Chapter 90: The World Is Not Worth It
Xie Minyun's cold attitude "notice" was finished in Junshan, pulling Cheng Mo's right hand, and the homeopathic situation became a pull, Cheng Mo, who was wearing a short-sleeved shirt, could clearly feel the warmth on Xie Minyun's skin, so the word "woman" changed from abstract to concrete in Cheng Mo's heart, and his mind began to rely on contact with Xie Minyun to correct the original cognition of the word "love".
He had to sigh at the magic of Chinese words, and such an ambiguous and sweet word as "skin kiss" was afraid that only Chinese could convey the expression of God.
At this moment, Cheng Mo's veins and nerves were surging with the "hormones" he had criticized just now, and he had to admit that being on a skin-to-skin blind date with Xie Minyun made him feel happy, both in his soul and body.
The soul belongs to dopamine, and the body belongs to hormones.
These chemicals bloomed a warm light in his mind, like a clear starry sky, and his soul was wandering in the vast sea of desire, this is an irrational world, and the flat boat in which his soul is located is governed by emotions, only Xie Minyun can drop a solid anchor for this small boat.
Or he himself took the initiative to raise the sails of the spirit and let the breath of Eros blow him to other warm harbors.
Cheng Mo regretted that he was too detached, and it was obviously the moment of infinite sweetness, but he was actually giving a concrete meaning to abstract love......
He didn't look at Xie Minyun beside him, but quietly took a deep breath, the air after the rain contained the aroma of camphor, which was the smell of pine oil dicyclic hydrocarbons, camphorene, lemon hydrocarbons, eugenol, and the faint body fragrance on Xie Minyun's body, which was difficult to describe specifically, like mellow coffee floating with ice cubes, refreshing.
can clearly depict his feelings, Cheng Mo is still not lost in the ocean of desire, maybe the boat of reason driven by Cheng Mo is not a small boat, it should be a giant ship.
Cheng Mo was dragged down the long steps by Xie Minyun, behind him were hundreds of pairs of incredible sights, in front of him was a slender Rolls-Royce, a bodyguard in a black suit pulled the car door for him, and asked him to sit down with a serious expression.
At this moment, with the blessing of Xie Minyun, the silk otaku became a high-profile prince.
Xie Minyun let go of the hand holding him, tilted his head slightly and whispered in Cheng Mo's ear: "I know you want to keep a low profile and live a quiet life, but at least I have to help you tell some people so that they don't disturb your life at will...... That's how you can live quietly, don't you?"
Of course, as for another little bit of caution, Xie Minyun will not say.
After speaking, Xie Minyun went around to the other side of the Rolls-Royce, and Cheng Mo bowed and got into the car. He looked at the black suit bodyguard in a very standard posture and closed the door, and also saw the watch on the bodyguard's wrist, Cheng Mo guessed that this bodyguard was the chosen one.
He felt that Xie Minyun must think that he was the kind of antisocial personality who was lawless and regarded human life as a mustard, and in order to prevent him from doing anything out of the ordinary, he cleverly set up protection for himself to protect other ordinary people.....
For example, just now, Yu Junshan is walking towards the abyss step by step, when he successfully breaks through Cheng Mo's critical point, then Cheng Mo will definitely punish him, as for how to sentence, it depends on the degree to which Yu Junshan offended him.
Although there is an organization of the Chosen One that restricts the Chosen One, in fact, ordinary people really live in a world of Cruso, and the Chosen One is a god to ordinary people, like the Sith the Clown.
He actually has no sinister intentions, no ulterior motives, no clear hostility, and no even malicious intentions......
For the Sith the Clown, there is no difference between humans and ants, and he does not think that he is evil if he tramples hundreds of ants to death.
Cheng Mo is not a clown Sith, but he will not be merciful when he has to take the lives of others to keep him safe.
Regardless of whether Cheng Mo wanted to or not, Xie Minyun was indeed reducing some unnecessary troubles for his school life, he turned his head to look outside the glass window, there was a group of people standing under the canopy of the auditorium, almost no one moved, they were all looking intently at the silver and black Rolls-Royce he was riding, Cheng Mo knew how beautiful it was, several times he stood at the bus stop and saw it flashing in the sunlight, gliding in the eyes of people's envy.
At that time, he was carrying a school bag, and he was an ordinary character in the crowd who would not be looked at more.
But now he seems to have been promoted to become the leading actor of a certain ninth-rate book, Cheng Mo guessed that there would probably be few people watching him as the protagonist, after all, no one would like a boring person like him.
Cheng Mo sighed in his heart, and saw Fu Yuanzhuo waving at him, and shouted loudly: "See you at the Joy Food!"
He didn't answer, just nodded, and he didn't know if Fu Yuanzhuo saw it.
Cheng Mo saw Cheng Haoyang and Tang Wenjun arguing with others, judging from the lip shape, it was probably Cheng Haoyang's classmate who was sarcastically mocking Cheng Haoyang, "Since this is your cousin, why don't you call you along!"
Cheng Haoyang's expression was a little unnaturally embarrassed.
Cheng Mo also saw Yan Yitong and Zhen Siqi standing together, Yan Yitong reached out to touch the blue hairpin on her curly hair, and there was an inexplicable emotion lurking in her beautiful eyes hidden under the thick lenses.
He thought to himself that it would be okay, maybe this simple girl would give up when she saw this scene.
Xie Minyun also got into the car, and then the door was gently closed, Cheng Mo turned around, and only him and Xie Minyun were left in the closed back seat space.
Rolls-Royce moved forward steadily, and the luxury cars around him took the initiative to get out of the way, like a hundred beasts avoiding their king, Cheng Mo vaguely felt that he was beginning to get farther and farther away from the direction he expected.
"I didn't reply to your WeChat, I just wanted to surprise you...... Other than that..... I really didn't think about how to face you. Xie Minyun reached out and lifted her skirt, although the one-shoulder skirt is beautiful, it is not comfortable to wear, because its sleeve part is always easy to slide down, if it is usually Xie Minyun would never choose to wear such a skirt, but today is different.
Cheng Mo turned his head to look at Xie Minyun's quiet side face, she was not only a little different from her before, such as a more perfect body, more delicate and flawless skin, and brighter eyes...... There is also an obvious difference from ordinary people, the white one is like glowing, Cheng Mo hesitated for a moment and said: "This is actually not important, the important thing is ..... You..... Are you okay now?"
Xie Minyun was silent for a moment, looked at the fading teaching building outside the window, and said lightly: "This is confidential to others, but of course it is not to you..... In fact, I woke up almost a week ago, and when I woke up, I was lying in a hospital bed, full of catheters, and the fully enclosed ward was full of all kinds of machines and all kinds of monitoring ...... But I wasn't scared or surprised at all, I could feel a lot of people outside the room, I could hear their heartbeats, and I could even tell by the frequency of their heartbeats that my parents weren't there....."
Xie Minyun's monologue without too much emotion made Cheng Mo feel sincerely lonely, just like he used to go to the hospital for a physical examination every week, he paid the bills by himself, looked at the medical records by himself, asked the doctor about the situation by himself, and went home by himself.
Now it seems that he at least has a home to go back to, and he guesses that Xie Minyun can't go back to his home for a long time.
“..... I don't know how long later, a doctor in a white coat pushed the door in, told me not to worry, said I was all right, and then he asked countless questions..... It also made me do countless tests..... I would love to be discharged from the hospital, but not allowed..... Even mobile phones are not allowed to be used..... Later, my parents came to see me and asked me to cooperate with the doctor, and now I am very important to the country..... I also know what happened....."
Cheng Mo listened quietly, and he thought to himself: If he injects the bottle of "God Gene" by himself, I'm afraid he won't be able to go out yet.
Xie Minyun paused carefully, turned his head to look at Cheng Mo, and said quietly, "Do you know..... I was stuck in that house, and the first thing I thought of was not my parents..... It's you. ”
After speaking, Xie Minyun turned his head and looked at the partition in front of him, "But that feeling is very strange..... It's not called 'missing', it's the urge to see someone, but I don't ..... It's just that my mind can't help but think of your face, the endless Baikal Lake and the gorgeous red pine forests..... Thinking of you is like remembering that incomparable landscape. ”
Cheng Mo is sure that what is different is not only Xie Minyun's appearance, but also her personality, which has undergone some changes, and she would never have been able to say these words that seem like love words so calmly before.
But this is not a love story, Cheng Mo can hear it from Xie Minyun's slow statement, this is just a description of the situation at the time, he doesn't know if he is a little lost, there should be, originally he didn't feel that Xie Minyun had to do anything to him, so he said lightly: "I often think about it, and I often dream." ”
Cheng Mo didn't look at Xie Minyun when he spoke, he felt that Xie Minyun's eyes were too sharp now, and they seemed to be able to see through people's hearts, and he couldn't let Xie Minyun notice that he actually had a little expectation and a little temptation.
He didn't mention that all he dreamed about was what happened on the train, and both of them deliberately avoided talking about the cruel and bloody past, although for them, it was an indelible memory, but it was also an incurable wound.
If you want to change two people, after experiencing such a terrible disaster, it is a question of whether you can live normally.....
At this time, the Rolls-Royce that was moving slowly had turned out of the school gate, and was about to reach the intersection where there was a bus stop, Xie Minyun picked up the white phone hanging on the partition, asked the driver to stop, and the expensive silver and black car stopped on the side of the road.
Cheng Mo turned his head and saw the blue fat man holding the dorayaki, its expression was the same as before, squinting, grinning, holding the dorayaki in one hand, but the other hand was holding a leaflet that was no longer "half price for the second cup", but an advertisement for scanning the code to send milk tea on the official website of Fu Yuanzhuo's campaign.
Because the rain has just passed, there are not many people queuing up in the popular bubble tea shop on weekdays, but this is the only way for teachers and students and Changya students.
"I'm here today, mainly to fulfill my promise and invite you to drink milk tea. ”
Cheng Mo said "oh", he actually didn't remember having such an agreement with Xie Minyun, but it didn't matter, he frowned slightly as he looked at the flow of people on the street, turned his head and asked, "Get off now?"
Xie Minyun nodded.
Although Cheng Mo didn't think it was a good choice to drink milk tea here, he didn't plan to refuse Xie Minyun, he was really about to push the car door, but the bodyguard opened the car door first, and suddenly countless passers-by turned their eyes to this side.
Cheng Mo felt that it was really a bit exaggerated, but there was no way but to step out of the car in full view of everyone, and then the tall and perfect Xie Minyun got out of the car, which made the flow of people on the street freeze for a moment.
Cheng Mo took the opportunity to immediately go to the door of the bubble tea shop to line up, fortunately, there were only two college girls in front of them, Cheng Mo followed behind without saying a word, and soon Xie Minyun stood next to him, two people who were about the same height, but with a huge difference, were looking up at the menu together.
Because the bubble tea shop is next to several schools, the menus are written in chalk, and the lights under the canopy are dim, which makes the colorful chalk words look very warm, and the stereo in the bubble tea shop is playing Dong Chou's "You Can Hear".
Xie Minyun's eyes stayed on the line of pink "couple selection", and she said: "This time I am in charge, I can't drink health tea anymore.....
As soon as Cheng Mo was about to speak, Xie Minyun turned his head to look at her, bit his lip, and then said, "Don't accept rebuttal!"
Cheng Mo could only say helplessly: "Okay!"
So Xie Minyun said loudly to the owner of the store: "Let's have a 'Taro Shangai' couple milk tea......"
The female boss standing behind the counter seemed to be taken aback by Xie Minyun, and it took a long time for her to react, "Ah..... What? Couple milk tea ..... "Obviously, the pair of sibling lovers in front of her, who are almost cross-species love, made her a little dumbfounded.
Xie Minyun nodded, and said seriously: "Boss, please remember to write on the cup, 'I turn the whole world upside down, just to correct your reflection'......"
"Aren't you hypocritical when you say this?" Cheng Mo couldn't help but ask.
"People can change..... Xie Minyun moved his steps, approached Cheng Mo in the incredible gaze on the side, and took the initiative to hold his hand.
Cheng Mo remembered this touch and temperature, he had felt it many times on the train, even if the situation was critical, he could not forget this familiar feeling, like ..... In the cold winter, holding a cup of hot cocoa, you can feel the warmth from the palm of your hand to the heart.
Cheng Mo didn't speak, he felt hot all over his body, as if the flame of emotion was baking his blood, making his cold heartbeat hot, and the two of them stood side by side in front of the milk tea shop next to the school, waiting for their couple milk tea.
The proprietress saw Cheng Mo's Changya school uniform and asked Cheng Mo if he wanted to register a Fu Yuanzhuo official website to send milk tea for free, Cheng Mo shook his head, said "No", took out his mobile phone and paid.
Xie Minyun took the phone from Cheng Mo's hand and said, "Okay, I'll invite you!"
Cheng Mo had not put down his hand, and looked at Xie Minyun with his mobile phone to click on his WeChat, then clicked on "Collect and pay", and handed the phone to the proprietress, "Please scan it." ”
The proprietress took the phone and said with a clear conscience: "You two are really sweet..... Do you want to take a Polaroid without money, take a kiss photo and give milk tea!"
Xie Minyun turned her head to look at Cheng Mo, "Do you want to shoot?" Before Cheng Mo could answer, she turned her head and said to the proprietress, "Shoot!"
Cheng Mo looked at Xie Minyun in disbelief, he really didn't understand why Xie Minyun could do such an exaggerated thing, and hurriedly waved his hand, "Hey, senior sister..... I don't agree..."
Xie Minyun turned to face Cheng Mo, and said softly as if no one was around: "I didn't know when I would have the chance to see you again a few days ago, I think I may never have the chance to be so close to you again, seeing the cold expression on your face, I opened the curtains and couldn't even see the sun, but I could hear the sound of the subway in the distance...... I also used to think about what kind of occasion we would meet, I thought maybe you already had a girlfriend at that time, so we exchanged pleasantries, we talked about the experiences of all these years, and kept silent about the past....."
"But I know that this experience is my pearl, it is wrapped in my heart, carefully sharpened, and always shines with brilliance that only I can understand, Cheng Mo, if you can really live such an ordinary life, I am willing to watch you live a calm life no matter how much it costs..... Even if it's me.... It doesn't matter either..... But I know you won't, and you can't..... I don't want us to be strangers in the future, and I don't want our experiences to just stop in the memories of the past....."
"So..... You wait for me, wait for me to become strong, if you become a demon, I will incarnate as a Buddha and incarnate you, if you are at peace with this world, I will be your four walls.... Besiege you, protect you..... Let you know ....."
"This world is not worth your sadness, but I deserve ......"
Cheng Mo saw the firmness in Xie Minyun's eyes and the Zen after the baptism of wind and rain.
The blue fat man on the side was smiling, Dong Chou's music was permeating, the stagnant water after the rain reflected the orange street lamp, and Cheng Mo's lips were stained with a sweet fragrance.
(I recommend "Yong: Qing" by Yusha Chronicle Sauce, with a colon in the middle..... Comrades who are short of books can go and see)