It was almost early in the morning, seeing that Jian Fan was sleeping relatively peacefully, Lin Jianxuan rubbed his temples and walked back to his room. Unfortunately, I only dozed off for a few hours, and it was dawn.

Lin Jianxuan got up and took a hot shower, walked into the study, checked the schedule, made some adjustments, and sent an email to Mu Sen. Xiao Fan, this girl, has more and more time for her. Lin Jianxuan complained, but he looked very satisfied.

Suddenly, his eyes swept over the pen holder and noticed the note pressed underneath, Lin Jianxuan leaned over and took it. There was a note with words:

'Mr. Lin, Zhicui Group is kind to us, and Uncle Liao is Shen Ping's elder, thank you for your trust. Women's clothing has been taken care of. Zou Rong. ’

Lin Jianxuan put the note away and sighed lightly, as if surprised and disdainful. I didn't expect Zou Rong to think about me and remind me to pay attention to Shen Ping and Liao Zhu in this way, which is worthy of thanks. However, there is no need to worry, Shen Ping has done a good job, which is exactly what I want. For the sake of Xiao Fan, I can only take it step by step. I don't know how Xiao Fan is?

Lin Jianxuan walked into Jian Fan's room and found that Jian Fan was grouped, holding the quilt on his chest, letting his back be exposed, and couldn't help but shake his head. This girl can't even cover the quilt! Help Jian Fan cover the quilt, and pull over a pillow for Jian Fan to hold. Lin Jianxuan smiled, what a hedgehog.

I touched Jian Fan's forehead, it wasn't very hot anymore.

Alas, fortunately, it was just a cold. However, according to Dr. Zhong, Xiao Fan's heart muscles are weak and he is very afraid of sadness. Temporary ischemia of the brain is not a joke, and it is dangerous to sleep anywhere you want, and it is also dangerous not to get sick. It's okay if I'm here every time, it's really a worry-free girl.

Lin Jianxuan was reluctant to call Jian Fan to get up, boiled nutritious porridge according to the recipe, ate some breakfast and went back to work in the study.

After replying to the emails he received, and reading a few more documents, he didn't hear any movement downstairs, Lin Jianxuan couldn't help but worry. Xiao Fan won't fall asleep more and more!

Lin Jianxuan hurriedly walked out of the study to the first floor, pushed open Jian Fan's door again, and found that Jian Fan had already sat up, holding the pillow gloomily.

"What are you thinking, aren't you busy today?" But looking at Jian Fan's appearance, it is estimated that he is thinking about the unhappiness with Han Cong in his mind, which is inexplicably uncomfortable.

"I want to go home, I don't want to stay in Beijing anymore. I only hurt others. Jian Fan was still struggling with the dream he had on the hospital bench. Perhaps leaving Beijing is the best solution. Leave Han Cong. If you leave Jiang Shuai, you won't hurt them again.

Lin Jianxuan's face was serious, "Who is the other?" Zhuo Ruize, the members of your project team, and me. I'm hurting you, I know very well. ”

There is a sparkle in the simple and complex eyelashes. Lin Jianxuan shook his head helplessly, as for being so sad, he still experienced too few things. Turned around and went out to get Jian Mao's mobile phone and threw it to Jian Mao, "There is your text message." Look at it and take a hot shower, there are your clothes in the cloakroom, choose for yourself. ”

Lin Jianxuan left with a black face.

Jian Fan took the phone and looked at Han Cong's text, everything around him did not exist.

'Jian Fan, how I wish you could accompany me in the hospital!'

Jian Fan pursed his lips, tears flowing from the corners of his mouth.

Han Cong. I can stay with you, I can convince myself to stay with you. It's not Yan Min's problem of persuading me to leave, it's not a problem of being busy with work, it's my problem. I'm afraid to be with you, and I'm reluctant to be with you. I don't know what I'm going to say when we're alone, I don't know how I'm going to react to your loving eyes.

Once, I thought that love was like this, that is, learning to love each other without knowing how to deal with ourselves. I try to experience what it feels like to love. I thought that the reluctance to be separated from you was to love you, and the worry about your safety on the phone was to love you. To be embarrassed when you embrace you is to love you.

However, I met Jiang Shuai. He gave me a feeling that I had never felt before, I liked him and had a crush on him. I'm getting more and more aware that that's what it feels like to love someone. His care. I gladly accepted his love, and my response to him was also from the heart, with no pattern, no reference, and no preparation. No need to be deliberate. It turns out that loving someone does not need to be learned, it does not need to be experienced, it is the most direct feeling.

Since then, my heart has been getting farther and farther away from you. You were sick and hospitalized, and you wanted me to stay with you, but I failed you again.

Jian Fan endured the pain and looked down, and saw more painful words. Jian Cheng felt unable to breathe.

Han Cong, I saw the scene of you hugging Yan Min. I'm not angry, so what right do I have to be angry? It's my fault that I hurt you, it's my fault that I caused you to almost get dusty. Once, you were a dazzling boy, how many girls were attracted to you, and I also admired you. There is nothing about your talent, your ability, and your prestige among your classmates that I do not admire. You chose me, and under your aura, I gladly became the center of attention among the girls. Today, you are still excellent, your charm is undiminished, and there is never a shortage of people around you who admire you. I doubted your single-mindedness, but in the end it was I who made our love incomplete. I hurt you and made you miserable, but you tolerated me as always, without the slightest blame for me. How can I not understand your reluctance to me?

You are not wrong with your love for me, I am wrong. My mistakes, I am willing to make amends, and I promise not to leave you. But in my heart, I still think of Jiang Shuai, and I always have reservations about your feelings. Today I just realized how unfair this reluctant stay is to you. You are at a loss, in order to prove to me, you are willing to disobey yourself and accept Yan Min's intimacy. I've hurt you again, and even more so than before.

Han Cong, I know it's wrong. I can't bear to hurt you anymore, we can get our old happiness back.

Jian Fan rubbed his eyes and looked at the last text message.

Yes, the time of a lifetime is long and short. Whoever encounters whom is just a little bit of a spark in the long river of life. What does it matter if you love or not? I have been persevering, I have never wanted to compromise, what is the result? I hurt you mercilessly, and Jiang Shuai was not happy because of me. In this life, let me guard you! I am no longer qualified to love Jiang Shuai, and I am not worthy of Jiang Shuai to love me. I believe that Jiang Shuai will meet a love encounter that truly belongs to him.

After reading Han Cong's text messages, Jian Fan completely gave up on himself, and once again willingly accepted Han Cong, and his relationship with Han Cong seemed to have returned to the original point.

However, can feelings return to the original point and walk out of a perfect trajectory as desired?

The bell rang in the study next door, and then it stopped ringing. It should be Xiao Xuan who answered the phone upstairs.

After a while, Lin Jianxuan came down from upstairs, "The doctor is calling, I'll see if the fever has subsided?"

Lin Jianxuan's big hand stroked Jian Fan's forehead, and Jian Fan's instinct flashed.

"Do you know that you have a fever?" Lin Jianxuan pressed Jian Fan and stroked Jian Fan's forehead again, "It's still a little hot, and then take medicine." ”

Jian Fan pouted, "I want to go to the hospital immediately." ”

"Go on your own. Lin Jianxuan let go of Jian Fan and turned away coldly.

Jian Fan had already figured out Lin Jianxuan's temper and stopped talking. I quickly got up and went into the bathroom, took a hot shower, and it was much more comfortable. The bathroom has doors leading directly to the cloakroom on the first floor. Jian Fan wrapped herself in a bath towel and looked around, expecting that there would be one or two sets of clothes, but she didn't expect that the cabinets on the wall were full of clothes suitable for her figure, thin, thick, long, short, underwear, outerwear, sealed bags, and tiled. Jian Fan pursed his lips, Xiao Xuan, I can't describe you anymore.

Jian Fan dressed neatly, ate the porridge boiled by Lin Jianxuan, and took the medicine on the table according to the instructions.

That's all right. Jian Fan came to Lin Jianxuan's study, and sure enough, Lin Jianxuan's face softened a lot.

"I want to go to the hospital. ”

Lin Jianxuan sighed, closed his laptop, "Let's go." ”

"Xiao Xuan, you promised the developers of Han Cong's company yesterday that you will go this afternoon. Jian Fan followed behind Lin Jianxuan.

"Take the medicine on the table and remember to take it. Lin Jianxuan didn't pick up the topic of simple and complicated.

"Oh, are you going back in the afternoon?" asked Jian Fan.

"It depends on the mood. ”

"I'll call you when I go, you pick me up at the hospital gate, and we'll go together. ”

Lin Jianxuan grinded his teeth, not wanting to pay attention to Jian Fan anymore.

Jian Fan found that it was not particularly difficult to ask Lin Jianxuan to do things, so he agreed without speaking. (To be continued.) )