Text Ouyang Jingxiao's monologue and strange girl

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I hate the world, the world that makes me miserable.

Absolute darkness envelops the world, and the eternal darkness of the night imprisons me. There is no light here, just like this world, so that people can't see a single ray of light. What is the world like? Because the world is so dark that even if it is as beautiful as a fairyland, it cannot be appreciated; Even if it is Yansheng Taiji, it can't be chanted. However, such a dark world will definitely not be the kind of place to be desirable. Every day of reincarnation, eternal and unchanging sleep, whether this dark world will be reincarnated, and the darkness of this world will be reincarnated into light. This chaotic world needs such purification, or it will be destroyed by the passage of time.

Here, it is a place that lacks a sense of time and space. Is time flying, and is the world changing? For me, it is unknown and difficult to feel. The cycle of each day is meaningless, and the sense of emptiness of time and space makes me wonder if there is only one skeleton here. Without the feeling of time, it is always disgusting and unchanging, and without the feeling of space, it is always endless darkness. All the emptiness of the mind was ruthlessly destroyed.

The sun is very bright, but it can't illuminate everything, and if the clouds are thick, the infinite light of the sun will be blocked out, and it will be buried by the dark clouds.

Sometimes, I can only imagine a divine sword falling from the sky, cutting through the darkness of the world and bringing me dazzling light, and then I catch this world-destroying sword in a very dashing gesture, and throw all the darkness of this world into the Yellow Spring, and sometimes, I can only imagine a god-man smashing the door of this place with a holy fist, sending those who have somehow imprisoned me into the abyss of hell.

However, imagination is imagination after all, not reality, not the future, but illogical fantasy and delusion. Looking forward to it day by day, praying day by day, in exchange for a darker tomorrow. There are no miracles, just a period of failure that is closely linked and never stopped. I don't know if the world is noisy or quiet, but it must be difficult to hear, and I don't know whether this world is night or day, but it must be difficult to see.

My memories have been erased by time, so to speak. It's not so much that I don't remember everything in this world, it's that I don't have memories of this world. Because every time I open my eyes, all I have left in my mind is darkness, and my precious memories have dissipated like light. I wanted to think about it, but it was a permanent dream that could not be hoped for and could not be attained. How I wish that wisps of memory could illuminate the darkness in my heart! But not only did the fragments of those memories never appear, but even the inspirations that stirred them up never appeared. It seems that I can only wait for myself to return to the west, and all the darkness will be gone.

An ordinary morning that can no longer be ordinary, an ordinary repetition that can no longer be ordinary, but a prelude to a miracle that is about to happen, the last moonlit night before dawn, the last darkness before the light is about to appear. I was "enjoying the morning feast" as usual, when suddenly, a deafening loud bang pierced the disgusting silence and brought my first voice after a long sleepiness. Everything in the chamber was suddenly lit up by light, and the sound source gave color to it all. Then came the sound of the wind and the sound of stone and sand, but it was the sound of heaven that made me very excited, and the long-awaited dream that turned into reality. It's just that the wind and sand are blowing into the house non-stop, which is extremely painful.

The room seemed to be large, like a palace, and the room was empty except for the resurrected corpse. The walls are all white, which is a luxury for this world.

I put my hand over my eyes, and looked straight ahead through the slightly revealing slits, and it was a girl surrounded by blue film, probably with short hair, a fan-knitted hat on her head, a short-sleeved shirt on her upper body, and a little fabric at her elbows, well...... I think it's an elbow pad? There are also wrist pads, but I think this should not have the function of elbow pads and wrist pads, just an ornament. He wears a fingerless glove on his hand and a small diamond on his left glove. He wore a pair of shorts underneath and a cloth strap on his calves. There is also a burden behind him. The whole body of clothing is basically blue, but the color is not so monotonous due to the different shades. In short, she is a very distinctive and very strange person. In my opinion, the height is not very high, the body is slender, and the most special thing should be the distinctive heterochromic pupils! The left eye is blue, and the right eye is black. Although she gives people an abnormal feeling, whether it is from her face or temperament, she exudes a sense of gentleness.

The wind and sand were blowing so hard that I wanted to find a place to avoid the sand, but it was very empty, and there was no place to hide from the wind and sand, so I could only try to cover my face. Why is the sand blowing out?, I glanced at it, and the gate of sin that was supposed to exist behind her was gone, and all that was left was the shackles that sealed the memories and the past. As if she realized that I was in pain from the wind and sand, she immediately summoned a faint, illusory blue transparent film, and the stone and sand were all blocked, and the wind subsided. Whew, now it's okay, don't be beaten by the wind. It's just that there are a lot of questions in my heart. Just as I put my hand down to ask, I saw that her expression was very hideous, as if I had done something wrong. She asked with that "kind" expression: "Could you be Ouyang Jingxiao?"

I looked at her expression that seemed to be praying for something, and realized that she was looking for Ouyang Jingxiao, that is, I had spent a lot of effort! Although I don't know what it is, I want her to feel the harvest after labor! So, I immediately replied: "You must be very hopeful to find him! Congratulations, I am." "A big blow. She hammered her right eye with her palm, and her prayerful expression turned to one of disappointment. Am I misunderstanding something? She perked herself up and looked at me with a very stiff expression, her fists clenched. There are too many puzzles that are not clear, and the fog that is too thick blocks the way ahead, and I would like to know and understand, but if I ask endlessly, I am afraid it will backfire. I can only use the only skill I do best—sit back and wait for time to pass, and watch the world change. I don't know why, but she looked at me a few times, then looked away for a moment, then looked at me a few more times, and so on.

The sight outside is truly "spectacular". How long has it taken to create a masterpiece! The sky is full of yellow clouds, and there are waves of sand everywhere. There seemed to be nothing but that, it seemed to be an inaccessible place, a desert where no one would come. When people see it, they feel depressed and sad in their hearts. But even such a barren place is a holy place for me!

While I was thinking about these boring questions, I unknowingly won a war, which meant that she broke the embarrassing situation first. "I didn't expect the legendary Ouyang Jingxiao to look like this, are you worthy of this name?"

Is this making fun of me? Or is it mocking me? It's just the same, it's all full of hostility. The voice was much worse than before, the high-pitched disdain seemed to penetrate the eardrums, and the high-spirited contempt was outrageous. It feels completely different from what she looks like, not a gentle person at all, but with a gentle face, this gap is really uncomfortable. "I didn't expect the legendary fool to be so like, you deserve this name!"

A tooth for a tooth and an eye for an eye. It's just that what she said was a bit direct and euphemistic, and I was talking about direct and direct, just this little gap. "Well said, this proves that you are at least not a person with cheap IQ and free EQ!" she muttered a few more words to herself, and her expression suddenly became happy, and the previous negative expression had disappeared.

Are you so happy to be scolded? Is this person shaking? Anyway, it's definitely not normal.

She asked in a very seductive tone, "Hey, do you want to go to the divine realm? That is a paradise ten thousand times stronger than hell!"

Although it is not very clear, it can be heard from her tone and expression that what she said should not be fake. It sounds so unreal, it's unrealistic, because it's going to be a new world that I've never seen before, it's going to be a new area that I haven't known before, and there's a fog ahead, and I don't know if it's true or not, whether it's a dream or an illusion. But isn't this realistic? Isn't it okay to wait for an unknown thousand years to get this humble reward? Isn't it okay to spend hundreds of years of emptiness and give the deepest and most beautiful prayer to this unrealistic dream? The past has been abandoned, and all that remains is countless years of fantasy, I don't know what lies ahead, but I am willing to believe it, because I am willing to exchange this endless fantasy for the reality of this reality, whether it is true or false, I want to know, after all, I have no way back, not so much that I am only at the beginning of a straight line. "Really, if that were the case, I would be grateful to Dade. ”

When she heard this, she immediately laughed: "Each other, if you come, I will be grateful to Dade!"

I can't imagine it, I don't have the idea to think about it, but my mood is really extremely excited, extremely excited, the kind of anticipation that cannot be expressed in words. "Then let's get out of here! I'm excited to see what it's like. "I can't wait.

"But before I do that, there's something I'd like to ask. Her expression suddenly became serious.

"Why are you so serious, as if something bad is going to happen. Is this a very important question?"

Her expression became serious, and her tone became deeper: "Yes! This is a very important question. She paused, and said calmly but sadly: "Because this is a big question about how the future will develop, and it is one of the tragic and tragic choices." ”

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