Chapter 130: A Heartless Woman
The so-called stepping on the green ceremony is actually not very difficult, most of the competition modes are similar, inseparable from the qin, chess, calligraphy and painting, and it is just a talent showdown, but the only test is the tacit understanding between the two, the so-called best partner, naturally not everyone can.
Therefore, what they planned at the beginning was naturally not feasible, how could they win the championship with such a scattered sand, and although they all had their own strengths, the competition was a test of proficiency.
Under the final screening, they can only make up a pair, the female is undoubtedly Beidou, Beidou for them, it seems that it is really omnipotent, naturally she is the only one, and the male, in the end, can only be set on Baili Qianxun, although many people are dissatisfied, but they have to admit that only Baili Qianhiro has a slight advantage, at least this demon is also the master who can sing and dance, and bold, thick-skinned, and strong adaptability, the worst of all, there is that face, although they look unhappy, but others are cool, more or less increase some impression points。
"Do you mind?" The night is breezy and the weather in September is already autumn, many plants are not as vibrant as spring and summer, and a layer of fallen leaves is also falling under the big trees.
Beidou pulled his clothes, walked up to the pavilion, leaned against another pillar, and looked at the sparkling pool surface, and the starlight was reflected in dots, like a street of stars.
Lan Ke's body stiffened slightly, and then he looked sideways at Beidou who was casually watching the lake, his eyes were extremely complicated, and he said that he didn't mind, it was fake, which man would not mind the intimate relationship between his beloved woman and other men.
Originally, he didn't have self-confidence, and Beidou had always been like him and didn't affirm him, which made him suspect that the two got along all the way, and it could almost be said that they were not as good as friends, and sometimes he even wondered if she had forgotten his existence at all, and his feelings for her were just an illusion caused by that sense of familiarity.
After a long silence, Beidou finally retracted his gaze, turned his head, and examined Lan Ke, under the moonlight, the black eyes reflected in the lake water, like stars in the sky, deep, silent, but with a certain emotion, like a faintly burning flame, really slowly flourishing.
"It's not what you say, are we? We're not fiancés at all, what kind of relationship are we, master, servant, friend, or ...... Enemy. "He's not stupid, maybe he was delusional at first, but reality knows better than him, presents everything in front of him, although he doesn't want to doubt, he doesn't want to deny, he thinks that he will be wrong just like that, but ......
In response to his questioning, Beidou turned his head calmly, looked at the lake, sighed softly, and did not speak.
Such silence became nothing more than acquiescence, and the disappointment in Lan Ke's eyes became thicker and thicker, just like this early autumn, slowly cooling, with some gloom and bitterness.
Just when he couldn't stand such torture and wanted to turn away, Beidou opened his mouth leisurely.
"Ake, what kind of woman am I in my eyes. ”
Lan Ke was stunned for a moment, turned his back to her, did not leave, and did not turn to look at him, his eyes were like this pool of clear water, which seemed to be calm, but in fact, there were too many and too many things in his mouth, almost encompassing all kinds of things in the world.
lips, pursed slightly, for a long time, laughed at himself, "You, don't you forget, I have lost my memory, how do I know." ”
"Understanding a person doesn't rely on memory, I don't tell you about the past, I just want you to feel, to get acquainted again, can't you tell what kind of person I am these days? "Don't try her best to help him recover his memory, maybe he has his own selfishness, re-acquaintance, she doesn't want his feelings for her because of that life-saving grace, or the feelings derived from too many years of getting along.
Now that she has decided to take that step, she has to be sure that this step is meaningless.
Sometimes, she really hated her own sanity, too sensible, to the point of cruelty, to herself and to other people, too.
Lan Ke closed his eyes in pain, and his voice was a little hoarse, "I thought that you had forgotten the existence of me, but it turned out that you still knew that I was by your side." As he spoke, he took a deep breath and strode forward, leaving the pavilion without looking back.
The forbearance words, the loss and loneliness in it, made Beidou's heart hurt unconsciously, looking at the lonely back that melted into the night, was it because of her neglect, was she wrong, but she thought that he understood.
Looking down at the black lake, the shadows reflected in the moonlight could not be seen clearly, and I was in a trance.
Although she has experienced a heart-wrenching relationship, but in fact, she doesn't know how to manage a relationship, and she was the same in her previous life, although at that time, she thought she was doing well, but now, she is becoming more and more aware of her shortcomings.
In terms of feelings, she has always been passive, just like Xu Shaoyang in her previous life, the two don't know when they were together, it seems that from the beginning of the boss and subordinates, to the cooperative partner, to the friend, and finally to become a bed partner, and then unconsciously, they are together, talking about marriage, it has always been Xu Shaoyang's initiative, whether it is dating, or courtship, preparing for marriage, except for bringing Xu Shaoyang home to his family, everything is arranged by Xu Shaoyang.
All she did was to accept, now that she thinks about it, it's no wonder she was betrayed, maybe she is a heartless and boring woman, and she is not a caring and careful lover at all.
Now that I think about it, maybe the feelings that were once regarded as love are not real love, it is just a choice for her to escape from loneliness, a kind of dependence, and she just wants to find a person to rely on.
But......
"Your heart is in turmoil again. In his head, a cold voice sounded.
Beidou closed his eyes and laughed lowly, "Perhaps, it has never been chaotic, Tianyou, love, what is it, how to be perfect." ”
She always thought that she was scarred by the injury, but perhaps, it was not her who was injured, Xu Shaoyang didn't say it, Ouyang Xiao, now even Lan Ke felt pain, in fact, he has been suffering all the time, but now that he is not bound by memory, he boldly shows it.
Her mind was calm, she didn't know if Zhong Tianyou was thinking, or didn't know, or acquiesced, "The master once said before, in this world, no one is more suitable for this boring and difficult path of cultivating immortals than me, at that time I thought it was talking about my talent, but now that I think about it, the master should refer to something else, such as my state of mind, cultivating immortals, paying attention to no desire and no desire, the more heartless and ruthless, the easier it is to solve the heart and demons and easy Mahayana." ”
"Perhaps, I am really a careless woman. After a long time, she sighed deeply.
I thought that Zhong Tianyou would not answer her again, but Zhong Tianyou appeared from the ring.
is still dressed in silver, silver-white hair, red eyes, like a red plum in the snow, with cold arrogance.
There is always such a person, obviously in front of him, so real, but it feels like he is outside the nine heavens, the posture of an immortal, the state of a saint, as if he is integrated with heaven and earth, compatible with the breath of nature, the wind moves with him, everything in the world follows him, between heaven and earth, as if he is alone.
That is the truth, a beauty that cannot be blasphemed, a holy beauty.
Zhong Tianyou just glanced at her lightly, with no desire in his eyes, but with a compassionate emotion, his hand naturally wrapped around her waist, and then the two disappeared into the pavilion. ~
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