Chapter 391: Before the First Life
What Fan Wu said subconsciously hadn't been able to fully figure out for a while, it wasn't that he didn't believe it, but he just didn't figure out the key for the time being.
After all, it is impossible to overturn all the things that you have experienced in a short period of time, including your world view and life cultivation experience, and so on.
However, he had absolutely no reason to doubt his subconscious, and no matter how much his subconscious looked down on the apparent consciousness of this life, he would not deceive on such a matter of principle.
And there should be no possibility of deception, because this is tantamount to deceiving oneself, whether it is subconscious or superficial consciousness is one, and it is combined to form the complete consciousness of Fan Wu.
Therefore, there is no such thing as deception, unless this subconscious is fake, but Fan Wu Judging from all kinds of signs and his intuitive feelings, this is definitely his own subconscious.
Since this is his subconscious, there is no falsehood in what he said, indicating that his experience over the years is indeed just a dream.
No wonder Fan Wu always feels that his fate seems to be quite nonsensical, and so far he has not said that he can clarify what goal can be achieved.
It's not just that the goal is not clear, including the events and scenes experienced in these years, it seems that there is no fixed one, and it doesn't matter where you go, it's completely unsystematic, and there is no intention of staying at all.
And the people I know are the same.,Occasionally appear.,Suddenly disappear again.,Although some of the characters still have a bit of plot dialogue.,But most of them don't have any sense of existence.。
Even those characters who seem to have a lot of plots and dialogues don't seem to have any logical follow-up plots, and if they're gone, they're gone.
This is a fact that has plagued Fan Wu for a long time, but he has comforted himself before that these are normal, because he is wandering around, so it is acceptable for those people not to appear again.
In fact, the question that bothered him the most was about wandering, and he hadn't spent much time in any place all these years.
Except for the decades of dying and living in the Bodhisattva Cave, no matter where he stayed, he didn't stay long, and even in the Bodhisattva Cave, he only stayed for a few decades because he was in a state of suspended animation.
In fact, I can't do anything in it, I just wait there, I always thought that the heavens were a great task, so I need to go through so many things, and now in retrospect, it was just a dream.
If you are result-oriented, and then go back and explain the experience of these years, it is very reasonable, because it is just a dream, and everything that happens in the dream is normal.
In fact, this is normal, I am just an ordinary human being, how can I encounter so many gods and ghosts without nonsense? This is completely unreasonable.
Even if there really are these so-called fairy worlds, ghost worlds, and cultivation worlds, it is unlikely that they will take a fancy to themselves, and it is unlikely that they will be the protagonists of that legend.
When Fan Wu was thinking about the process of his life, his subconscious wanted to interject several times, but in the end he couldn't help it, he had to wait for Fan Wu to finish thinking about it.
The subconscious mind also knows very well that if Fan Wu is not allowed to figure it out by himself, even if he says more, it is useless, the key is that he fully knows what Fan Wu is thinking now, so he is even more reluctant to interfere with his thoughts before he has figured it out.
In fact, Fan Wu also knew very well that all his thoughts and thoughts would be known by the subconscious, and he also felt that the other party wanted to speak and stopped, but he hadn't figured it out for the time being, so he didn't stop to communicate with the subconscious.
It wasn't until Fan Wu thought of the question about his life experience that his subconscious finally couldn't hold back from speaking, because Fan Wu had already begun to think a little wrong, and it was more biased, so he had to explain it in time, otherwise it might be more difficult to explain later.
Fan Wu didn't think much out of the ordinary when he thought back on his previous cultivation experiences, and he probably still made a relatively normal judgment, but his thoughts about his own life experience and the 'real' world were quite deviant.
He thought that he was just a very ordinary human being, and it was unlikely that such a thing would have happened, and he was lucky to receive the medical help he received after the car accident and fell into a coma, and he didn't think that there was a reason behind it.
In particular, he has a misunderstanding of this dream-making machine, which he believes is nothing more than a stimulating machine to maintain the vitality of the brain.
It was the misunderstanding about these two points that made the subconscious couldn't help but interject, lest Fan Wu lose his confidence in recovery.
"You are not right, and it is very wrong, although my true identity is not fully understood by me, but I can tell you responsibly that your identity is definitely not low. ”
"Hmm, what do you mean? Are you saying I'm not the ordinary otaku I remember? Actually, I'm the illegitimate son of a rich man?
Fan Wu himself thinks it's funny, is the bloody idol drama plot about to happen to him?
"No, I'm not talking about this life, you are really just an ordinary person in this life, not the illegitimate child of a rich and noble family, I'm talking about your true identity. ”
Subconsciously also knew that Fan Wu was just joking, so he didn't laugh at him about this statement, and still answered seriously.
Fan Wu was just joking to relax, because he hadn't been able to fully digest the previous words of his subconscious, and if he didn't force himself to face it more easily, it might be even more uncomfortable.
"I know what you mean, it's my previous identity, it doesn't seem to have any identity at all, after all, each of my lives should be different, is there anything else to talk about? Or are you talking about my identity in my first life?"
"Well, it's true that each of your lives has a different identity status, I'm not referring to these, nor your first life, normally the first life should be the person's original identity, but we are different, I suspect that we should have a double identity before the first life, and this identity is not simple. ”
The subconscious mind can easily understand what Fan Wu thinks and what he is worried about, but because Fan Wu does not know what the subconscious is thinking, everything has to rely on verbal communication to communicate with him.
Therefore, every time the subconscious mind speaks, he must explain at length, and Fan Wu's answer is relatively simple, and sometimes he doesn't even need to ask a question to know what the other party means.
The two started a new discussion on the issue of Fan Wu's identity, and according to his subconscious, he suspected that Fan Wu was not actually a pure human, at least not necessarily a human before he became a human.
This is not to say that Fan Wu was not originally a human, it is estimated that he still belongs to the human race, but it may not necessarily be a human being, it may be an existence such as an immortal god.
As for why an immortal would become a human being, and be reincarnated from life to life, constantly undergoing training in the human world, that is not a place where the subconscious can figure it out.
At least until now, I haven't been able to know the reason, not to mention the reason, just the original identity has not been clarified.
As for why the subconscious mind has this judgment, it is because human beings generally carry the memories of their past lives, and even those who are reincarnated with the skills of their past lives are things after the second life, although there are not many, but there will be them.
But in the first life, Fan Wu was the only one who carried something he already had, but whether this thing was a memory, a skill, or something else, the subconscious has not yet understood.
I only know that when he experienced the first life, he found that there was a lot of area hidden in the depths of his memory, and this area was innate.
When the subconscious mind begins to form, it has already discovered this established area in the memory, but it simply does not have any ability to open it.
And because Fan Wu was just a very ordinary human being in his previous lives, he didn't start cultivating, and his subconscious ability had not been improved, if the subconscious at that time had the current power, he might have unlocked the secret.
It wasn't until he was reincarnated a dozen times that the power of his subconscious mind slowly increased, but unfortunately when he felt that the strength was enough to unlock the area, he found that he couldn't find it.
Although this area disappeared after the subconscious mind grew, the subconscious mind remembered such an area very clearly.
He guessed that what was hidden inside must be a secret about Fan Wu's true identity, at least it should be some information related to his identity, but after so many lifetimes, that mysterious area never appeared again.
Until this life, when Fan Wu lived in the human world for more than 20 years, he didn't appear originally, but when Fan Wu had a car accident, I don't know if he hit his brain, or if he touched something like something, that area actually reappeared in his memory.
It's just that the mysterious area that reappears this time is much more balanced than the original, and even after so many generations, the subconscious can't open it.
Since it can't be opened, and Fan Wu has also fallen into a coma due to a car accident, he subconsciously thinks that this life may be like this, and he can only pray to see if this area can appear in the next life.
But when he was about to give up, Fan Wu began to use the dream-making machine, and when the range of dreams began, the subconscious found that his power was constantly increasing, and the more Fan Wu experienced, the greater the amplitude of enhancement.
So he reawakened the idea of wanting to unlock the mysterious area, so when he found out that Fan Wu's cultivation speed in the dream realm was relatively slow, he couldn't help but take the initiative to run out to help.