Chapter 210: Soft Intestines
"I don't really want to be a boss, but a woman should get married and have children, and then accompany her husband for the rest of her life, this is the life that a woman wants to live. ”
Nangong Lin slowly said her thoughts, in fact, she didn't quite understand why she said this.
"Is this the life you want to live? Don't you want to have a good career?"
Hu Ruiqi was even more puzzled, usually Nangong Lin was not such a little woman style in his eyes, could it be that he was wrong?
"I just don't want to waste time on these things, but it's not like I don't want to work. I think that finding a good job, then having a husband and children, and living a good life as a small family should have, so as not to waste my life. ”
Nangong Lin continued to explain her thoughts, maybe she thought that living with Hu Ruiqi was the most ideal state, after all, she felt that the boy in front of her fully met her criteria for choosing a boyfriend.
But Hu Ruiqi was a little afraid to accept it, he understood that there was still a distance between himself and Nangong Lin.
He is a rational boy who thinks that the reality of conditions determines everything, and if he doesn't have a career, he shouldn't talk about anything like getting married and having children, otherwise those things are all utopian.
But in the face of Nangong Lin, he was a little hesitant, everything was fine with this girl, but he felt that there was still a gap between him and her, and he couldn't tell what it was, so he still maintained a conservative attitude and didn't dare to take a step beyond Lei Chi.
However, he didn't want to lose Nangong Lin's friend, although she was of the opposite sex, Hu Ruiqi still maintained courtesy with her, and there was no lighthearted behavior.
Therefore, in Nangong Lin's eyes, Hu Ruiqi is a humble gentleman, and he is more personable than some monkey anxious boys, which makes her feel at ease to associate with Hu Ruiqi.
Nangong Lin and Hu Ruiqi sat behind the glass window, chatted slowly, and talked about a lot of topics about the future, their vision for the future seemed to be a peach forest in the distance, with flowers blooming and fascinating.
Yuxi returned to the bedroom, and Gu Yali was not in the room.
She lay down on the bed sullenly, picked up a book and flipped through it.
Yuxi's mind was a little disturbed, and even a little annoyed, why did she return to this unsettling red world, and have to endure the test of those clutches.
Why does God always not let her complete all her dreams smoothly, but the result makes her uncertain and thinking about it.
There will always be tribulations that befall her, and make her suffer from those unwarranted distractions that upset her.
Perhaps this is the life of the world, the ethereal world.
Could it be that God is really punishing her, because she is greedy for Hongchen, so he leaves her more suffering than ordinary people, so that she no longer cherishes Hongchen world?
Yuxi understands but doesn't want to understand.
Choosing to come to the world is her lifelong wish, and it is also the ultimate goal of her cultivation, to be able to live a life in the world, no matter how many tribulations she is willing to make.
She is only excited for one person, whether it is many years later, or in a distant era.
Yuxi likes the warmth of the human world and the feelings that once touched her heartstrings. She is an emotionally rich woman who loves only the man she loves, and even after a thousand years, she still tugs at her heartstrings when she meets the instinct that matches her heart.
She believes that the mutual affection between men and women in the world is the most precious thing in the world, and it cannot be replaced by gold taels or glory and wealth.
Maybe it was with a persistence that she chose to return to this world.
God may think that Yuxi will be disappointed in the end, she will be bruised by these unreasonable emotional entanglements, but Yuxi has no regrets and resolutely chooses to be reincarnated in the world again.
Yuxi couldn't help but think of the relationship with Huyan Ruiqi in her previous life, which was the emotional experience that once intoxicated her, and it was also the reason why she made her make the final choice.
But that separation from Riich made her extremely sad and heartbroken.
For his sake, Yuxi could only choose to sacrifice the Yuan Shen and die with Canon.
Otherwise, in that dangerous situation, the evil Kanon will drive them to the end one by one.
That's not what Yuxi wants to see, she would rather be broken than destroyed, and only by eliminating Canon can she keep Riich and everyone safe.
She chose to sacrifice herself to save Riich.
At least she did it willingly, and she didn't even hesitate to see Riich again.
But when she was about to fall off a cliff with Canon, it was only at that moment that she vaguely understood that this was the last time she could see Riich in this world.
How painful Yuxi was at that time, it can be said that ten thousand arrows pierced the heart.
She saw Richie's anxious face, almost bloodless, and the pain in his eyes was clearly written in his pain.
Ricky didn't want to lose Yuxi, his newly married wife, and they hadn't even had a chance to live together, walking in the garden together.
Even if they want to have a child together, their desire to share the joy of family has not yet had a chance to be fulfilled.
At that moment, they were close to the end of the world, eternally apart.
When Yuxi thought of this, her bowels were broken, and tears flowed down her eyes.
Fortunately, her roommate Gu Yali was not around, otherwise she would have wondered why Yuxi cried when she said she cried.
Gu Yali didn't know Yuxi's life experience, she just thought she was an orphan, and she was finally admitted to university, studying hard to find an ideal job in the future to make a living.
Therefore, in Gu Yali's eyes, Yuxi is a girl with excellent character and learning, more frugal than ordinary girls, and even works odd jobs with her to earn some living expenses as an extra.
In addition to this job, they also worked together on a number of temporary jobs.
Mu Yuxi is very frugal and never spends money indiscriminately, but saves up little by little to pay for tuition.
Gu Yali couldn't even understand why there was such a beautiful girl as Yuxi among the orphans.
Not only is she naturally beautiful, but she is also incredibly intelligent.
Although sometimes a little confused, it still can't hide Yuxi's natural delicate temperament.
Gu Yali sometimes speculates whether this Mu Yuxi will be the pearl of a rich family, maybe one day a rich father suddenly comes to pick her up in a stretch car, and she will live the life of the eldest lady of a rich family.
Gu Yali's imagination is very rich, but her sixth sense is also very sensitive.
She guessed that Yuxi was by no means an ordinary woman, at least she still had some secrets hidden in her, but others didn't know about it.
Otherwise, why would God gather all kinds of favors on her alone, and there are almost no obvious shortcomings in Yuxi's body.
So Gu Yali often looked at the mirror in a daze, why is Mu Yuxi so perfect, if it weren't for her poor background, she would simply be the darling of God.
Usually when she and Yuxi walk together, many boys often look back at them.
However, when she walked alone, there was much less chance of turning back.
Although Gu Yali knew that her figure and appearance were not bad, compared with Mu Yuxi, she was obviously much inferior.
Although she is sometimes jealous of Yuxi, Yuxi's personality is usually not bad, so Gu Yali still cherishes the friendship between the two of them.
Beautiful girls naturally have fewer friends, and Yuxi is no exception, not to mention that when she stops there, she is almost shocked.
Therefore, Gu Yali understood that she was one of Yuxi's few friends.
Yuxi can cherish their friendship and often invite her to go out to work together, and Gu Yali will certainly not destroy this rare harmonious atmosphere.
Gu Yali hid under the eaves for a while in the rain, she had just come out of a snack bar, passing by a coffee house along the way.
As soon as she turned around, she just happened to see Hu Ruiqi and Nangong Lin in the glass window.
These two are simply the school's golden boys and girls, plus they have a certain degree of popularity among their classmates, and they are handsome men and beautiful women, so Gu Yali has known them from her classmates for a long time.
She looked at the gentle attitude of the two people in the window, and actually sat together and sipped coffee, what a leisurely extracurricular life.
Gu Yali couldn't help but be a little envious, but in order to avoid attracting attention, she hurriedly passed by.
Back in the bedroom, Gu Yali pushed the door open with a "bang" and shouted loudly: "Yuxi, guess who I saw just now?"
Yuxi was melancholy, and when she saw Gu Yali bumping in, she replied casually: "Who is it that makes you rush like this?"
"It's Hu Ruiqi and Nangong Lin, they drink coffee together in a coffee house outside the school!
Yuxi heard the names of these two people suddenly pop out of Gu Yali's mouth, and they were still drinking coffee together!
A sour taste came out of Yuxi's heart, and she couldn't help frowning: "Don't tell me about these two people, I'm too lazy to listen!"
This sentence was almost blurted out, and Yuxi didn't even think about it for 0.01 seconds.
But Gu Yali was surprised: "What? Yuxi, what did you say, why are ......you so angry?"
Gu Yali's shrewd mind immediately realized that there must be an article here, could it be that there is something between Yuxi and them.
Could it be that Yuxi likes Hu Ruiqi?
This is impossible, they almost don't know each other, and they are not even classmates in the same department, so why is Yuxi so disgusted?
The second monk Gu Yali was confused, but it was obvious that there was something hidden in it.
"Yuxi, do you know Hu Ruiqi?"
Gu Yali tested Yuxi's attitude, she wanted to figure out what was wrong here.
"I don't know, I haven't seen it!"
Yuxi sulked, she didn't want Gu Yali to inquire any more, otherwise it would be difficult for her to deal with it no matter how smart she was.
"Then why do you get angry when you hear this, it's impossible?"
Gu Yali was in hot pursuit.
"Haven't you seen it before, it's just ......"
"I've seen it before, I said I don't know it, what else are you asking? Really, isn't it just a pair of little mandarin ducks, is it worth your fuss?"
Yu Xi said angrily, wanting to interrupt Gu Yali's questioning.
"It's good that they are little mandarin ducks, but why are you angry, then I don't understand?"
Gu Yali simply broke the casserole and asked to the end, Yuxi's attitude was too strange.
"I'm not angry, do we have so much money to spend? You are still so envious of them, they can be petty bourgeoisie, but we have to work to make money, Gu Yali put away your envy, jealousy and hatred, and keep your energy to go out and make money together, okay?"
Yuxi lifted the quilt, buried her face in the quilt, pretended to be asleep, and ignored Gu Yali no longer.
Gu Yali wanted to understand, but she didn't expect to eat a few hard words from Yuxi, and her face was boring.
But she vaguely felt that there seemed to be some kind of connection between Yuxi and Hu Ruiqi, otherwise Yuxi would not have such a strong reaction, which did not conform to the kind of psychology between strangers.
Yuxi's words clearly revealed a kind of unhappiness and jealousy, maybe there was a little-known secret hidden between them, but she couldn't figure it out for a while.