Chapter 422: Alive
This feeling almost drove Fan Wu crazy again, and he simply stopped, sat on the stairs with his feet dangling in the air, facing the ruins, and looked at the whole city with all his attention.
It's a pity that the feeling just now was really just a flash, and it didn't appear again, although Fan Wu looked at the ruins intently and tried to recall, he still couldn't grasp that feeling.
This feeling of uneasiness was about to drive him crazy, but fortunately it was high in the air, and the wind above it was blowing, and a horizontal gust of wind blew through, almost blowing him out and waking him up.
Although Fan Wu, who has the ability to fly, is not worried about falling out, the human instinct makes him feel excited, and he is relieved from that crazy emotion.
Fan Wu closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and after his mood calmed down a little, he opened his eyes and looked at the ruins in front of him.
I couldn't help but wonder what was wrong with myself, and I didn't feel calm after I entered this city, as if I was looking forward to and looking for something.
But I obviously didn't come in with any purpose, what is the source of this feeling? Is it a longing buried in the depths of memory, from a past life?
What kind of person was he in this previous life, is it really the hostile party of this city, and the purpose of coming here is to find that one thing?
He didn't find it in his previous life, and after reincarnation, he still has this desire to continue to search, but even if this is the case, how does it affect his state?
Fan Wu not only believed that this matter was the truth, because even if he retained the memories of his previous life, he still had the desire to find things, and it should affect the subconscious, how could it happen to him.
Fan Wu found that he was more and more unclear about what kind of person he was, and subconsciously said that his first life was different from others, and other people's first life was a blank slate, without any accumulation, and all experiences were the first time.
Only after reincarnation and the beginning of the second life will he slowly accumulate his own experience of the human world, and subconsciously found that Fan Wu seems to have some hidden things in the depths of his soul since the first life.
It's just that the subconscious mind has not been able to open that closed area for so many years, so I don't know what is hidden inside.
However, even if he doesn't know what's inside, he can't deny that Fan Wu's first life started with accumulation, so the subconscious will say that he is a person with status.
But apart from this hidden area, the subconscious did not find that Fan Wu in the first life had any different experience or skills, and it didn't look like he had an accumulation.
At that time, Fan Wu heard that this was just a little noticed, and she didn't have any personal feelings, but this time she came here reminded her of the words of her subconscious.
At that time, the subconscious said that he was very likely to be reincarnated from the first life, as for why there were no superficial characteristics, it was probably because his origin was more mysterious, not that his identity was mysterious, but that he had no identity.
After years of insight, the subconscious mind judged that Fan Wu should not be a human before he became a human in his first life, so he would have accumulated, but it was not manifested in the human body.
It may have been necessary for him to return to his original form in order to open up the hidden area of his soul, but it is unknown what he was, other races, or special lifeforms.
Not only subconscious, but Fan Wu, who has lived so many lives, as long as he has opened his life on the path of cultivation, he himself is constantly looking for answers, consciously or unconsciously.
It's a pity that how many generations, how many lifetimes have passed, and they still haven't been found, let alone the answer, and there are no relevant clues, so the subconscious will take the initiative to appear in this life to meet Fan Wu's apparent consciousness.
Because although Fan Wu in this life could not be compared with many of his previous lives in terms of cultivation, he accidentally entered the dream realm to cultivate, and also coincidentally entered the world of consciousness in advance, so it was possible to come into contact with clues about the identity issue.
Subconsciously didn't want this guy who didn't know anything to waste these clues in vain, so he showed up to confess to him about related things, he hoped that Fan Wu could pay attention to this encounter and figure out the problem of identity in this life.
Even if you can't fully understand the relevant things, it is good to be able to find some constructive clues that will provide some direction for the rest of your life.
In fact, the subconscious confession made Fan Wu feel pressured, for him to figure out his identity seems to be a bit too grandiose, he just wants to live a good life, whether it is as a human being, or as another form of existence, he doesn't want to make too many accidents.
It's just that the subconscious mind is also his own consciousness after all, although he can't feel it at all on weekdays, but for Fan Wu, it is also a part of himself, and he suspects that the mood swings this time may be influenced by the subconscious.
But when I think about it, I don't dare to be so sure, because I am not a real body now, but just a state of consciousness, and now I am a superficial consciousness, and the subconscious mind will not hide in it to affect me.
That is to say, all the emotions in his body now come from the consciousness itself, or there is a possibility that it comes from the body, after all, the body that can affect the consciousness is also one of the reasons.
Fan Wu could be sure that he didn't have any memories of the city and the events of the year in his consciousness, and it wouldn't have any emotional impact, let alone such an emotional performance.
Then there is only one possibility left, this influence comes from the body, although Fan Wu believes that as long as the body is reincarnated, it is an innocent new life, and there should be nothing left in it.
But at the same time, he had heard about body memory, including genetics that could not be explained by modern medicine, and so on, which were actually part of body memory.
But that is the body code passed down through sperm, how can I still keep the things of my body after I am reincarnated? Or do these come from the father who has almost no impression?
Impossible, although the subconscious did not explain it carefully, but through the implicit demonstration of martial arts between his words, it seems that everything in his body does not come from his father's inheritance, but from the accumulation of his previous life.
In other words, the characteristics on his body are all left by himself, which sounds like subverting the relevant laws of modern genetics, but Fan Wu never thought that his subconscious would talk nonsense about this matter, because this would be equivalent to deceiving himself.
Although the previous evolution subconscious was actually deliberately supporting Fan Wu's perception, and then I don't know how to evolve his body and consciousness.
In retrospect, when the subconscious mind promised him to go to the real world, he should have planned to do so, which can be regarded as deceiving the conscious body.
But Fan Wu believes that in such a principled matter as the issue of identity, the subconscious will never joke and will never deceive him.
I don't know where the subconscious is now, is it still in the world of visualization, or has he returned to the world of consciousness, and when we were chatting, he once said that there would be no special circumstances and no longer appear.
Fan Wu didn't know when it was a special situation, and he had already planned that he might not see the subconscious again in the future, but he didn't expect to encounter the clues about the identity that the subconscious was thinking about so soon.
Although he is not sure, Fan Wu thinks that this state of consciousness due to the influence of the body is very unusual, and it is very likely to be according to the so-called clues, but I don't know if it will call the subconscious mind again because of this.
However, before he appeared, Fan Wu still had to digest and deal with the things in front of him by himself, and a series of thoughts turned around, and his mood had calmed down again, and Fan Wu immediately got up and continued to walk towards the top of the city wall.
It's just that in the process of walking, his eyes have not left the ruins in the city, and he felt that the ruins have changed before, and the picture he saw in his eyes was actually not abnormal.
He was very sure of this, but as he continued to look up, the picture in his eyes seemed to begin to change, but the change was not big, and at first Fan Wu thought it was his own illusion.
Suspicion may be because the sensation affects the senses, and he makes up the changed picture in his brain, but he stands still and looks at it again, but it doesn't seem to be.
But when he began to move around again, he saw that there was indeed a change, and in the distance of the ruins, near the end of the line of sight, there was a house that had moved a little.
The amplitude is not large, so if you are not very focused, you will definitely not notice it, once it may be an illusion, or it may be a picture made up by the brain, but after appearing twice, Fan Wu knew that he was not mistaken, and the house was indeed moved.
But when he wanted to see clearly, it had stopped, and this time Fan Wu was not anxious, but very patiently stood in place and waited for the ruins to change again.
But after waiting for a long time and not waiting for the change again, Fan Wu didn't know what the situation was, but it was not a good way to wait, so he had to continue to move, and if he wanted to go up to the top of the city wall, he should be able to see it more clearly.
It's just that in the process of moving, his eyes still didn't leave the range of the ruins for a second, and he was even more focused than before, which finally made him discover a pattern.
It seems that the changes in the ruins are synchronized with his movements, as long as he moves, the houses above the ruins also move, as long as he stops, the houses also stop.
The changes in the ruins are not only the house moving, but even the ground is constantly rolling, but the amplitude of both movement and rolling is very small, and there is almost no vibration, so Fan Wu's perception ability does not have any reaction.
Fan Wu doesn't know how long this phenomenon has lasted, if it is like this from the time he climbs the stairs, then this is a bit terrifying, is this city alive?