Chapter 11: Waiting for Death
I staggered and stabilized my body, raised my right hand and wiped the blood from the corner of my mouth with my sleeve, and grinned at everyone: "Brother Tao, I'm not a person who is willing to give up easily, let's go!"
Looking at my back as I faded away, everyone sighed softly and followed with heavy steps.
Although it was still early, the road was already crowded, and sometimes there was not even a place to put your feet.
It is said that the gods walk on the clouds, and today we have all really experienced a foot floating, and I don't know who is stepping on and stepping on whose feet all the way forward.
"Tsk!"
It's so weird, no one howls at all! In the end, I don't know who was squeezed into the roadside dealer's field, one, two, one ...... It wasn't until N people were squeezed into the ground that there were more people who had no way to go, and there was a road.
Wiping the sweat stains on my forehead, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart! "I really can't afford to hurt it! China lacks nothing but people, and this small Gulou Mountain can attract tens of thousands of people every Chinese New Year! Looking at the only mountain gate not far away, and then looking at my current body, how good can I be!"
"The sea of people is like a tide, and the pressure is great!" But there was not much time for me to sigh, gritted my teeth, and I lifted my spirits again, holding my breath and squeezing forward on the stone stairs for a lifetime.
But the further I went, the more crowded it became, and even a "young man" like me was willing to let go of the slightest bit, and I saw a lot of traffic jams, but this was the first time I had been strangled! In a short time I had already been defeated, and I did not know that I had become the Nth plus one of the few people who were forced to squeeze into the roadside.
"Alas!"
"I really want to ask you guys, aren't they squeezed out like this?"
Full of self-confidence, I instantly became a deflated ball, and I could only look at everyone listlessly on the ground, feeling infinitely lost.
I remember when I was a child, I also came to this Gulou Mountain every year to play, I was much better than I am now, where will there be a situation of being squeezed into the ground!
Now that I am in the last years of the wind and candles, what can people who look at each other in the Yellow Springs want?
"Ke Ge, Caiyun, Liu Pan...... You guys go first, I'll come later, you're all waiting for me in the ice cave!" I shouted with a wry smile as I looked at my brothers and sisters in the crowd.
Lei Mei looked back at me anxiously and said, "Brother Tao, can you do it alone?" or we will leave someone to accompany you, and we will not worry about any of you." ”
"It's okay! You guys go first, it's too crowded to get in, I'll go in when there are fewer people." ”
"Okay, Brother Tao, pay attention to yourself, we're all waiting for you over there. ”
Seeing that my brothers and sisters were drowning in the crowd, I didn't set off immediately, but found a stone and sat down on the side of the new road in the crop field, hoping that there would be fewer people, otherwise I wouldn't want to go in today!
"But I don't know if it can really change my life after I go in? Grandpa, why didn't you make it clear to me in the letter? The broken book was also eaten by us, and we also came to Gulou Mountain, why didn't we react?"
"Grandpa, do you tell me how I should do it? I'm not naughty anymore, I must listen to you obediently, grandpa, can you hear me?" I thought to myself.
There is nothing longer in the world than to wait, and there is nothing more painful than waiting for death!
I was in a terrible mood while waiting, and I kept telling myself that even if my death was near, I would wait until the last minute, until the moment when I would never see the world again.
I know that moment is quietly approaching, that moment may be the next moment, Huang Tao please smile in the next second, okay? I couldn't see the eyes around me clearly, I stubbornly stood up, wiped the blood that spilled from the corner of my mouth, patted the dirt on my buttocks, and merged into the crowd that was getting more and more crowded......