Chapter 1342: Thoughtless
"What else is in this?" I asked, Xingtian, and took out a piece of dog's tail grass from his trembling hand cramping sleeve. "Actually, we've known each other for a long time, when I was a little kid with yellow hair and drooping hair. ”
"Hmm. I nodded, there must be a story in this.
"As soon as I woke up, I was in the imperial capital, and she pinned this in my hair, saying that she would protect me for the rest of my life. ”
"Romantic. I nodded, "But now, she needs your protection very much, she needs it very much." ”
"I ...... No. ”
"Xingtian......" I glared at Xingtian with sharp eyes, and reasoned: "You have something unspeakable, right? You are ......" I don't know what to suspect.
"You don't have to doubt it like that, Li Zhiyao, I naturally still like women. He said, "Otherwise, why would I be with Ronu?" He said, I nodded, but I immediately argued. "You're with Rounu, you don't have any emotional foundation, I'm not saying you don't love ......"
"I just want to say that between you is your gratitude to her, you know? The so-called gratitude, after all, is not the same as feelings. "I wanted to explain this clearly, but I found that the emotional aspect of things is not something that can be explained clearly if I want to explain it, so I gave up.
"I know that ours may not be love, but soon, I have indeed fallen in love with her, and as for her, she has also fallen in love with me, what is this not love?" Xing Tian looked at me.
"Someone has loved you in obscurity for more than ten years, what is this not love?" I cross-examined, Xingtian was speechless, and after a long, long time, he sighed sadly, and our eyes touched slightly, "Xingtian, but you can't help but say a lot, what secrets are there, tell me." ”
"Forget it. Xingtian looked very embarrassed, as if he didn't talk to me for more than half a sentence, and when I saw this, I couldn't ask Xingtian to say anything, so I could only nod. There was silence for both of us, and the silence seemed to be misty, merging the air.
Everything seems to be condensed, and it is all glued, the two of us, you look at me, I look at you, Xingtian finally rushed out, and the sound of the urn was angry.
"Lately, I have found that everything seems to be a puzzle, as if it has been predestined since the day I appeared in front of the princess of the mandala, or rather, everything has been controlled by a pair of invisible clouds, and I am now older, and I am more curious about the mystery of my origin than before. ”
Xingtian said.
"The mystery of my life?" I groaned, but I thought about myself again, and after I got to know the ghost king, I suddenly felt that although I was still thirteen years old, I had already left the age of thirteen.
For a while, I was also more concerned about the mystery of my life experience, and I searched for this puzzle for a long, long time, and maybe the strange process in the middle was the same as Xingtian.
Yes, we were able to be confused before, but after a while, the mystery of the life story is like an ant attached, although we know that even if we find this secret, it will not help the current situation.
But after all, we all care about our past, just as much as we care about our future, I looked at Xingtian and asked, "So, you must have made progress in your investigation, and this has something to do with Princess Mandala?"
"I found ......" I saw Xingtian clenching his fists and striding to the front, his eyes looking at the field. "I seem to be the son of Xingtian, although the previous memory is not very clear, but it seems that I am indeed the son of Xingtian. ”
"This is simple, this suspicion, I will find a way to confirm it with you in the future, just drop blood and recognize relatives. I looked at Xingtian, Xingtian lowered his eyes, and nodded for a long time.
"Okay, don't tell anyone, go ahead, I'll tell you as soon as I find out something. I couldn't help but smile bitterly, I doubt that Xingtian would not really tell me the first-hand investigation.
"We're not good friends like that. I muttered.
Xing Tian didn't pay any attention to my muttering, but sighed and said: "Although it is not an absolute good friend, but after all, in this world, there are not many people who can believe it, and if our relationship is about to leave, this is the best, and my main thing is that I believe that you are a tight-lipped person." ”
"I'm sure I'll keep my mouth shut, but don't think about it, the probability of that kind of thing is low, okay......?" It's the half-brother of Princess Mandala, how is this possible? But I can't help but believe it when I see Xingtian's miserable appearance.
I looked at Xingtian sadly, thinking that after the efforts of Xie Bi'an and me, they would be together, but obviously our cohesion did not bring them together.
"So," I added, "have you ever loved the princess of the mandala?"
"This ......" Xing Tian didn't answer, thinking about it, but in the end he said it, he answered from the side, what a high-sounding excuse to avoid the important and light.
"Seriously, you probably won't believe it. But the person who can confuse gratitude with affection doesn't know what love is anymore, I was born in the army, I don't have time to fall in love, everything I have been imperial since I was born, you know?"
"I understand. I nodded.
"I'll tell you," I said, looking at Xingtian's steps and preparing to leave, "Actually, I am also a person with a mystery of my life experience, I worked hard to finally figure it out, but then I understood a deeper truth, love is not necessarily vigorous, the kind of ordinary water that flows for a long time." ”
"Yes. Nodding.
I came out from behind the tent and saw Xie Bi'an, who had already approached me and said, "It's about to be opened, why are you still unhappy, what did you just talk about? I saw your eyebrows fluttering in the morning, and now it's wrong." Xie Bi'an said as he looked at Xing Tianwei'an's back.
I also watched, if genetics are genes after all, then why is the person in front of me not the slightest resemblance to Xuanyuan? I don't know what to say, I have a feeling of extreme sadness, and it was only when he shook his palm in front of me that I recovered from the contemplation just now.
"What?"
"What are you talking about?"
"Just talk about it. "I don't want to tell Xie Bi'an about that, after all, I have already made a promise, and since I have agreed to the matter of Xingtian, I must strictly guard against it, and I must not go back on my word. Seeing me like this, Xie Bi'an simply didn't ask.
"Something to do with the princess mandala?"
"It's not nonsense. I nodded.
Tossed all morning, finally going back, the female soldiers are evacuated, the army belonging to Xingtian is on standby, there will be news from Dijing soon, with news, they will be able to return to the court, our female soldiers are very powerful, the swift and incoherent baggage has been packed, and there are female soldiers to drink horses.
Some were drinking, and some were taking the horses to eat leaves, and it seemed that the haze of last night had indeed been swept away, and the princess of the mandala had already walked side by side with Xingtian to the front, they rarely could be together like this, and I gave them a silent blessing in my heart.
"I'm going this time. She said that she was not walking fast, limping, walking on the left side of Xingtian, as if she could get infinitely close to the heart of Xingtian.
He heard her hollow voice, nodded, and didn't say a word, still expressionless on his face. The mandala princess didn't know whether the man would not be angry, or the man was obviously very sad and painful, but he still had to disguise a feeling of lightness and lightness.
She really doesn't know.
"I know. Actually, the answer that Princess Mandala wanted was definitely not that I knew, but that she wanted Xingtian to give herself a warm hug, "Thank you." Xingtian added two words, and Princess Mandala sighed, "Our affairs, you really don't have to think about it anymore, if you really don't have that kind of thought, I will get married in a month after I arrive in the imperial capital." ”
"Where are you going?" Xing Tian asked, raising an eyebrow at Princess Mandala, who didn't seem to be joking.
"I'm old, I can't wait anymore. "Dijing, girls have been preparing to marry since they were thirteen years old, everyone has taken precautions, and what's more, the girl has been given to the man's family since she was a child, and this is the child daughter-in-law in the later mouth.
Then they got married at the age of fifteen, and at the latest, they talked about marriage at the age of eighteen. But what about the Mandala princess, she is twenty-one years old this year, which is a lot more than the marriageable age, and the current Mandala princess is also anxious, after all, a person can't wait for a lifetime.
What is the promise, probably only children and liars can say, promises are a lie many times, Xingtian did not promise the princess of the mandala, but slowly took out the dog's tail grass from the cuff.
"You...... Do you still have it?" the past seemed to come into her mind, reminding her, she was excited, excited to hold the dog's tail grass, she was almost incoherent, but after all, he didn't say anything except screaming, this man ......
This man is really a peculiar man, who can make the mandala princess laugh and make the mandala princess cry.
"Hmm. Xingtian nodded, she gently stroked the dog's tail grass, and the crystal clear tears had already burst out of her eyes.
Yes, after all, she is already "old", can she continue to wait? The two did not talk about two serious words, and after a while, they separated.
I also felt very uncomfortable when I saw the princess of the mandala leave, what is the situation that makes the two of them unable to be together, the so-called half-brothers? I think it is incredible, why every time I see two people about to be together, so many trivial mistakes will happen, and they will be separated slowly, slowly?
Although the Mandala princess has worked hard, he still has not been able to connect the fragile bond between the two, and he has escaped death many times in fact, he is inseparable from the mandala princess, and the two of them are finally drifting apart.
"Why don't you continue? Actually, you should stay here, there is nothing to do in the imperial capital, and you can promote your relationship here." "I looked at the princess mandala, but the princess mandala was very uncomfortable, put the dog's tail grass in her sleeve, and looked like she couldn't explain it.
"Like, we're not together. ”
"No, you can't do three words, this is a coward's high-sounding excuse, and now that you have given up, everything before is in vain, are you willing to watch your previous efforts disappear for no reason?" I looked at the person in front of me.