Chapter 3 The human moon is hazy
After settling my father's death, I followed Luo Xuan back to the bamboo house to recuperate quietly. Luo Xuan asked me to study medicine with him for two years first, and then talk about going to the capital later. That's not too much to ask me for. So I agreed.
Luo Xuan's medical skills are extremely high, and all such large burns have healed. However, only the left shoulder blade seemed to be burned by the fire, and a dark red scar fell behind.
When I was recuperating from my injury, Luo Xuan asked a dumb woman to change the medicine for me, which saved me a lot of embarrassment. Now that I'm okay, I can't trouble my grandma anymore, so I took the initiative to take on the work of laundry and cooking.
Later, I learned that Luo Xuan's residence was called "Youhuang", which was an extremely dense bamboo forest, not far from Cuiwei Mountain. I know this bamboo forest, but I don't know that there is a cave in the depths of the bamboo forest. Xiuzhu reclines on Cuiwei, the spring water on the top of the mountain is clear, and the murmur goes down the mountain and pours into the bamboo forest, gently surrounds the bamboo house and discharges down into the Yangtze River.
There are three bamboo houses, the book plaque on the curtain of the main residence is "secluded", and the pen is weak when the pen is folded, as if the calligrapher was suddenly stopped. After a pause, the pen is extremely smooth and natural. It's funny to write two moods in one word.
I live in the east bedroom, which seems to have been Luo Xuan's bedroom. The furnishings are minimalist, with a bed, a table, a chair and a window. The west side of the room is compact, half of the bookshelf and half of the medicine shelf, a bamboo couch is disposed of by the window, and a small space is divided into a small space for cooking utensils in the corridor outside the door of the west side, but a black tripod is placed in the room to occupy a lot of space. I guess it's for him to refine medicine, and I can't help but sigh slightly, what an idiot!
Luo Xuan is not very picky about eating, and meat and vegetables are not taboo. But if one day I cook some light dishes, he would be willing to bring two more chopsticks. His clothes were always white and monotonous. However, I am very satisfied with the clothes he prepared for me, the fitting material or goose yellow long skirt, or green vertical brown without complicated ornamentation, but the corners are carefully rolled and embroidered with dark lines, the content, it is indeed very Luo Xuan, or bamboo red plum or orchid butterfly, but I like it very much.
Luo Xuan's work and rest are very regular, and his requirements for me are also very regular. At dawn, sprinkle the courtyard and light a fire to cook, and read a new book after dinner. He always makes lunch, he will change the way to add some meat and fruits and vegetables, he often goes down the mountain when he is fast, it is convenient to buy and hunt. Actually, I also hunt, and Daddy is the best hunter in the village. But I'm penniless, why don't I enjoy it honestly? In the afternoon, after dinner, I meditated on Luo Xuan to answer my questions, he rarely eats dinner, and when he is interested, he will accompany me to eat for a while.
The books he gave me were quite miscellaneous. A-Niang enlightened me, I can recognize a lot of words, but the truth is not as deep as Luo Xuan's. "Master. "Hmm. Luo Xuan replied, still sitting with his eyes closed.
"What is the Great Way?"
"Avenue is natural. ”
"What is nature?"
"Go with your heart. ”
"Then what's the use of the rules and laws of this world?" I was quite complacent, and I couldn't help but raise my eyebrows to see how he answered.
Luo Xuan heard my happiness, opened his eyes and glanced at me: "Do what you want from your heart." ”
"You're cheating!" I was a little unconvinced, "how can rules and nature coexist!"
Luo Xuan smiled deeply: "Doing what you want is not letting you do whatever you want." He turned to look at me: "There is a hurry in things, there is a weight in righteousness, and there is always a trade-off." Sacrificing one's life to save all the people from fire and water, Ze was born by the common people, it is for the righteousness; fame and profit, devoting oneself to study, it is for learning; and it is for nature to pursue love regardless of oneself. The proceeds are taken from what is earned. ”
Sure enough, as soon as he showed that look on his face, I knew something was wrong. Scratching his ears and cheeks, searching his stomach and rummaging through the books he had recently read.
Finally, I asked uncertainly, "Master's meaning is all right?" I was really confused, "Hmm..."I lowered my head and pondered: "What if I only love wealth and brains, only love power and scheming, and only love killing living beings?"
His eyes were bright, and he was rarely serious: "If you love money, you will seek profit, and if you love power, you will plot vertically and horizontally, but it is not advisable to kill! Killing for the sake of killing is for the sake of demons! The more his tone grew, the more reprimanded he snorted.
I was very aggrieved by his anger: "But on the battlefield of the shopping mall, fighting for power, which one is not bleeding and full of bones?! It's just my hypothesis to love killing!"
Luo Xuan was even more angry when he saw my words: "You are simply demonic, and you can't distinguish between good and evil! Copy the Diamond Sutra thirty times, and you are not allowed to sleep until you finish copying it!"
"Why!" I exploded in an instant: "I'm not wrong!"
"Hmph!" Luo Xuan ignored it, got up and slammed the door!
"Luo Xuan!" I thrashed angrily, very annoyed.
I never started writing that night, and sat all night in anger.