My name is Xie Gefei, and for as long as I can remember, my father has been a general.

I can run rampant in the entire northern area, the street sellers have never confiscated money, and every time I go out, I will pull a carriage to eat and play.

They all said that the general was brave and good at fighting, and repelled the ferocious barbarians, so that the north could have the peace it has now, and they could live a peaceful life, as the son of the general, they had to learn martial arts well and become a little general in the future.

Although my dad looks fierce, he is kind to me in private, and those friends are both respectful and afraid of my dad, and they can't believe it is true when they see my dad carrying me on his shoulders.

When they heard that my father was a great general, and that there was only one mother in the backyard, they couldn't believe it, and since then they have been very envious and jealous of me, saying that I have a good life and have fallen into a blessed nest.

But I don't like to learn martial arts, and my favorite thing to do is to listen to stories in my mother's arms, and to receive gifts from my godfather.

My godfather is a literati, and the gifts I chose in the capital are also elegant and interesting, although I don't remember him, but I heard that my godfather held me when I was born.

After I rebelled against the martial arts tutorial arranged by my father again, my father packed me and sent me to my godfather's house in the capital, saying that my godfather has no children and no daughters, and I should also do my filial piety, I am already six years old, if I don't want to learn martial arts, then study literature, and my future will be in the hands of my godfather in the future.

My mother just gave birth to a little sister, and she couldn't resist my naughty mischief, and when she heard my father's arrangement, she clapped her hands and praised it.

I was reluctant to give up on my father, I smiled on the road, patted my thighs and was happy, how good my godfather was to me, how good it was to study literature, didn't I just shake my head and read a book, make a few sour poems, and take the opportunity to drink a little wine bubble flower girl to play in the mountains and water.

This kind of good thing can't make my dad find out that I can't wait, but fortunately, my acting skills are good, and even my father, who has always been sharp, has been deceived.

What I didn't know was that my dad rode home on horseback and patted his thighs and laughed so loudly that my little sister was scared to cry.

What I didn't expect even more was that my godfather changed my impression of the gentle wind and drizzle, and formulated a dense class schedule, as long as one item was not completed, the handboard was not discussed, I just went for three months, and my hand did not get better, every day was swollen and hot, painful and itchy, and the pain was terrible.

Who said that learning is easy and enjoyable?

I began to pick up the brush and tremble to send a distress letter to my father in the earthworm crawling font, crying bitterly in confession of my contempt for martial arts, really crying bitterly, crying while writing, often crumpled after writing.

My hands hurt, I can't sleep enough, I can't play well, and I have to be beaten.

Hey, it's careless.

Why was he deceived by his godfather's gentle face, can a person without means be the head of the court?

I was still too young and naïve.

Godfather took my letter and a notebook and slapped me in the face, when the words are written, they can be seen, and the letter can be sent, otherwise it will be known that his godson and disciple taught by Wang Tinghuo actually writes like a dog, it is better to die, and he can't afford to lose this person.

And he destroyed the letter.

I was so sad and indignant that the servants I brought would only kneel and beg me to make a good progress, not to annoy my godfather, all the passages were closed, there was only one way, practice good calligraphy.

After another three months, my handwriting has improved rapidly, full of self-confidence, I thought it would be a level that would surprise my godfather, but I unexpectedly bumped into a student who came to study, and the student took the child to his godfather's house to thank Shi'en, and the godfather asked the little hairy boy to write a few words to see, and then I was slapped in the face.

The godfather didn't mock me this time, but a great humiliation shrouded my heart, I was so sad and indignant that I didn't believe in practicing bad words, and I didn't cheat anymore, and I planned to grit my teeth and use my true level to do it, so that the godfather was completely impressed.

Later, I learned that the child was a famous prodigy, and I don't know why he appeared at my godfather's house so coincidentally.

Fortunately, after persisting for half a year, my godfather took the initiative to let me send a letter home, and I just wrote an ordinary letter to my family, and found some things that little girls liked to send back together.

This year, I saw clearly the ridiculousness of my youth and frivolity, and I was respected and coaxed in the north, and I didn't know what it meant to be high and thick.

People are humble when they know they are shallow and ignorant, and that's how I am.

My father and mother have not forgotten me, my mother told me in the letter, as I get older, I also understand the situation of my father and godfather, looking at being in a high position, but it is like walking on thin ice.

If you are not careful, you will fall into the abyss, all relying on the four words of loneliness and loyalty.

The world is like this, let you live and let you die, let you be prosperous and rich or have a different head, it all depends on the thoughts of the person in that position.

They now have no background, are talented and loyal, and they are easy to use, they are sharp knives that cut through the leprosy of the imperial court, so they are reused, but this degree is quite difficult to grasp, and once they lose their proportions, they will be the first to be liquidated.

I'm already a half-grown child, I can't enjoy as much as I used to, I want to grow up, learn more, and when the two fathers are older, when they encounter wind and waves, they can be on top in time.

There is also my mother and sister, my father told me that it is not easy for women in this world, they can't enjoy everything outside freely but they have to bear the disasters and risks brought by men, as the men of the family, they must protect them.

I didn't say any of these words, I just asked my father to pack my martial arts master to the capital, and asked my godfather to reformulate a class schedule for me with a hippie smile.

Since then, I have learned both civil and military affairs, and I have also made a few friends, and the people who come and go with me as a godfather are all Qingliu or the sons of high-ranking officials, among whom I have a best friend, and I have been injured in order to save him.

But it's all worth it, because I know that he is a prince and a concubine of the main palace, maybe people in high positions have this problem, and I hope that others are not surrounded by him because of his position, but personal charm.

I like to engage in some micro-service activities, so I will cooperate well, and it turns out that my acting skills are good, and he really regards me as the best brother.

When the emperor was old, he really suppressed my father, my father was disarmed and returned to the field, and his godfather had also gone into hiding, but they all taught a large number of talented people, and with my friendship with the prince, he restored the names of the two fathers soon after he ascended the throne, and praised my mother for educating her children, and even wanted to accept my sister as a concubine, which I directly refused.

In short, until death, they are beautiful.

I also learned from them, married a woman with little family background but a straightforward temperament, and the second son passed on to my godfather as a grandson, and I did not see the decline of the family until I died.

As for what will happen to me after I die, I will die dead, no matter how big it is!

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