At that time, it was like just sliding ashore from the pursuit of crocodiles in the lake, and as soon as you landed, you saw a gorilla eating bananas in front of your eyes...

That's right, that's it!

The person standing in front of me is my dearest life, and no one can replace the most important and important person in my life! I haven't seen him for months? Of course I want to? But do I want to see me now?

I don't want to see it even if I die!!

"Dad..."

I couldn't help but call, and subconsciously quietly hid my left hand in the futon, and smiled weakly, saying Why are you here?

"Oh... The weather forecast said that there was heavy rain, so it was not placed. ”

My dad answered the call and moved a bench to sit at the head of my bed, he was like that, his movements were very clever, but his eyes seemed to be cloudy and dull all the time, as if he was thinking about things all the time. People are also more silent. It seems that few people can see through what he is thinking, maybe one second he is still giggling with you, and the next second you turn around and hand over the cigarette, and you find that the other person is gone. He's a weirdo who does his own thing.

But at that time, I clearly knew that he was in a bad mood. It's only when he's in a bad mood that his eyes don't stare at others, and I don't know why it's always been like this anyway.

Sitting there, he didn't seem to know what to do, crossed his hands and wrapped his two thumbs in circles, and I coughed embarrassedly twice, just like he had just discovered the existence of Kaizi and Lao Liu, and said hello tepidly. The two of them were a little nervous when they saw my dad.

It's inevitable that it's the first time I've seen it after all, and my dad has a thick neck, big bones, and is about to be on par with Gao Qiang, plus the scar on his face and a black curly chest hair on the neckline...

It's really a typical example of frightening kindergarten children... But everyone who knows him knows that he is a very mild-tempered person.

After being stunned for a long time, I wanted to break the embarrassing atmosphere and asked him how he knew that I was hospitalized? My father still didn't look at me, saying that our homeroom teacher had called him.

I had already cursed in my heart before, but this time, I knew that she called my dad because she cared about me, and the same was true for Teacher Zhang. It's her responsibility.

I didn't say anything after asking, and my dad was silent for a long time and still asked something that made my heart nervous, that is, to ask me what I told me on the phone last time... What the hell is going on?

It was like being hung by a thread, swaying. But looking into my father's eyes, I knew that I couldn't hide it this time, so I lowered my head and told him the general story of what happened—in fact, it was the testimony to Uncle Wu, what helped solve the case, I was caught in an accident halfway, and I stabbed him in legitimate defense. In short, it was an accident.

I don't know if he believed it or not, but he didn't ask a second time. The speed of thumb circles is getting faster and faster, just continue to ask me, then why do you want to help police C solve the case?

As soon as I answered, he asked, and all the things that had happened in the past few months were taken out of my mouth. The last question is, why do you mess with the bad students in the class? My answer is that I just want to study hard, but they won't let me! I can't help it, I can only stand up and fight them!

"Really... Yes..."

After listening to this, my dad said yes three times in a row, still with that expressionless expression, as if he was not surprised that his son had suffered so many changes at school. In the end, as if remembering something, he took a pair of chopsticks from a plastic bag and gave it to me, and then opened the lunch box, which was his specialty dish - fragrant and authentic Xinjiang chicken.

"Hungry, aren't you? Then eat it hot, your Uncle Wang's chickens that grow up eating grain are very supplemental." ”

I originally thought that my dad would either be angry with those bullying me when he knew about these things, or he would be so angry with these things that I provoked that he beat me up like thunder, but it turned out to be as calm as if nothing had happened now.

Whew, it's okay...

Subconsciously laughed with Kaizi and Lao Liu, I grabbed the chopsticks and went to eat the meat inside, and the result...

With a "snap~", my dad slapped me hard.

At that time, I was dead on the spot! The hands with dull eyes and hidden hands didn't dare to cover his already red face, but he just looked at him in astonishment and shouted, Dad?

He still acted like nothing had happened, and said lightly that he should eat quickly, it was going to be cold.

I already sensed that something was wrong, but I didn't dare to disobey my father's words, so I stiffened my hands and slowly reached into the lunch box...

"Smack~"

Another slap, and I slapped me so hard that I almost nodded and fell asleep on the bed. I was completely stunned, and Kaizi and Lao Liu hurriedly said don't fight, don't beat uncle. My dad didn't seem to hear it, but it was still the same sentence - eat, eat hot!

The trembling hand grabbed the chopsticks again and stretched out to the lunch box again, and the result was still a slap.

Ahh!!hhhh

At that time, I couldn't bear it anymore! Tears flowed down my eyes! I threw my chopsticks to the ground and shouted aggrieved and puzzled, "Dad??What are you doing!??Why did I provoke you??

My dad bent down lightly to pick up the chopsticks and put them in my hand, and his eyes finally looked at me, so dull and cloudy, and it seemed to reveal a sharp firmness. Ask me, do you want to eat?

I was so aggrieved that I wanted to say I didn't want to eat it, but I knew my dad didn't want the answer, so I said, yes!

"Eat if you want, as long as you can pick it up in your mouth, you can eat it." ”

I don't understand what he means, this kind of stubbornness that I don't understand, and inherited him, let me snatch the chopsticks from his hand, glaring at him, biting my lip and crying, unwilling and extremely stubborn to stretch the chopsticks again.

"Smack~"

Another slap, my hands trembled but I never looked back, just a whining sound in my throat, tears and trembling hands continued to pick meat into the lunch box.

"Smack!"

"Smack!"

"Smack!!"

Slap, and didn't stop slapping in the face, Kaizi and the others were frightened, thinking that my dad was sick, and quickly pulled my dad's wrist, only to find that no matter how hard they tried, my dad's hand was like a crane and didn't move at all. I can only nervously ask my dad to stop beating me.

And I was already in tears, and my snot almost flowed out uncontrollably, but the grievances and incomprehension bred the stubbornness of being angry with my father, but it still made me move forward without shrinking back or stopping.

In the end, I picked up a piece of meat in the slap, put it in my mouth, and chewed it hard!

The slap also stopped at that time.

My dad put the lunch box on the table, looked at my tearful eyes and asked me, is it fragrant?

Xiang —— I gritted my teeth and said fiercely.

"So, got it??"

Got it...

When I heard these three words, I suddenly realized that my dad was not to blame me for slapping me, but to tell me something...

When my dull eyes froze on my father's vicissitudes of life, my tears burst again. I swallowed the piece of meat that had not been chewed hard, trembling and said Dad, I understand, I was wrong Dad, I understand 55555~~

How could I not understand it...

Because I don't know if seven years ago or six years ago, when my father first brought me to Baoji from Xinjiang, when I got off the train at Xining Railway Station in Qinghai, the same thing happened to him...

At that time, society was still very chaotic, and the train station in every place seemed to be the most chaotic place. I distinctly remember being robbed of our bags as soon as we got out of the car. My dad reacted quickly when he caught the man before he could run, and then the two of them scuffled.

Within a few minutes of the fight, before the police arrived, seven or eight accomplices dragged me and my dad into an alley to beat me up - of course they didn't beat me, and I would have kicked both of my feet with a big fart!

But he hit my dad...

They beat and kicked my dad hard in the alley, and when they were laughing and scolding to leave, my dad grabbed their ankles, who were already covered in nosebleeds. Like me, who just said "incense", I said very firmly that the wallet can be taken away, anything can be taken away! We have nothing left, my son needs clothes in his bag for the winter!

A few pieces of torn clothes are simply garbage to them, but there are many bad people like Ma Yue, Daniel Zhang, Zhang Shaofeng, etc. who like to find pleasure in bullying the weak! At that time, the head was the same as my father to me now, while letting seven or eight people punch and kick my father, while throwing the bag more than ten meters away.

Say go and get it, get it, that's your thing, no one can take it away.

At that time, my dad was lying on his stomach... Lying on the ground, I was punched and kicked by seven or eight people! In the end, I held the bag tightly in my hand with the premise that my head was broken...

They scolded the idiots and left, and my dad unpacked the bag. Cut through the mezzanine, took out the thousands of dollars inside, and put it in front of me, who was already scared with snot and tears, and said with a very proud smile.

"Xiaoqian, you remember!"

"There are all kinds of people in this society, there are many different people! Some people have the right to choose, so many results are in front of them for them to choose, so what they enjoy is the process! Just like those ruffians just now, laughing and angry, he can take our things. So they will beat and bully them in the happiest way to get the results they want!"

"And some people are like Dad and you, we don't have or have lost the right to choose! So there should be no process in our eyes! We can only and must only have that result in our eyes!"

"How did you get it? It doesn't matter! The important thing is that we want to get the result we want! The king of Yue has the courage to win the world, and the greatest ability of people like us who have no choice is to endure!"

"The reason why a man who has no choice can succeed is that he can put aside the so-called face and kneel on his stomach, gritting his teeth and bleeding to finish the road he chose! Climb to the end point he wants to reach in the ridicule and trampling of others! Laugh to the end is laughter, so always remember Ah Xiaoqian..."

"When you don't have a choice, the result matters, and it doesn't matter how humiliating or uncomfortable it is..."

At that time, I still remember my father's laughter very clearly, because it was because of those thousands of yuan that my father was able to take me back to Baoji, buy equipment and rent a stall, so that we could take root in Baoji and get a life that may not be good but already belongs to us;

Dad slapped me in the face...

It just reminds me of these words that he repeated many times later. Because he believed in me, and believed that the result I wanted for so many things was nothing more than what I just said, I wanted to study hard. And I have to be like my father at the beginning to avoid and endure, these things really won't happen - Ma Yue beat me one day I will get tired of it, be a person who tolerates and has no focus like a transparent person, maybe I will really finish my studies in Ansheng, and then smoothly graduate from high school and go to college, and get the results I want!

But although I was admitting my mistake at that meeting, my heart was full of guilt. Because I lied to him, my dad.

Before the incident happened to Carp Liang Chao, the result I wanted was really just An Ansheng's study! But after this happened, there was only one thing I wanted and had to get in my heart, and that was strength, the power to protect my brothers and even my father from being hurt and bullied by anyone!

So I'm sorry for you, Dad... But when I go back to school, I'll still mess up, because I choose to finish on my knees, and that's the road...

My dad didn't know what I was thinking, and he seemed very satisfied to see my "heartbroken" tears of remorse, and that terrible face finally leaked a warm smile. smiled and let Kaizi and the sixth child also taste his craft, while sitting on the side and muttering why the school is so messy now, waiting for Dad to save enough money to give you a smile, while peeling apples for me to eat.

He is such a person, under normal circumstances, as ordinary as all ordinary men who are fathers.

Watching my dad return to normal, I felt a lot more comfortable, wiped away my tears, smiled and said that it was okay, and then I put meat in the mouth of the sixth drooling and eating, also at that time.

The door slammed~, and someone kicked it open.

"What about Chen Qian???numb the one next door!Is the little bastard named Chen Qian living here, which one??"

As soon as my hands trembled, the pieces of meat fell to the ground.

Kaizi and I looked at the door with pale faces, only to see three middle-aged people with bears and tigers, and Wang Shuang standing at the door of the ward. A bald man with no eyebrows was still clutching the belt he had unfastened, and his face was flushed with anger.

Wang Shuang also squeezed in at that meeting, glanced at it, and pointed it directly at me.

"It's him!!It's that little turtle grandson!Damn, it's him who beat the fourth brother!"

。 Sogou