Whoaaaa......a Li Yaoguang, it's okay if you're fine...... Woo~~~"

"What...... And what?"

She was visibly full of doubts.

"Woo~~~ I dreamed yesterday and last night that you were eaten by a big bug...... Wow ......ahhh I'm really worried, so scared that's real...... Woo~~~ It's okay, it's really good......"

“......”

Li Yaoguang was silent for a moment, then suddenly squatted down and touched my head.

I've never seen her move so intimately, and I couldn't help but be stunned, and even tears paused for a moment.

"It wasn't a dream, but I was fine...... Tonight, you'll know ...... by watching."

What I didn't expect was that she said something that I hadn't even thought could be true...... The person in the dream, is it really her!?