Chapter 512: Low self-esteem

Failed, failed again.

This is the first failed casting of Zagonas to count. Obviously, when he was practicing, his performance was so good, and he was outstanding among all the apprentices, but why was it that when it came to actually casting this weapon, it was always so far behind?

Squiock's anger and grief are placed in special containers, which are suspended from the furnace.

The drawings of the weapon were still on the table, and Zagonas had designed them in the shape of the moonblade, which Xandersha had used best. The smelting furnace is a hot metal that is burned to a liquid state, and if Zagonus reiterates a spell and makes a few magic gestures, the molten liquid metal will condense into the shape of the drawing, and then immediately put it in water to cool.

The drawing was already stained with black scorch, including the table, and Zagonas's face. This is the result of countless failures.

Zagonus wiped the black ash from his nose, propped his hands on the table, and buried his face in it.

Why did it fail?

Ranaya told him all the essentials of enchantment, and he completely mastered it, and he was successful in his previous practice.

The apprentices were all stunned when they saw Zagonas's genius performance, because the enchantment itself has a high failure rate and a certain uncertainty about the results, let alone such a beginner!

Is it just because the enchantment material has been replaced with Squiok's anger and sorrow that the difficulty becomes unattainable?

Zagonus looked up at the locked door in front of him. This is a completely enclosed single casting room, and Zagonas is relieved to have Ranaya outside to guard the door for him, but it seems that it is time to go out and ask, and the wisest thing to do now is obviously not to die alone.

When I opened the door, I saw Lanaya, who was sitting in the seat of the "teacher", turning her head.

Lanaya was accustomed to seeing Zagonas usually clean and holy as an angel, and this time he came out with a black and gray face, and Lanaya couldn't help but laugh.

"I've just done my ninth cast, and I'm running out of 'vital materials', but I haven't succeeded in a single one. ”

"Why didn't you come out to me when you failed the first time?" asked Lanaya.

Zagonas didn't answer, he thought it was the high failure rate that Lanaya had said had finally come to him, and he believed that he could always succeed. However, after nine failures in a row, he should really think about whether it is a matter of method, maybe he missed a step or something.

Seeing that Zagonus didn't speak, Lanaya gave him a look and motioned for them to go in and have a look.

Zagonas also had some hope in his heart, after all, this legendary master of the Cast of the Psychic Realm was about to go out.

After making sure that the door would not be blasted open by some strange person, the two of them made their way to the furnace.

Lanaya looked at the containers and bottles containing the "vital materials", and sure enough, there was not much left left, and if Zagonas stubbornly repeated the same mistake alone, it would not be long before they ran out.

"There's nothing wrong with the knowledge you have, and I think the root cause of the failure lies in this material. Lanaya said.

"Is it because they're 'emotions'?"

"Absolutely. ”

Lanaya thought for a moment and asked, "Do you have emotions when you forge a weapon?"

Zagonus shook his head subconsciously, and then suddenly came to his senses.

It turned out that he focused all his attention on the success of casting, and it was this incomparable concentration that excluded all his emotions, so he didn't realize the feelings brought to him by the emotions in the material!

"You mean, you have to have emotions when you cast them, right?" asked Zagonus quickly.

"There's going to be a little bit of it. Lanaya looked at her Guardian Cloak and the Sky Sword, revealing a smiling expression, "If you understand this, it means that you have made progress again." Try it again now, and don't think it might fail. Invest all your feelings. ”

Zagonus took a deep breath and nodded, and Lanaya left the casting room, closing the door, and staying outside.

Time shifted from day to night, and the apprentices were gone, and Ranaya left her seat and walked to the casting room where Zagonas was, knocking on the door a few times, "How's it going?"

After a few moments, hearing no response, Lanaya repeated what she had just done a few times, but there was no movement at all as if there was no one inside the door.

Ranaya suddenly thought of a terrible result, could it be that Zagonas had also incorporated his soul power into his weapons like Kred......?

There was no other way but to force the door open. She transformed the sword of the sky into the form of a shield, pointed the sharp end at the door, and was about to smash it open.

Lanaya breathed a sigh of relief that her vision hadn't happened and that Zagonas was still alive.

However, Zagonus was much worse now than he had been during the day, his head bowed, his face haggard, and even a little thinner, and his eyes were not bright during the day, but cloudy. There were still tears on his cheeks.

"You ......" Lanaya put away the Celestial Sword and tilted her head, trying to see what Zagonas looked like now, "...... Succeeded?"

"Boom-"

Zagonus fell to his knees, his eyes glazed over, his shoulders still twitching slightly.

"Why...... Why ......"

Lanaya frowned when she saw Zagonas like this, but she wondered what it was that made Zagonas so sad.

The sound of two tears falling to the ground in quick succession was extremely clear.

"Why am I stupid enough to lock myself up in a library for a hundred years...... Why did I find out so late that you were framed by Natasha...... Why haven't you wanted to like me for so long? Haven't I given you enough love?......

"Cindersa...... I love you, you know?"

Ranaya sighed and walked up to Zagonas and gently put her arms around his head as a sign of comfort.

Suddenly Zagonas hugged Ranaya tightly, and he cried like a child.

"Xiandelsha has become a vengeful spirit, and she only has revenge left in her heart, and she is no longer the eldest princess she used to be. It's better that you don't have such a deep obsession, you are already people from two different worlds. ”

"I don't need you to say it, I know it......"

"She will never like me, she will never know, how much I love her, I don't even want to be with her, I just hope she can look at me seriously, I only hope she can understand my intentions, I just hope she can live well and happily ......"

"But why!!"

Lanaya pulled Zagonas's shoulders in front of her and looked at him with a serious face, "Sober up, Zagonas ......"

"Don't you have a little affection, Templar, don't you know what it's like to love someone deeply?"

Zagonas's words made Lanaya's heart flutter a little. It made her think of that person almost instantaneously, and she couldn't tell whether it was her own emotions or the box in her heart.

After a pause, Lanaya said, "Cindersa needs your help! You have to go to her and tell her what you think, instead of crying and complaining here! You don't say a word to her, how do you know what she thinks of you?"

"No, she doesn't want to see me again. ”

"But you must hand her over your crafted weapon. ”

Zagonus straightened up and spread out his palm, where a storage ring lay in his palm, "Templar, count me as yours, please help me put this in the hands of Xandersa." ”

Now that Zagonas had been built, Lanaya didn't pick it up, she looked at Zagonas in disbelief, "You don't even want to see her?"

"Yes, but she doesn't want to see me. ”

"You're just too cowardly! what's the use of lying to yourself?" Lanaya said, "You're not her, how do you know she doesn't want to see you?

Lanaya had already thought about it, as long as Zagonas raised her head firmly and said to her, "I'll go find her now!" Lanaya immediately told Zagonas that Xendrosa was in their intelligence department, and after Zagonas left, quickly contact the others who were still in the intelligence department and let them go as far as they could!

"Zagonas, you must go to her!" Lanaya encouraged Zagonus again.

Zagonus slowly stood up, as if he had no strength in his body, "Forget it, if you don't help me transfer this thing to her, then I'll go find someone else......"

"No wonder Xiandelsha doesn't even want to see you! No one likes someone with low self-esteem like you, don't you understand?"

"I was humbled because of her...... She's a princess, I'm just an archmage, she doesn't want to look at me, I, understandable......"

"You can understand the size! Don't you feel uncomfortable holding it in your heart like this? Do you want to keep it like this and live the rest of your life? Go to her, the big deal is a cold eye, a word of rejection, you can run to me and cry again, so what, you can see her, you told her all the emotions you have hidden in your heart for so long!"

"Think clearly, Zagonus, if you don't, Xandertha may never know that you love her, or even that there was once such a person as you in her life!"

Zagonus paused as he walked slowly.

"I suppose you Heavenly Fury should live a long life, right? Do you want to regret it for a few hundred years?"

Zagonus looked at the ring he held in his hand and clenched it again, "I'll go find her now......

Lanaya finally smiled with relief. "Follow me!"